Nikita was typing when I blocked her.
I don’t know what she wanted to say.
I wasn’t in a condition to read it or talk to her.
My hands were shaking badly.
I would have had a panic attack if it was another brutal punch.
I blocked her for self preservation.
Not out of spite or hate.
I don’t hate her.
I like her as a friend.
She was good whenever we spoke to me.
My head hurts recounting what happened.
There is honestly so much trauma from the past.
I need a lot of time to relax and feel better.
Process what we spoke and forget.
If we speak again after a while.
If she goes easy on me.
Maybe we can be friends.
But as I said.
For that we have to be on the same page.
