I have never said that I’m perfect.
I have made mistakes too.
I have fucked up too.
Just like everyone else in this world.
I have been transparent about everything.
I have no secrets.
I didn’t speak to anyone during my formative years.
Hence I don’t have certain human emotions.
Also.
I had trouble understanding the social norms and cues.
I didn’t know how to speak.
I didn’t know how to place words to my feelings.
I was aware of certain things but I didn’t know things at the same time.
I learnt how to speak by myself a couple of years ago.
Because of speaking to Australians for 4 years.
I learnt it by myself.
No one taught me.
Before that I didn’t know how to frame even a single sentence.
I learnt how to write by writing here.
I learnt it by myself.
No one taught me.
I learnt everything else I know through.
Experiences, because of people I know and educating myself through books, movies and songs.
Also.
Therapy.
I’m different.
I had a different childhood.
So I’ve always been different.
I don’t function like everyone else.
I’ve seen a pattern with everyone.
I’m good at certain things.
I have shared everything I know.
I have explained where everyone is going wrong.
I have already addressed all the problems.
And given you solutions as well.
I was just a regular, simple, shy and awkward person.
This is the only thing that’s different about me.
Everything started because of Voldemort.
Because of her I got into immense BS.
I have already cleared that shit.
My only intention was to tell my side of the story.
It took me 4 years to say it.
I had to fight death and thunderstorms to say it.
I’ve said it.
There’s nothing left to say.
Please understand what’s happening at least now.
If you were so interested in my personal life.
You could have just asked me.
Like a normal person.
Instead.
I was treated like an alien and tested like a lab rat.
I might be rich and perfect.
But I’m way too classy and sophisticated for this shit.
I didn’t even know how to frame a single sentence properly.
And Voldemort told everyone I was using horcruxes.
She is so beyond cruel.
She created the vicious cycle of horcruxes.
She created preconceived notions.
Her mentality was carried on throughout.
I was kept in the dark, silenced and tortured.
I was made to question my own reality.
My life was sabotaged in the name of help.
I was tortured in the name of empathy.
I was tortured inhumanly.
Physically, mentally and sexually.
I was on the verge of dying for more than a decade.
I was called crazy.
Everyone blamed my perception every single time I tried to say something.
I was gaslighted ruthlessly.
My life was turned into a Truman Show.
My bisexuality was outted without my consent and knowledge.
And people have been using it as a weapon against me starting with Voldemort.
Voldemort paved the way.
She threw mud on my name.
Death eaters effortlessly followed.
They dragged my name through mud.
I was constantly betrayed.
I was raped.
I was sexually assaulted multiple times by multiple people.
Perpetrators were using my helplessness for ulterior motives.
So many people have tried to kill me.
I went through insurmountable pain and suffering.
I’m the one who was wronged.
And I’m here proving my integrity.
When I’m fucking innocent.
The truth is already out long ago.
And you are still not satisfied.
rachana rajan <3 