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I’ve lost so much weight.

I look like shit.

I feel like shit.

My jeans/shorts/skirts are falling off.

All my clothes are loose.

My boobs/ass are half its size.

The bones on my chest are visible.

The veins on my hands are clearly visible.

I don’t know.

I don’t feel good about myself anymore.

My heart feels tight and heavy.

I don’t want to meet Ginny this way.

I feel like crying and disappearing under my blanket.