rachana rajan <3

Children should be taught life skills in school. Like rejection, difference in opinion, agreeing to disagree, sex ed, self respect, self love, emotional regulation etc. Meaning of sexual assault and rape. I wish someone had taught me these things in school. I learnt self respect and self love because of therapy. I learnt about sex…

I’ve said it before, saying it again. I’m completely okay with people ghosting and blocking me. If you don’t like me, please block or ghost me. This is so much better than defeating me, destroying my life, trying to kill me and constantly being passive aggressive. I’ll be happy if someone ghosts or blocks. I’m…

Just making plans and exchanging numbers and following each other on Instagram doesn’t make you friends. I’ve done that so many fucking times throughout my life. There have been so many casual people in my life. So many. As I mentioned before, I’ve had an extremely social life. People keep coming and going. There have…

I always have a “I don’t give up” attitude in life. I never give up even when life throws shit at me and I’m faced with adversity. This attitude has always helped me. This is why I persisted and I’m still alive. This is why things worked out with Ginny because I kept fighting for…

I kept fighting and didn’t give up. I’ve already proved that she’s a liar. She’s really not a good person. __ I’ve already proved myself more than enough and cleared every single miniscule thing. I’ve given you whatever proof that I can think of. I’m speaking the truth. I always speak the truth. Everyone knows…

I don’t get along with people who have ego. You should have self respect but you should not have an ego. __ Pettigrew has a huge ego. She’s a narcissist. I noticed it. Her energy was off since day one. She was constantly overstepping my boundaries. I tried my best to tell her I’m not…

I’ve already explained what causes misunderstandings and how to handle it. I’ve explained projection. I’ve also explained everything else that I have noticed and understood about human psychology. It will help you. I’m good at certain things that everyone is already aware of. I’ve shared it with the world. I’ve spoken about everything that’s crucial…

Last year after things worked out for me. I opened Instagram and I saw a reel on my “for you” page. It was an edit of taylor swift at the eras tour that said, “Taylor Swift won in life” I think it was meant for me. Because Ginny was going to come back and things…

Note. You can read this blog again. All sentences are positive in it. I’m saying, “God is always with me. My consciousness is always clear. I always think from a place of love. I might be the holy spirit.” And I said, “my move is always going to be checkmate.” Meaning. I’m not playing the…

I’ve already proved that I was not horny during 2023 and 2024. Until and unless I take the additional medicine I don’t feel horny. Because my prolactin level is higher than normal. After I saw the white thing in my underwear I stopped the additional medicine. Because it was the side effect. This was in…

I don’t have certain human emotions. Hence I always rise above the drama. I’m not saying I’m better than everyone else. I don’t dislike people who have those emotions as well. Because I’m aware everyone has them. It’s just me who is different. I do like people who are close to me even if I’m…

Instead of constantly taunting me. You should question the people in question. And fact check everything that I’ve written here. Because I’ve already cleared my name.

I’ve already proved myself more than enough. I’ve cleared, clarified and proved every single thing. I’ve given valid and legit proofs for everything. I’ve cleared everything with solid proof. I’ve given proof for whatever I can think of. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve done everything in my power to show you the truth. I cannot…

I’ve already cleared my name long ago. What the fuck is going on? What am I waiting for?

I want justice for every single miniscule thing that happened to me. Starting from prison school up until unethical monsters at kauvery hospital. I’m teaching people how to treat me. I want people to clearly understand that they cannot cross my boundaries and space. There’s going to be severe consequences even with me. I’m fighting…

I had uploaded a picture on my Instagram for Ginny with a friendship bracelet saying “take me home” That’s why Pettigrew was constantly forcing me to go to her house. She’s a creepy fan with main character syndrome. __ Anna from the crochet workshop is also a creepy fan. I had spoken about how Ginny…

When I was dating Ginny in 2022 I was not confident. I was really shy and awkward. I was also crazy. I didn’t know how to speak properly back then. Also, She is so fucking hot. I cannot look at her face and speak at the same time. I get butterflies and start feeling dizzy.…

Based on whatever I saw online and what I’ve understood from my interactions with Pettigrew. I feel she has trouble understanding the code of conduct and also she’s misguided. I also feel she lacks social experiences and is deprived of kindness and empathy. From whatever conversations I had with her I feel she has trouble…

If I want it, it’s easy and effortless. I’ve said this a million times. I want you to understand it. Because it’s true. I’m not really interested in a disgusting filthy creepy waiter. Also, It wasn’t written on her forehead that she’s bisexual. This is not what one expects when you go to a restaurant.…

What exactly am I waiting for?

I’ve already cleared my name long ago. I’ve spoken about every single thing and repeated it multiple times. I’ve cleared, proved and clarified every single thing more than required. I’ve already proved that she’s a liar long ago. I’m not interested in speaking about this anymore.

I want justice for what happened to me at Askaban and Ministry. I want justice for every single slander and lies that were spread about me. I want justice for every single sexual assault. I want justice for every single harassment and assault. I want justice for the smear campaign. I want justice for every…

I know I’m repeating myself. I’m literally losing it. I miss Ginny. I need to see a doctor. I cannot exist this way anymore. I’m tired of waiting. I’m so fed up. I’m holding on because of the hope that this will end soon.

If I want it it’s easy and effortless. I’m not deprived of physical intimacy. I don’t need anything from these vulgar and disgusting women and a boy who looks like an insect. God. I might not be rich and perfect but I’m way too classy and sophisticated for this shit. I cannot believe I had…

I think Pettigrew’s definition of friendship is different from my definition of friendship. Maybe she considers everyone whom she speaks to as her friend. I need to feel a sense of connection and rapport and trust and safety to use that word. Because a friend is a valuable word for me. Also, We barely spoke.…

I didn’t understand what was happening when it was happening. This is the only reason I survived whatever happened to me in the past. My mind was not developed. I didn’t know the meaning of sexual assault, rape, betrayal etc. I didn’t know people wanted me dead. I doubted my own sanity for a decade…

What exactly am I waiting for?

For the record, I don’t have unconditional love for everyone in this world. I had unconditional love when I was young but now I’ve grown up. I have basic platonic love from a distance as a part of my community and society. There is a boundary there. Because I don’t trust everyone and sometimes I…

I don’t think Draco will reach out. Because she doesn’t have the ability to put her ego aside and apologise for what she did to me. She doesn’t have the audacity to text. Her ego is bigger than her head. Even Rohit. He doesn’t have the ability to put his ego aside and apologise. It’s…

I want justice for every single miniscule thing that happened to me. Starting from prison school up until unethical monsters at kauvery hospital. I want justice!!!

After whatever happened with Pettigrew, I honestly miss Draco sometimes. She is open minded and cool and inherently good. Even if we had problems and she bullied me. Most of our problems were because I didn’t have self respect and self love back then. I accepted the doormat treatment silently until one day I couldn’t…

I’ve already cleared my name long ago. Taunting me now is a waste of everyone’s time and energy. Please tell me what exactly am I waiting for?

What the fuck am I waiting for?

Next time in case something happens, I expect maturity and basic decency. I expect people to handle it better.

This is what was happening till now. I have explained, cleared and clarified every single thing. I have given proof for whatever I can think of. I’ve done everything in my power to show you the truth. I cannot do anything more than this.

As long as I exist in this reality and double life shit will continue forever and ever. You need to understand this. I’m not the fucking problem. Most people suck. __ They are creepy fans but because of this reality that I’m existing in they have a leverage over me. They take advantage of my…

I have not shared any personal information about Ginny. I have not shared any personal information about people who were good to me as well. I have not shared their secrets. Their secrets are safe with me. Irrespective of the fact that we still speak or not. I just briefly spoke about them. __ There…

I don’t think we should stop using social media. In this day and age, it is a really important and powerful medium to stay connected with the world and stay updated on what’s happening in the world. And other uses that I mentioned before. Just don’t drift away from the purpose of it all. Try…

People need to introspect and reflect upon their actions and behaviour. Because my reactions and retaliations are valid, normal and justified. 100%. I want people to be held responsible for their actions and behaviour. Please don’t support the perpetrators. When you support such behaviour, you are enabling it. When you enable it, people will have…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

My reactions and retaliations are normal, valid and justified. 100%. The way people have been harassing and torturing me to forgive the aggressive stalker was inhuman, barbaric and cruel. I despise him to the core of my being for the harassments and pouncing and the theatrics. I hate him every time I see his bloody…

I’ve already proved, cleared and clarified every single miniscule thing. I’ve already cleared my name long ago. Please stop wasting everyone’s time. When people wanted me dead and tortured me, everything happened so damn quickly. The truth is already out long long ago. Why the fuck is this being dragged unnecessarily? What the fuck is…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

Little context to why my mom hit me on the day I went to the hospital. It sounded bad when I said it, so I would like to give some context. __ Whenever my parents fall sick, they wait for a few days for the illness to go away on its own. If it still…

I want justice for every single thing that happened to me starting from prison school up until the unethical monsters at kauvery hospital. I want justice!

My reactions and retaliations are valid, normal and justified. Please stop hurting me for the benefit of the perpetrators. I have not done anything to deserve it. With me no matter what happens, it’s always a double edged sword. People hurt me, I react, the world hurts me for my reactions. Whenever something happens, the…

I have nothing against the old man in my apartment. He said sorry and he seemed to be repenting. I’m just not interested in engaging with him or speaking to him. And when he constantly stalks me and harassed me, I feel repulsed and I start despising him. Because he is just a neighbour and…

These days whenever I google something online, I see overuse of the word “aggressive”. __ When whatever happened with the monsters at the Kauvery hospital emergency ward, I came back home and cried. I spoke to Will cause I couldn’t handle it. When I opened instagram after talking to him, I saw a meme that…

The person who was controlling my content and surroundings was the real demon. Because that person was constantly torturing me based on lies and manipulations and calling it karma. That person was constantly trying to silence me and bury the truth. That person was constantly psychologically assaulting me and trying to control me. That person…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

What the fuck am I waiting for?

The truth is already out long ago. What the fuck am I waiting for?

As long as I exist in this reality and double life, shit will continue forever and ever. You need to understand this. Most people suck. I’m not the fucking problem here. I’ve already explained everything. __ I want convention. Only then I would be able to take control of the situation better. Problems won’t stop.…

I request everyone to please keep it platonic with me. I’m not interested in anyone. I already have someone that I love. I’m definitely going to reject you. You are not going to like it when I reject you. So please behave. __ I request everyone to please stop looking at my cleavage and body…

Most women if not all are bisexual. They are lying if they say otherwise. The person who is controlling my content has been giving examples online by using men in my place in situations. If I use your logic, Does that mean most women are actually men? __ Just because I’m bisexual doesn’t make me…

I didn’t speak to anyone during my formative years. I was speaking to only God. Hence I don’t have certain human emotions. Because of this reason, I also have a lot of problems and limitations. I cannot do a lot of things that others can easily. I learnt how to speak a few years ago,…

I just wanted to finish telling my story. That was my only intention. I fought through death to say it. It was a long difficult meandering road. Now that I’ve said everything and cleared my name. I’m okay with dying whenever it happens. I want to experience life with Ginny before that. I want a…

She exaggerated that incident so badly. I kept fighting and didn’t give up. She fumbled and lied on top of lies. Hence I was able to prove that she’s a liar. She’s not a good person.

She was standing sideways and I was sitting. Her hand was right in front of my face. So when I looked at her sleeve contextually and immediately looked down at my book and coffee. She must have assumed I’m looking at her. It is a misunderstanding. I kinda understand the misunderstanding. __ Please recreate this…

I miss Ginny so much. I’m literally so fed up.

I’ve already proved that she’s a liar long ago. Please put an end to this.

I don’t understand why I’m being taunted even now. Every single day. It’s unnecessary and a waste of everyone’s time. I’ve already proved my innocence long ago. This needs to end. I’ve been speaking about this for one year straight. I’m beyond fed up. That woman is not even worth my time and energy. I…

I was going to write everything directly. But whenever I tried to say something directly, my family would keep saying I’m sick and I need medicine. I knew my family was reading my blogs. I knew something was going on but I didn’t know what it was. So I decided to write it in the…

I didn’t know the world knew me till I watched Jawaan. My therapist told me a lot of things as well. You can ask her. Also, I saw many things online. You cannot doubt me for this because it wasn’t my fucking idea to involve the whole world in my life. I’m good at adapting…

With me the truth will always come out. Always. If you fuck with me, you’re signing up for your own destruction. Before doing something unethical please think of the consequences and think about things from a bigger picture. Please use your brain. I’ve been extremely clear and I’ve repeated everything multiple times. Don’t tell me…

Before you point fingers at me, please check if your own plates are clean. Before you fuck with me, please understand whom you are fucking with. __ You can be rest assured that I will never start anything with you. I’m always minding my own business. My first thought will always be to help you.…

I called kauvery hospital to speak to the head of the hospital regarding what happened. They disconnected my call when I was speaking. When I called back, they disconnected the call again. __ I called the skin deep tattoo studio to speak about how I was treated by them. Even they disconnected my call instead…

What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on? Can someone please explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? I’m going mad existing in this reality and double life. I’m fed up of waiting. What’s happening??? The whole world is benefitting out of me and I’m suffering. What kind of inhuman barbaric…

Most people suck. People have the leverage that they can gaslight me without any consequences. They understand everything fully well. They take it one step further and take advantage of my helplessness. They do it intentionally and unnecessarily. They play stupid games and behave sadistic. They enjoy the leverage that they have and use it…

What exactly am I waiting for? The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man?

Everyone in this world does it contextually. No one talks about these incidents because it’s contextual. __ I want justice for every single miniscule thing that happened to me. I want justice for every single unjust pain that was inflicted on me. Starting from prison school till the unethical monsters at Kauvery hospital. I fucking…

There is a video on Spotify where Ed Sheeran and Shakira are singing which was uploaded yesterday. While Ed is singing Shakira starts to move her hips. Ed is looking at her move her hips for a few seconds. You can check his eye gesture. Which is contextual and innocent. __ Do you want me…

I want justice for what happened to me yesterday. I want justice for every single miniscule thing. Starting from prison school up till unethical behaviour by doctors.

What exactly am I waiting for? The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man?

People can say anything they want about themselves. It doesn’t necessarily make it true. You should walk the talk man. That’s what matters and sticks. Talks are just noise if there is no action attached to it.

If a person is funny, they don’t go around saying “I’m funny” like a parrot. It’s for people to decide if they are funny or not based on their interactions with them. It’s the same when a person is kind. They don’t go around banging on the drum that they are kind. It’s for people…

Is anyone listening? What exactly am I waiting for? I’m scared of my safety. What’s going on? Can someone please tell me what’s going on? Why am I waiting like this?

I was treated worse than an animal by a hospital full of doctors in an emergency ward today. When my rib cage and back was splitting with pain and I was dying. This is how people in India are treating me. They just want the attention and glory that comes attached to me. But they…

I’m teaching people how to treat me. Until and unless people learn to treat me right, I’m going to be extremely vocal about every single shady unethical behaviour. I’m going to fight for my rights till my last breath if I have to. I’m fighting for my truth, respect and convention. I fucking want convention.…

I’m so fed up with life. Being with Ginny is the only reason I’m still holding on and fighting. Is anyone listening? What exactly am I waiting for?

What the fuck am I waiting for?

As long as I exist in this reality and double life shit will continue forever and ever. I want you to clearly understand this fact. I’m not the fucking problem. Most people here suck. I have already spoken about everything and explained it multiple times. I have explained the games and people’s mentality and unethical…

I want justice for every single thing that happened to me starting from prison school up until today. I want justice for every single miniscule thing. I want justice!!!

My sister in law was supportive as well. I’m grateful for the kind people in my life. I’m grateful for my community online who are constantly supportive too. These last three days were extremely difficult. What happened today was horrendous and monstrous and barbaric. I didn’t do anything wrong to deserve it. I want justice…

Dr Mahesh Meda asked me to take a medicine for my pain and now I’m feeling better. This is the third time that he’s saved my life. I’m forever grateful for him. I came back home and cried a lot. I called Will because I couldn’t handle it alone. He was really kind and patient…

I want justice for what happened to me today. I want justice for every single thing that happened to me starting from prison school till today. I have spoken about every single miniscule thing. I want justice.

India is getting all this attention because of me and this is how people in India are treating me. You need to clearly understand the truth about what is happening. People just want the attention and glory that comes attached with me. This is how I’m being treated in reality. Modi ji are you reading…

The nurse who was intentionally gaslighting me was looking at me with anger and hatred and intentionally asking me unnecessary questions to trigger me. Her intention was to trigger me. They were enjoying gaslighting me. They had a smug smile on their faces. They had that leverage that they can gaslight me as much as…

As long as I exist in this reality and double life shit will continue forever and ever. You need to understand this. I’m not the fucking problem here. Can someone please explain to me what exactly am I waiting for?

Is anyone listening? Someone please help me.

They were smiling when they were assaulting and harrassing me. Like they were getting pleasure from my pain. They ganged up and did this. They had the leverage that they can gaslight me without any consequences and they were using it to their advantage to the max. __ This is not a behaviour that you…

One of the doctors in the hospital made a disgusting vulgar expression like a gunda and made a gesture with his hand like he was going to punch me. When I was speaking back to them, one of the nurses held my body tightly to her body and didn’t let me go. She physically assaulted…

Someone please help me.

Is anyone listening? Someone please help me.

Someone please help me. I’m dying with pain and I was harassed by the hospital. Someone please help me.

Someone please help me

Is anyone listening? Someone please help me. Please someone help me.

I’m in so much pain. My back and ribcage are splitting with pain. I feel like I’m dying. Is anyone listening? This is what the hospital did to me. Is anyone listening to me? I feel like I’m speaking to a brick wall. I’m dying with pain and the hospital intentionally harassed me. Is anyone…

This is what the hospital did when I’m in pain and suffering. My rib cage and back are splitting with pain. I’m suffering right now. I know the whole world is reading this. Why is everyone staying quiet? I’m unable to bear the pain and I was inhumanly harassed by the hospital staff.

They were intentionally gaslighting me because they didn’t want to treat me. They were constantly trying to trigger me intentionally. They were intentionally asking gaslighting questions. When I reacted they used profanity and shouted at me to leave and started harassing me. They ganged up and harassed me.

I went to kauvery hospital just now because I’m in insufferable pain and the staff started gaslighting me intentionally and when I asked them to stop gaslighting me, they started using profanity and started verbally abusing me badly and started shouting at me. I kept repeating that God is watching. They started smiling and verbally…

I called my sister in law asking to borrow money because I’m in pain and mother went crazy and started creating drama and started verbally abusing me. She even started hitting me when I’m already in pain.

I’m in a lot of pain. I’m not able to handle the pain. I feel like I’m dying, it’s hurting so badly. Is anyone listening? I need to go to the hospital. I don’t have the fucking money.

My whole rib cage and back has been hurting like crazy for the last 3 days. There’s splitting pain. I don’t have money to go to the hospital. Can someone please explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? The whole world is benefitting out of me and I’m suffering. What the fuck is…

Father is never going to change. Today is diwali and parents started fighting badly. Father started name calling mother’s mom, so mother did the same back. Father went running to her and started pressing her throat. I shouted at them again and again and again to stop fighting. Now they have finally stopped fighting. Father…

My entire upper back and ribcage have been hurting since morning. It’s hurting so bad, I’m unable to walk or even move without a splitting pain. I don’t know what’s wrong. I’ve been getting severe back pain since my niece Aaru grew up. Every time I lift her up I end up getting back pain.…

Aggressive stalker might be educated and an ex-professor but father is so much better than him. Father is 100 times better. Father always minds his own business. He enjoys solitude. He doesn’t shit talk about mother to whoever listens. His values are in place. He doesn’t dump unsolicited advices on whoever listens. He doesn’t aggressively…

I have spoken about every single miniscule thing and cleared it. I want justice for every single fucking thing that happened to me.

After everything that we went through together a random stranger lied and this is what you do?

Check the Instagram page of the glambots influencer and check his eyes gesture when he speaks to celebrities. He keeps sliding his eyes on their body from top to bottom. Which is contextual and innocent. __ What will happen if you take it out of context?

I’ve been seeing so many reels of the Academy museum gala since morning. Amelia Dimoldenberg is speaking to all the celebrities and saying she loves their clothes and they compliment her back. When she compliments them, she slides her eyes on their body from top to bottom and they do the same when they compliment…

I hope this gets over before Christmas. I’m beyond fed up. Also, I’ve been sick for a month. I need to see a doctor.

There are too many typos and grammatical errors in my blogs. I was busy fighting when I was being tortured and scrutinized by the entire world and also at home. Also, health issues and heartbreak and other kinds of scrutiny. To add to that, the person who was controlling my surroundings and content was creating…

Note. I meant intellectually stimulated, not simulated. Aaaah.

The disney games that I told you about needs payment to continue. They were a bit childish anyway so I deleted them, besides I don’t have the money. (which is the main concern) I think they are for kids? Ah well. I play the NYT games daily. It’s fun and free. (some of them are…

I want justice for every single miniscule unjust pain that was inflicted on me. Every single one. Except for Draco and my family. Every single person should face the full consequences for their actions and behaviour. I want justice for every single slander and lie. Every single sexual assault.

Next time in case something happens, You seriously don’t have to take my side. No, don’t. But until and unless you know both the sides of the story. Please fucking hold your horses. Please show some maturity and decency. Please use your brain. Please. This applies for every single person in this world. Not just…

I may not be rich and perfect but I’m way too classy and sophisticated for this shit. I need to be intellectually simulated to romantically like someone. Also, there should be a certain level of attractiveness. These vulgar aunties and uncles who are jumping are way beneath my standards. I would never even consider them.…

Can someone please explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? I’m sick. I need to go to the hospital.

I’m scared of my safety. Everyone knows everything about me and I speak about a lot of controversial and taboo topics. I don’t have the money to take precautionary measures. Whoever is responsible for this, please look into it.

It’s been 3 years since we spoke properly. She must have changed and grown so much. Because I have. It’s going to be like getting to know each other once again. I don’t know what will happen when we meet again. But I do know this. I’m not going anywhere. There’s no one else for…

Ginny is not perfect. Just like everyone else on this planet including me. I’m not interested in speaking about her imperfections on a public platform. But I want you to know this. Her good qualities outweigh her imperfections. I’m okay with her flaws and I can live with them. Hence it’s a fuck yessss. No…

My success is a slap to a lot of people’s faces. A tight slap. So many people were bitter and jealous. They were burning behind their facade. So many people tried their best to destroy me and bring me down. They threw mud on my name and dragged my name through dirt. They didn’t care…

If someone who is close to you doesn’t like your pictures but likes and comments on everyone else’s pictures. And it is bothering you. Confront them and take an action according to how they respond. __ If it’s bothering you too much, you can even block and unfollow them for your peace of mind. __…

“you cannot destroy a person with God’s presence” – Harry Potter✨

I think Rohit texted me and deleted the message. I got notified. I have nothing against him. I think about him sometimes because we were good friends for a few years. If he wants to speak, he has to reach out. I don’t have his number and I’m blocked on Instagram. I think he said…

“Until the lion learns how to write, every story will glorify the hunter.”

“In case I don’t see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night!” *takes a bow* – Truman

I’ve been sick for the last one month. I need to go to the hospital. What exactly am I waiting for?

Note. Adding to this, Our sun will also die one day in the future. Fs. To quote Augustus Waters, “oblivion is inevitable, and that we’re all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor has been returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we’ll ever…

I downloaded NYT games and a few disney games on my phone. (like disney solitaire, frozen free fall and inside out game) I play those games whenever I feel a little anxious and when I overthink. And it’s helping me. They are cozy and fun. You can try them too. Other things that help with…

My so called best friends of 10 years blocked me because I asked them to delete a picture in which I don’t look good. Draco and Pratigya. They treated me like absolute shit for 10 years and kept me under their feet like a doormat. When I asked them to delete a picture in which…

I like and get along with people who don’t give importance to social media and petty social media stuff. Because I don’t care much about social media. Ginny, my parents, my sister, Will, my therapist. They aren’t social media people. They give importance to people in real life more than social media. People in my…

When I was going through hell these last 3 years, I was going through something very serious and I was trying to stay alive and busy fighting. So I was not really using Instagram much. I would just see the stories of people I follow and close Instagram. I would also post pictures and close…

The book the invisible life of Addie Larue is what helped me to understand how to navigate this weird reality and double life that I’m existing in. It was the right book at the right time. I’ve read certain books in my life which have helped me immensely to understand things and life in general.…

All of a sudden everyone starts wearing green. All of a sudden everyone uses the word aggressive. All of a sudden everyone does something. Honestly, I don’t know what exactly you want from me. You need to be more clear and direct. I cannot understand what you want. Do you want me to forgive that…

I’m extremely sick. I need to go to the hospital. I’ve been saying this for the last one month. What the fuck am I waiting for? Is someone listening?

Why is everyone using the word aggressive? Can someone please tell me what’s going on?

I don’t know what exactly people are doing. I saw something online on Instagram and I’m reacting to it. Honestly I’m beyond fed up. I don’t know what the fuck is happening and why the fuck am I waiting.

I’m not Jesus. The faster people understand this, the better. The world is desperate for God and hope. So they think I am. But I’m fucking not. You are placing unrealistic expectations on my shoulders. I’m different, yes. I’m good at certain things that are helpful to the world and is healing, yes. I went…

You cannot control my life and decisions. I decide what I want and what I want to do. Because it’s my fucking life. I cannot betray myself. Please stop being a fucking hypocrite and stop harassing me. I’m already going through a lot and my plate is already full of BS. Don’t add more shit…

Gracie Abrams used the word aggressive positively in her video. I don’t know what exactly people want from me. Or why people are torturing me like this. You are a hypocrite if you expect me to do something you cannot do yourself. I’d rather suffer every single day for the rest of my life and…

To quote Augustus Waters, I’m definitely going to get hurt in life. It’s inevitable as a human being. I can’t avoid it. But I do have a say in who hurts me. I’m okay with the people in my close circle hurting me. Because they are in my close circle for a reason. They are…

Life is not that complicated. It’s quite simple. People make it complicated. Because of their ego and all these unnecessary emotions that consume them.

I want convention, credit and recognition. I’m tired of suffering existing in this reality and double life. I’ve put in my blood, sweat and tears to reach here. I faced insurmountable pain and suffering to reach here. The whole world is benefitting out of me and I’m suffering. What kinda inhuman barbaric cruelty is this?…

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

You should fight for a relationship/friendship only if there is a connection and rapport. Connection meaning, both of you were interested and invested in the relationship/friendship. There is a theory in himym, which Ted Mosby explains as “Dobler-Dahmer”. If there is connection and rapport and you fight for it, it’s cute. Hence Dobler. If there…

After I became successful, A lot of people who treated me absolutely shitty have been forcing a non existent friendship. Also, most of the people spoke so much slander and lies. One by one I have cleared every fucking single thing. People are bullshitting in front of the world. And putting on so much theatrics.…

I always speak the truth. I cannot be more explicit than this. I’ve spoken about everything. Please check everything that I’ve said. I’m literally losing it. I’m fed up. I miss maanas so much. I’m literally fed up.

I’ve been feeling horny again sometimes rarely since December 2024 because my throat is fixed. But not completely because I’m not taking that additional medicine. The prolactin in my blood is still high. I’ll do something about it once this is over and I settle in my new life.

Since I met Ginny she’s the only person I’ve cared about. When I was saying no to all those hot men who were interested in me, I didn’t know Ginny was going to come back. Even she didn’t know it because she kept asking me to move on. I was saying no because I was…

Please check my blood test reports and speak to Dumbledore about it. This is a crucial proof. Ask him about the white thing in my underwear. It’s the side effect of the additional medicine. After that I stopped taking that additional medicine. This was in early 2023. I haven’t felt properly horny after I stopped…

I think I’m overthinking? I think people are not supporting the perpetrators. Because Taylor Swift would never do that. She is the best person I know along with Ginny of course. I love her so much. I feel like everyone in this world is on a group chat and communicating things with each other. Then…

I’ve gone through a lot in life. I cannot continue to exist like this with no answers and silence. Please someone put an end to my suffering and give me closure. I don’t want to live in this house with that man. I need to go to the fucking hospital as well. I’m sick. Please…

Someone please tell me why I’m waiting this way. I’m so fed up. Please tell me. What’s going on?

Everyone is being so hypocritical. Please stop supporting perpetrators. Unless you tell me things I would not know. What exactly is it that everyone wants? What’s going on? I’m so fed up. Someone please tell me what’s going on.

Why is everyone online using the word “aggressive” positively? Unless you tell me, I would not know. What exactly is it? What’s going on? I’m literally so fed up.

Also, the day I invited him home, he had stalked me and started prying about my personal life. I told him I’m not interested in speaking about it. He started prying again and again and wasn’t taking no for an answer. So I asked him if he knew my father.

Whatever that man did to me was wrong. I’ve already spoken about it multiple times. I’m speaking about it again by consolidating everything. You need to understand that there was no friendship between us. We only spoke for a few minutes. He misbehaved with me the entire few minutes we spoke. I ended it peacefully.…

Even after being vocal about what he did to me, that man did not stop stalking me. He stalked me numorous times. One day I was sitting outside in the park bench and he was going to his house. When he saw me, he came back and intentionally stood in front of me near the…

In 2024 after things worked out for me. That man suddenly stood in front of me when I was walking and started forcing conversation. I was not interested. So I walked away. __ He smiled at me 2 times and I smiled back because he is my neighbour and he is old and I walked…

I saw that aggressive stalker at first sitting on the park bench at night in 2023. He smiled at me and I casually smiled back. __ After a few days, I was going out for a walk but it was raining. When I was getting back home, I saw that man near the lift going…

I don’t know why people are using that word positively. Whatever it is, you have to either tell me or ask me if you want to know something. Instead of playing these stupid mind games. Treat me like a fucking human being man. I’m not an alien or an animal. I cannot sit and decode…

Taylor Swift used the word aggressive positively in tonight’s show. I don’t understand why she did that. If it’s for the benefit of the perpetrator. I want her to know if he had done the same things that he did to me to her. He would be in jail. As far as I know her.…

I forgot to tell you, I went to my grandmother’s house when I was in my early twenties during summer. Dudley and her brother were there too. They were around 12 years old I think. Dudley’s brother squeezed both my boobs when he saw me and they both tremendously tortured me the entire summer. I…

A random stranger lied and everything that I built for 2 years was thrown away in a second. I can never forget what happened till the day I die. I want to know what’s happening and what happened to everyone who did me wrong so that I can get closure and peace. I go through…

Just because someone is a creepy fan and desperate to be my friend doesn’t mean I should comply. Whom I allow in my close circle is my choice and my choice only based on my personal first hand experience with them. I expect my boundaries and privacy and space to be respected strictly. Also, Before…

My close circle is sacred. It’s a temple of trust, safety, love and care. Friend is a valuable word for me. I don’t go around throwing it away like candy during halloween. There should be connection and rapport. It takes a lot of time, efforts, actions and shared experiences to call someone a friend. A…

“Late one nightYou dug me out of my grave andSaved my heart from the fate ofOphelia” – Taylor Swift✨ “Locked inside my memoryAnd only you possess the keyNo longer drowning and deceivedAll because you came for me” – Taylor Swift✨

My boundaries are non-negotiable.

When I started dating in 2019 till mid 2022, I kept calling Dumbledore saying that I wasn’t getting turned on while dating. I kept telling him that I think I’m definitely asexual. After I met Ginny I stopped because I realised I’m demisexual. Please speak to Dumbledore about this. Back then I didn’t know that…

When I took the additional medicine for prolactin level, I used to see white thing in my underwear. It was the side effect of that medicine. I stopped taking that additional medicine 3 years ago because of this reason. I was busy fighting. I decided I’ll think about it later and forgot about it. My…

Welcome to my underworld where it gets quite darkAt least you know exactly who your friends areThey’re the ones with matching scars – Taylor Swift✨

You can get my blood test reports from care diagnostics. My prolactin level is always higher than normal. Because I’ve been on medication since a decade. Please check with Dumbledore about this. He asked me to do the test multiple times. He will explain to you what it means when the prolactin level is high.…

It’s been a year speaking to Ginny. It was one year back last year that Ginny said she wants to marry me. Which gave me the strength to fight and is the reason I’m alive today. I miss her so much. I start to cry randomly throughout the day thinking about seeing her again. If…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

Stop supporting the perpetrators. When you support them, you are enabling this kinda behaviour. When you enable this behaviour, people will have the mentality that they can do whatever fuck and cross my boundaries. 3 years of relentless fighting is going to vain. Because history is repeating itself again and again and again and again.…

Growing up I didn’t really know anything about the LGBTQ community. We didn’t really have social media back then and I had not come across any books related to it. One day during college, I was in the auto and a trans woman harassed me asking for money while we were on the signal. After…

Dhruv is smart, yes. He is also easy to speak to. That’s why I liked him as my friend. He is good like that. I won’t deny that. But it wasn’t working out because he was attracted to me and he kept making it sexual. When I was keeping it platonic. Hence problems arised. I…

When I wrote my review about the monster at social and the psychopath at the crochet class, People immediately wrote positive fake reviews about those places. People are bullshitting in front of the world. Also, keeping their good name in front of the world at all costs. People are also helping each other. You can…

As long as I exist in this reality and double life shit will continue forever and ever. I want you to clearly understand this. I want convention. So that I can take control of the situation better. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

Why is stalking not okay when it comes to Taylor Swift or any other public figures. But it’s okay when it comes to me. Have you ever thought about this? Not only is it okay when it comes to me but people also support the perpetrators. Aren’t you seeing where it’s going wrong? Why aren’t…

I don’t go around calling innocent people names. I speak based on my personal first hand experience with people. That man stalked me aggressively like a psychopath. I witnessed violent aggression, pathology and psychotic mental instability from his end. Whatever he did to me was utterly wrong. If he had done the same things to…

I see that aggressive stalker when I go out for walks. I want a restraining order against him. I want a restraining order against Dudley’s father as well.

I’m already suffering and holding onto my last thread and waiting. Please stop supporting perpetrators online and cause further suffering. Please understand what’s right and wrong. Please for heaven’s sake understand what happened to me was wrong. Supporting perpetrators is wrong.

“I don’t gotta talk, the Lord defends meI watch them all fall for going against me‘Cause me and all my angels shot the devil upWhile you was trying to pull me down, I levelled upI levelled up twice, I levelled up three timesHe tapped ’em and told ’em “she’s mine”So even when I cried I…

People need to introspect and think about their behaviour and actions. They need to understand what caused my reactions and retaliations. They need to be held accountable for what they did to me. I want justice for every single thing that happened to me. I’m teaching people how to treat me. I want to be…

I’m fighting for my truth, respect and convention. I want people to clearly understand that they cannot cross my boundaries and space. I want people to clearly understand there’s going to be severe consequences even with me. I want the world to clearly understand what’s right and wrong. What’s acceptable and not acceptable even when…

If people are using the word aggressive, psychopath, maniac, creepy etc positively online for the benefit of the aggressive stalker. I request you to make a line of all the stalkers who misbehaved and stalked taylor swift and ask their side of the story. You know the sob story of why they did what they…

I absolutely hate two faced bitches. The ones who project the persona that they are innocent flimsy angel princesses in front of men and the world. But in reality they are cunning, malicious and evil. They are extremely jealous and insecure and constantly try to pull you down. I loathe them. I also absolutely hate…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

I feel exploited and used to the extreme. I know the whole world is reading this. Why are everyone staying quiet and watching me suffer? I do see everyone supporting me online. But why isn’t anyone answering my questions? Why isn’t anyone stepping up and putting an end to this inhuman barbaric torture? What’s going…

Sometimes when I see father, the trauma of all the sexual assaults washes over me and engulfs me. As long as I’m in this house in close proximity with him, the trauma will resurface and remain. Every time he looks at me, I relapse and try to push down the pain and suffering and be…

I was humouring the people who called me a cat by saying harry potter is a cat animagi. By using taylor swift lyrics. It was part of the fanfiction. That’s it. But I, the author, am not a cat. I have already clarified and cleared every possible misunderstanding and slander. So you cannot dehumanise me…

The world needs to stop invading and involving in my personal life and boundaries to this extent and stop exploiting me this way. There is a line that cannot be crossed. It is continuously being crossed again and again and again since a decade. You need to put an end to this at least now.…

I don’t understand why people are using the word aggressive and psychopath positively online. No matter what people do or say, the truth is not going to change. Whatever the aggressive psycho stalker did to me is not going to change as well. I cannot forgive his mental instability till the day I die. Just…

People don’t know how to behave around me. So I’m teaching people how to behave and I’ve been extremely clear about my boundaries. But as long as I’m existing in this reality and double life, shit will continue forever and ever. I want you to clearly understand this fact. What the fuck am I waiting…

I’ve been speaking about this since day one. But the world was brutally gaslighting me every single time I tried to explain the entire August and September last year. This is what I meant by the world is enabling this kinda behaviour and mistreatment. You need to stop wasting my time and everyone’s time. Because…

Because everyone knows me and knows everything about me, If I just casually look or smile at someone they feel a sense of connection with me and they behave as though we are long lost best friends. Also, because of the reality I’m existing in, they feel it’s okay to overstep my boundaries and space…

I’ve already proved myself more than enough and necessary. Why the fuck are my books still tampered? What the fuck am I waiting for?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

I’m waiting to move out to hit the gym. I’m not going to the gym now because if I wear gym clothes and step out of the bedroom, father will definitely ogle at my body like a ruthless vulture. He will start finding excuses to look at my body. He is never going to change.…

In a way, I’m glad that I didn’t waste this one year that I was being scrutinized being depressed. I went out for a walk and hit 10k every day, even when I didn’t want to. I took a shower every day, even when all I wanted to do was curl up and cry all…

Now that the truth is out and the real culprits are out, no one wants anyone dead? Where are all the barbaric cavemen who created riots on the road? Show me your bloody faces. Where the fuck are you?

Mother’s brother, ie. Dudley’s father, kissed me on my cheek without my consent 3 years ago. He kissed me close to my lips. I found that extremely inappropriate and it traumatized me. I’ve already spoken about it. In case you forgot. He keeps calling/texting even when I don’t respond. I’ve blocked him everywhere. I’ve already…

I’ve said it before, saying it again. One thing about me is, I’m going to humour you. People need to learn the skill of how to agree to disagree. A person is more important than their opinion. As long as they aren’t causing any harm, I don’t think there’s anything wrong in being opinionated. Everyone…

I’m sick. I need to go to the fucking hospital. Can someone please explain to me what the fuck am I waiting for?

Just because I’m bisexual, it doesn’t make me a man. I’m a woman. Making men to sexually assault me based on lies was inhuman. Giving examples of men taking my place in situations online doesn’t make sense because I’m not a man. A man doing something and a woman doing something is totally different. Also,…

I miss Ginny so much. My heart is aching. Please put an end to this. I can’t handle this distance. Also, I’m sick. I googled the symptoms and it doesn’t look good. Google says I might die if I don’t go to the doctor. Can someone please tell me what’s going on? I don’t know…

I don’t want to live in this house with that man. Why is everyone watching me suffer like this? What kinda inhuman barbaric atrocity is this?

I’m sick. I need to go to the fucking hospital. I don’t have money. The whole world is benefitting out of me and I’m suffering. The truth is already out long ago. Can someone please explain to me what the fuck am I waiting for?

Every single time something would happen in the past, I would speak the truth on day one itself. But no one listened or believed me. People feel it’s okay to do whatever fuck they want with me because with me they don’t have to face any consequences. They cross my boundaries, assault me, misbehave and…

Something that I cannot wrap my head around is that father just doesn’t change. His behaviour is ingrained deep in his bones. He still doesn’t cover his mouth when he sneezes. I’m sure if I wear shorts and step out of the bedroom, his eyes will definitely be on my body and he will find…

When I was dating psycho divorcee, one day I was having breakfast with him. I was wearing a deep neck top that day. The staff who took the order looked at my cleavage. After he left, I said to psycho divorcee, that man stared at my cleavage. He asked me to shut up because I…

There’s nothing I hate more than two faced bitches and incel patriarchal assholes. Also, sex addicted aunties, behenjis and uncles who lust on me and has the fucking audacity to point fingers at me for liking their pathetic faces because apparently they don’t have a mirror in their houses.

I’m sick and I need to go to the hospital. I don’t have the fucking money. The whole world is benefitting out of me and I’m suffering. Can someone please explain to me what the bloody fuck am I waiting for? When people wanted me dead and tortured me everything happened so quickly. The truth…

I didn’t know the world was watching my videos initially. So I was bullshitting for the most part. When I think about certain things, I feel mortified. Can’t do anything about it though. Everyone’s already seen everything. I didn’t have any time to fully process my embarrassment as well because I was busy fighting so…

I don’t have a crush on them. Just to be clear. My bisexuality is really weird. I’m bisexual only 5% of the time. I’m mostly dead down there. TMI I know, but sadly this is my life.

Do I find Sydney Sweeney and Zendaya hot? Yes. Do I think Pettigrew looks like a potato and find her extremely repulsive and off putting? Also Yes. Am I attracted to women IRL? No. Am I attracted to every tom dick and harry? No. “shade never made anybody less gay.” – Taylor Swift✨ Please stop…

“You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain.” – The Dark Knight.

Existing this way in this reality and double life is affecting my mental health badly. My mental health is deteriorating. I feel a range of emotions every single day. I want to know what’s going on. I want to know what happened to each and every person who did me wrong. I want convention, credit…

People are using my own words against me. In November, I remember saying I know how to keep it casual. I don’t make any promises. After I said that, people were continuously using the word false promises. __ I remember last year september, I kept saying I can read people’s minds. People were using my…

You should never be friends with someone who lusts on you and has feelings for you. They will project their feelings and start seeing everything in that light. Even if you are strictly being platonic, they will start placing sexual meanings to your innocent actions and words. They will fuck up the whole dynamic. That’s…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

All the characters in my fanfiction are fictional. Any resemblance to living or dead is purely coincidental. If you are taking personal meaning, I recommend you see Dumbledore. He will give you magic medicine which will stop your delusion. Thank you.

(fanfiction) Khaleesi smiles and glances at Augustus who rolls his eyes. There is a sudden thunder and she looks up, “Thor?” There’s a green hue all around the sky. Loki drops to the ground with a handsome grin. “Hello my grace, what a pleasure it is.” The thunder starts to roar. Khaleesi, “Even better.” Khaleesi,…

(fanfiction) Khaleesi and Augustus walk through the glades and reach the edge of a pit. The pit is filthy and muddy. __ There is a 3 headed creature sitting in the pit. One of its heads has a permanent creepy smile plastered on it. The other head is continuously vomiting slugs. The eyes of the…

(fanfiction) Intro of “Ready for it by Taylor Swift” starts playing in the background. A monster truck drives to the clearing in the forest. Khaleesi jumps down from the truck. Augustus Waters is standing in front of the clearing with his back to Khaleesi. She approaches him, “How are you feeling Gus?” Augustus, “I’m on…

I’ve already proved that she’s a liar. I’ve already proved myself more than enough and necessary. Please put an end to this unnecessary torture. I don’t why this is prolonging and what the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on?

People are extremely narrow minded and backward here. You can clearly understand this from every single thing that I went through. People also aren’t expressive. I honestly don’t belong here. I’m too progressive for this place. I don’t know where I belong as well because I haven’t been anywhere else than here.

I forgot to tell you. She used to call me home and start moaning. It wasn’t written on her forehead that she is bisexual. At first I didn’t understand what was happening. Once I understood what she was doing, I cut her off.

So many people upload so many crazy songs on Instagram. But with me, no it’s not allowed. People were taking the literal meaning of the songs I uploaded. As though I wrote the song. They were taking the literal meaning of every single book quote and every single thing I was doing. There is literally…

During that incident with Pettigrew. I looked at her sleeve contextually and immediately looked down. Because I have a habit of looking down and speaking since childhood. I was drinking my coffee and reading. I was looking at my book and coffee and talking. After 20 seconds I looked at her face for 1 second.…

At this point, I don’t know why this is being dragged. What the fuck am I waiting for? When people wanted me dead and tortured me everything happened so quickly. The truth is out long long ago. What’s happening? How many times do I need to ask? Can someone answer me?

I request everyone to move on from doing the eye thing online. Everything is proved and said more than required. It’s been a year now. Stop making such content online please, I’ve had enough of it. Just move on. I also hate it when in movies/books people give the negative characters characteristics of my past…

I’ve still been seeing content online that’s meant to taunt me. Can someone please explain what’s going on? I’ve already proved myself more than enough and necessary. The truth is already out long long ago. What’s happening? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for this way?

What the fuck am I waiting for?

I miss Ginny so much. I’m tired of waiting this way. I miss her.

Sid suddenly showed interest in me because I was dressing hot. Hence it didn’t feel right. .. All the men I casually went out on a date with after Ginny were interested in me because I was hot. It never felt right. .. Milan was chasing me because I was hot. He said he loves…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

What the fuck am I waiting for?

Some of my friends were good. The only reason I lost touch with them was because of gaslighting BS before I proved myself. I’m a good friend. This is the only reason I had problems. Otherwise things were good and we would have been friends even now. Also, For the 100th time, Just because I’m…

I think people didn’t know me before. They assumed shit because of all the preconceived notions and slander. Now you know me. Really well. Going forward, I’m hoping things will be dealt better and maturely.

Dhruv lacks social experiences too. If someone is deprived of social experiences, it’s not my fucking fault.

3 years ago when I was waiting for Ginny at Bier Library, a woman approached me and said, her friends gave her a dare to go around me and check me out. I was wearing a deep neck bralette top and jeans. I said okay because she seemed friendly and it was a dare. She…

What the fuck am I waiting for? Why are people ignoring me? What’s going on man? Can someone answer me?

I want each and every flying monkey who psychologically and sexually assaulted me last year to face the full consequences of what they did to me. I want every single person who did me wrong to face charges for what happened to me. Including the person responsible for the reels that were created online. I’m…

Can someone please tell me what exactly am I waiting for this way? What the fuck is going on?

A random stranger lied and everything that I built for 2 years was thrown away in a second. I didn’t even know she lied. I had no clue what was going on the entire August and September. I kept screaming, “please ask me what happened and I’m not attracted to women in real life.” And…

The only thing I did was look at Pettigrew’s sleeve for a fraction of a second contextually. I was empathizing with her as a good gesture. I was wearing a deep neck top on that day. She was lusting like a psycho and projecting and seeing everything in that light. And she made it into…

I don’t want to live in this house with that man anymore. What the fuck am I waiting for? I know the whole world is reading this, why is everyone staying quiet and watching me suffer? What’s going on?

Today morning mother was crying and shouting. She cried and said, I don’t want you to shout again. If you shout, I will hit you. I told her, I’m not the one who is wrong. Both of you behave.

Father will be facing forward and sitting in the front and watching TV. Every time I open the bedroom door, his head turns 90 degrees to ogle at me. He keeps looking 90 degrees as long as I’m in the room. He did that yesterday as well and I shouted at him and called out…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

Can someone please explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? Why is everyone conveniently ignoring my question? What the fuck is going on?

I’ve been going to BLR since I moved to EC. Every time I go there during winter, they wear a signature sweatshirt. I love that so much. Whenever I see them, I point and look at their sweatshirts and say, “that’s so cute” I’ve done that so many times. They always smile at me and…

A couple of years ago, I was waiting for my date in the mall and I saw a woman wearing really cool shoes. I love shoes. That’s the only thing I wear mostly. I approached her and told her “I love your shoes” and pointed at it. She smiled and said “thanks”. I asked her…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

If you are speaking the truth, you should not give up and fight. Because liars will fumble and lie on top of lies. Just don’t give up because they will definitely fumble. And you can unveil their lies. I think I understand now what lawyers do. I’ve already proved myself and the truth. So I…

Most of what I said and proved here is obvious and simple abcd. I honestly didn’t think I made any impact. Until I saw it online and realised what was happening. Because most of it was basics and like psychology for dummies. Once I got to know what was going on, it was easy to…

I honestly didn’t even know what was happening most of my life. Dumbledore said I was sick. I accepted it and doubted my own sanity for a decade. I kept asking him since day one. “Why are people speaking to me that way?” I was suffering my whole life and with whatever strength I had,…

You know that person I told you about. The photographer guy I met on bumble? When I met him, I was wearing my bralette kind of top with a jacket on top. When I went to his house, I started feeling uncomfortable because it was too hot to wear the jacket. I didn’t know what…

I’m drawing a boundary. I will not be tolerating being treated like a lab rat anymore. Even by the law. I’ve already proved myself more than enough and necessary long ago. The truth is already out in front of the whole entire world long ago. Every single person knows that I’m innocent. Thank you.

Whoever is pulling this shit unnecessarily, please stop. Even you know it’s a waste of everyone’s time. The truth is already out long ago. So please for heaven’s sake stop this shit. Stop treating me like a lab rat and torturing me. It’s absolutely ridiculous, unnecessary and a waste of everyone’s time. I’ve already proved…

Firstly, it wasn’t my idea to involve the whole world in my life. Second, I didn’t even know the whole world knew me and was watching/reading my content till I watched Jawaan and after that movie. So you cannot doubt my intentions. Because it wasn’t my fucking idea. I worked super hard to reach where…

I got shrekked by psycho divorcee too.

I got shrekked by the guy with an ugly dick. I lowered my standards and got absolutely traumatized.

I’ve already proved myself more than enough and necessary. The truth is already out long long ago. Why is this prolonging? What the fuck are people doing? What’s going on man? Why are you wasting everyone’s time? Is it because the whole world is involved that people are dragging this for drama? When people wanted…

No one else can exist in my shoes even for a minute. No one else can handle the inhuman ways the world has treated me my whole life. But I’ve persisted and I’m waiting. Please stop controlling my surroundings and content. Please stop going against the force of nature and playing these stupid mind games.…

When people wanted me dead everything happened so quickly. The truth is already out long long ago. What the fuck are people doing? What the fuck am I waiting for this way? What the fuck are people doing?

I want a fucking normal life. Stop treating me like a fucking lab rat and doing these circus around me. I want convention credit and recognition. What the fuck is going on? What the fuck are people doing man? What the fuck am I waiting for?

I want a restraining order against that aggressive stalker. I know he’s stalking me intentionally.

Stop treating me like an alien or an animal and playing these stupid mind games. Stop going against the force of nature and controlling my surroundings and content and doing things intentionally. I’m not a fucking lab rat. I don’t want to exist this way anymore. I want convention, credit and recognition. I want a…

When I went out for a walk just now. Everyone was wearing green and intentionally walking in front of me. I know this is being done intentionally. I don’t understand what kinda mind game this is or what is the intention behind controlling my surroundings and content. I don’t know why people are playing this…

I cannot exist in this invisible double life anymore. I want credit, recognition and convention. What the fuck am I waiting for? When people wanted me dead and tortured me everything happened so quickly, the truth is already out long long ago. What’s going on man? What’s happening?

What the fuck am I waiting for?

So many things have happened. It’s difficult to understand what’s intentional and what’s not, sometimes. I don’t know why I’m waiting this way as well. It’s just so stressful and I feel extremely anxious.

I’m literally losing it. Can someone please tell me what exactly am I waiting for?

People have done so many things to me. I don’t know what exactly is happening for sure. I see that stalker old man regularly. Can someone please do something about it? I don’t want to see him ever again. If it’s happening intentionally like a lot of things that have happened intentionally. Please stop.

I will be treating people based on my personal first hand experience with them. If anyone crosses my boundaries or hurts me for the sake of perpetrators who means absolutely nothing to me. It’s going to sever our relationship forever. Please be aware of this. Every time I see that man I feel extremely suicidal.…

I’m not interested in knowing his side of the story as well. Because there was nothing between us. If anyone crosses my boundary and tries to forcefully tell me his side of the story in any form of media. I swear to God, I will stop consuming that media till my last breath.

Please stop going against the force of nature and creating fake situations around me and stop creating false scenarios. Stop forcing me to forgive. It’s never ever going to happen. I’d rather die alone and never read a book again in my life and suffer every day for the rest of my life. No is…

I don’t think seeing him regularly is a coincidence. It’s definitely not a coincidence. With all the overuse of “aggressively” online. Whoever is responsible for this shit please stop torturing me this way. If he is the one doing it. I request him to respectfully please stop stalking me. My feelings aren’t going to change…

I do feel bad about speaking all these things about the old man in my apartment because he is very old. But that’s what he did to me. And seeing him regularly pisses me off further. I know I went overboard with my anger the other day but it’s justified. If there was some distance,…

What the fuck am I waiting for?

I was always a girl’s girl my whole life. But after everything that I faced in life, which everyone is clearly aware of. I see things neutrally now. I’m still a feminist and I will hold that up always. But when something is wrong, I will say it as it is. Whether the wrong is…

After whatever I went through with all the false sexual assault accusations, by pathetic looking aunties who are not even my type. And all the luring and attacking because of rejection. (Even after clearly speaking about my bisexuality.) I feel sorry for men. Hats off to you. Seriously. Also, most/all of those aunties are bisexual…

“There will be no further explanation, there will just be reputation” – Taylor Swift✨

I want justice for what happened to me at Askaban and Ministry as well. I’ve spoken about every single miniscule thing. I want justice for everything. Everything!!!

Everyone is always making content out of my content. There is always a wide range of contents, even from the haters. Making content has also become political because literally everyone is reading and there is a varied range of audiences. Also, I speak about a lot of controversial and taboo topics. Tbh, I don’t enjoy…

I remember that I said in one of my videos, I don’t like wearing jeans during summer because my body temperature is always hot. Which is something personal. But everyone online was going crazy and wearing jeans in summer. I don’t even understand why. If they don’t have a hot body temperature and they can…

I get so angry whenever I see that predator and aggressive stalker old man in my apartment. My anger is normal and justified. Bloody disgusting overgrown creepy fan. Just because he is lonely doesn’t give him any right to force himself in my life and stalk me like a psycho. Not only did he stalk…

I met Will in the mid of 2020. I was attracted to him, a lot. But we never met in person during the period we were close. I met him at the end of 2022. So I wasn’t really sure and assumed I was asexual.

My sexual drive was non existent even before medication. I was never interested in anyone. I used to like masturbating, that’s it. The first person I was attracted to was Lockhart.

I started dating in 2019. The entire 2020 till mid of 2022, I complained to Dumbledore that I’m not getting turned on while dating. I even kept telling him that maybe I’m asexual. I met Ginny in the mid of 2022. That’s when I was like, oh I’m demisexual. You can speak to Dumbledore. Also,…

I’m not playing games. I’m putting an end to the games that people started. There’s a difference. Please refer to the video below to understand.

A lot of men have approached me and tried speaking to me in cafes, restaurants, theatres and pubs. There was even a foreigner man. When I don’t respond, they leave me alone. This was in 2024 and the end of 2023. Some of them were good looking. If I want, it’s easy and effortless. I…

I’ve said it a million times, saying it again. No matter how bad the situation might seem. Always cultivate a habit of asking, “what happened.” Also, clarify the truth. Always. Before taking sides, before going berserk, before ganging and attacking. Because people lie and bullshit. Alot. They will never say what they did and will…

Some people just want the attention and glory that comes with engaging with me and beefing with me. They just care about their image in front of the world. They have ulterior motives. They always end up betraying me. Please don’t give them what they want. Please understand what’s happening at least now. And be…

My favorite public figures of history are, Princess Diana and Robin Williams. I see so many videos of them online. I really like them.

“Real self-confidence doesn’t come from shouting affirmations in the mirror. Real self-confidence comes from giving the world irrefutable proof you are who you say you are” – Jimmy Carr.

The truth is already out long ago. What the fuck am I waiting for?

I’m not supporting men. I’m not supporting women either. I always address things from a neutral standpoint. To quote Bella, “I’m switzerland”. I’ve dealt with a lot of two face bitches and incel patriarchal assholes. So I hate both genders equally. I like both genders as well because I’ve been lucky to meet some amazing…

Please don’t get me wrong. I’m not supporting men. I don’t feel safe when I step out alone. I do understand the seriousness of what’s happening in this world. But the thing is, I don’t feel safe even with women. I’ve told you everything that women do. It’s just sad, you know. This world we…

This is called double standards. I’m addressing these things from a neutral stand point. I’m not taking sides.

I don’t understand how it’s okay for a woman to crush on a celebrity man even when she is in a relationship or married. And everyone is well aware of it. But it’s not okay for a man to even follow a celebrity woman whom he finds attractive on Instagram.

I’m a feminist and I strongly disagree with patriarchy. But in today’s time, patriarchy isn’t dominant. It still exists, yes. It exists in countries and places that haven’t progressed mentally and still have a backward approach to life. But if you are privileged to live in the city, you will agree with me that most…

I saw Ashwin Srinivas on bumble when I started dating in 2019. I saw him many many times. I always swiped left. I had no interest in him since day 1. He used to keep calling me ugly, I never liked him. I just had basic platonic love as a part of my friend group.…

In my dream, Ginny pressed her squishy and full and stupidly beautiful pink lips on mine. There were sparks everywhere around the point of contact. I had a mini heart attack and my heart slipped and fell on my stomach and I almost fainted. Then she went down with those lips and I never recovered.…

I’ve been chronically online because I’m waiting. I’m lowkey losing my mind and so anxious. I take out my anxiety by following and unfollowing accounts on Instagram, everyday. I keep deleting everything and clearing shit. I don’t think I can take this for very long.

Could you please remove the feature where you show account suggestions on the story strip? It’s very annoying and unnecessary. No one is interested in following those accounts. I googled about it to turn off that feature and I saw people complaining about it online. Please remove that feature.

There was so much manipulation and shade. People were helping each other no matter how much it destroyed me. There was so much internal manipulation. People were trying their best to throw mud on my name and they didn’t care even if I died. They wanted to keep their good name at all costs in…

I agree I made typos initially when I started writing and while texting. It was just that. Typos. I was being tortured at home, online and outside. I was extremely scrutinized. I was doing my best. But later, I was being mindful. But the person who was controlling my content and surroundings was intentionally creating…

I don’t remember using the word “act” or what exactly was the context. I see it a lot online. I honestly don’t remember. So many things have happened, it’s difficult to remember everything. I remember screaming about something to my therapist when I was being tortured and scrutinized. I don’t remember what exactly I was…

The truth is already out long ago. Please stop wasting everyone’s time. I don’t wish to participate in this anymore.

First and foremost, I love Dobby. He is one of the greatest friends in the fandom history. Unfortunately, I’ve never met someone like him. Every single person in this world knows Pettigrew aka Umbridge is not Dobby and not even fit to wash his feet. Second, I’ve already unveiled all the liars and the truth…

What the fuck am I waiting for? What the fuck is going on? The truth is already out long ago.

I miss Ginny so much. I’m literally losing it. I don’t know what she’s been up to this last one year. I’m losing it and anxious. I cannot continue this way. Please tell me what’s going on. Please put an end to this.

Whenever I type innocent my dictionary prediction on my phone shows “not”. When I type tom, the dictionary prediction shows “cat”. This kinda scrutiny is inhuman. That too when I’m innocent. What’s going on man?

Being friends with women is a whole other story. I’ve already told you everything. I’m so done with everything. I just want Ginny. That’s it. She is my best friend, so I’m good on that aspect. Also, I have my family, nieces, therapist and my online community. So I’m not lonely. I’m happy and content…

The thing about being best friends with men is that, you can’t stay close after they get into a relationship or get married. Because priorities change. You cannot speak like how you used to speak before. It isn’t good for a guy to have a girl best friend after they find someone. It isn’t good…

When someone is not reciprocating your energy and efforts. It doesn’t necessarily mean that they don’t see your value. You are valuable and they do see it. It just means you both aren’t compatible. So they are taking a step back. You should respect their decision and take a step back yourself. That’s all. So…

Even after whatever she did, I forgave her and tried helping her. Because my threshold is really high. I was trying to help her and she was trying to destroy me and digging a grave for me. Since day one, I was quiet and trying to help and drawing my boundaries. Since day one, she…

I know friendship is not a favour for favour. It’s kinda hard to explain. You know how in the hunger games Katniss remembers Peeta giving her the loaf of bread? Also, the tribute from district 11 doesn’t kill Katniss towards the end of book one because she was there for Rue and he says “for…

I blast defying gravity  on full volume whenever I take a shower and I must say I feel invincible when the water pours over me. It’s kinda like my morning affirmation. Anyway. Happy onam to those who celebrate. Love you all. ✨

I keep thinking about hugging Ginny and sobbing. I’m so tired of this waiting. I had a dream that she kissed me and I went crazy, in my dream obviously. And I woke up with fireworks inside me. In my dream she was doing yoga for some reason. She was also an actor now.

Flaws are different from being shady. Every single person has flaws. There’s no such thing as being perfect. For example, Dad is mostly grumpy. While he is working on a task he gets easily annoyed. Ginny has flaws too. I noticed it while we were speaking 3 years ago. I’m not going to speak about…

When I said I like men more than women, I meant romantically. Just to be clear. Platonically I don’t have any distinction.

Whenever something happens, before taking sides and ganging up and torturing me and going berserk and jumping like cavemen, please ask me what happened like a normal person. I’m not even asking you to take my side. I’m just asking you to ask my side of the story before hurting me. That’s all. It’s that…

Whenever I speak to someone, I always keep it casual and love platonically and respect them. I’m always kind and helpful. But I always have one foot outside the door. While dating or making friends or any situation. I don’t trust people easily. I take a lot of time to accept someone in my close…

I love watching romance, animation and superhero movies. That’s my genre. Sis loves horror. Dad loves thrillers. Mom loves comedy. Everyone in my family loves different genres. Just because I don’t prefer watching the genres my family watches, it doesn’t reduce its value. Different movies cater to different audiences. It’s exactly the same with books.…

I’ve faced a lot of shit in life. Hence my threshold is really high. I don’t fret over middle school and kindergarten problems. Some of the problems that people have are so trivial. Gosh man! Whenever you have a problem please ask yourself, is it a real problem or a middle school first world problem.…

We are blobs existing on this planet that’s floating somewhere in this universe. We know everything there is to know about life on earth, we have been here for a long time. Things we don’t know we are finding out. Some things are forever uncertain. There are already so many problems that come complimentary with…