The person who was controlling my surroundings and content.
Was the real demon.
That person was enabling the behaviour of perpetrators.
Whenever something happens.
I’m not only faced with the problem.
But also public scrutiny.
People gang up and start torturing me and silence me and even try to kill me.
Based on one sided story.
And lies and manipulations.
My retaliations.
No one asks me what happened and my side of the story.
It’s always a double edged sword for me.
Not only do the perpetrators cross my boundaries and misbehave.
But I’m also faced with the torture and scrutiny for my retaliations.