rachana rajan <3

I just remembered the last time Ginny called me on the phone.

She was at Social.

She wanted the OTP.

She called my number for the OTP without knowing it was me.

She thought she was calling the manager.

This was after she ended things with me in 2022.

She said she’ll call me later after I gave her the OTP.

I said, “No Maanas you are not going to call me”.

I was about to cry.

She said bye and hung up.

After that I was under my blanket and crying.

Because my heart was beating fast after hearing her voice.

(Like it’s doing right now thinking about it.)

She called me when she was heading back home in her car.

I didn’t think she would call.

But she did.

She asked me a few casual questions.

I was crying so I didn’t make any conversation, I just answered them.

My heart was melting the entire time and I forgot how to speak and think.

We spoke for a few minutes.

That was the last time.

I remember her voice like it happened yesterday.

How did my heart get so warm right now?

I think about her all the time.

I miss you so much Maanas.

I can’t live without you.

I’m waiting.

And my heart just aches.

It’s been 4 years and I still see you when I close my eyes.