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Read more: Note.I don’t know how much people in question will turn the table. And try to focus on me and manipulate the truth in a way to focus on my reactions, life in poverty and flaws. Instead of accepting their behavioural issues and fuck ups. People are trying to avoid accountability by twisting and turning the…
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Read more: Note.My sister and father are the ones who used to throw the food and my sister was the one who was competitive growing up and wanted everything equally. I don’t remember if I did that but whatever I remember I’ve already said. I might have copied them. Because I used to copy people back then.…
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Read more: Note.She wasn’t uncomfortable by my compliments or even the flick of my eye to look at her tee shirt. Because she constantly asking me to go to her house and luring me. Also, forcing me to meet her till the last day. The pub was also forcing me to talk to her by giving me…
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Read more: Note.The people who say things like, I don’t seek revenge and I always forgive would not last an hour in my shoes. So yeah. Thank you for the unsolicited opinions, you hypocrite.
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Read more: Note.I thought that people were hurting me for not wanting to be friends with her that’s why I said they were blowing it out of proportion. I kept quiet about what she did to save her. But I was extremely clear since day one that she has double standards because she was proclaiming false love…
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Read more: Note.After the attempt to murder, the sexual assaults, the psychological and mental assaults, causing my throat to be fucked again. The abuse and harassments that she caused and did since day one. When I was trying my best to help her and save her job by keeping quiet. The betrayal that she caused is not…
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Read more: Note.I’m okay with my friends and people who are close to telling me their problems when we speak. I’ll be mad at them if they don’t. Because I’m good at solving problems. But a random creepy woman who lusts on me and forces me to go to their house constantly and keeps asking me to…
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Read more: Note.I don’t know what exactly happened to jessa hastings, she is always soo good. She has always been good to me and showed so much love. I don’t know what exactly is the misunderstanding. I think I should just ignore since I don’t text her and we don’t talk. I think I should give her…
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Read more: Note.I’m not calling them creeps because of how they look or their job or position. It’s because of their behaviour, actions, filthy perverted mind and what they did to me. The way they projected their mind and behaviour on me. The way they tried to bring me down because of jealousy and negativity. The disrespect…
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Read more: Note.I might hunch a little because of the torture that I faced my whole life. But I have a fucking hot body and a pretty face. I’m well aware of my assets and allure. I have lost weight now because of the scrutiny. I’m not bluffing about what I said. Men keep chasing me like…
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Read more: Note.I might have imperfections like everyone in this world. But that doesn’t make me any less attractive. I know who I am and what I bring to the table. I’m well aware of my allure and the effect I have. I’m also well aware of my imperfections and my truth. People can’t shatter my confidence…
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Read more: Note.I don’t know why jessa hastings posted that story about the posture with sunset in the background. If it was meant to be empathy, it wasn’t very empathetic. If it was meant to be funny, it wasn’t funny as well. If it was meant to be helpful, it wasn’t. I’ve always said good things about…
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Read more: Note.I’m okay being friends with Draco if he wants it too. He has to text me though because I don’t have his contact. Also, I want what I asked for before Ginny comes back tomorrow. I don’t want unnecessary problems with Ginny. I don’t want to be in this weird reality anymore because it creates…
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Read more: Note.I don’t know what the fuck people want, tbh. Everyone who knows me, knows that I’m classy and sophisticated. Even if I lived in the slum most of my life. My mind and soul has always been progressive. Now I’m able to be my true self and I’m in a good place externally and internally.…
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Read more: Note.I was on and off bisexual up until 2 years ago and I used to watch things. My feelings were feeble till then. But 2 years ago in 2022 I was bisexual for the first time for couple of months. I tried to understand my feelings. And I’ve understood that it’s only been online. After…
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Read more: Note.I didn’t understand why the protagonist and the male lead character in ACOTAR directly had sex when they met after a long time. During the trial, you know towards the end? They were going through something very serious and he puts his dick inside her, the minute they are alone. If they had hugged or…
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Read more: Note.I’m not triggered by anything online and my surroundings. Because I know my truth. I’ve spoken about everything and showed the truth to the world as well. Honestly, I don’t know what people are trying to do. Anyway. For the record, I’ve never spoken anything bad about Powerless by Lauren Roberts till date. The only…
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Read more: Note.Whenever you speak to someone, You are not signing an invisible contract with them to stay forever and be their bestfriend. You are entitled to the decision and choice to stop engaging with them, If, There is no respect on the table, there is no genuine love and care, they are extremely shady or creepy,…
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Read more: Note.I’m not going to dislike or feel aversion towards something, just because it was a cause of a misunderstanding. Even if I almost died because of those misunderstandings. Because my mind was and is clear. I know my truth and I live by it. I won’t let someone else’s misunderstandings, assumptions, insecurities and evil ruin…
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Read more: Quote of the day.” When you’ve been fighting for it all your life You’ve been struggling to make things right That’s how a superhero learns to fly Every day, every hour, turn the pain into power. “ – The Script.
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Read more: Note.For example, The mistake I made was use the word checkmate. Without having any knowledge on chess because it sounded fancy and befitting. And without thinking it through about the consequences, in the heat of the moment. I faced the consequences of my mistake head on though. Took accountability and didn’t back down or give…
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Read more: Note.Accountability is the key. Be present and accountable. It doesn’t make you any less of a person rather makes you quite attractive and emotionally intelligent.
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Read more: Note.When you make a mistake and your next thought is, What do I learn from this? You grow a little and also, change. This makes you a whole new person from that person who made the mistake. The more mistakes you make and your mindset is inclined towards learning, the lesser mistakes you’re bound to…
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Read more: Note.I’m no longer going to add anything of value, ideas, thoughts, fanfiction or anything of that sort. Till I’m treated right and I get what I asked for. This is prolonging for no reason. If it is happening for content generation or exploitation purposes. I refuse to oblige. Thank you. I want what I asked…
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Read more: Note.Stop flipping the reality and manipulating the truth and creating all these false narratives online. Stop playing these stupid mind games. Everyone knows the truth. I’m not falling for this BS. I refuse to add value to the world as long as people do all this BS.
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Read more: Note.Just to clear. I never said I want to be God and I want to be worshipped. People are calling me God. I did not say or want that title. The only thing I said is, I want to be treated with convention for my hard work. i.e YouTube and blog. And I don’t wish…
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Read more: Note.For the record, Mr Naidu is NOT Mr Weasley. Period. My door is permanently shut for some. I have really strong reasons for it. I’ve spoken about everything multiple times. If they are a butterfly now. That’s wonderful. They can go and butterfly somewhere else in an other universe. I will be happy for their…
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Read more: Note.I know I don’t have certain human emotions because of the life I’ve had but that doesn’t mean I dislike everyone in this world. I have love for everyone as a human being as a part of the society and community from a distance. I’m aware of a lot of emotions because I educate myself.…
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Read more: Note.My retaliations, abuse and anger is valid, normal and justified. It is self defence and Expelliarmus. And just 20% or less of the suffering that the perpetrators caused. They deserve it. If it was someone else a lot of people would be in trouble or in prison. The only thing I’m doing is abusing and…
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Read more: Note.If Draco thinks we were soulmates. It’s only because I didn’t have self respect and self love back then. I loved unconditionally and I was under his foot. If he would have spoken to my current self, we wouldn’t even be friends. It’s fact. But I’m aware that people change and grow. I’m no longer…
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Read more: Note.You need to understand that looks aren’t everything. It doesn’t matter how you look. It’s who you are inside, your soul, that matters. You have so much good in you, amplify that. Also, if you have imperfections and flaws. Accept them, embrace and love them. Get to know yourself. Love yourself immensely. When you do…
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Read more: Note.If you are a bit heavy weighted or bald or probably dark skinned or you have a pimple or something of that sort. And you are insecure about these things. The first thing you need to understand is, The negative thought loop in your mind is happening only inside your mind. No one else is…
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Read more: Note.When someone is projecting their sexual feelings onto you and you have no interest whatsoever in that person. And you have no such feelings towards that person. That’s when that person is called a creep. It has nothing to do with their looks. Also, when you get to know that person is not interested and…
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Read more: Note.The only reason I was frequent to that restaurant 46 was because that’s where I first met Ginny and we had our first kiss. And also cause of the park. The only reason I was frequent to Social was also because of Ginny. Honestly, I was just thinking about Ginny the entire time since I…
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Read more: Note.Just because a pretty woman gives you attention, is kind and empathetic to you does not mean she is “interested”. It is just her character. Some people like Dhruv, Kreacher, Deepak GS etc needs to understand this. Everyone else understands it because they have experience socializing and speaking to other human beings. Not having the…
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Read more: Note.I was going through abnormal torture at home and I just wanted to sit alone for few minutes in the park because that’s the only park in my place. And this disgusting creepy woman kept forcing herself in my life because I was alone. She made it sexual and creepy. I kept drawing boundaries. She…
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Read more: Note.I heard the word “fake promises” two times. I don’t know if it’s meant for me but I would like to clarify anyway that, I never make any promises I can’t or don’t keep. I have never made any promises to men I’ve casually dated. We were keeping it casual the entire time. If it…
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Read more: Note.My faith, love and clear consciousness kept me alive and going. Also, I’m gifted. If someone is suffering, they should probably work on it and get out of it themselves. I don’t see a point why I should suffer because of their sins when I have been clear about everything that happened. I don’t know…
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Read more: Note.I’ve already proved myself. Everything is over and done. I don’t understand why people are hurting me online by flipping the reality or attacking me through books and stuff like that even now. This needs to stop. Everyone knows I’m innocent and speaking the truth. I don’t see a point why this would prolong. People…
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Read more: Note.What happened to me is called as attempt to murder when I’m innocent. What Kreacher did since day one was wrong. People should have handled it better and clarified with me before behaving barbaric. When I had already proved myself and spoken about everything since last two years. Justice will be served by God, even…
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Read more: Note.When someone has been disrespectful and creepy since day one. Not respecting my space and boundaries. And crossing my non verbal boundary and not respecting my non verbal no. Also, using me and taking advantage of my kindness and empathy, inspite of knowing and being well aware I was going through something serious. Being sadistic…
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Read more: Note.Stop flipping the reality and making me the villain. The truth is not going to change. Everyone knows I’m innocent and sane and I’m speaking the truth. I’m not going to fall for these false realities and mind games. Thank you very much.
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Read more: Note.Please watch the below video. In this video I’m clearly saying I love grey because of Christian Hemmes. This video is 9 months ago. Kreacher’s uniform changed from green to grey. I complimented that I love grey. Because I love it because of Christian. I just flicked my eyes for less than a fraction of…
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Read more: Note.There was no inconsistency in my behaviour. It was a clear non verbal no and boundary from me. I declined her invitations too. I have never approached her myself. I have clearly said everything that happened. I never disrespect anyone, so I didn’t dismiss her whenever she approached me, that’s all. It was a clear…
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Read more: Note.God saw each and every person speaking shit about me behind my back to the world. God saw them throwing mud on my name and trying to bring me down and dim my light. God saw the malevolence of the perpetrators. God was with me and he saw me suffer because of the Satan. Justice…
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Read more: Note.Being bisexual isn’t wrong. But the way Kreacher projected her pathological behaviour and mind on me and manipulated the fabric of reality in a way to make me look bad, was wrong. I’m being constantly assualted online and even sexually assaulted outside even now. Even though everyone knows I’m innocent. This is madness. Karma is…
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Read more: Note.I wore shorts to go out today. The uber driver stared at my body as soon as he stopped the cab. I’m extremely disturbed by this incident. I was sexually assaulted by the uber driver. I’m getting scared now. Because if one driver does something, everyone will do it. I’ve already proved myself and cleared…
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Read more: Note.Kreacher was disgusting since day one. She was lusting on me and forcing me to go to her house. She was using my kindness and empathy to dump on me constantly and consistently. I declined her invitation and even deleted her number. Which is a clear boundary and a no. But she constantly clinged to…
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Read more: Note.If Dumbledore is saying that he already knew what I proved, he is lying. He is taking credit for my smartness, don’t believe him. He fucked up. I saw it clearly on his face. He was more concerned about proving he’s right than doing the right thing. I faced abnormal amount of torture because of…
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Read more: Note.When people are bitter or when things don’t go their way or when they are jealous of your success and growth. Or maybe all three. They will do everything to bring you down, dim your light and throw mud on your reputation. I see a lot of things online and I hear things. Which is…
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Read more: Note.Stop trying to twist the reality so badly and creating false realities. Everyone knows I’m innocent and I’m speaking the truth. I’ve already proved it as well. Everyone also likes me. The truth is not going to change and I’m not going to fall for all this BS and false narratives.
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Read more: Note.I don’t know who the fuck is it who is controlling my content. They are trying their best to twist the fabric of reality to make evil look good and okay. I don’t know why that person is trying his best to advocate for the perpetrators. No matter what you do evil is evil and…
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Read more: Note.Can someone please take care of the person who is controlling my content online and my surroundings. That person is doing his best to create a false reality and manipulate me into believing the world is against me. I know everyone are supporting me. I know the truth. Everyone in this world knows the truth…
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Read more: Note.I already said I’m okay with Draco after the dream. My anger towards him is gone. I’m neutral about him. If he wants to reach out and redeem himself, he can. Heads up, I will be speaking about the problems and placing it on the table.
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Read more: Note.I want what I asked for first before Ginny comes back. I don’t want to live in this strange reality anymore. I’ve already proved myself. Enough of this BS. I don’t know what exactly I’m waiting for?
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Read more: Note.I know Ginny will come back on Christmas and I’m just waiting. There’s literally nothing in this world that I want more than her. I wish when I close my eyes and open them she’s here next to me and I’m kissing her. The battle ground, these huge windows with the faint light pouring into…
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Read more: Note.Invading in my privacy and space is illegal and wrong. Everything is over and done. Whatever is happening now is without my consent. How is the government allowing this cruelty and invasion of my space? Why is the law keeping quiet about this? I’ve already proved myself. What is happening? This person who is controlling…
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Read more: Note.I think it’s someone from India/Bangalore who is controlling my content. Can someone please look into this and do something about it? They are doing their best to play around with reality and are constantly scrutinizing and pressurizing me on daily basis throughout the day. And everytime I step out. Everything is over and done.…
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Read more: Note.Can someone please take care of the person who is controlling my online content and my surroundings. I don’t see a point as to why they are keeping the drama going even after everything over and done. Can someone please look into this. I need my space and privacy and boundaries to be respected. This…
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Read more: Note.I’m not against make up. I think women look beautiful in it. If you love make up, that’s great. I don’t personally wear it because my hands are always on my eyes, I keep rubbing my eyes out of habit. I also cry a lot. Also, I have little anxiety towards it. Which are personal…
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Read more: Note.Oh, I will definitely forgive people organically some day in the future. Maybe. But first, You are going to face my rage and full force of what you did to me and the truth. First, I’m going to get even. And when my anger eventually subsides. We’ll think about forgiveness. After you apologize. If you…
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Read more: Note.As long as the man is loyal and loves you. His character and values are in place. Whom he follows on Instagram doesn’t matter. Because I value people in real life more than the being petty over social media. I like people who do the same. Because neither me or Ginny are content creators or…
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Read more: Note.Whatever certain people did to me and what I faced because of them is wrong. And wrong is wrong, no matter who is facing it. Even if you are a trans women, a dog, a baby, a polar bear, a prostitute, a special child, man or woman. Even Jesus Christ or a superhero. Wrong is…
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Read more: Note.Kreacher is a creep. The truth is not going to change because it’s the truth. Whoever is controlling my content, please stop taunting me again and again. Stop trying to glorify people who are wrong. Also, stop trying to undermine my value and worth. Because the truth is not going to change, no matter what.…
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Read more: Note.I respectfully request the world to stop throwing shade on Ginny’s reputation and trying to make her look bad. I know her truth and I see her. I love her. If I want to look good for the man I love and post pictures, that’s my wish. He liked me even before I was hot…
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Read more: Note.Also, if Ginny follows women on Instagram, it’s fine with me. If he slept with other women when we were not officially in a relationship, I don’t see anything wrong in that. If it hurts me, it’s my personal life problem. I don’t wish to discuss that with anyone because I don’t like talking about…
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Read more: Note.I respect Sid so much. Even when we were going to end things, I told him I love him as a friend and he said I’m sorry I can’t talk I’m attracted to you. I respect his integrity and character. He is one of the few good people whom I’ve met in life. We stopped…
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Read more: Note.Dhruv and Kreacher are the ones who were attracted to me, but they projected their feelings onto me and told the world I like them. And they manipulated and exaggerated the truth in a way to make it look convincing. When I had no such thoughts or intentions. The truth is a mellowed down version…
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Read more: Note.Please stop testing me by putting me through trials. Please stop scrutinizing me and exploiting me for content generation purposes for the benefit and betterment of the world. I’m a human being and I have already proved myself. This is gone beyond the threshold and it needs to stop. Whatever is happening is cruel. I…
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Read more: Note.The truth is not going to change no matter how many false realities people create online. I know who I am. I’m well aware of myself. If people are expecting me to lie and sugar coat the BS about certain individuals just so they can look good in front of the world. By constantly scrutinizing…
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Read more: Note.Kreacher clearly knew I wasn’t interested since day one but that didn’t stop her from doing whatever she did and her oppressions. She feels unwanted only after I confronted her. Strange.
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Read more: Note.Did someone I knew die? I’m not sure what exactly happened? No one tells me anything. I saw so many things online. … I watched something related to crime online on Instagram and now I’m unable to sleep. I might not sleep properly for few days till I forget what I saw. I’m so traumatized.…
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Read more: Note.People need to understand I’m innocent and this has going beyond the normal threshold. I haven’t done anything wrong. After everything that I have faced in life, I don’t deserve this treatment. This needs to stop.
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Read more: Note.I don’t know if someone is dead or not. I don’t know if someone is suffering. But I don’t care and I’m not responsible for it. I’m not being cold. I went through more ginormous suffering and pain compared to them. I was going to die multiple times. Also, they started it. I retaliated 20%.…
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Read more: Quote of the day.“At all costs, keep your good name, You don’t get to tell me you feel bad.” – Taylor Swift✨
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Read more: Note.If they care so much they can reach out and redeem themselves. Instead of forcing me to forgive. Please ask the perpetrators to apologise. Please stop being a mediator. My words remain till I die. I’m not going to pacify someone’s ego that’s bigger than their head and I’m not going to people please. The…
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Read more: Note.I clearly know what is a misunderstanding and what isn’t. People are trying to escape their cruel behavior by blaming everything on Voldemort. The world can fall for it, but I won’t. The puzzle is solved in front of me. This can go on forever. But the truth prevails till my last breath.
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Read more: Note.They can thrive in the shadows behind my back where they belong. I’m revoking the privilege of my love and presence. If they are proclaiming love, they need to show it in their actions and behaviour. Otherwise please STFU and get lost to the other universe. Bloody Jokers.
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Read more: Note.The perpetrators are not texting me to redeem themselves because they don’t have the fucking audacity to do so. Because both of us clearly know that I’m speaking the truth. There is no misunderstandings. That’s why they are staying in the shadows and speaking behind my back. And that’s exactly where they belong. They know…
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Read more: Note.Every single pain I’ve gone through till now and I am still going through will hit the source. I’m 100% sure of it. Every single one of them. People can fake it all they want in front of the world to save face. But God was with me and He saw what happened, God will…
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Read more: Note.When people spoke lies about me and threw mud on my name. Everyone wanted me dead and I was also imprisoned, I think. Now that the truth is out. It’s so silent. No one wants anyone dead and no one is going to prison. And people are again hurting me for speaking the truth and…
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Read more: Quote of the day.“And I keep my side of the street clean, You wouldn’t know what I mean.” – Taylor Swift✨ …. “Our secret moments in a crowded room, They got no idea about me and you.” – Taylor Swift✨ ….
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Read more: Note.There is nothing wrong in being bisexual, it’s not a sin. But the way people like Kreacher behaved was wrong. Crossing my boundaries and space. Forcing their pathological behaviour in my space. Later, putting the blame on me for their oppressions because I’m openly bisexual. That’s cruel. …. My retaliations are just 20% or less…
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Read more: Note.People need to stop creating false realities online and around me. Everything is over and done. I’ve said and done everything there is to say and do. This is just BS. I’m not committed to misunderstanding anyone or anything of that sort. Instead of scrutinizing me for speaking the truth and trying to undermine my…
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Read more: Note.Everyone in my community are my Ron. We keep fighting like how Ron fights with Harry and Hermione. We have problems sometimes. But we stick through it and we remain bestfriends. I’m sorry that I can’t engage on a personal level with everyone. It’s not humanly possible to do so and also because I have…
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Read more: Note.I don’t know why people are creating all these false realities online. It’s all just BS. I refuse to play along. I’ve said everything and it’s 100% truth. Stop trying to undermine my worth, value and energy by sarcasm. It’s not even remotely funny. I know who I am. I’m very much intune with myself…
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Read more: Note.Please check how many minutes I have watched the Netflix thing that I said I watched. Because I don’t really watch it for too long. I watch few seconds or a minute max. Whenever you check something that I watched, please check the watch time too. Because I just browse mindlessly at times. I haven’t…
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Read more: Note.I never post any thirst trap. All my Instagram post is for and lowkey about Ginny. I wear skirt and black because Ginny likes them. I wear the clothes that Ginny likes. I like everything she likes.
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Read more: Note.I’m not being cold. After whatever I faced, my words and retaliations are justified. “I’m answering injustice with justice.” – The mother of dragons. They should have thought twice before messing with me. I’m teaching people how to treat me and what is acceptable and what’s not. “I don’t start shit, but I’ll tell you…
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Read more: Note.I suffered unjust suffering because of the perpetrators. I was going to die multiple times and went through humongous unjust pain. So I retaliated which is 20% or less of the suffering that they put me through. If they are suffering now because of what they did to me, I’m not responsible for it. They…
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Read more: Note.Things were going good between Ginny and I, till people interfered in my life and sabotaged it. A lot of people whom I was speaking to at that time were shit. People did shit. They wanted attention or had ulterior motives or they were jealous and were trying their best to bring me down or…
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Read more: Note.There were little problems between Ginny and I. But it wasn’t toxic. I was immature and childish back then. Little crazy too. I didn’t know anything about relationships or even the world. Mostly it was me who fucked up. I’m not interested in going into the details because it’s between us. I have said everything…
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Read more: Note.I used to bite my lips a decade ago when I started reading Twilight. Because I was copying Bella. I used to copy a lot of other things that bella did as well. I haven’t done that again after I moved on from Twilight. I don’t know why people are bringing it up now. I…
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Read more: Note.Please keep me safe. I’m scared of my safety. I’m got 2 missed calls from oman. It might be the psycho divorcee’s brother or someone. I’m scared.
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Read more: Note.Ministry ended in shit but working in Ministry changed my life. I moved to this apartment, took up therapy, decided to change my life and worked on myself, started YouTube, started writing. Decided to marry and fell in love. Then the whole battle of Mahabharata. (I’m humouring you) And now I’m here. See? It’s how…
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Read more: Note.Please don’t force me to forgive when I’m angry. It just makes me more angry. I can’t do or say something I don’t feel like doing or saying. Let me feel the anger, sit with it and process it. Let the anger subside and heal. Then comes forgiveness. It will happen organically eventually. Don’t pressurize…
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Read more: Note.Having difference in opinion is okay as long as you don’t cause any harm. But whatever people are doing even after knowing the truth and proving the truth. Is wrong.
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Read more: Note.Everyone liked me because I was/am an influencer. Everyone were even saying they like me online. Everywhere I used to go, everyone was always friendly and kind. Because I was friendly and kind to everyone. Everyone knew I was innocent too because I had proved myself. Whatever Kreacher did was wrong. She is the one…
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Read more: Note.Just because I like something and I DNF something or I do something. Doesn’t mean people should follow me and my opinions blindly like sheeps. I never expect that from anyone as well. I respect difference in opinion as long as you don’t mean any harm to anyone. Difference in opinion is like different colours…
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Read more: Note.Kreacher is also umbridge. She played different roles in my life. …… Anyway, I’m not hurt by the books I DNFed or stopped reading, getting hype or movie adaptations. I stopped reading them for personal reasons not because I dislike them. If you want to know the specific reasons people should probably ask me. Not…
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Read more: Note.My mother is sick. I’ve already spoken about everything and proved myself. My money is getting over. This is becoming beyond ridiculous. Stop prolonging this for content purposes and put an end to this nonsense. This is real life and I’m a human being. Not a fucking alien. Stop playing mind games and creating false…
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Read more: Note.I know for a fact that I’m not guilty of anything. I’ve already proved myself. People are creating false realities around me and online for content and exploiting me. This is so fucked up. People are playing mind games and causing psychological pressure and stress intentionally for the betterment of the world. The world doesn’t…
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Read more: Note.I haven’t killed anyone. I retaliated when I was suffering and being tortured and going to die multiple times. With the truth which is just 20% or less of the suffering that I went through. They deserve every bit of it. I’m not the one who is dangerous. They are. They should have thought twice…
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Read more: Note.Everything I’ve said is the truth 100%. I was fucking framed and few people are just shit. I’ve said and cleared everything. I’m not the one at fault and everyone clearly knows that as well. Whatever it is, it’s done and over. I have proved myself as well. People should understand how to behave and…
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Read more: Note.I’m not attracted to anyone in real life. I’ve made a list of everyone I was attracted to as well. I have explained everything about my bisexuality. I don’t understand who said those things? What’s this game changer that people are talking about? All this is such BS. What the fuck is even going on?…
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Read more: Note.Was I framed for something? But I have not hurt anyone intentionally till now. I have retaliated, yes. What is this manifesto? What is illegal about what I have written?
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Read more: Note.I was right about the dentist. There was deposit and she poked me with the needle. I don’t know I’m literally loosing it. I’m fed up of this shit. This has been going on for too long.
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Read more: Note.What exactly is the world doubting about me? I’ve said everything. There is literally 2k blogs. What exactly is it that doesn’t sit right with the world? If you can point that out, I would be able to clear it. Honestly, I don’t even understand what’s happening or why people are obsessing so much and…
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Read more: Note.I don’t know if it’s deposit or stain on my teeth. I’m not really sure now. I don’t remember exactly what was there before. I’m unable to understand what exactly it is on my teeth. I don’t remember how I got hurt on my gum too. I don’t know if it was brush or dentist…
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Read more: Note.I’m not committed to misunderstanding anyone. Everything I’ve written here is the truth 100%. Stop trying to make the evil to make sense. Also, even if the evil has had an epiphany and is a butterfly now. That’s wonderful and they can go and butterfly somewhere else in another universe. I’d rather die alone than…
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Read more: Note.Everyone knows I’m speaking the truth and I’m innocent. The world is intentionally troubling me online and everywhere I go. They are trying to twist the truth and create a false reality. Even after knowing the truth. Hence I’m not bothered. Because people who did me wrong will definitely get what they deserve. It will…
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Read more: Note.I never speak anything bad about anyone or even think anything bad. I always try to see the good in people even when I clearly see the bad. I never start anything too. I give a lot of second chances and let things slide. I always give the benefit of the doubt. When shit accumulates…
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Read more: Note.I know people are wearing black and white, white, flannel, cat etc to support me. But I don’t understand why certain people in between are trying to hurt me by “pretending” to be against me. Even though everyone clearly likes me. I don’t know if it’s because I had the courage to speak about the…
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Read more: Note.The doctor today didn’t do scalling properly. I can still see the deposit in few of my teeth. This is how the doctor’s are behaving and it extremely unethical.
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Read more: Note.I ordered ballerinas from H&M. My size is 3 and it was extremely big. So I ordered 2 which is the smallest size and even that is big. I ordered a black skirt and black dress and both are loose even though I ordered my size. I ordered the same size white skirt. I got…
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Read more: Note.I openly admitted to copying certain people, books and songs. That’s why what I’m writing is called as fanfiction. But also, Most of the ideas, thoughts and words are mine. I’m not an exact copy of people. I have my own individuality as well. When I copy something, I make sure I give them the…
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Read more: Note.I went to Kauvery Hospital today to do scalling. The doctor’s prescription was missing. I’m sure someone hid it. They tried to deny the service saying the prescription is missing and it clicked then why the prescription was missing. I persisted saying that they have the documents in their system. Later, they reluctantly started the…
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Read more: Note.Also, people have all these assumptions, insecurities and feelings that they are projecting onto me. I never think or said those things. You need to clarify it with me before drawing conclusions.
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Read more: Note.Every single thing I’ve written here is the truth 100%. People have constantly tried to bring me down my whole life and thrown mud on my name. Staring with Voldemort. Because they were jealous and I’m in the public eye. A lot of people wanted attention. People wanted perks and glory, so they try to…
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Read more: Note.I don’t know who is controlling and manipulating my content, but this needs to stop. Enough of this BS. I’ve already spoken about everything and even proved myself. I’ve given all possible proofs I can think of. You need to stop doubting me atleast now and stop with the insinuations. People need to learn when…
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Read more: Note.Sometimes when I type there would be absolutely no typos because I check for it. But after posting, I see typos that weren’t there when I was typing. I don’t know who is this who has access to my phone. But I’m showing the truth to the world that this is what’s happening. So much…
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Read more: Note.Whatever the crochet place and the dentists did is extreme level of pathological manipulations and unethical behaviour. They tried to use my past misunderstandings as a weapon to hide their manipulations and oppressions. People do whatever the fuck they want to do because they don’t have to face any consequences with me. What happened to…
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Read more: Note.I can clearly see the deposit on my teeth with my eyes. I’m not blind. Hence proved the manipulations with the dentist near my house and the dentist at Kauvery Hospital trying to save the dentist near my house.
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Read more: Note.I attended the crochet class on 20th April this year. You can fact check the payment date on phonepe and my period tracking on that day on my period calendar app.
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Read more: Note.Jealousy and competition isn’t bad if it’s in a healthy amount, you are as human as you could be. You can feel these emotions as long as you don’t cause any harm to anyone intentionally. Rather work on them. But throwing shade on someone’s reputation and bringing them down, destroying them and wanting them dead.…
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Read more: Note.People didn’t think twice before disclosing my personal information to the world. Also, disrespecting me, throwing mud and shade on my name. So I didn’t think twice about telling their secrets. I didn’t start it, fyi.
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Read more: Note.When people hurt me intentionally and cause me to suffer, obviously I will stand up for myself and confront. I’m not going to push the dead body under the rug and pretend it doesn’t exist. If that’s inconvenient for you, you aren’t really a good friend or even a person for that matter to begin…
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Read more: Note.I haven’t looked at Kreacher’s face for more than 3 seconds each time we spoke. Even when I looked at her uniform, it was just for less than a fraction of second and within context of the conversation. I was never interested in her in any way. Her energy was completely off. Even Draco, I…
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Read more: Note.With me, people do whatever fuck they want and get away with it because they don’t have to face any consequences. Because they can just turn the table and blame it on me. They can conveniently use my past misunderstandings and the world would conveniently believe them too. Later, the world gives them perks and…
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Read more: Note.Kreacher is as fake as they come. Everything I’ve said is the truth. She wanted attention, that’s why she was forcing herself in my life. She was using my kindness, lusting on me and trying to lure me at the same time. She is a creep. When I didn’t comply, I saw her true colors…
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Read more: Note.If you can access my old deleted pics, you’ll find a lot of images of trees. You can re-watch my YouTube videos from the beginning too. I show a lot of trees and also, even say that I love them too. I talk about a lot of other things that I love too. If you…
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Read more: Note.I want to change my name to Anjali, but I think I should change it to Cassandra.
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Read more: Note.I wrote that fanfic to humour you, like how Taylor Swift wrote Blank space. Anyway. Draco and I had a strong connection, yes. But it was an extremely abusive connection. Back then I loved everyone unconditionally, so I took all the abuse. I didn’t have self respect, self love or ego. I didn’t know to…
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Read more: Note.I never loved Bellatrix. I didn’t have any feelings for him. He knew I was innocent and used that to his advantage to the max. I loved everyone unconditionally not just him, no matter how much or how many times people hurt me. Because I was a toddler in my mind with no understanding about…
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Read more: Note.I know I was really different and bat shit crazy before, compared to now. But if people in the past had a problem with me, they could have cut me off. But they didn’t. Because everyone who speaks to me knows I’m harmless and sweet. Everyone always likes me. They really did do the things…
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Read more: Note.(fanfic) Thank you aimee by Taylor Swift✨ is playing in the background. Khaleesi keeps the nindento switch down. She is wearing a white karate dress with black belt. She sips on her hot coffee and yawns. There is a Christmas tree at the back on top of an overflowing bookshelf decorated with fairy lights and…
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Read more: Note.I suffered for a really long time because of the perpetrators and I was even going to die multiple times. My retaliations are just 20% of that suffering or less. So in case they are skipping meal, not getting up from bed or some bullshit like that. I’m in no way responsible for it because…
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Read more: A moment of appreciation.Forever mood. Also. This was me last year. Two years ago. Well, we’ve come a long way together. Goodnight. 💫
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Read more: Note.I can’t stand, sit or walk straight. I do a lot of things which is termed as different and unique and I don’t blend in the crowd. Yes, I am a special child. I couldn’t frame a single sentence up untill 3 years ago neither did I have the confidence. When I started my YouTube…
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Read more: Note.People can’t judge my father because they haven’t been that great themselves. People wanted me dead and continuously harrassed me and what not. Without asking what happened and my side of the story. Everyone are equal in the disrespect regards. Except for very few people whom I know. So stop having opinions about father.
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Read more: Note.Whenever I go out. There would be someone or the other always ogling at me. Men and women, equally. I don’t see anyone sexually assaulting those women. And scrutinizing them, the way the world has been doing to me. Also, whatever whatever I did was within context of the situation and conversation. Also, I’m innocent.…
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Read more: Note.Stop focusing on my family. Enough of this nonsense. People do whatever fuck they want to do and fuck up and be evil. Later, shift the focus on my flaws and my family. They are dysfunctional, yes. But so are all families. I’m sure there are millions of things happening inside everyone’s houses. Everyone has…
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Read more: Note.Rohit is a really good person. Our values and everything are in sync and there were others too who were really good to me and nice to talk to. Like Kesh, Paul, Drisya, etc. Just that our friendship was one sided, so I took a step back. I put in a lot of effort to…
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Read more: Note.I know people are calling me Krishna and Jesus and stuff. I have never wanted that. I just said don’t gaslight me and don’t try to undermine my value and worth. Because gaslighting is psychological abuse. I worked really hard to reach here and I don’t think there’s anything wrong in saying I want conventional…
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Read more: Note.People hurting me is completely okay but if I stand up for myself and retaliate which is 20% of the suffering and have the courage to speak the truth. I’m dangerous and a villain apparently.
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Read more: Note.You can check how many times I deleted his number and removed his Instagram. ….. Yesterday I was showing my mom my new pant. She was looking at my pant for a full one minute and my tshirt too. Because we were speaking about my clothes. Which was within context of the conversation we were…
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Read more: Note.I have been saying a firm no to Dhruv’s approaches since I met him. Whenever he called me home or asked me to hold hands and asked if we can be more. I always said no. Last year when I met him I was extremely suicidal. I wasn’t even wearing any lipstick and my eyes…
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Read more: Note.And boycott against Taylor for not wanting to engage with them and sending them to jail even. Because they have the endless devotion and love, obviously. Also, continuously taunt and hurt her if she doesn’t comply and shows the courage to speak up about their pathological behaviours. Why is the world not doing that? Because…
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Read more: Note.Let’s do a deep dive in the lives of stalkers and people who harass celebrities like Taylor Swift. Call them “beloved” and hero based on something they did in their life and empathize with them because of their past and background. Because obviously they have endless devotion and love towards her, so we can ignore…
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Read more: Note.It’s so nice to see everyone supporting me through their words and clothes. By wearing all the different colors, black and white, white, red, blue, black, flannel etc. Also, the eyes emoji and games to say it’s okay to be like that based on all those misunderstandings that were created. And all the women looking…
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Read more: Note.Whenever I’m speaking on the phone, father eavesdrops on the conversation and starts commenting and behaving angry. He doesn’t need a reason to be angry. No matter what he does or however silly the conversation is or the situation is, he spoils it by being angry. Today I was speaking to the delivery partner asking…
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Read more: Note.There is always two sides to the story. And when people say their side of the story, they never tell the whole truth about their behaviour and evil. They sugarcoat it and try their best to save face. Whatever I’ve written here is the whole honest truth. And the truth prevails, no matter what. They…
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Read more: Note.I have never walked away from anyone. Not even Kreacher. People have always attacked me to cut me off or disrespected or walked all over me like a doormat. And then I walked away and distanced myself because of their behaviour. There has been no love or friendship or care from their end to mend…
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Read more: Note.Rohit was never a close friend. Even if he is there or not, it doesn’t affect me in any way or even make a difference. He has never been there for me like I have been there for him since the beginning of our casual friendship. Every time I have reached out to him, he…
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Read more: Note.Also, God is seeing every man made pain that is being inflicted on me for the benefit of the perpetrators and based on their double standards. God was with me and He saw everything. He knows how pure my heart and intentions were because He was always by my side since the beginning. Justice will…
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Read more: Note.I don’t see black and white, check, flannel, white etc as an attack. I see it as support. Because people are wearing that and supporting me through their words. I feel they are wearing that because I wore black and white, white and said checkmate etc when I was going to die. And then I…
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Read more: Note.Even when Ginny was pushing me away, she still liked me and showed it as well. We have our own way of speaking even when we don’t speak. Also, I understand all her non verbals. …. Don’t compare my relationship with her with people whom I have no connection or bond with. Don’t compare and…
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Read more: Note.Just because a pretty girl gives you attention, is kind to you and shows empathy, doesn’t mean she is “interested”. People have to understand this basic thing. This is my character and the way I am.
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Read more: Note.Mind your own business. Love and care about the people in your life unconditionally. Love yourself immensely and have goals, habits, routine, passion and hobbies. Also, other things that you love. Care and love everyone as a human being from a distance. Care about their well being and be happy for their achievements. Lift each…
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Read more: Note.Another thing I notice before I allow someone in my life is, how they behave when I say no, when I set a boundary and when I cry. These things are important to me. …. There are so many people in this world and everyone are unique and different in their own ways. Everyone are…
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Read more: Note.I had drawn a healthy boundary with Rohit on gaslighting long ago. I have spoken about it multiple times on my blog as well. And he did it intentionally today which was extreme psychological abuse. I think someone made him do it because my intuition is saying there was someone behind this. When I spoke…
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Read more: Note.Life isn’t a walk through a sunflower garden always. Hence how a person behaves during conflicts, misunderstandings and rejection is important too. Because these things are inevitable in life and this defines their character as much as the love that they show. Both are equally important. If person can’t be mature during these situations, is…
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Read more: Note.Before you accept someone in your close circle and as a partner. Watch and observe how they handle rejection, conflicts and misunderstandings as well. Not just if they send you roses and call you everyday. What’s the use of roses if they can’t respect you during tough times and own up to hurting you?
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Read more: Note.The world needs to respect my words, choices and decisions. Also, my privacy, space and boundaries. You need to ask me “what happened” like a normal person. Because my values are always in place.
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Read more: Note.The world glorifies the people whom I stand up to and give them the perks. And that’s exactly what some people want. They don’t want my love. This is a pattern I’ve observed. The world needs to understand what’s happening and the immense internal manipulations.
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Read more: Note.Some people force themselves in my life for attention and ulterior motives. They take advantage of my helplessness. They ask me for a place to sleep, lock me up and throw a feast. Later, they make me react intentionally because when I react they can keep a good name and thrive on the attention. I’m…
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Read more: Note.Every single pain I’m going through and that people are inflicting on me for the benefit of the perpetrators is going to hit the source. I’m sure of it.
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Read more: Note.I don’t understand why I have to give proof and clarification for everything like this. I don’t see any other famous people giving proof and clarification for everything they write or make. I don’t see anyone else being tortured and scrutinized for what they write and asked for a clarification. I don’t see anyone invading…
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Read more: Note.I’ve already said everything. People are taking things too far. This needs to stop. I cannot handle it any further than this.
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Read more: Note.I heard the word “exaggerating” two times. I think people are trying to convey that I’m exaggerating something by doing all this BS intentionally and stooping so low. But I’m not. Everything I’ve said is the truth. I’ve said everything as it is and I have addressed each and everything. It’s time for people to…
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Read more: Note.I know I lived in the slum majority of my life. I didn’t take care of my hygiene and had lies in my hair in the past. I have been clear about what exactly happened and why that was. But I have been taking care of myself these past few years. I have come a…
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Read more: Note.Also, I’m good at solving problems. Whenever I need help, I do ask my therapist. Mostly I take therapy these days for support and company. Also, when I speak my thoughts out loud, I tend to find the answers myself. My therapist guides me when I don’t. I’ve already learnt everything I need to learn…
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Read more: Note.I used to get really hurt whenever Ginny was saying no and pushing me because of the misunderstandings. But I still fought for her because she is the one. Because when someone is my priority and I love them unconditionally, I don’t think about self preservation and ego. I certainly don’t give excuses as well.…
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Read more: Note.You want to know something else, please ask me. Like my bank password? That’s the only thing that’s left for me to say.
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Read more: Note.I wanted to lick Symran’s boobs when I was bisexual two years ago. But my vagina is dead as stone when I look at Kreacher. Please see my Netflix usage for the last two years, you’ll get to know how dead and alive my vagina was. Because I watch Netflix whenever I’m in the mood.…
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Read more: Note.People who meet Taylor Swift will never expect her to give them the place Travis Kelce and Blake Lively has in her life. SAME. People will never force Taylor Swift to comply to their pathological atrocities and control her life and hurt her for speaking up and having courage. Because they respect her space and…
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Read more: Note.If anyone wants to express their love when they meet me they can. Nothing wrong in it. But people can’t expect me to be their friend because I can’t accept everyone in my life, it’s not humanly possible. I can only love and be a friend from a distance. If you don’t expect something from…
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Read more: Note.I don’t see black and white, check and stripped clothes, chess, white or sports as an attack anymore. They hold no relevance or meaning. It has no effect whatsoever on me. I infact love them and everything else too. Eyes emoji doesn’t hold any relevance or meaning too. Everyone has eyes, yes. I haven’t done…
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Read more: Note.Don’t try to undermine my value and worth. I know clearly who I am and what I bring to the table. I know I’m attractive and everyone likes me. I am very much self aware and the effect that I have.
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Read more: Note.Can someone please help me. This is prolonging for no reason whatsoever. People are stooping so fucking low. I’ve openly spoken about all the internal manipulations and cleared everything. Every single thing. Someone please help.
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Read more: Note.If someone wants to be my friend, there’s nothing wrong in it. But the way they behave and whatever they are doing also matters. Their intentions and actions and everything else. Do they like me or are they just blinded by the light and the “idea of me”. I see everything. My values are always…
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Read more: Note.Can someone please do something and help me out of this? I’ve already said everything and proved myself. The truth is in front of you. People are stooping so low and being barbaric. Someone please do something. They are intentionally causing bad breath and sensitivity as well.
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Read more: Note.People stoop so low because I’m in the public eye. They literally go to any extent. Some people are so pathological and psychopathic. I’ve been transperant and vulnerable about each and every thing. The truth is in front of you.
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Read more: Note.Since yesterday I feel really weird in my mouth. I don’t feel fresh like I used to. I don’t know if it’s something that I ate or what exactly, but I don’t trust because if people can cause sensitivity intentionally, they can also do this. Because they knew I was going to see the dentist…
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Read more: Note.If people whom I stopped speaking with have grown into a butterfly and changed. That wonderful. They can go and butterfly somewhere else because my door is permanently shut. I have thought this through, like a lot. They are in a different universe now and I’m not interested in being in the same universe as…
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Read more: Note.People in the past are just shifting the focus to me and my flaws and using my past misunderstandings as a weapon against me. To avoid accountability. I’ve spoken about everything and put forth every possible thing. When people are bitter and things don’t go their way or when they are confronted with the truth.…
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Read more: Note.I haven’t stared at anyone’s chest or anything in real life because I’m not even attracted to women in real life. I don’t find anyone attractive. Whom ever I have been attracted to I’ve already made a list and everything. Also, I’ve told those people upfront about my feelings as well. Also, I’ve said and…
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Read more: Note.If people whom I stopped speaking with has had an epiphany and have grown and changed. That’s wonderful. But the door to my life is shut nevertheless. I can never forget and unsee, the pain and suffering that they caused and the demon that I saw. Also, there was nothing good between us to fight…
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Read more: Note.I stayed quiet about what really happened with Kreacher for a really long time. You can go back and read to fact check. I even cried when I wrote about Kreacher calling me home on my blog. Because I’m not the kinda person who does these things like betraying people. But now that I know…
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Read more: Note.Whatever I’m saying to Ginny is okay because we had a connection and we dated for 5-6 months. She did say I’m the love of his life and she’s mine too. She loves me and it is extremely clear and it is shown in her actions and behaviour. Not just words. Even my actions and…
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Read more: Note.Whatever relationship that was there between Kreacher and I wasn’t friendship. She was constantly forcing and mistreating me since day one. She was taking advantage of my empathy and kindness to dump on me. Her energy was completely off since day one because she was trying to lure me and forcing me to go to…
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Read more: Note.People fuck me over and turn things around on me and my poor family. This is what’s been happening since day one. But no more man. Accept your fuck ups. …. I’m still alive because my consciousness is clear and pristine. You cannot destroy a person with God’s presence. …. Karma is going to hit…
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Read more: Note.My life was completely different. Because I’m different. Whatever happened in the past and whatever I did was either a reaction to extreme torture or because I lacked understanding about the situation. I didn’t know anything because my mind wasn’t developed and I wasn’t aware of the social norms etc. Everyone in this world knows…
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Read more: Note.Whatever people are doing is man made. Every single pain that I went through till now and I’m going through because of the perpetrators. Will hit the source. Mark my words. God saw what happened and God is seeing what’s happening. I have been saying this since the beginning. Because I know it will definitely…
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Read more: Note.No one in this world knows Ginny’s flaws because I don’t have a habit of speaking behind anyone’s back. That too when I love them unconditionally. I haven’t said anything to my therapist as well. Whatever problems we have will remain between us. And that’s how it should be.
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Read more: Note.If the people I stopped speaking with and Kreacher were really my “friends” I would not have gone through whatever I went through because of them to begin with. Because people who love and care about you, care about causing you hurt and pain. We would not be having the conversation if they are my…
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Read more: Note.Everything I’ve said about everyone is the truth, everyone reading this knows that. I don’t understand why people are hurting me for the benefit of the perpetrators. Even though everyone knows what happened to me was unfair and whatever people are doing now is absolutely wrong. Everyone knows my retaliations are just 20% and it…
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Read more: Note.Someone please help me. And stop all this. I’m unable to hold on. My head might explode. I’m feeling extremely suicidal. I won’t do anything. But I can’t take this any further. Please.
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Read more: Note.Everyone knows the truth. People just need a reason to hate and do shit. People really need to think before they do something. I have been clear about everything that happened as well. I haven’t done anything. Everyone knows it. What is the point of all this when everyone knows the truth? I was also…
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Read more: Note.There was no love between us. I have clearly spoken about everything that happened. I have cleared my name from the accusations as well. If something happened to her, it could be because she couldn’t handle the pressure of what was happening. I don’t have any role to play in this. I was going to…
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Read more: Note.I was sexually assaulted by a woman in the hospital and a woman on the road today. ….. Everyone clearly knows who is at fault in this situation. I don’t understand why I’m being hurt to this extent like this even though everyone knows everything. This is so twisted and pathological.
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Read more: Note.Because of the oppressions of Kreacher, I’m still suffering. Even after clearing everything that happened.
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Read more: Note.The dental clinic near my house refused to clean my teeth when I said there is blood when I brush and I don’t feel comfortable in my mouth. I had not done scalling in 3 years. Every time I went there they kept asking me to use mouth wash and said there is no deposit.…
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Read more: Note.I haven’t had any problems like bad breath since last few years because I have been taking care of myself. I didn’t take care of myself when I was raped and sexually assaulted 6 years ago. I don’t deny it. Also, whatever happened with the dentist 6 years ago was an exaggeration of the truth.…
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Read more: Note.In case I talk to Taylor Swift tomorrow and there is a misunderstanding between us and she even writes a diss track based on the misunderstanding. I will do everything in my power to clear the misunderstanding. I will even take the next flight to her place and stand outside her house with a board…
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Read more: Note.Every mean word I’ve said and my retaliations are just 20% of the suffering that I was put through because of the perpetrators. And it is very much justified. Karma will be served by God. Whatever people are doing is man made. No matter what the world does the perpetrators can’t escape their Karma. Mark…
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Read more: Note.Also, whatever I’ve said about the perpetrators is the truth 100%. I showed the courage and spoke openly about my experience with them and every single thing that happened and that they did. I have said everything about the immense internal manipulations and cleared each and every thing one by one. I have proved myself…
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Read more: Note.I’m not committed to misunderstanding anyone. I had the courage to speak the truth about how people treated me and what they did and what I had to face because of them. The only reason for doing this was because people were misunderstanding my retaliations. I spoke openly about each and every thought I had…
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Read more: Note.People will stoop to any level to save the perpetrators. They don’t care if I get hurt in the process. This is what’s happening. This is the truth.
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Read more: Note.There is so much internal manipulations, I’m putting the truth in front of the world. People are just trying to save each other by making it look like I’m the problem. I’m showing the truth to the world now. This is the real truth. People are stopping to the extreme level to save each other…
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Read more: Note.I came here at Kauvery Hospital to the dentist for sensitivity and there was so much internal manipulations that happened. The Doctor here was trying to help the dentist near my house by repeating again and again that my teeth is clean and perfect. When I was speaking about sensitivity. The sensitivity issue started few…
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Read more: Note.The bedroom that saw the countless nights when I battled suffocation and death. The bedroom where I grieved and balled my eyes over the loss of the life that I took a lifetime to build. The bedroom where I made cringey YouTube video one after the other and didn’t give up because my life counted…
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Read more: Note.Honestly, Draco is not my type. Even online, I don’t find her even remotely attractive. She has extreme anger issues, so she has an angry face all the bloody time. She doesn’t even know to smile. She looks constipated in pictures as I mentioned multiple times. Also, her personality sucks. Her ego is bigger than…
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Read more: Note.Draco was obsessing over a manager who looked at 2-3 times at Ministry. She spoke about him continuously for 2 years (I think) saying that he was in love with her because he looked at her 2-3 times. She would even walk in front of him so that he looks at her ass. Her ass…
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Read more: Note.I knew things and I didn’t know things at the same time. Everything I did and said back then was copied from books, TV or my friends. Honestly, even now it’s the same. I literally copy everything about Ginny and my favorite fictional characters, Taylor Swift and so many other things and people. I have…
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Read more: Note.I don’t remember anything about California girls by Katy Perry. I used to listen to a lot of english music growing up. Like a lot. Music and books was important back then, like it is now. I’ve watched a lot of TV series and anime too. I used to live in fandom. Honestly, I was…
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Read more: Note.Kreacher did not distance herself quietly when I deleted her number several times and when I unfollowed her multiple times because of her behaviour. She also didn’t distance herself quietly when I was screaming to the world we aren’t friends and the world was hurting me like I’m an animal. During these times she was…
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Read more: Note.I don’t trauma dump on anyone, hence I expect the same from them. Because I always have bigger problems. I’m okay with listening to Ginny. I’m okay with my family and people who are close to me telling me their problems, when I have the mindspace to listen. I’m okay solving the problems of the…
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Read more: Note.My anger and mean words are a retaliation and just 20% of the suffering that I went through because of the perpetrators. I don’t kill people intentionally. I just kill people in self defence. i.e Expelliarmus. Also, I don’t misuse my power. People spoke shit to the world first and I address it on the…
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Read more: Note.Also, Kreacher and I barely spoke. There was barely anything. Also, if there was “the undying affection” why the fuck was she trying to cut me off by attacking me. When I didn’t comply to her force. Also, the extreme sadism. She never imagined I’ll tell her manager because she said it herself, “why did…
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Read more: Note.Ginny isn’t perfect like everyone else in this world. She has flaws, just that I don’t talk about them. I know some of them and it doesn’t bother me much. I’m okay with it. I’m not interested in speaking about it. I worked on those thoughts myself for a long time and got over it…
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Read more: Note.Kreacher just likes the idea of me because firstly we never had that kinda conversation. I have never shared anything with her on a personal note. We never met outside. She doesn’t even understand me as a person. And after everything that she did. The love and friendship she is saying she has, isn’t reflected…
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Read more: Note.Some people just like the idea of me because I’m shiny and they say things like they love me etc. But on a personal level, the love that they are saying they have, isn’t reflected in their behaviour and actions. Some people from my past were in my life for attention and ulterior motives. There…
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Read more: Note.If people like me for my work and the changes I’m making etc, it makes sense. But they should also be mindful about how they treat me and their behaviour. They are also lying about the relationship that we shared. Because on a personal front, that love and care that they are proclaiming to the…
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Read more: Note.People are twisting the reality to make it look like I’m the bad guy in this situation when I’m not the one who is at fault. Every single person reading this knows that. I have proved it as well. Also, I haven’t killed anyone. People spoke shit about me to the world and threw shade…
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Read more: Note.Also, even when I’m sexting men, I don’t like the having sex part. I do enjoy it to an extent. But after that the moment passes. Even the men I was casual with in real life, I would do it only till second base. After that it would be weird and I stop. My feelings…
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Read more: Note.Keerthana and Symran are the only two women I have felt like having sex with. I have taken names of everyone I had a crush on as well. As far as I remember I’ve said everything. Also, I’m sure I won’t feel a thing if I meet these women in real life. Because with my…
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Read more: Note.I don’t understand why people are obsessed about me so much and every single detail this way. I did admit that I used to sext men I was talking to and dating. I was young and naive. It was fun sometimes. But yeah, sexting is different from real life. In real life, I don’t like…
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Read more: Note.I worked hard to reach here and fought through death, thunderstorms and obstacles. I want to be treated conventionally. I don’t think there’s anything wrong in saying this. I don’t want to be worshipped or anything. But yeah, I want conventional treatment. I’m good at what I do that’s why I am where I am.…
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Read more: Note.I worked really hard to reach here and now that I know how to navigate what’s happening, I do like certain things to an extent, yes. There’s not going to be a normal life again and this is the new normal. I have accepted it. I do like seeing different dimensions to my ideas and…
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Read more: Note.One day when I was with Voldemort, she called her sister and asked me to question her about the fly of her jeans and I blindly listened. I didn’t know what it meant or why she said that. But now it makes sense.
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Read more: Note.I’ve never behaved superior to anyone. It’s Kreacher’s ego that’s not allowing her to take accountability and apologize for her wrong doings. She always wants an upper hand in the conversation, she doesn’t like the fact that I’m no longer a failure and things worked out for me. She was jealous of my success, so…
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Read more: Note.I don’t know why people are supporting the people who are wrong and calling them “beloved” and that’s why they killed Sirius instead. If you are talking about Mr Naidu, that man kept stalking me since the beginning, he mistreated me constantly and we spoke only for few minutes. Later again he kept stalking and…
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Read more: Note.Also, once you build that connection, you need to learn to maintain it as well. Few things you can do to maintain it are, These are a few ways to maintain a connection.
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Read more: Note.I feel when you speak to someone, you need not have common interests to connect with them. I usually connect with people who are easy to talk to, who understands me and my way of speaking, someone who can hold a conversation and most importantly, both of us should be interested to keep the conversation…
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Read more: Note.If people whom I interacted with like me for my work and what I’m doing. It makes sense. But on a personal front, I have clear about what exactly happened and how they behaved and what I had to endure because of them. People should also know and be mindful about how they behave and…
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Read more: Note.Ginny kept friend zoning me when we were dating and saying friends friends, when we were obviously attracted to each other. One day I got irritated and said, if you friendzone me like this I’m going to bro zone you. So that she understands how much it is hurting me to be “friends”. When we…
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Read more: Note.I said Ginny liked me before I started dressing hot because all men like me because I’m hot. That’s what everyone says to me. That I’m hot. I don’t enjoy that compliment though. Anyway. Just clarifying because I know it sounded strange. Goodnight.
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Read more: Note.Ginny liked me even before I started dressing hot. I wasn’t hot when I met her. I was a mess. And she saw me for who I was and loved me. That’s when my life drastically changed and so did I. I don’t even want to imagine not meeting her. Because I would not be…
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Read more: Note.I remember who sat with me in the dirt during the storm. I remember who reciprocated my love and efforts. I remember who showed their love, not just speak it. I remember who was there for me. ….. Also, Instagram doesn’t mean shit. I’m extremely flaky there. I follow people because I like their work.…
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Read more: Note.Winni didn’t “disturb” me and I didn’t dislike her for a long time as well. I just wasn’t looking for anything and whatever she did, I just ignored. I always respected, cared and helped, even if I wanted to be alone. I stayed silent about it for a long time as well. Please read my…
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Read more: Note.I don’t see life as a game. I wasn’t gaming with anyone. I haven’t till now. I don’t start anything. I usually just let things slide and see good in people. When it gets too much and it’s not working, I silently remove myself from the situation without hurting them. I react only when they…
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Read more: Note.I think people are doing this intentionally to fuck content from me. By being committed to misunderstanding me and hurting me, even though everything is cleared. There is no other reasonable explanation and whatever people are doing is cruel and inhuman. Making me suffer for the benefit and betterment of the world and to exploit…
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Read more: Note.Every single person knows what happened to me was wrong. Everyone knows I’m innocent too. I don’t understand why people are still continuing to support the perpetrators and glorifying the demons. Even after clarifying what happened.
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Read more: Note.I have immense self respect and self love. But I don’t have ego. I only get along with certain kinda people. I don’t value deep conversations or connections. I value other basic things. Also, I don’t go for face value because people are always trying to save face in front of the world and people.…
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Read more: Note.If people are trying to show me something silly that happened with Ginny two years ago and trying to create beef. It’s not going to work. I know her truth. Because I know her.
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Read more: Note.Every single suffering that I have gone through till now, will hit the source. I’m sure of it. Because God was with me and He saw what happened with me. It has always hit the source. I’m okay being patient.
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Read more: Note.Also, don’t try to undermine my value and worth. I know who I am. I’m well aware of it.
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Read more: Note.If people love me and my work and what I’m doing it makes sense. I love and care about everyone from a distance too. This is the most I can do. I’m not like other famous people hence I cannot interact with everyone like how others do. It’s not humanly possible for me to accept…
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Read more: Note.Just because I’m able to rise above the drama and games each time and prove myself. And apparently I have a track record of doing it. Doesn’t mean there is anything behind it. There is no one else who will stand up for me, so I’m advocating and fighting for myself and my truth. Every…
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Read more: Note.If people want to misunderstand me intentionally and say things, that’s fine. I’m okay being misunderstood because I have been misunderstood my whole life. It doesn’t bother me. I don’t know if they are doing it for the benefit of the perpetrators. Because I’m different with a different life, the world has been taking sides…
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Read more: Note.I had a lot of trouble speaking and understanding, after I started interacting with people. Also, the preconceived notions and false empathy created by Voldemort made matters worse. I have broken and cleared the shit with Voldemort. Also, whatever problems I had with interacting with people and the social norms, I have learnt it myself…
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Read more: Note.Kreacher is also lying about the relationship we shared. There was nothing good between us. There was barely anything, I’m sure she has much better rapport and connection with others in her life. She was just chasing and forcing because I’m shiny. And when I didn’t reciprocate, she did whatever she did and showed her…
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Read more: Note.I was trying to clear the misunderstandings that was created by Voldemort, that’s it. And prove my innocence and sanity. That was my only intention to write here. I have been trying to clear it since a decade. I did do that. I have cleared it. I took revenge on people who treated me worse…
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Read more: Note.She was chasing me for attention and because I’m shiny. There was no love in the interactions, her behaviour and actions. I’m the better judge of what happened because I have first hand experience with everyone. Also, after whatever happened to me. The way I’m behaving is quite normal. …. I don’t understand why the…
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Read more: Note.Whoever I’m following on Instagram as I already mentioned, I’ve been following them since many years. Also, I don’t know anyone personally to call them my friends. ….. I wasn’t really looking to make friends since a year because I was going through hell in my life. When I go out, I go out because…
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Read more: Note.I don’t remember the exact timelines, words and numbers when I’m writing here. I’m retelling to the best of my memory. Everything I’ve said is the truth though. Also, there seems to be a lot of mistakes when I go back and read. I can’t correct them now. … When I called Kreacher for a…
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Read more: Note.God saw the unjust suffering and God will give me justice. Even if the world doesn’t. I don’t understand why the world is hurting me on her behalf when everyone clearly knows I’m innocent. And continuing to hurt me even now. But I know for sure every single suffering will be paid by the perpetrator.
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Read more: Note.People are trying to use the same words I said to Kreacher out of context and in an inhuman way to justify her actions. Also using the eyes emoji within context of the sentences. But no matter what the world does, what Kreacher did and what I endured because of her can never ever be…
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Read more: Note.Also, my success is not luck. I worked really hard, as I said before. I deserve it. My ideas and content is good. If it wasn’t good, I wouldn’t be here. …… I don’t want it to be taken away because someone is jealous and evil. I fought through thunderstorm because I know I’m innocent.…
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Read more: Note.I never invalidate or undermine anyone’s problems. I always help my friends. I don’t appreciate trauma dumping from a stranger whom I asked to take my picture. And continuosly and consistently doing it after that incident whenever she sees me. As though I’m going to that restaurant just to listen to her problems and be…
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Read more: Note.I was happy 3 months ago that things finally worked out for me and my hard work payed off. Everyone stopped gaslighting me and everyone I was speaking to was happy for me. When Kreacher came and spoke to me and I told her that I had a fight with my parents, she suddenly started…
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Read more: Note.I’ve been doing the same with every single person who did me wrong. My prayers have always been answered. I’m okay being patient.
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Read more: Note.She is a fame fucker. We barely spoke and if she is making a big deal out of this and saying we were friends etc. It’s all baloney. Because she has so many people whom she speaks to on regular basis and meets outside regularly. And if she is sticking onto this and when there…
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Read more: Note.Whenever the world does something to hurt me for the benefit of Kreacher. It just makes me despise her more and more and more and more. I despise her to the core of my being now because of what the world is doing and every single time someone does something, I pray to God it…
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Read more: Quote of the day.“I believe we have a choice in this world about how to tell sad stories” – Hazel Grace Lancaster. “I’m higher than the hopes that you brought down” – Olivia Rodrigo.
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Read more: Part 4.“I see it all, I see it now.” – Katy Perry. I know my self worth and what’s happening clearly now. We are on the same page right now. Also, I’m sure everyone in this world knows me well now, like on a personal level. I have cleared all the immense BS, that was my…
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Read more: Note.I silently took Draco’s extreme anger issues and stayed under her foot the entire time we spoke. People from the past are not reaching out to redeem themselves or apologize because we never had that kinda rapport or friendship. They almost never text me first. Unless they need something. I have never got even a…
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Read more: Note.I’d rather be a misunderstood villain or hero. I never want to be a victim and be helpless. No way. I’m not interested in fucking sympathy. I don’t want anyone’s sympathy. Even if I will not do any evil things, obviously (snape’s voice, iykyk). I prefer that label over victim. I keep getting up, work…
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Read more: Note.When people speak shit about me to kill me and I get fucked. And when I suffer because of their evil, it’s completely okay and people even want me dead based But when I speak the truth and the real culprit comes out. It’s not okay at all and no one believes in karma and…
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Read more: Note.People are holding the fucking artifact in the house and calling it friendship, when the whole foundation is missing. Not to mention the house is bloody haunted. I remember clearly, starting of last year when I was suicidal and lonely. I had failed and my parents and everyone were torturing me. Ginny wasn’t speaking to…
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Read more: Note.If people like me for my work and what I’m doing, it makes sense. Everyone in my community are my friends and I love and care about everyone from a distance. But on a personal front, people I’ve interacted with are lying about the relationship we shared. If there was friendship and love reflected in…
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Read more: Note.Just because someone wants to talk to me and is repenting for their behaviour, doesn’t mean the world should constantly hurt me this way. That too after everything I’ve been through in my life. People should also consider the fact if I want to do that or not. And I don’t. I never ever want…
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Read more: Note.No matter how long this goes on for and no matter what the world does. I prefer dying alone than talk to people who I stopped speaking with. They aren’t my friends and they never were. They are lying about the fact that there was friendship. There is not even a single good memory. This…
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Read more: Note.People are pretending to dislike me for the benifit of the people I dislike. I don’t understand why because I’m sure everyone dislikes someone in their life and I’m sure they will definitely dislike the people because of whom they were going to die multiple times and faced absolute hell in the duration of 3…
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Read more: Note.I see people using a lot of labels and I don’t understand much about it and how serious it is. I can be a bit stupid sometimes. But this is what I had to say on this topic. I do notice people carrying resentment in them. I feel we need to let that go, you…
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Read more: Note.This is going to sting and cause chaos but I’m going to say it anyway. I’m going to stand on a neutral ground and address this, I’m not going to pick a side. So here goes. Stop labeling people and putting them in a box. Yes. Unless there was a serious offence committed by this…
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Read more: Note.I haven’t hurt anyone close to me. People were misunderstanding me so I cleared all the BS and spoke about what really happened. The people whom I took revenge on aren’t close to me. People are lying about the place they hold in my life to the world. They are lying about the love as…
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Read more: Note.I’m straight since so long now. My vagina is literally so dead. Because I have not met Ginny also in so long. My sexual feelings for her are ebbing. It will come back when we speak I know. I feel things when I think about Ginny sometimes in that way. Mostly I just think about…
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Read more: Note.Sometimes I’m sad because I can’t be happy always. It’s really not possible. I have my melancholy days too. It’s mostly external because some people are shit.
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Read more: Note.This whole BS was started by Voldemort. She spoke in a certain way and because of that guilt, she felt I was too. But I wasn’t. I’m always direct. And all the false empathy created immense BS. Anyway. I have cleared everything and solved this stupid problem after so many years of trying to figure…
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Read more: Note.I was telling my therapist I vibe to all kinda music even if I don’t relate to it or understand. Because I like the beats or the vibe. And I gave her examples of the same picking the random and crazy ones. I even listen to spanish and tamil. I don’t understand the language. There…
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Read more: Note.Will texted me saying “Take care” because I was sick and going through shit. I didn’t want to talk or stay in touch, so I said a proper goodbye. But it was nice to receive a take care from a friend when you are going through shit in life. I added his contact. I had…
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Read more: Note.I had an anxiety attack in the night and couldn’t sleep for a long time because of his extreme psychological abuse. After that I started missing Ginny. Finally I slept. I don’t talk about everything so I didn’t talk about it here. I usually just let things go. I don’t understand why people are watching…
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Read more: Note.The people in California Burrito have been intentionally giving me spicy food since 2 months. I was calm while speaking to the staff. I spoke to the operations manager and addressed the issue. He constantly gaslighted me continuously for 5 minutes. Gaslighting is psychological abuse to the extreme form and harassment to the extreme form…
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Read more: Note.Just now they showed me Anushka Sharma’s picture in a bra and blazer and when I refreshed they are showing me her picture in black and white with the eyes emoji. This has crossed the line and the limit long ago. A lot of shit like this is happening. Everything is already cleared and done.…
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Read more: Note.Can someone please take care of the person who is controlling the content I receive on my phone. They intentionally do things and create false realities to provoke and hurt me. They try to intentionally stir drama and are causing psychological abuse all the time. I know it’s someone from India or Bangalore based on…
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Read more: Note.Kreacher told me she is going to quit in February itself and she was giving interviews. If she quit, it’s because things got awkward after what happened and she was going to do it since a very long time anyway. And whatever happened just pushed that decision. Nothing heroic about it. Also, she is just…
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Read more: Note.Ginny stopped speaking to me because the world made her to. She didn’t mean the things she said. I know her well. Stop creating false realities. End of the story.
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Read more: Note.You can check my Instagram history on how many times I unfollowed Jack Edwards and Destiny initially before following them permanently. That’s because I did not know them well before. I take time. They are one of the prominent people of book community and good looking as well. You can clearly understand I’m not biased…
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Read more: Note.I don’t understand why people are highlighting the part of me looking at this woman’s tshirt for less than a fraction of second to see the color with the intention to compliment. Which was very much in context of the continuous conversation since day one. When the woman in question was lusting on me since…
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Read more: Note.Everyone knows I’m innocent and I’m speaking the truth. I have given all possible proofs I can think of. I don’t understand why I’m being hurt even after everything is done. I have been clear about everything. Constantly taunting me about the same thing even after speaking about it multiple times doesn’t make sense. This…
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Read more: Note.My so called friends in the past have called me inconspicuous and ignored me in groups and treated me like I’m invisible my whole life. I have gone to places I wasn’t invited to because I didn’t understand things. I have begged disgusting people to stay because of the abandonment issues that I had, which…
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Read more: Note.But yeah. If someone lacks the ability to maintain harmony, as I mentioned in my previous blog and fucks with me. It’s not me who will speak to you. You have to face the rage of the mother of dragons. So before you fuck with me, understand your enemy.
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Read more: Note.When I look at the world, sometimes I feel the world is going crazy. The whole problem with people these days is that they carry so much animosity towards each other. It comes out at times in the form of bullying, sometimes it’s passive aggressive taunts, sometimes it’s in the form of jokes and so…
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Read more: Note.I’m sure the world is trying to fuck content from me by putting me in a spot. Because everything is over and done. I refuse to oblige. Thank you.
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Read more: Note.I know the value of my words and thoughts. You can create false scenarios all you want. I refuse to react to false realities and I refuse to add value to the world till I get what I asked for. As simple as that.
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Read more: Note.Just to be clear. Being deprived of love and empathy is not wrong. But throwing shade, spoiling my name, disrespecting, betraying etc is definitely wrong. I have a lot of love in me and I always give out love, I like to keep my distance. I keep it casual always unless I feel a connection.…
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Read more: Note.Lucius used to compliment my ass, nose, jawline, hair, clothes and every thing about me multiple times every time I would meet him. I use to compliment the same way. We used to hype each other up. We were extremely open minded, there was no toxicity regarding these things between us. We had some good…
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Read more: Note.After I kissed Sid, I told him I don’t feel anything. I kissed him because he said he likes me and he was thinking about it for a year. I said it’s like Rachel kissing Joey, after. I’ve said I love him platonically and I miss him etc and he would say it back. He…
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Read more: Note.My female friends have kissed my cheeks, hugged me, said i love you all the time, called me doll, babe, princess and so many other compliments like this. They would keep complimenting my clothes and so many other things. We would speak about everything under the sun. I have complimented random strangers on the road…
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Read more: Note.I was good friends with Kishore PC for few years many years ago. We used to say I love you platonically and whenever I used to feel shitty I used to hug him more than normal amount and he would ask “what happened”. We literally had a healthy friendship. No one made it sexual. He…
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Read more: Note.I literally pointed at the sweatshirt and looked at it and squeeked “its so cute” few times, before speaking to the manager and asking one for me. No one created any drama by saying, I looked at their breast because I was clear with my words and actions. It was within context. I was kind…
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Read more: Note.There is literally nothing wrong with me and I don’t do anything out of ordinary. With the right people things flow like water. It’s a personal experience with each and every person. If people have good experience with me, it’s because I am always good and empathetic. I’m non problematic because I don’t start anything.…
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Read more: Note.I have spoken casually to 4-5 staff working at BLR multiple times. Because I used to regularly go there. I have asked them their names and spoken about casual things when I see them. I really like their sweatshirt during winter, I used to tell them it’s so cute by pointing at it couple of…
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Read more: Note.I did have some bad experiences at 46 initially. I had bad experiences everywhere, so I can let it go. But after a while when the misunderstandings cleared, everyone were good and friendly to me every time I went there. When I had tonsils and I used to go there, the people working there used…
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Read more: Note.I have cut so many people off since I started working on myself during covid and started therapy. That’s when I started understanding things. What people were doing and how badly they were treating me. I starting loving myself and learning self respect. My mental health drastically improved too. There was nothing good between me…
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Read more: Note.This is response to what I saw online. ….. Kreacher gave me something to eat 2 times when I went there, from the menu because she can take it. I clearly said no each time. The management did it 2 times too. Because I’m regular there, since I moved here. Other restaurants have done it…
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Read more: Note.People whom I stopped speaking to don’t miss me, they miss having a doormat in their life. And probably they didn’t find a replacement doormat because no one else would have taken their shit silently like me. Also, since I’m everywhere now, they miss me. That’s all. Because there was nothing important required for the…
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Read more: Note.Let’s talk about people torturing me in all forms and calling me names based on my reaction to torture. Let’s do a social experiment of torturing someone normal the same way and when he reacts to the torture, let’s give him a permanent label based on the reaction. Shall we? Clue – Cat.
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Read more: Note.Most importantly, Let’s not forget that I was treated like a doormat and kept under people’s foot my whole life. And the men whom I rejected speaking shit to spoil my name because they are bitter that they can never be with me. ….. Now that things are in perspective, please stop flipping the reality…
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Read more: Note.Let’s not forget that I was gaslighted my whole life. And as a solution, they use words like best of both worlds. Let’s also not forget that people are continuing to invade my privacy and space without my consent. Also, faking suspicion when everyone clearly knows I am infact innocent and sane.
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Read more: Note.Oh and I forgot. Let’s talk about the beloved people who treated me like an animal and constantly hurt me throughout my life based on the manipulations of evil people who I came in contact with. Without asking my side of the story and my POV. Let’s talk about all the times I was silenced…
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Read more: Note.Please don’t believe anything you hear about me, unless I say it. I’ve said everything and have left no room for misunderstandings. There is so much internal manipulations, I swear. People do their best to avoid accountability by shifting the focus on me and my poor family. And digging false dirt. Instead let’s focus and…
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Read more: Note.Dobby dying is awful and extremely traumatic. I totally agree 100%. Unfortunately, I’ve never been lucky to meet someone like Dobby in my life. There has only been Death eaters, Dementors, Voldemort and his disgusting creepy followers. I totally agree, fuck Bellatrix. : ).
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Read more: Note.I didn’t feel Kreacher’s pimple like how the doctor at the hospital did to me. I lightly tapped it like a feather just once. I have never said or done anything to her which was out of ordinary to create any sort of misunderstandings. It’s not my fault that her mind is in a closed…
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Read more: Note.When someone doesn’t think twice before being evil and traumatizing and assualting me. I don’t need to think twice before retaliating. After everything I faced because of this person. I’m handling it better than anyone in this world can do.
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Read more: Note.I don’t understand why the world is taking sides with people who traumatized me and assualted me. Even though they know I’m innocent and they are well aware of the truth. I don’t understand why people are intentionally doing this. When someone causes immense trauma, not liking them is quite normal. I don’t understand why…
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Read more: Note.I don’t dislike ACOTAR. It’s good. I can’t commit to a series right now, so I stopped reading for now. I have a lot of books on my TBR. So I felt I should finish those first before adding more books. My reading speed is extremely slow because of what’s happening in my life. This…
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Read more: Note.I don’t know why the incident with Kreacher is being mentioned in my audiobook. …. I did not even look at her breast. I just looked at her sleeve and I looked at it for a fraction of a second and less. Just a blink of an eye with the intention to compliment the color…
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Read more: Note.I was put in a spot to forgive Kreacher by telling me her backstory. So I got carried away and said I forgive her. But since I said that, that feeling hasn’t been constant. I don’t think I want to forgive. What I faced because of this person’s evilness was way too serious and traumatic.…
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Read more: Note.Most importantly, I never had hallucinations and I wasn’t violent. The way I reacted is a normal reaction to abnormal amount of torture in all forms. I never had suspicion too. All that is BS. A lot of people fucked up. Accept your fuck ups instead of shifting focus and blame.
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Read more: Note.Don’t side step from the truth and accountability and try to shift the focus to my flaws and my poor family. My parents aren’t that education and they lacked knowledge and experience. To top it off we were in the spotlight so made mistakes which is a result of the circumstances we faced. Also, we…
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Read more: Note.Having a shitty past doesn’t give anyone the excuse for their shitty behaviour. Joker had a shitty past too but that doesn’t mean we will empathize with him when he does something wrong. We feel for him and understand where he is coming from. But wrong is wrong in all senses. The same holds for…
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Read more: Note.I don’t know who is controlling my content online and showing me all these things. They try to undermine me, my value and create false realities. They constantly try to bring me down. Also, a lot of shit happens whenever I step out too. They hurt me each and every time I have the courage…
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Read more: Note.This is based on what I read online. I do not have hallucinations. I don’t know why people think that? I do not understand why the word “incest” was used and why it is mentioned in Daisy Haites too? There hasn’t been any such thing. FYI, I was innocent for a very long time. I…
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Read more: Note.Yes, I do understand Winni’s POV and where she is coming from. But that doesn’t change the fact that we don’t work and what I faced. After everything that I went through when we barely spoke, it’s quite evident that it’s not going to work and I cannot reconcile the relationship. The enormity of what…
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Read more: Note.Each and every retaliations of mine are justified and well deserved. The people on the receiving end caused that much suffering and they treated me worse than shit. I don’t understand why my suffering is undermined and I’m being hurt again unjustly for my self defence. When self defence is not guilty even in the…
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Read more: Note.I was tremendously traumatized because of what happened these last few months. I worked on it and came out of it with immense willpower. I don’t like staying stuck and I know I’m innocent so there was no question of giving up. I persisted and held on. Fought and solved my problems one by one.…
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Read more: Note.This is in response to what I saw online. ….. This is also a meaning of the word threaten. When I said Deepak GS threatened me, this is what I meant. He kept repeating “kiss me” like a parrot and when I said no, he said he will stop meeting me and talking to me…
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Read more: Note.Every single pain that the world is continuing to put me through is man made and it is going to hit the person responsible back like boomerang. That’s how karma works. I know it will happen and it has happened before, so I’m going to be patient. Because I trust God. I know he will…
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Read more: Note.I have peace in knowing that Karma will hit the people who did me wrong and who is responsible for what is happening to me like a boomerang. Every suffering I went through is going to come back to them. That’s how karma works. I’ve been saying this since a decade and it really did…
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Read more: Note.I didn’t do anything wrong, I was the one who faced the wrong doings. And because I had the courage to speak up about the mistreatment and abuse that was done to me, I’m being constantly hurt by the world. I was the one who faced the unjust suffering. People should be empathizing with me…
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Read more: Note.Few things to remember, Please don’t believe anything you hear about me, unless I say it. Also, if there’s a misunderstanding please ask me what happened and my side of the story, before creating a riot. And please don’t believe people when they say they are my friend etc, people are bullshiting in front of…
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Read more: Note.I was wearing a mini skirt today and an extremely creepy woman was ogling at my legs in my apartment.
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Read more: Note.Today while returning home the uber driver intentionally and unnecessarily asked “youre rachana right” 3 times to stab me. Can someone please take care that people and cab drivers don’t stab me intentionally this way. Also, can someone please take care of the content I receive on my phone on social media and news section.…
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Read more: Note.Everything I’ve said is true. Even about my parents and Dumbledore. Dumbledore fucked up and is taking credit for my smartness. I saw him fuck up on his face. But with my parents I’m not interested in proving I’m right. I saw their truth too. But I’m letting it go. Also, when someone does something…
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Read more: Note.Today morning mother was trying to make me angry by doing things intentionally. God only knows why. I didn’t react though. I raised my voice little bit and they started preaching, not to shout. My energy was drained in the morning seeing father’s angry face and mother trying to stab me. The way I reacted…
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Read more: Note.Can someone take care of the person who is controlling the content on my phone to hurt me intentionally. Everything is over and done. Everyone knows I’m innocent and the truth is staring at people on their faces. I don’t think I need to give an explanation for anything anymore. Everyone is done now. Someone…
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Read more: Note.I saw a picture online which reminded me of the time I met Mouna shree and I got really drunk. Like drunk AF. She wanted to take pictures and asked me to kiss her cheek. I don’t know if that picture has anything to do with what I saw online. Just know I was drunk…
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Read more: Note.When I said I don’t watch movies, I meant I don’t watch what everyone watches. The only thing I watch is superhero, romance and animation. Sometimes fantasy. I rarely watch anything else. I’m not a watching person, but I’ve made a list and stuff so that I can be. …. I don’t read extensively too.…
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Read more: Note.If you are making money out of social media, being involved in it and paying attention to things relating to it, is necessary and makes absolute sense. But if you aren’t, I guess everyone has their priorities. Posting for friends and stuff like that. I cared about it till Ginny was following me, now it’s…
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Read more: Note.I’m not anti social. I’m good to people who are good to me. If someone is shit, I don’t need to be good to them. I’m sure no one in this world would be too. …… I don’t know why I’m explaining myself and why I have to give an explanation for each and every…
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Read more: Note.Also, I don’t like following people whom I don’t know on social media. I like to know people before following. Even if it’s content creators, I see their reels many many times on my feed before following. I hardly watch movies etc, that’s why I don’t follow many celebrities. I’m more into reading, hence I…