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I’m not anti social. I’m good to people who are good to me. If someone is shit, I don’t need to be good to them. I’m sure no one in this world would be too. …… I don’t know why I’m explaining myself and why I have to give an explanation for each and every…

Also, I don’t like following people whom I don’t know on social media. I like to know people before following. Even if it’s content creators, I see their reels many many times on my feed before following. I hardly watch movies etc, that’s why I don’t follow many celebrities. I’m more into reading, hence I…

I use social media sometimes, yes. Sometimes I doom scroll too. Because I like to stay updated on the world. But it’s not the centre of my universe. Also, I’m not petty over it. I don’t let hell loose if someone unfollows me or doesn’t like my picture. I don’t keep track of who viewed…

Since everyone are saying I love games. Let’s play a game of calling everyone who harasses celebrities and public figures and causes trauma to them as “Dobby” and disgrace his name. So fun. (This is sarcasm, in case Sheldon Cooper is reading this😝)

When people don’t want to accept their fuck ups, that’s when they speak the bullshit that I read on the news section online. I know my worth and I know the truth. Whoever is controlling my content and creating false realities needs to understand what they are doing is wrong and it needs to stop,…

Don’t even try to justify the utterly monstrous barbaricity that I faced for having the courage to speak up about the mistreatment that I experienced. Don’t even try. Have the ability to accept that you fucked up.

Based on what I read online. What happened to me 2 months ago cannot be justified and it certainly was not deserved, so don’t even try to make it seem like it was deserved. No one asked me my side of the story before creating the riots on the street. So please don’t speak bullshit…

Please don’t create false realities about Ginny. I know she loves me, end of the story. The last conversation we had was out of character for her. So don’t fuck with me. I always use please, thank you and sorry. It’s because my mannerism is on point. Sometimes I overuse them, yeah I’m working on…

Karma is going to come back in a full circle and hit the people who did me wrong like a boomerang. God will give me justice, even if the world doesn’t. Mark my words. (Khaleesi, “He ate and left no crumbs, your honour.”)

The crochet people never had a problem with me. If they did, they wouldn’t have asked me to take up classes with the manager and offered to take classes at different timings. They are using my flaws as a weapon because I exposed the truth. Also, I spoke the truth only because they cheated me…

I’m sure the stalkers who barge into Taylor Swift’s house loves her and considers her as a “friend”. I’m sure she would have helped them in someway. But I don’t see anyone or the world using these things as an excuse to get away from the mistreatment that was done on her. I don’t see…

There was an old man who was “loyal” and loved Taylor Swift who looked at her and masturbated at her concert and he was sent to prison. I don’t see anyone hurting or taunting Taylor Swift saying that old man was “loyal” and loved her. And she should not speak up about the wrong doings…

I don’t understand why the world is taking sides with people who traumatized me and did me wrong. People should be empathizing with me for the way I was treated by these people. But people are hurting me for having the courage to speak up about the mistreatment and the horror. Is this even the…

Just because I’m able to clear my name and speak about who the real culprit is doesn’t mean I’m gaming. I don’t understand why I’m being hurt when I speak about what people did to me and the way I’m being treated by them. Which is quite disgusting, creepy, pathological and abusive.

If I had something like that in my heart towards Kreacher, I would not have deleted his number and unfollowed him on Instagram. But I did. Because his energy was off. Common sense. Also, I have never approached Kreacher myself. He was the one who was constantly approaching me and forcing himself in my life.…

The shit that I’m going through just because I’m bisexual and even after speaking about each and every thing about my bisexuality, is quite monstrous and horrendous. I have cleared all the manipulations and even taken names of everyone I was attracted to. I’m not ashamed of my bisexuality, I have a fucking tattoo and…

If he is reading this I hope he gets the message. It’s getting scary now. Because I don’t think it’s coincidence. So yeah.

I was stupid last year and didn’t have an understanding so I tried to be friends with him, but as I said I was mistreated each time. Now that I reflect on the experience, I was not only mistreated but also being stalked. He would intentionally come out at the same time and stand in…

These days since last few weeks, I keep seeing him everywhere I go. It’s getting a bit scary. Because it doesn’t feel coincidental. Because of the experience I had with him previously.

Mr Naidu is my neighbour whom I spoke to only 3-4 times for few minutes each. After speaking to me the first time he asked me what time I come for my walks and he started coming out exactly at the same time and started stalking me. Each time we spoke I was mistreated badly.…

The puzzle is solved in front of me. I have taken a step back and I’m looking at it from a bigger picture. I know what I went through and what exactly happened with each and every person. I know what is a misunderstanding that can slide and what isn’t a misunderstanding but malevolence and…

Everything is over and done. I don’t see why this is prolonging. People are just treating me like a lab rat right now and creating false realities and controlling things around me, to fuck content. You need to understand that playing with someone’s emotions like this to this extent is wrong and cruel. Understand when…

Atleast I’m real. I don’t play the victim card to fuck sympathy and attention. That too when there was absolutely nothing between me and that person and when we barely even spoke. And I was mistreated the entire time. Hilarious. …. When you continuously mistreat and betray someone when they are at their worst, don’t…

I don’t have double standards to pretend to love someone in front of the world and treat them like shit in reality. It’s completely okay to dislike the people who do you wrong in front of the bloody world and to their fucking faces at the same time. I don’t care what people say. Do…

Also, most importantly. Everything I do and say is within context of the situation and conversation. I have also taken accountability for all my mishaps and blunders unabashedly. I also accepted I was crazy because of the torture. Please understand from your mistakes and ask me “what happened” and my side of the story like…

Also when there’s a misunderstanding, I like to have a one on one conversation. I don’t prefer a mediator. I understand and acknowledge. But people need to speak for themselves. …. I understand Ginny’s non verbals because I know her. I see it on her face and eyes, silences and messages. I understand the non…

I cannot spend my lifetime translating my soul to someone who doesn’t understand me on this basic things and causes this much turbulence and trauma. I’m an extremely simple person. I like to keep my life simple and away from unnessary drama and trauma. I look for things which I’m sure everyone in this world…

Just like Daisy, no matter how much I try to escape this life for a normal life, I can never have a normal life. Because this is who I am, a superhero, the boy who lived and the mother of dragons. This is the only thing about Daisy that I relate to, otherwise I’m a…

People are taking the Instagram post about being smart and the hukum song to an extreme level and prolonging it negatively. I don’t think of myself to be a king or anything of that sort. I just relate only to the part of the song that I posted, not the entire song. And you will…

The world should understand that I don’t start things. I’m just throwing the shit and malevolence that was thrown on me back at them. It’s called as retaliation. I don’t start shit. ….. No matter what the world does, It’s man made. God was with me and He saw what happened, Justice will be served…

When the world wanted me dead time and time again and were hurting me like an animal without asking my side of the story and what happened. I did not see anyone saying, be kind or stop hating or karma doesn’t exist etc. But now that the tables have turned and the truth is in…

My female friends in the past have spoken about so many things to me and complimented me in so many different ways. Because of these experiences I have a broader mindset and I’m extremely open minded as well. I don’t know why I have to break down each and everything I have said this way…

I have been shaving my legs since many years now and I have these slight black patches all over. I ask every women I meet the same question if they shave or wax. Which I did with Kreacher too. I speak about the same thing to my mother too, that she is so lucky she…

This is in response to what I read online. If you think I’m not nice, that’s fine with me. I’m not interested in being nice to people who don’t respect me. I’m a good person, I don’t feel the need to prove it. You can think whatever you may. I don’t give a fuck. ….…

I do not understand what people are trying to do, tbh. What is all this mind games? And who is doing all this? And what do people want from me? Why the fuck are people doubting me even after saying all the fucking shit that happened? This needs to stop. Please put an end to…

I don’t know why people are creating a fake reality and throwing it at me through the news. Whoever is doing this need to stop this shit. I have clearly spoken about everything and cleared all the misunderstandings. I have given proof for everything possible too. Instead of taunting me, you need to question the…

I wasn’t interested in Voldemort or her ex. I can’t believe that’s how she twisted the reality. I couldn’t speak so all this shit happened. Now I have the biggest strength, I can speak and articulate. I have persisted and spoken the truth. I have said everything about what everyone did.

I saw the news post, a cage in search of bird. I’m assuming it’s about Voldemort. That’s far away from the reality. That’s not what happened at all. I have spoken about everything that really happened here.

Draco never had a problem with me when I was doormat, if he did he would have stopped speaking to me. But he didn’t. Because he was using me as a doormat. He started having problems only after I changed and started calling out his shit. He was extremely abusive, traumatic and toxic. We did…

Whoever is doing this shit needs to stop. Stop controlling my content and controlling things around me and taunting me to this extent. I’ve already spoken about everything. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Draco is Draco. He is definitely not Ron and can never be. I don’t find him attractive in any way. He’s…

This is a reminder that my money will be getting over in a month and I’m waiting for what I asked for. I’m not going to be writing anything that’s of value till then. No matter what the world does, there’s going to be no words of wisdom from me or fanfics or anything of…

I’ve already spoken about everything. I don’t understand why I’m being tortured like this. If you are doing it for content, I’m not interested. I’m not interested in rekindling any friendship too. I feel like thrashing certain people on the table and wiping the table with their face. I’m not interested in talking or even…

I don’t value deep conversations, I value connections. Otherwise I just keep it casual. I don’t get attached when it’s casual. ….. Draco is draco. Draco cannot be Ron and is definitely not Ron. The characters in my story is exactly who they are. I know the fandom and I know what was the truth…

Please don’t hurt Taylor. I’m just giving random examples so that the world understands how little respect they have for me even after giving my all.

Taylor literally made songs End Game, Ready for it, play my ace etc. But I don’t see anyone torturing her to the extent to which I’m being tortured for using the word checkmate randomly just once out of the 16k blogs. I don’t know man. People are so hypocritical. I’m not saying they should hurt…

People can do whatever they want but I’m no longer interested in adding value to the world till I’m treated right and I get whatever I asked for. People should understand what they are doing is wrong. I’m not interested in giving or doing social service until then. I’m not really getting anything out of…

From a third person’s POV, the world might feel the celebrity couple who is divorced should be together too. But I don’t see the world forcing and controlling and hurting the other person based on one person’s side of the story. They listen to both sides and respect them. They don’t do this because they…

Even if I’m the villian, even I’m harrassed forever, even if people kill me, even if I die alone. It’s a NO. I’m not interested in rekindling anything with anyone. My personal life decisions is my choice and my choice only. No one has the right to decide it for me or force, control and…

I’m not interested. There was no connection or bond or good memory for me to go back after what happened. I won’t cancel if that was present. It’s going to be a NO always. This can continue till I die, I prefer this than rekindling. Because it’s a NO. Period. I’m teaching people how to…

I’m not interested in rekindling anything. It’s going to be a NO forever. From a third person’s POV people might feel it’s meant to happen a certain way. But I don’t have to agree to it just because the world feels it to be that way. I know what I want and what I don’t.…

No means No. I don’t know why the world is going to this extent to rekindle things and not respecting my words and decisions. The world is going to the extent of hurting me continuously since two months and forcing to talk. There was absolutely nothing good between me and them. I’d rather die alone.…

People might have a good experience with me because I am infact good until someone pokes me too much. But the world should consider my experience and my side of the story too.

Billions of people in this world. Everyone is not for everyone. I’m not going to like everyone I speak to, which is a fact which is true for everyone in this world. I have love for everyone as a human being as a part of the society and community from a distance. But getting on…

My consciousness is crystal clear that’s one of the main reasons why I’m still alive.

I’m just advocating, fighting and proving to the world that I am infact speaking the truth. I always do. Just because I’m good at it doesn’t mean I’m gaming, it just means I’m gifted and smart. I already said I’m good at certain things.

When someone doesn’t have the ability to take accountability and apologize. Whether we want to forgive or not is subjective. Moving on without forgiving is also a thing.

Making mistakes is human. But once you fuck up, you should have the ability to take accountability, make it right and apologize. If you can’t do this, now that’s where the problem lies.

I don’t manipulate or play games, but I definitely put an end to it.

I’m a good person. I’m always good to everyone and I always do good and love. I don’t fucking need to prove it. Also, most importantly I never start shit. I’m mindful about whom I allow in my close circle because of the experiences I’ve had in life. There’s absolutely nothing wrong in this. When…

Just because I trust Taylor Swift, I will not dump on her after saying hi for the first time and continuosly dump on her every time I see her. Even if I have a million problems, which I infact really do. Without checking if she is available to listen to me and if she has…

Dhruv constantly looking at my body without context with his mouth open and eyes bulging out and a disgusting expression, now that’s what’s called as creepy, ogling and sexual assault. What happened in my case is a casual conversation between two straight women.

She was constantly cribbing about her uniform, that’s the only reason I looked at it to see what color it is and that’s the only reason I complimented. Whenever someone constantly cribs, you will say things to help. Basic human nature with empathy. I didn’t randomly talk about it and look at it out of…

Everyone already knows the value of my content and it’s worth. I don’t need to prove myself anymore too. The truth is out in the open. I’m not getting anything out of this anyway, so I’m not interested in doing social service anymore. Also, when people are playing these mindless games. I’m not interested. So…

I’m not interested in sharing any more of my valuable ideas and thoughts unless people stop with this mindless games. I’m not interested in adding value to the world when this is what is happening. I’ve already proved myself. This is prolonging for an intention to intentionally trigger me and I don’t wish to entertain…

Hacking my phone and controlling my content is wrong. To top off taunting me when I’m not at fault and when the truth is out in the open, doesn’t really make sense. Learn from your mistakes and understand when you have crossed the line. Hurting me for someone else’s benifit when I’m not at fault…

I’m not really playing chess or any games. Whatever people think and say, even after making it clear, is a reflection of them and doesn’t say anything about me. I know who I am. I’ve done my bit. Whatever the world is doing isn’t in my control. It’s all intentional nuisance, I know. So I’m…

I know for a fact people are troubling me intentionally. I’m not really bothered by it and my words hold. After everything that I faced, whatever I’m saying is valid and the best anyone else can do in this world. Stop being hypocritical please. I don’t need to like people who caused immense unjust harm…

I do see Winni’s POV and understand where she is coming from and what went down. But I feel after the whole episode of what happened, the friendship is not going to work. After all the drama and trauma. I’d rather take a step back and move on like a grown adult. Also, after everything…

After I speak about something over 100 times, I’ll be like, fuck it. I don’t give a fuck anymore about what happened. My point has been made and acknowledged. No one died, everyone is in good health thankfully. It’s all water under the bridge now. Forgiveness is overrated. I’m not really bothered about it. Just…

I don’t know why I’m speaking about all this again and again and looping. Let it go please. I see something online and I go blah blah blah. I usually just let go and move on silently. I don’t know what is expected from me, tbh.

I remember I was extremely anxious and scared when I went to the crochet place because of the travel to an unknown far location. Hence maybe my mouth would have been dry. But I’m 100% sure I didn’t stink so bad for the reaction that the teacher gave. It put me in immense trauma adding…

People don’t support the person who is right here. When one person commits a crime everyone does the same thing and help each other no matter how monstrous the behaviour was. One man sexually assaulted me and so many people followed like psychotic barbarians. They don’t treat me like a human being. People do whatever…

I know I’m different. But I’m harmless and cute. Everyone who speaks to me knows this. When things don’t go their way and I confront them or call out their shit. People turn things around and use my difference and past misunderstandings as a weapon against me. It’s super convenient for them as well. Because…

I have clearly shed light on the manipulations with the dentist. They were intentionally doing and saying things. I have been constantly taking care of my hygiene and working on myself since I started my self care journey. I don’t think I had bad breath when I went for crochet class. The way teacher behaved…

My only intention was to clear things that’s why I was writing here. I had a lot of uncontrollable emotions so I let it flow. Now that it’s over and it’s become this. Well. I’m happy that I’m successful, I didn’t really do this for that. But yeah. I will write when I have to…

Stop troubling me intentionally. Everything is over and done. I’ve cleared all the BS. I’m not interested anymore. If this is happening for content generation or exploitation purposes, please stop and understand what you are doing is wrong and utterly cruel. Go fuck with someone else.

This is a reminder that I’m waiting for what I asked for. Please stop playing mind games and manipulating my reality. Everything is over and done. I’ve cleared all the bullshit. I no longer wish to entertain what’s happening.

I never showed any superiority. It felt as though she didn’t like the fact that I’m successful. And she wanted me to be a failure. Also, she was bitter about the fact that I wasn’t complying to her constant force. That’s why she tried to bring me down with her lies.

I was pushed over the edge of the cliff when I didn’t do shit. And when I’m reacting to the BS jokers quote is thrown on me. Lol man. Like seriously. Please just let me fret in silence. I’m not alienating anyone. I just want to be left alone for now. Sometimes I don’t feel…

I’m sorry that I’m being repetative. My mind literally gets so fucked sometimes. Reminents of the trauma you can say. I think I should probably go to the mall where you can pay to break things with a bat. Otherwise I might go and punch certain people on their faces. I’m not even kidding. No…

I went through immense bullshit and trauma when I didn’t deserve it. I was going to die so many times for no fault of mine. My mean words are a retaliation and it is justified after what I had to face because of those people. …. I have learnt from my mistakes and I have…

I don’t talk shit about anyone. I’ve gone through a lot of serious stuff in my life. When something happens, I usually just stay silent, let things go and silently remove myself from the situation. The world made me speak about people. Also, after I realised their shit, I threw that shit back on their…

If I’m good at speaking and writing, it’s a result of continuous hard work, learning and improving. I couldn’t frame a single coherent sentence few years ago and even when I started YouTube I use to stammer a lot. I constantly worked hard on myself. I’m happy and peaceful to a certain extent now because…

I’m a good person. I don’t fucking need to prove it. Also, I don’t play games or start shit but I most certainly end it.

I don’t want to be Spiderman and I definitely don’t want the best of both worlds. I decide what I want because it’s my fucking life. For now I want what I asked for. I no longer wish to play pretend. …. Also, I’m not always interested in being friends with celebrities. Ginny, Will, my…

I am where I am and I am successful because I worked hard for it. I put in the hard work day and night inspite of the adversities and near death incidents. My ideas and my videos are good that’s why I’m successful. I’m good at what I do and I deserve it every bit.…

People just have a facade in front of the world to keep their good name and save face. Their inability to walk the talk says a lot about them. I’m not afraid to say things as it is. Because I don’t have a mask. I speak the truth always, unfiltered. People save face in front…

I have never checked Winni out. She was cribbing about her uniform, so I spoke about it and looked at her uniform and continued speaking about it. The conversation was about her uniform strictly and I was extremely clear and concise with my words and actions. ….. After whatever happened with Dhruv and the trauma…

I didn’t know to hate before, I loved everyone unconditionally. I think that’s because I didn’t have an understanding about this world. No matter how many times people hurt me or did me wrong. I stayed and continued loving everyone. I called everyone my friend and continued loving them. I got betrayed badly so many…

The suffering that the Demon caused an innocent person will hit the Demon back like a boomerang. That’s how the force of nature works. Whatever people are doing is man made. I’m not concerned about it because people crucified Jesus too when He was innocent. People wanted me dead because of the Demon’s lies and…

Even the dress that I bought from H&M is loose. I ordered my size, I don’t know if it is intentional.

No matter what the world does, the truth isn’t going to change. Whatever the world is doing is man made. God saw the truth with me, justice will be served by God Himself. Even if the world fails to do so. He saw me suffer for no fault of mine. Every single thing I’ve said…

If Kreacher asked her manager not to hurt me, that’s just her showing basic humanness for my good deeds. That doesn’t nullify the shit that she did and that I went through.

Big basket has removed avacado from their catalogue. Veer zaara and other movies relating to me have been released in far away theatres and at an odd timings. When I ordered shoes from H&M they sent me a bigger size. I ordered my size but it’s big. When I order from restaurants they give me…

People continuously did me wrong and shifted the blame to me and my naive family. But no more man. The truth is in the open now. Take accountability for your fuck ups. Karma is going to hit each and every person like a boomerang. Every pain and suffering that I went through is going to…

When I was ignoring Voldemort, she told me I’m the best thing that’s happened to her and I’m stuck with her forever. So when she was ignoring me, I said the same thing.

I already said if people care so much they can reach out and redeem themselves. I have given an explanation and cleared my part to the world. The people in question might have spoken to the world hence the world is advocating for them but they didn’t speak to me. So I don’t see a…

I’m usually straight for long periods of time. So I don’t think I will be bisexual again for a long time. I don’t know it’s kinda weird. It’s when I like a man, that I become bisexual. But I don’t know. It’s fluid.

But that was 2 years ago and Symran last year starting I think. After that I have been straight.

I don’t like heavy women. Ginny likes them. I like everything Ginny likes. I had a crush on Symran, that’s it. Few other random women for a really short while.

Everything that I say and do, I either copy from a book, songs, my friends or online. I do have a lot of things that I do and say myself too. These days I’m more intune with myself and I’m able to speak my mind.

I used to really like Avril Lavigne’s music growing up, I don’t remember if I was attracted to her. I have been thinking about it, but I’m unable to remember. So I’m guessing no. I read something on Facebook that “if I was gay I would have a crush on this person”. So I copied…

People did me shit and I threw that shit back on their faces. This ain’t misuse of power. Yes, that’s all. Goodnight.

“Snakes and stones never broke my bone. We all got crowns, you need to calm down” – Taylor Swift✨ “Did you think I wouldn’t hear all the things you said about me?” – Taylor Swift✨ “Why did you have to rain on my parade? I’m shaking my head, I’m locking the gates” – Taylor Swift✨…

Making a reality show and controlling things around me for entertainment purposes is wrong. A lot of things happened to me and I suffered for entertainment purposes. Instead of just showing empathy and asking me what happened like a normal person. My life was sabotaged.

A lot of people fucked up. Please accept your fuck ups. Starting from my school. My parents didn’t fuck up that bad because I was talking non stop and singing, until I was silenced. And all that false empathy instead of real human empathy. BS.

Also, please don’t teach me fandom. I know who is who in my life.

Yeah I like soft porn and I masturbated without understanding things. Big deal. Please tell me who doesn’t in this world. Are babies born without having sex? Also, I wasn’t really interested in anyone. All that was manipulations spread by our beloved Voldemort. And also, the inexperience and naiveness of my family. So please move…

When people wanted me dead they believed in karma. Now that the truth is out, suddenly karma is non existent. I should change my name to Cassandra.

Even if I die tomorrow, I’ll happily watch from heaven. Death is not the end of me.

People who did me wrong 10 years ago, 5 years ago are getting their Karma now. I’ve been saying continuously God saw what they did and they will get it back. So same way, please wait and watch.

She values her ego more than me getting hurt like an animal. I was getting hurt continuously for 2 months. If there was even a little bit love she would have reached out instead of watching me get hurt for 2 months. That’s what people who love you would do. That’s what Dobby would do.…

Please don’t underestimate me. I can make a good therapist and a lawyer if I want to, without a degree. I’m not even kidding. I’m also good at human psychology and I’m good at reading people. Sometimes I can be stupid because I don’t know the social norms and basic things. Yeah I know. But…

I do know a lot of things and understand things. My mind works beautifully. My intuition is my sixth sense. I might have been stupid, crazy and retarded before but I’m no longer. I’m good at a lot of things that’s why I was able to prove my innocence and sanity. I’m good at solving…

Kreacher told me in February itself that she is going to quit. Also, she knows the english to gaslight me like a savage because she did it again and again continuously three times. Effortlessly even. She cannot avoid confrontation by giving the excuse that she doesn’t know english. All this is bullshit excuses.

Whatever people are doing is man made. People can worship and glorify demons and monsters. But justice will be served by God. I have peace in knowing this. Karma will hit people who did me wrong like a boomerang.

I just complimented Kreacher about her uniform 2-3 times because she was constantly cribbing. I have never complimented her looks. She is one who called me ” really hot” 2 times and kept forcing me to go to her house and meet her like a broken record. Please stop manipulating my content. I was going…

Stop controlling my content and creating false reality to trigger me. Understand what is happening is wrong and put an end to this.

The entire world was hurting me and forcing me to talk to Kreacher because she was proclaiming her love. And when I texted her and confronted her, she blocked me saying she changed her mind and she feels unwanted. So when the world was forcing me to talk to her and hurting me for two…

Whoever has hacked my phone and is controlling my content and taking a reality show of my life, please understand when to stop. It is happening without my consent. Everything is cleared as well. So please put an end to this. This is prolonging for no reason other than entertainment purposes and exploitation. Understand when…

If people are trying to exploit me for content by creating false reality and playing mind games. Please stop. I know how to read the room. The truth is already out in the open and I’ve showed the truth to the world. I’ve proved myself. Everyone knows I’m innocent as well. Stop with this shit.

Deepak GS never loved me, he was just infatuated. Because it didn’t show in his actions and behaviour. I’ve already spoken about everything. That man traumatized me so I retaliated, that’s it. I wasn’t really interested in anyone I’ve met since two years because I’m in love with Ginny. I was keeping it casual, I…

I do not understand why I’m being hurt for retaliating when someone does something wrong. Why are people not seeing the shit that I went through because of these people? Why is the world choosing on being blindsided about my suffering? Just because I’m strong doesn’t mean I don’t get hurt. I went through immense…

Being smart is one of the many qualities that I look for in my partner. I do not wish to share the qualities I look for because it’s my personal life detail. …. My retaliations are very much justified for the shit that that person put me through. I don’t start shit. I hope people…

People have a habit of sweet talking and creating a facade in front of the world. Even if they absolutely dislike someone, they will be sweet to their face and keep taunting them indirectly and speak shit behind their back. I don’t fucking do that. When I like someone I’m good to them and love…

People hurt me, betrayed me, tried to spoil my reputation by spreading lies about me and many other things. So I retaliated. I don’t see anything wrong in this. I don’t know why the world is choosing to be blindsided about my hurt and what I went through because of them. Not liking someone after…

Whom I like and don’t like. And whom I allow in my close circle as my friend is my personal choice based on my experience and interaction with that individual. I want my decision and choices to be respected. My values are in place. Please stop being hypocritical.

Even if I suffer till my last breath and die alone as a villain, the truth is not going to change. Just because the world feels I need to be friends with someone, I don’t wish to comply. Because I know the truth. And the truth prevails.

Also, I’ve walked away from extremely good looking, smart and charming men in this last 2 years because I am in love with Ginny. I even kissed them and stuff. I don’t know why the fuck I have to give an explanation for Deepak fucking desperado GS.

Dhruv’s face looks worse than a construction worker because his mind is garbage. When someone’s mind is garbage their face automatically looks disgusting. He is a disgusting creepy pervert boy. Even if he was my age, I’m not fucking interested. I’ve rejected men 100 times better than him. I have fucking standards. He was the…

I am speaking the truth and the truth is not going to change no matter what. Even if you call me a villain, it’s fine by me. Kreacher is Kreacher, Draco is Draco. And everyone else is the characters that I said. That’s who they were in my story. I’m not interested in giving them…

I don’t know what exactly people have told about me. But I’ve said everything. And I have cleared everything. I don’t see a point why this is prolonging.

I was friends with Kishore PC for a little while when I was at Askaban. He was in my school group. When I was speaking to him, he told me that they knew that I’m not capable of speaking or forming sentences. He said that they knew I don’t talk in double meaning because I’m…

Whatever anger I had towards mom went away after I had that dream. And whatever anger I had towards Draco is also gone after I had that dream. That’s why I’m okay with Draco now.

Some things that I went through was extremely traumatic, please stop forcing it. Please stop forcing the forgiveness as well. It will happen organically if it has to. ….. But even if I forgive some of them. The door to my life is closed. I’m sorry but don’t you think you are being hypocritical?

I do understand things. I was slightly crazy in the past so I kinda get it to an extent. Also, Draco was there for me for a little while here and there. It got clouded with the bad experience. But I think I get the whole misunderstanding and if she is sad about it, yeah…

Whatever Draco did is less compared to others. I did see the misunderstandings and I get it. And all the preconceived notions about me. Yeah. I get it. I’m okay talking to Rashmi if she wants to. I’m okay speaking to Anusha Patil and neetu as well. Even Keerthana but I guess she will not…

I said even I’m at fault with Draco because I didn’t know anything back then. About boundaries, self respect and self love etc. So I allowed the disrespect. And I was weirdly attached to her at the same time because we were close. I didn’t understand anything much back then to know the whole thing…

I’m okay being friends with Draco. We did have a connection even though it was mostly toxic. Both of us were at fault in a way, I suppose. If she wants it too, she can reach out. I think I’m blocked. ….. I don’t really like anyone else because I went through immense bullshit with…

I hear and acknowledge. Even if this continues till my last breath, there’s absolutely no change to my words. And even if I suffer and die alone, the truth prevails. Hurting me and forcing me to do something just because the world feels it’s suitable, is wrong. The sooner the world understands this, the better.

Next time something happens I expect the world to ask me “what happened” like a normal person, instead of controlling my life, hurting me and creating riots on the road. What’s done is done, atleast now please learn from your mistakes. I have covered everything and I have left no room for misunderstandings, so people…

Shouting is a normal reaction to my parents. Sister used to scream all the time and every day when she was living with us. After all the history between us, the way I’m behaving is exceptionally good. …. I’ve said every single thing and proved everything possible, people need to let go of the taunting.…

I already said whatever I did casually was till second base and spoke about everything multiple times. And again people were talking about sex. Like omg, I feel like I’m speaking to a brick wall sometimes. How many times man.

Whatever people are doing is wrong. Studying me like this and hacking my phone and shit. Everything is over. You need to understand this is illegal and put an end to this. I’m not a fucking subject. Please know your limit in interfering in someone’s personal space and stop. I’ve proved everything and everyone knows…

I don’t have anger issues. Whatever anger I had in the past was a normal reaction to the torture. I’m normal now so I don’t really get angry. I haven’t been since I had that dream about God that I spoke about last year. My mother kept stabbing me for a reaction so I used…

Next time someone lies, you should be able to tell it’s a lie because everything out in the open. Also most importantly, please ask me “what happened” before hurting me.

You can check my internet history since one year and everything I’ve viewed on Instagram since a year. You’ll get to know I’m straight since a year. I was attracted to Symran last year. Like a lot. I saw her profile 2-3 times I think in this last one year to check if I feel…

Honestly, I don’t know how to play chess. I don’t know anything about it. You can fact check this information. I tried to take away the power from it hurting me by taking a picture of the chess board and writing something funny. But I’m unable to do it. You need to stop taunting me…

I notice, observe and study people more than they realise. I’m intuiative as well. Sometimes I know things. My values are always in place. Please respect my decisions and words.

When you are successful and shinning people who treated you worse than a shit when you were a failure will come back and call you a friend and try to rekindle. I know what happened better than anyone else in this world. I know what was there between me and that person. I remember what…

Deepak GS was a random person from matrimonial app among the other 100 men I’ve interacted with. There was nothing special or significant about him for me to obsess over it and break it down. I’ve dated a lot casually. He’s one among the many. I never saw a future with him. I tried liking…

I don’t like certain people for what they did/said and what I had to go through because of them. I’m not even sorry about it. Forgiveness is subjective and I have moved on from it. Moving on and letting it go without forgiving is also a thing. I’m indifferent about their existence. They are in…

Every single thing I’ve said about every single person is true 100%. Even my parents. I’m not really interested in proving I’m right with my parents. I have forgiven them and let it go as well. Our family was in the spotlight and we went through hell. The circumstances was as such. They did fuck…

Stop flipping the reality and blaming me for someone else’s evil demonic malevolence. What happened to me cannot be justified. Learn to take accountability. Please stop controlling my content and manipulating and playing mind games. The truth isn’t going to change no matter what.

I was the one who went through unfair suffering. I don’t understand why I’m being hurt for speaking the truth about the suffering and what kinda fuck ups people are and what they did.

Dobby is a hero, yes. There is no Dobby in my life though, there hasn’t been till now.

I don’t know if I’m expected to speak about 50 shades of grey? I’ve been seeing it a lot. Draco made me watch that movie and she said she likes the smut scene where they kiss and stuff. Lucius used to say the same, it was her favourite too. She would rave about it so…

Also, Dhruv is a fucking pervert. I was sexually assaulted so many times by him. He keeps staring at my body with a disgusting expression. ….. No one ever has a problem with me. I’m always sweet and good. Everyone who speaks to me knows that I’m innocent. And everyone likes me. When people do…

When I went to the crochet class, While I was crocheting I had a doubt so I looked at the teacher and she was helping the student in front of me. I just looked at her and called her but she was busy helping the student and I was just waiting for her to be…

Everyone had stopped gaslighting me 2 months ago. I clearly explained about the harassment part of gaslighting and things were going well because everyone were being good to me. Kreacher knew exactly what she was doing when she gaslighted me, I put a full stop after saying I’m waiting for my money and she pulled…

“Bloodsucker, fame fucker Bleedin’ me dry, like a goddamn vampire” – Oliva Rodrigo.

Since Kreacher was shouting to the world about love and friendship and if that was true and if something extremely traumatic happened to that person because of you and they suffered tremendous pain, you should have the ability to apologise at least and express empathy. Irrespective of the fact they want you back or not.…

Stop flipping the reality, manipulating the truth and playing mind games. The truth of what happened to me and what each and every person did isn’t going to change. Whoever is hacking my phone and making a reality show out of my life is doing it without my consent. Everything is cleared and over. If…

After the unjust and inhuman suffering that I went through because of Kreacher, whatever I’m saying and the words I’m using is just 20%. It is a retaliation for what I went through, I was even going to die so many times. So many things happened to me. And still happening to me. I’m handling…

I have unconditional love only for Ginny and God. I understand their non verbals and even feel it because it radiates off of them. To an extent I have unconditional love for my family and people whom I am close to as well. This is how it is and this is how it should be.…

What happened to me cannot be justified, so don’t even try to. Learn to take accountability. If you want to glorify the demon and call me a villain, I don’t care. God will take care of it.

I’m always good to everyone but when someone fucks with me, I will most certainly give it back. It’s not in my nature to keep quiet when shit is being thrown at me. “I don’t start shit but I can tell you how it ends” – Taylor Swift✨

I never said I want to be God, I’m superior and I want to be worshiped. I’m not interested in being anyone’s God. I’m always sweet, kind, empathetic and respectful to everyone. If someone is insecure about themselves and they are projecting it onto me, it’s not my fault. I don’t understand why the world…

Just because Kreacher is weak doesn’t mean what she did was right. And just because I’m strong doesn’t mean I’m wrong. It’s not about whose right and whose wrong, I’m not trying to defeat anyone. I stayed quiet for the most part of it as well. I was silent and I let it go. People…

I was psychologically and mentally assaulted by people for a long duration of time. Even sexually for some. I “retaliated” to their torture, yes. I have already proved myself in that aspect and given valid reasons and put across valid points as well. ….. Whoever is controlling my content and showing these things please be…

Continuing to make a reality show out of my life when everything is over and done and hacking my phone is happening without my consent. It is continuing to happen for entertainment purposes without my consent.

So many illegal things have happened to me. If whatever happened to me would have happened to someone else, a lot of people would be in trouble. But because it’s me, no one is taking any action. People think they can do whatever fuck they want to me because of this reason. My “reaction” to…

People have no right whatsoever to hack my phone anymore. Since everything is over and done. If you continue doing it, it is illegal, wrong, outrageously inhuman and evil. Privacy and space is basic human right and my right is being violated. This is happening without my consent. Everyone knows I’m innocent and I’ve proved…

People wanted to clear the misunderstandings and help me, that’s over and done. There’s no point in prolonging this any further. I don’t understand why the content on my phone is controlled and I’m being hurt this way. I don’t understand all the manipulations and mind games that keeps happening to me. People trying to…

People need to understand when to stop. I know for a fact that everyone knows I’m innocent, sane and I’m speaking the truth now. I’ve said everything and cleared everything as well. Everything is over and done. I don’t understand why the reality show is still happening and why my phone is still hacked. Why…

Whoever is invading in my privacy needs to stop. Everything is over and the truth is out in the open. Continuing to make a reality show out of my life and invading in my space is done without my consent and it needs to stop. It is wrong and it is extremely cruel. This needs…

People who are controlling the content that I receive on my phone are just playing mind games and manipulating my mood by giving me the content when I say something. Whoever is doing this needs to understand what is happening and what they are doing is wrong. My anger towards the unjust that I faced…

After everything that I went through and am still going through because of her. If she doesn’t even have the ability to put her ego aside and say I’m sorry for what I did and make things right in whatever language she knows. Is the love that she is proclaiming even real? She doesn’t even…

Also, you can let it go without forgiving. That’s also a thing. I think I’m repeating myself. Just ignore. I tend to go round and round in circles because I keep seeing the same things. Aaaaah. Just fuck this shit.

Bad overpowers good meaning the bad and good experiences with that person.

Also, I don’t hate anyone anymore. It’s just a bit difficult to forgive certain people because of the feeling within me. When something intense happens, I need some time to recover. Please don’t force me. After something catastrophic as what happened to me, the bad overpowers the good and the good kinda gets clouded and…

This is in response to what I read online. …… Every single thought I’ve had since I started speaking about my story is here and on YouTube. My problems were with my therapist, which I’m assuming wasn’t private. This is how I speak and think, if it’s smooth to you. I can’t change the way…

For the record my compliments aren’t fake. …. Even if the sorry comes, access is subjective and might be denied. Stop proclaiming love and care if this basic thing is lacking. I’ve shown the truth to the world and proved it as well. I rest my case. That’s all your honour. I’m ready to accept…

You don’t need to have a PhD in English to say, “I was wrong, I’m sorry.” Mr so called Groot. FYI.

If the world is speaking so much for them and they care so much which is quite irrational considering there wasn’t anything good to hold on to. They might miss me because I silently took their shit and probably no one else did that. But this is getting too tiresome. So yeah. They can reach…

My experience with them since day one till the very end wasn’t good. There has been nothing but abuse, disrespect and other ugly things. It was extremely unhealthy throughout. Also, I do hear and acknowledge their insecurities and I refuse to partake in it. If they are insecure they need to work on it themselves,…

I hear and acknowledge. The truth isn’t going to change though that there wasn’t anything of that sort between us. Even with Draco. The truth of what I faced and went through isn’t going to change. But if they care and want to build that, they can reach out and redeem themselves. They can walk…

I am speaking the truth since day one. There was barely anything between us for the world to obsess over it like this and give the label of groot or dobby or someone else. I went through hell for no fault of mine as well. My reaction and whatever I’m saying is valid and justified.…

I know for a fact that everyone loves me and knows I’m innocent and I mean well. People’s mind games don’t work on me. I know things and I can read the room. I’m definitely not stupid. Not liking someone when they do you wrong and when something serious happens to you, is normal. My…

I don’t want the world to speak on behalf of people, they can do it themselves. Whatever I see and hear, I acknowledge and understand. But people need to do the work themselves. Just like how I put in the work to clear my shit. I don’t entertain this leeway because if things go wrong…

It’s not in my nature to remain helpless. If you think I’m gaming no matter how many times I tell you the truth, I will humour you. I’m going to take that as a challenge, write a fucking game plan and show you bloody gaming for real. Before you mess with me, please understand who…

So yeah. Break a leg. 😈 “Baby, let the games begin.” (Taylor’s voice with a touch of villian laugh like bwahahaha) (“This is fun, yeah no for real”, Khaleesi smiles. She is wearing a sparkling black top and fluffy white skirt with a cream oversized cardigan and sipping on her matcha tea.)

Whoever the world is advocating for didn’t have that kinda rapport, connection or friendship with me that’s even worth advocating for. Their inability to reach out and clarify, apologize and fight for the friendship clearly proves my point. The world is just blowing things out of proportion, but whatever. I’ve done everything I can do…

Just because the world feels I should be friends with someone doesn’t mean I should listen and obey. Everything that I said that everyone did is true 100%. My words are just 20-50% of what they did and the suffering that I went through. If anyone cares so much I’m encouraging them to reach out…

I’m sorry I’m being repetative. I’m kinda losing track of what I’m saying. I don’t remember most of things I’ve written here as well. I’m literally so fed up.

I’ve said this before and I’m going to say it again. If you carry love in your heart and when you learn to love everyone from a distance, I feel majority of the problems can be solved. It’s not possible to like everyone because everyone aren’t for everyone. There are billions of people in this…

I have faced so much serious bullshit in life. All this silly problems are just gibber gabber. I see no point on sitting on the ground to break it down to such minute details. But yeah, I still did that because people were misunderstanding me. ….. I do understand the position I’m at now. I…

I do think about things from every perspective and POVs. …. I do understand where Winni is coming from. When I was her age, I used to get attached to everyone who spoke to me and called them my bestfriend too. Now that I’m older and I have this experience of people not being permanent.…

I remember that Bellatrix and I kissed in cab once and she made me hold her dick. I was really disturbed and fucked. I didn’t know what was happening because I was a retard back then. I didn’t know anything back then. Didn’t know to say no and end things. I knew nothing about anything.…

Please watch my old YouTube videos. I clearly remember talking about trees whenever I went to Indiranagar, I remember continuously speaking about parks and trees and even the MDP tree and trees in Koramangala. Not just speaking but even showing it in my videos. I think I’ve done this even before the Dhruv incident. I’m…

“I would very much like to be excluded from this narrative” – Taylor Swift✨ “I do not want to be a part of this circus. I befriend dragons not jokers.” – Khaleesi.

No one is dead. Stop obsessing and cribbing like a two year old about forgiveness, pack your bags and move on. Forgiveness will happen organically on a random day in the future if it has to happen. Don’t force it. If you care and love. Put in the efforts, make it right and show the…

Even if I suffer everyday till my last breath and die alone. Even if I’m called a villain. The truth is not going to change. I know my truth and God saw it with me. Whatever the world is doing is man made. I know for a fact God will take care of things, even…

No matter what people do or say. The truth isn’t going to change.

I had an expressionless face in the past because I was tortured in all forms in an inhuman way, it’s called “normal reaction to torture”. People like Dhruv constantly staring at my body with his mouth open and eyes bulging out and an extremely disgusting expression on his face like a deranged hyena is called…

I’m not holding any grudges. I spoke about what happened and what people did because the world made me speak about it. I sat on the road and dissected each and every thing about the accident even if I wasn’t keen on it. I no longer wish to sit on the shit and crib. I’ve…

My anger because of what happened and what I faced is justified. If I want to forgive or not is subjective and I do not wish to obsess over it, as I already mentioned. So called friends’s inability to reach out and clear things, their lack of effort and lame excuses proves that we never…

The characters in my story might play a different role in their story or someone else’s story and might have different realities and narrative. But this is who they are in my story and this is my truth. If anyone cares enough and loves me, they would put in the effort to clarify and clear…

I lay face down on my comforter everyday, close my eyes and think about her. I hug the comforter and imagine I’m hugging her. This is my story since two years.

I refuse to be conformed, controlled and forced in a confined space like a lake when I’m the fucking mighty ocean. I want to flow like the ocean water free, strong and resilient. The world can give whatever label they wish to give me and say whatever the fuck they want. It has no effect…

I haven’t looked at her face more than 3 seconds in each interaction. I have never thought about her at all till date. Even when I went to the pub she was never on my mind. I don’t find her attractive in any way whatsoever. She is definitely not my type. Even when I was…

I said good things about Kreacher initially because I tend to see and speak good about everyone. But now that I know the truth about the betrayal and evil, I don’t like her and I never will again in this lifetime. I don’t care if the world calls me a villain but she is the…

I choose to suffer every day and die alone than sugarcoat shit and betray myself. I cannot fake it. I’d rather die. I refuse to conform and I refuse to be controlled and forced to accept something that doesn’t serve me or my peace of mind. I’ve already spoken about everything. If the world is…

Winni isn’t Dobby, she’s Kreacher. This truth isn’t going to change no matter what people do or say. And even if this continues till I die and I’m constantly tortured. Even I’m called a villain and I die alone. The truth prevails. She’s Kreacher. Because I know what happened and what I experienced. The world…

I have never shared music in an attempt to convey what I’m feeling towards that person. I did that only with Ginny though because I’ve grown up these recent times and I understand these things. I have also sent angry Taylor Swift songs to people I dislike. Other than this there hasn’t been any indirect…

I ordered sweet recently and after eating that my teeth started hurting really badly and even my throat. I had it the next day again to check and the same thing happened again. I had the same sweet that sister gave and that was good and nothing happened. Also, the bowl of food that I…

Today I was thinking about throwing eggs at couple of my nemesis like Augustus Waters and friends vandalising the ex girlfriend’s car. But my therapist felt that ain’t wise. So I settled with doing that in my imagination. Right now my throat is kind of fucked after eating something spicy. It’s been like this the…

When I said I’ve done things, I meant only till second base. Just clarifying. I’m not deprived of it. I don’t crave it anymore too. Also, after a certain age it’s like bleh and I want a meaningful thing with the man I’m in love with. I’m done with the casual stuff since I got…

Deepak GS is 100 times better than Dhruv. And I didn’t even kiss Deepak GS. So you can imagine. I have standards man.

Even if Dhruv was my age, I wouldn’t like him. I’ve rejected so many men who are 100 times better than disgusting Dhruv. Dhruv lacks a lot of thing. His personality and character sucks. ….. Also, I used bumble when I was bisexual only for a month or so. 2 years ago. Out of the…

Honestly I do not know what people want from me. I don’t know if people think I’m manipulative or they are calling someone else in my life as manipulative. I do see things. I’m not being smooth as well. This is how I think and speak. And there’s nothing much that I can do about…

I don’t know why all those things were there in that book. I think I am thinking too much into it. I don’t know. I’m sorry I reacted all shitty. These days I’m losing it little bit. I don’t know what I’m saying or what’s happening or anything. Sometimes I’m unable to make sense of…

Please forget what I said today. I’ve already spoken about everything millions of times. I got triggered while reading so I repeated it again. I deleted those blogs. Leave it. I really wish people would stop tampering books because it’s triggering even if it isn’t intended to. I’m not if it isn’t, but yeah. Please…

Just because I’m different doesn’t mean I’m wrong. And just because I was able to clear my name doesn’t mean I’m a mastermind. I have clearly spoken about everything that happened as well. I don’t know what more do people want and why this is prolonging. If whatever happened to me would have happened to…

Also, I wasn’t really interested in anything or looking for anything because I have been in love with Ginny since I met her. Deepak GS was just a random man I met on a matrimony app. He did not care that I didn’t love him. He didn’t care that I don’t like talking to him.…

Another reason I didn’t kiss Deepak GS is because I haven’t kissed anyone after I got tonsils. I was no longer interested in casual stuff. Also, after I got tonsils was the exact time Ginny said she in love with me. After that I haven’t really kissed because I wasn’t interested. I kissed only one…

If someone is insecure about themselves it’s not my fault. I respectfully ask people to stop projecting their insecurities onto me. If I had the same experience that I had with Winni with Modi ji. I would say the same things. If Modi ji starts telling me all his problems after saying hi, I would…

When someone has changed and grown as a person. And is putting in the efforts and trying. Please don’t bring up their past and taunt them. Please don’t address them based on something they did long ago as well. You can ask for a clarification if it’s bothering you. But once you are done talking…

If Ginny didn’t have the qualities that I like about her, her looks wouldn’t have impressed me. I think I fell in love with her when I met her for the first time because we spoke continuously for 2 weeks before meeting. She had me with her calls and whatever we spoke. And when I…

I’m always minding my own business, like always. I don’t think about anyone I meet or know and I’m most definitely not interested in their business. I mean personal life and stuff. When I speak to them, I just keep the conversation going and love them. Later I forget. I have my own priorities and…

When I’m not comfortable opening up to someone I usually speak about random things to keep the conversation going. I throw in compliments here and there. My friends in the past have complimented me a lot too. I have a lot of experience socializing in my life casually and not casually too. I’m extremely open…

I have been extremely clear from my end. Everyone knows I always speak the truth. You can fact check everything. I have given all possible proof and put forth points and questions for the world to ponder over. Everything is done from my end. You need to question the integrity of people in question instead…

When something is hurting me or bothering me or when someone says something to hurt me. Initially I do feel hurt and get fucked even. But I do not like to stay sad about it forever when it keeps prolonging. Simple thing I have learnt is to take away the power from it to hurt…

I knew Ginny loves me and I was happy just knowing that because I didn’t expect anything. The only thing she has said directly is that she is getting married. Unless she says it, I don’t think we are together? Now I know she wants to be with me and I want it too. But…

I’m not being the “mad king”. It is extremely clear to the world who are though. My anger and retaliations are justified based on the suffering that I went through. Also, it is just 20-50% of what I went through because of those people.

Even now Ginny and I aren’t together. Because she hasn’t said anything. I do feel the love. She kinda said it and then she didn’t. Unless she says it and we talk about it, we aren’t. …. I’m saying everything as it is. …. I also asked people to reach out and redeem themselves if…

I’m not going to lie and say, Ginny and I were in a relationship because we weren’t. We were still getting there. Same way, I’m not going to lie and say, I was friends with Winni because we weren’t. We’ve never had that kinda conversation or even met outside or anything of that sort. The…

Just because the world feels I need to be friends with someone, I don’t think I need to agree to it. Because I know what was there between me and that person. I’m aware of the experience I had with that person. I know the shit I faced. The world is being extremely hypocritical by…

I’m the kinda person who lets a lot of things slide, give the benifit of the doubt and see the good in people. I continue to love. I always ask for a clarification before letting go. But once the damage is irreversible there is no going back from there. I can go back when there…

The world can glorify the demons and call me a villain. I don’t care anymore. I’d rather die as the villian than fake and conform to societal pressure to normalise mistreatment and forgive those who don’t deserve my forgiveness. I forgive only those who deserve it. The truth isn’t going to change even if this…

Anyone can say they love and care. I value those words only when I see it. I’m the better judge of deciding who stays and who doesn’t because I have first hand experience with everyone. This is prolonging for no reason. But whatever fuck it. I know my truth and God saw it with me.…

Kreacher knew gaslighting is harassment and it is abuse because I had clearly mentioned it in my blog multiple times. Everyone had stopped gaslighting me back then and things were going good. She knew what she was doing when she was stabbing me savagely. She was smiling a creepy sadistic smile the entire time she…

Rebirth. RIP innocence.

Whoever is responsible for all this shit and doing this bullshit. Standing ovation to you man for killing my innocence.

When you push an innocent person too far, this is what happens. I’ve said the truth a million times but if people are refusing to listen. And you are calling me a villain when I didn’t do anything wrong. I’m moving into my Villian era. I think I understand now when Taylor Swift said she…

If I’m the villian and I’m gaming, so be it. I’ll show you what’s gaming.

“I’ll be the actress staring in your BAD DREAMS.” – Taylor Swift✨ “I keep my side of the street clean,You wouldn’t know what I mean.” – Taylor Swift✨ “Fuck harmony.” – Khaleesi.

God made me start YouTube, He sent Ginny at exactly the right time, He gave me this platform to tell my truth and kept me alive to finish it. Whatever people are doing is man made. Wait and watch when God does it. People killed Jesus too. The same way I’m suffering.

Back in my reputation era.

I take back my forgiveness from some people. Some of my nemesis don’t fucking deserve it. Go fuck yourselves and rott in hell you bullshit fuckfaces. IDGAF. I don’t feel love or hate. It’s indifference. If you come near me, I’m going to punch you and throw eggs on you. So stay the fuck away.

I know I look different but everyone who speaks to me knows that I’m innocent, sweet and harmless. It’s because I spoke about the wrong doings of people that they are bitter. So they are turning the table and highlighting my flaws and using my past misunderstandings to bring me down. It’s extremely convenient for…

I have never behaved like I’m superior to anyone. I’m always kind, sweet and empathetic to everyone. I love and care about everyone from a distance. Everyone in my community are my friends. But I’m extremely mindful about whom I allow in my life and close circle. I like to keep it healthy and respectful.…

I’m not saying whatever I’m saying about Kreacher because she is a waitress. It’s because of her personality and the way she behaved with me. For me all are equal. I treat people based on the experience I have with them. People should introspect and think about their behaviour before spreading accusations and insinuating something.…

God was with me and he saw what happened. He saw me suffer for no fault of mine, when I always meant well. Even if the world refuses to see the truth when it’s in front of them. Justice will be served by God. I’m sure of it. He is seeing the unjust that’s happening…

I died like how Sirius died and I rose up from the dead.

She might be good to 100 people but to me she was Kreacher. Constantly cribbing, abusive, disrespectful, backstabbing and extremely sadistic.

She’s not Dobby, she’s kreacher. Betrayal is her second name like how Kreacher betrays Sirius.

I never asked anyone to worship me and I didn’t say I’m superior to anyone because everyone knows me and there are books and movies about me and stuff. All I’m saying I expect to be treated like a human being and conventionally. Because I worked hard for it. Gaslighting is harassment and psychological abuse…

If people are doubting the 19 year old bumble thing. Please create a fake lesbian bumble account and use it for one month. You’ll get to know what happens there and what I was speaking about. I’m not really interested in young people if that’s why this is happening.

My parents are good now. I don’t hold them accountable for anything. I want them to be peaceful and happy because they are old. I try my best to put in the efforts. I love and care about them. I just wish they reciprocate it and meet me halfway. I wish my mother would forget…

My truth is out in the open and I’ve cleared all the misunderstandings as well and proved myself. I don’t see a point why people are interfering in my life to this extent anymore. Whatever is happening is happening without my consent. And it needs to stop because it’s wrong. …. I’ve spoken my truth.…

I will be good to my mom all the time. I have been since I forgave them. I keep trying to talk to her and make conversations. I try to maintain peace and love. She never talks much. But when I shout after mother triggers me, mother always says, “you became so distant, I lost…

The waitress lied and the lie worked out in her favor, so she stuck to it and used it in her advantage. She isn’t Dobby. And she can never be in this lifetime. …. The truth isn’t going to change even if I’m considered the villian and if this continues till I die. ….. Every…

Mother has been trying to trigger me since quite some time now. I have been noticing without giving a reaction but today the same thing happened where she stabbed me. I shouted at her and confronted her and she got what she wanted. Later father came running and started boiling and was going to hit…

If people are considering Draco Malfoy to be Ron. They are wrong because Draco is Draco. I already said a lot things about him. (Please refer previous blogs) I met him in my engineering college and I was bullied by him and Reshma the entire time. They weren’t good to me the entire two years.…

I don’t feel good since Ginny blocked me. My heart is aching. On top of that, my health isn’t completely fine. I’m getting disturbed repeating the same thing over and over again. I’m losing track of what I’m saying. I don’t feel good at all. Please just let me be. I do not understand why…

How many times to tell the same thing? Like what do people want? If they are on my side and supporting and understanding and all that stuff. What is the point of all this things that’s going on? Like what is expected from me? For fucks sake what do people want?

I don’t understand what people want from me? Why are everyone supporting me and also at the same time wearing white and talking about playing? Like what is expected from me? This is madness. I’m sure everyone knows I’m innocent but like WTH do they want? OMG.

I’m speaking the truth and I’ve already spoken about everything. If the world is doing this because of the so called friends. I have clearly shown the truth to the world as well. They don’t have the fucking audacity to text me because both of us know I’m speaking the truth. Hence they are staying…

I have no interest or any kind of affection towards anyone I stopped speaking with to rekindle things after what they did. I did the work, I have healed and I do not at any cost miss them because I know what I went through and how much I suffered. I have forgiven them and…

I’m scared to read as well. My body is on lowkey alert. It will take some time. Even when I open social media. I brace myself for the unexpected.

I think I’m wrong about the food. It’s because of the trauma that I went through recently, I don’t know. Sometimes the memories haunt me. I don’t eat outside because of this reason. It’s better if I don’t create any drama and conflict. Till I learn to trust completely again. I’m sorry. Things have been…

I don’t have any strange powers. Everything about me is out in the open here. I’m alive because I’m different. I’m good at healing myself. It’s my mind and my thoughts. My words are helping everyone, so it’s quite obvious, isn’t it? I’ve said everything.

If anyone I stopped speaking with is interested in being my friend, the door is open and I have already made it extremely clear about what is expected. If I was rotting somewhere in an unknown company, some of them would not have cared and most certainly would not be proclaiming their undying affection. I’m…

I saw the Harry Potter thing online. I had already made it clear that I’m not interested in the elder wand and gave it to Taylor Swift. I don’t understand why people were doubting even after that. Anyway. I asked for the bare minimum money because I want to move out and I don’t want…

Yesterday morning mother tried her best to make me angry. But it didn’t work. She even said things like I keep opening the door and coming out to shout at her the entire day. Which was true when I was crazy because of the torture and not in recent times. I do not know the…

The waitress lied that we were friends and that lie worked out for her so she stuck to it. We never had that kinda conversation or rapport or anything for that matter. I have clearly showed that to the world as well. Her lack of effort and lack of ability to show the love and…

Just because I’m good at my work and I was able to persevere and make it. And things worked out my way. Doesn’t mean everything I do and about me should be doubted to this extreme. …. I’ve already proved myself time and time again. I don’t know what more can be done and why…

Once I see someone’s true colors and I see the monster inside them. It’s really hard for me to unsee that depending on the harm and suffering that they caused. I’m the better judge of whom I keep in my life and whom I don’t after that happens. Depending on their behaviour and what happens…

Since my life has always been shit. I’m good at handling, surviving and accepting shit. It’s when good things happen that I do not see it coming. Also, with my YouTube I was just aiming for 2 lakh subscribers and some thousand views. I never thought or even dreamed of being this successful. I don’t…

Whatever I said about Ginny is true as well. Look, I don’t like speaking about my personal life with anyone. I didn’t say anything more than required to my therapist as well for a long time. I haven’t spoken about Will and Ginny to anyone in my life. I just say bits and pieces. But…

If the so called friends miss me, it’s because I’m all over the place now and they are reminiscing the unconditional love that I gave them. I’m sure they didn’t find a replacement for a doormat in their life. Because the way they were with me and the way I was treated, wasn’t friendship. I…

Everything that I said about so called friends in my life is true. I was stupid when I was speaking to them so I loved them as my friend unconditionally. But I’m no longer stupid, hence they aren’t in my life. The overview I gave about everyone is true. …. I had a lot of…

I’m not manipulative. Everything I have written here is true. I do not know why people are doubting me but this is how I speak and think. I am smart, yes. But I am not at the same time. I didn’t know a lot of things before like the social norms, how to speak, what…

I’ve addressed everything in an overview, if you need any more specifics let me know. I’ll gladly answer because I’ve accepted this shit life. People are just bullshiting but they don’t know they are dealing with the mother of dragons. Even if they do, that doesn’t stop their BS. I know I’m innocent and I…

I find something good about everyone I speak to and compliment everyone. Everyone who has spoken to me in the past has done the same to me too. I’m just sweet that’s it. I’ve seen and spoken to a lot of people in my life. I have had a lot of experiences. I know for…

Also, Akash used to take screenshots of my WhatsApp profile pictures and keeps them in his gallery. He even showed it to me. This was before the beard incident. Please ask him why he was doing that. …. Also, please ask the waitress if she was so bothered by the “staring” why she was continuously…

People who are wearing white to support the people/person who did me wrong would have reacted much worse if the same thing would have happened to them. I’m handling it much better. This is the reality. There’s nothing much I can do in this situation anymore. I’ve done and said everything. I don’t know why…

Also, I’m straight since a really long period of time. So all this is just BS talk.

Also, that waitress is not my type. I don’t find her attractive. Just like how straight women don’t like every man they see. Bisexual women don’t like every woman they see. A bisexual woman should be able to say they don’t find any women attractive and their type to their female friend, without their female…

If people are talking about me touching Akash’s beard, that’s because he was leading me on. Him looking uncomfortable was a facade. You should ask him about the texts he sent me calling me hot continuously and speaking bullshit which made me block him.

I don’t understand how it’s okay when someone spoils my name, but it’s not okay when I speak the truth about what really happened.

I think now I get why people are saying gaming. I didn’t win by defeating my enemies. I won because I cleared my name and now finally the world understands me and sees the real me. I spoke whatever I spoke about them because they hurt and betrayed me. I suffered because of them. That…

I’m not talking shit about people. The world is making me talk shit about them by pulling it more than required. I had let it go. I have accepted my fuck ups. They should also have the ability to accept theirs as well. If they want to say something, they can reach out and say…

I’m not trying to use this position I have of addressing the world to destroy people. There was a lot of misunderstandings initially about me and my reputation. People were misunderstanding my retaliations. So my only intention was to clear it, so I openly spoke about what happened, what they did and why I retaliated.…

When Ashwin asked what turns me on last year, I was talking about whatever I liked about Ginny and when I was bisexual what I liked about Symran. I don’t remember exactly what I told him. I wasn’t completely honest with him because I didn’t see a future with him. But certain things are making…

All the YouTubers that I follow on Instagram, I’ve been watching them since many years now. I got to know Destiny and Hayley recently since a year, I think. I unfollowed them couple of times initially because I didn’t know them well. Because I was watching the podcast of Sara and Destiny regularly, I started…

People usually maintain a facade and have double standards in front of the world. I have clearly spoken about everything that happened here, without any filters. Everything that I’ve said here is the truth. I usually say white lies when I speak to people, mostly not to hurt them or because I don’t feel comfortable…

People are making me repeat the same thing again and again and again. Please read my blogs again. Because I have already spoken about the beard incident and what happened at the restaurant and everything else as well. ….

I remember ashwin, the man I spoke to last year asked me what turns me on. I wasn’t completely honest to him. I don’t know if people are taking whatever I say to these random men I speak to seriously. Sometimes I say white lies to friends and people I randomly speak to. After I…

I don’t know what people want to know about the beard thing which I haven’t spoken about. I have already said everything.

I don’t know why people are taking her side and hurting me this way. Even after saying everything multiple times. …. I don’t stare at people. I have openly spoken about everything related to the staring incidents. …. She is just bullshiting if she said something of that sort. It’s because I wasn’t complying to…

I have never stared at her and I was never interested in her in any way. I know the basic etiquette. I haven’t started at anyone in a really really long time. I was awkward long long ago. I never denied it. I compliment everyone. I’m a really sweet person who tries to see the…

I don’t know why people are holding on to this thing and hurting me. I’ve already spoken about it multiple times. I’m not the one manipulating. I am speaking the truth. I always speak the truth.

I don’t remember the exact number of how many times I asked her to meet when I was stepping out. I think it was 2-3 or 3-4. Don’t remember. But I do remember she was continuously and constantly asking me to meet. She didn’t let it go at all.

Whatever she was doing was abusive, sadistic and forceful. Because she was someone I don’t know. She was forcing her place in my life and the only thing she was doing was using me to dump her problems and constantly asking me to go to her house and meet outside. Without trying to build a…

I have already spoken about everything, I don’t see why I’m being hurt like this. I asked the waitress to take my picture and she told me all her life problems. It was overwhelming and I didn’t expect that. But I didn’t undermine it and listened and empathized. Even though I was going through something…

I miss you maanas. My throat and body is fucked and I don’t really feel good. But all I can think about is you. I hope I recover soon, so that I can see you again and things work out finally. I keep thinking I have to take care of myself and feel better again…

I think whatever happened with Will is called extra marital affair? But we were mostly best friends after his wedding. I was in love with him and I kinda didn’t know what is right and wrong back then. I didn’t really understand much about marriage, relationships and stuff like that. I didn’t know much about…

I’m not being smooth or anything of that sort. This is how I speak and think. I’m assuming people have been following everything I do since childhood. So I think everyone already knows everything about me. I’m not sure why people are sticking on to hurting me this way if they do. Even after saying…

I feel so happy when I see the moon, stars, sun and clouds. I’m filled with so much joy when I drink my coffee and see flowers. I love hugging my favorite books. I feel a sense of calm when I sit under a tree and with nature. I keep asking the traffic lights questions.…

I believe in magic, destiny, unicorns, Santa Clause, Angels, Gaurdian angels, God and so on. I always like to see the good in people and I even tell them. Maybe things around me might be ordinary and not so special. But when you start believing in magic and all those good stuffs, even ordinary things…

Ginny might have flaws and might even be imperfect, like everyone else in this world, but to my eyes she is celestial and beautiful ✨ Her flaws don’t define her, it’s just a miniscule bit of who she is. I’m not interested in talking about her flaws when I never run out of all the…

Also, I’m successful because I’m good at my work and I always have a lot of ideas and thoughts. I kept speaking my truth and kept doing my best. It started off because I had a lot of uncontrollable emotions and I kept writing no matter the adversities and near death incidents. And now it’s…

Everything started because of Voldemort. People I met after that used my helplessness and misunderstandings to their advantage. There has been immense manipulations and bullshit. I did everything I could to clear it these last two years. I’ve shown the truth to the world time and time again and proved myself as well. There’s nothing…

I don’t know to play chess. I have never played chess in my life. Please ask my parents and sister. I don’t know anything about chess. I only know the word “checkmate”. That’s it. I don’t know anything about poker and playing my ace. I heard it in new Romantics by Taylor Swift, so I…

I’ve already spoken about everything. I don’t know why people are sticking on to it that I’m gaming and manipulating. I’m not the one doing it. You should question the integrity of people in question. I’ve already proved myself multiple times. I’m unable to take things anymore. Since Ginny blocked me I don’t feel good.…

Shooting in self defence is a retaliation. i.e. Expelliarmus. It is just 20-50% of Avada kedavra. But so much more powerful because elder wand belonged to Harry and Harry has abundance of love that overpowers and destroys hate and evil anyday. FYI.

When someone attacks, betrays me, tries to bring me down and tries to spoil my reputation. I kill them in self defence. If you think this is gaming. Then yes, I’m gaming. I’m handling the situation that I’m in much better than anyone in this world can do. People need to reflect on themselves and…

I did understand my mistakes and what I need to improve on because of what happened. Like, And so forth. So yeah. These are a few things that I have realised. Also, I need to get myself tested because I know I’m different from everyone else.

I had already spoken everything about my bisexuality and explained it couple of times till 2 months ago. People should have known whatever the waitress said is a lie when she said it. Because I had proved myself and cleared and explained everything since 2 years. But based on her lies I was sexually assaulted…

I think Ginny was having sex with other women when we were dating. I saw it online and I kinda knew that as well. I got hurt but I didn’t say anything about it because we weren’t in a relationship. We were getting there. We were almost there and shit happened. When I knew that…

I think it’s also because of my childhood. Since I was in my own world and speaking only to God. Everyone else ceased to exist. I did get turned on when I watched something on TV or when I thought about something and stuff. But I wasn’t really interested or attracted to anyone around me.…

Ginny was really good at building what we had. She wasn’t desperate as well. She called me home but I was scared. So she waited. She didn’t end things or get angry or force. (Like others I’ve met) She was interested in talking to me even if for some reason she was indecisive about me.…

I do have a lot of love in me. (Platonic love.) I have love and care for everyone and everything. Hence I’m empathetic and kind always. When I interact with people sometimes it doesn’t go well. Because everyone is not for everyone. It’s not necessary that we like everyone we speak to. I’m entitled to…

I think it was because I was tortured in all forms that I couldn’t feel sexual attraction. Also, because of the medicines. My twenties was spent being crazy when I should have been dating and making friends normally. Everything was because of what happened with Voldemort. …. I’ve dated a lot casually since 2019. I’ve…

I have already addressed everything about the “staring” incidents. I’m not sure why people are sticking on to it. I started realising about things that I do and myself after I started doing YouTube. Yes, I’m aware that I’m different. Because no one else speaks like me. I’m not sure why I’m different though. I…

I don’t smile when I take revenge and kill people. I might write it, but I do not smile in reality. I’m not sadistic like the jokers.

I was a fangirl since childhood. Whenever I read something I copy it. After Voldemort used hurcrux for the first time, I broke down and I was really mad at her. I kinda stopped speaking to her and the group. I didn’t know to speak back then, I was still learning. So I couldn’t tell…

I saw reels online of Taylor Swift looking at the crowd with the caption “she won” 2 months ago. So I used the same words that “I won” because I knew for a fact that was meant for me. Because things were going good 2 months ago. So I thought okay I won the battle.…

Please check my old bank statements. You’ll get proof of all the money I’ve transferred to Bellatrix.

Lucius and her ex boyfriend were extremely shady. They were a part of a shady business where they took huge amount of money from innocent people and cheated them. They tried it on me but I didn’t fall for it and her boyfriend said I will never come up in life and rott in Askaban.…

I fucking haven’t done anything and I’m innocent. If anyone wants clarification on something, you can ask me. I can show you the fucking truth. I didn’t know to speak before so a lot of immense bullshit happened to me. But no more. Now I know how to speak and I’m going to fight for…

I see a lot of BS online which isn’t true and holds no relavence. I no longer want to clarify anything or entertain this. Whoever wants to talk can directly text and clarify things. I have spoken my truth and my POV on what happened. I have spoken my truth. If anyone has a truth…

I don’t know why people are not seeing that I was suicidal and suffering and going to die for years because of them and what they did. I don’t know why the world is being blindsided about what I went through. The only thing I did was retaliate. They started it. I don’t know why…

I have never dominated anyone or kept anyone under me. I don’t know where all these things are coming from. People keep trying to keep me under their foot and they use me and mistreat me. I just expect respect as a human being and I expect my space and boundaries to be respected.

I don’t miss anyone when I see friendship online because I’ve never been lucky to have that till now. There has been no good memories with people who were there in my life. There has been only hurt and trauma. Because of the situation that I’m in a lot of shit keeps happening in my…

I’m not saying everyone treated me badly and I don’t like talking to people at all. There has been some really good people in my life who were good to me whom I think about sometimes. I’m no longer in contact with them though. Because I know that’s life. People aren’t permanent.

I’ve never been lucky to have good female friendships. I went through tremendous amount of suffering and pain and I was kept under people’s foot like a doormat. I was constantly used and abused and taken advantage of. I went through a lot of pain when I was with them and even after I cut…

The people who did me wrong abused me to a point that I was going to die and I went through enourmous suffering because of their behaviour. So I retaliated when I was in that much pain because of them. I was constantly suicidal. I suffered for a really long time, even after I cut…

I’m happy to see that Mr Naidu has found friends in the apartment and he is happy. We weren’t really compatible. So I’m happy to see that he has found people whom he gets along with. …. Even if friends walk in front of me or I see friends online, I do not miss anyone…

I know people hating on me and trying to hurt me online and everywhere I go is intentional and it is planned. Ginny blocking me is also part of the plan. I’m not stupid. Whatever people do, the truth is not going to change. I don’t miss anyone people are expecting me to miss. It’s…

Whatever people are doing is not true. I know for a fact Ginny is in love with me and she was being out of character. She has blocked me because of the world. I can feel the love from her. I’m not stupid. No matter how many times the world talks about “friends”, the monstrosity…

I see the eyes emoji, closest friends, Darr movie etc. Honestly, I don’t know what people are expecting from me or what they want me to say about these things which hasn’t been said already. I was constantly mistreated by the people in the past. I didn’t have self respect, self love or ego. I…

Feelings are not permanent and it’s ever changing. Even if I feel suicidal at times. It is just a feeling and the feeling doesn’t last, if I have the strength and courage to get through the feeling and let it pass. If I don’t like someone because of some reason, that feeling can change with…

I used the word “power move” because people use it for Taylor Swift. Because she owned the snake in reputation and she rerecorded her albums. So I copied that word and did the same. I don’t know the origin of the word power move or what it actually means. I assumed the meaning based on…

Everyone who speaks to me knows I’m good, harmless and innocent. It’s when I don’t comply with what they want and things don’t go their way, that they turn tables and try to make me look bad by highlighting my difference. It conveniently works out for them because I’m different and because of my past…

Even if that person at 46 does love and care about me, it wasn’t evident or seen in the interaction that we had. She was just using me to vent and that’s it. After whatever happened to me, the way I reacted is normal. I went through something really serious and traumatic after that, which…

The person at 46 might have liked me because of what I have done for this world and the changes I made etc. But I was speaking the truth when I said there was nothing between us. We never had that kinda conversation and never met outside or anything of that sort. We hardly spoke…

Deepak GS never loved me, he was just saying it without meaning it. Because I never saw it on his eyes. He was just desperate to marry because his bestfriend got married and he was bored. He told me he loved me and I said no. The next minute he asked me where he can…