1:11am.
I’ve been crying since 11pm.
That’s when I turned off the lights.
I’m so scared.
I have a sinking feeling in my stomach.
I can’t stop crying.
I’m not getting sleep.
I don’t have the strength to fight another battle.
Things are finally good after a lifetime of suffering and pain and near death experiences.
I need to see a doctor immediately.
I might just collapse on the floor.
I don’t really have any strength left.
