Dumbledore stopped my additional medicine in the beginning of 2023.
So when I said I was turned on.
It was a very feeble and temporary feeling.
Like a slow and mellow hum.
Honestly it’s not even worth mentioning.
But yeah.
I have said everything.
There’s nothing left to say.
I have no secrets.
After my throat was completely fixed at the end of 2024.
And I kinda assumed Ginny was my Christmas gift back then.
I was turned on a few times during that time.
I don’t know how it happened.
I guess it’s because I have really strong feelings for her.
So strong that it defied the medicines.
Also because my throat was fixed and I wasn’t sick anymore.
I was turned on a couple of times in 2025 as well.
Thinking about Ginny obviously.
But mostly my feelings are dormant these days.
Because I’m mentally, physically and psychologically fucked.
