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If anyone wants to express their love when they meet me they can. Nothing wrong in it. But people can’t expect me to be their friend because I can’t accept everyone in my life, it’s not humanly possible. I can only love and be a friend from a distance. If you don’t expect something from…
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I don’t see black and white, check and stripped clothes, chess, white or sports as an attack anymore. They hold no relevance or meaning. It has no effect whatsoever on me. I infact love them and everything else too. Eyes emoji doesn’t hold any relevance or meaning too. Everyone has eyes, yes. I haven’t done…
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Don’t try to undermine my value and worth. I know clearly who I am and what I bring to the table. I know I’m attractive and everyone likes me. I am very much self aware and the effect that I have.
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Can someone please help me. This is prolonging for no reason whatsoever. People are stooping so fucking low. I’ve openly spoken about all the internal manipulations and cleared everything. Every single thing. Someone please help.
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If someone wants to be my friend, there’s nothing wrong in it. But the way they behave and whatever they are doing also matters. Their intentions and actions and everything else. Do they like me or are they just blinded by the light and the “idea of me”. I see everything. My values are always…
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Can someone please do something and help me out of this? I’ve already said everything and proved myself. The truth is in front of you. People are stooping so low and being barbaric. Someone please do something. They are intentionally causing bad breath and sensitivity as well.
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People stoop so low because I’m in the public eye. They literally go to any extent. Some people are so pathological and psychopathic. I’ve been transperant and vulnerable about each and every thing. The truth is in front of you.
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Since yesterday I feel really weird in my mouth. I don’t feel fresh like I used to. I don’t know if it’s something that I ate or what exactly, but I don’t trust because if people can cause sensitivity intentionally, they can also do this. Because they knew I was going to see the dentist…
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If people whom I stopped speaking with have grown into a butterfly and changed. That wonderful. They can go and butterfly somewhere else because my door is permanently shut. I have thought this through, like a lot. They are in a different universe now and I’m not interested in being in the same universe as…
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People in the past are just shifting the focus to me and my flaws and using my past misunderstandings as a weapon against me. To avoid accountability. I’ve spoken about everything and put forth every possible thing. When people are bitter and things don’t go their way or when they are confronted with the truth.…
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I haven’t stared at anyone’s chest or anything in real life because I’m not even attracted to women in real life. I don’t find anyone attractive. Whom ever I have been attracted to I’ve already made a list and everything. Also, I’ve told those people upfront about my feelings as well. Also, I’ve said and…
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If people whom I stopped speaking with has had an epiphany and have grown and changed. That’s wonderful. But the door to my life is shut nevertheless. I can never forget and unsee, the pain and suffering that they caused and the demon that I saw. Also, there was nothing good between us to fight…
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I stayed quiet about what really happened with Kreacher for a really long time. You can go back and read to fact check. I even cried when I wrote about Kreacher calling me home on my blog. Because I’m not the kinda person who does these things like betraying people. But now that I know…
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Whatever I’m saying to Ginny is okay because we had a connection and we dated for 5-6 months. She did say I’m the love of his life and she’s mine too. She loves me and it is extremely clear and it is shown in her actions and behaviour. Not just words. Even my actions and…
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Whatever relationship that was there between Kreacher and I wasn’t friendship. She was constantly forcing and mistreating me since day one. She was taking advantage of my empathy and kindness to dump on me. Her energy was completely off since day one because she was trying to lure me and forcing me to go to…
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People fuck me over and turn things around on me and my poor family. This is what’s been happening since day one. But no more man. Accept your fuck ups. …. I’m still alive because my consciousness is clear and pristine. You cannot destroy a person with God’s presence. …. Karma is going to hit…
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My life was completely different. Because I’m different. Whatever happened in the past and whatever I did was either a reaction to extreme torture or because I lacked understanding about the situation. I didn’t know anything because my mind wasn’t developed and I wasn’t aware of the social norms etc. Everyone in this world knows…
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Whatever people are doing is man made. Every single pain that I went through till now and I’m going through because of the perpetrators. Will hit the source. Mark my words. God saw what happened and God is seeing what’s happening. I have been saying this since the beginning. Because I know it will definitely…
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No one in this world knows Ginny’s flaws because I don’t have a habit of speaking behind anyone’s back. That too when I love them unconditionally. I haven’t said anything to my therapist as well. Whatever problems we have will remain between us. And that’s how it should be.
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If the people I stopped speaking with and Kreacher were really my “friends” I would not have gone through whatever I went through because of them to begin with. Because people who love and care about you, care about causing you hurt and pain. We would not be having the conversation if they are my…
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Everything I’ve said about everyone is the truth, everyone reading this knows that. I don’t understand why people are hurting me for the benefit of the perpetrators. Even though everyone knows what happened to me was unfair and whatever people are doing now is absolutely wrong. Everyone knows my retaliations are just 20% and it…
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Someone please help me. And stop all this. I’m unable to hold on. My head might explode. I’m feeling extremely suicidal. I won’t do anything. But I can’t take this any further. Please.
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Everyone knows the truth. People just need a reason to hate and do shit. People really need to think before they do something. I have been clear about everything that happened as well. I haven’t done anything. Everyone knows it. What is the point of all this when everyone knows the truth? I was also…
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There was no love between us. I have clearly spoken about everything that happened. I have cleared my name from the accusations as well. If something happened to her, it could be because she couldn’t handle the pressure of what was happening. I don’t have any role to play in this. I was going to…
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I was sexually assaulted by a woman in the hospital and a woman on the road today. ….. Everyone clearly knows who is at fault in this situation. I don’t understand why I’m being hurt to this extent like this even though everyone knows everything. This is so twisted and pathological.
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Because of the oppressions of Kreacher, I’m still suffering. Even after clearing everything that happened.
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The dental clinic near my house refused to clean my teeth when I said there is blood when I brush and I don’t feel comfortable in my mouth. I had not done scalling in 3 years. Every time I went there they kept asking me to use mouth wash and said there is no deposit.…
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I haven’t had any problems like bad breath since last few years because I have been taking care of myself. I didn’t take care of myself when I was raped and sexually assaulted 6 years ago. I don’t deny it. Also, whatever happened with the dentist 6 years ago was an exaggeration of the truth.…
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In case I talk to Taylor Swift tomorrow and there is a misunderstanding between us and she even writes a diss track based on the misunderstanding. I will do everything in my power to clear the misunderstanding. I will even take the next flight to her place and stand outside her house with a board…
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Every mean word I’ve said and my retaliations are just 20% of the suffering that I was put through because of the perpetrators. And it is very much justified. Karma will be served by God. Whatever people are doing is man made. No matter what the world does the perpetrators can’t escape their Karma. Mark…
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Also, whatever I’ve said about the perpetrators is the truth 100%. I showed the courage and spoke openly about my experience with them and every single thing that happened and that they did. I have said everything about the immense internal manipulations and cleared each and every thing one by one. I have proved myself…
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I’m not committed to misunderstanding anyone. I had the courage to speak the truth about how people treated me and what they did and what I had to face because of them. The only reason for doing this was because people were misunderstanding my retaliations. I spoke openly about each and every thought I had…
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People will stoop to any level to save the perpetrators. They don’t care if I get hurt in the process. This is what’s happening. This is the truth.
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There is so much internal manipulations, I’m putting the truth in front of the world. People are just trying to save each other by making it look like I’m the problem. I’m showing the truth to the world now. This is the real truth. People are stopping to the extreme level to save each other…
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I came here at Kauvery Hospital to the dentist for sensitivity and there was so much internal manipulations that happened. The Doctor here was trying to help the dentist near my house by repeating again and again that my teeth is clean and perfect. When I was speaking about sensitivity. The sensitivity issue started few…
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The bedroom that saw the countless nights when I battled suffocation and death. The bedroom where I grieved and balled my eyes over the loss of the life that I took a lifetime to build. The bedroom where I made cringey YouTube video one after the other and didn’t give up because my life counted…
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Honestly, Draco is not my type. Even online, I don’t find her even remotely attractive. She has extreme anger issues, so she has an angry face all the bloody time. She doesn’t even know to smile. She looks constipated in pictures as I mentioned multiple times. Also, her personality sucks. Her ego is bigger than…
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Draco was obsessing over a manager who looked at 2-3 times at Ministry. She spoke about him continuously for 2 years (I think) saying that he was in love with her because he looked at her 2-3 times. She would even walk in front of him so that he looks at her ass. Her ass…
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I knew things and I didn’t know things at the same time. Everything I did and said back then was copied from books, TV or my friends. Honestly, even now it’s the same. I literally copy everything about Ginny and my favorite fictional characters, Taylor Swift and so many other things and people. I have…
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I don’t remember anything about California girls by Katy Perry. I used to listen to a lot of english music growing up. Like a lot. Music and books was important back then, like it is now. I’ve watched a lot of TV series and anime too. I used to live in fandom. Honestly, I was…
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Kreacher did not distance herself quietly when I deleted her number several times and when I unfollowed her multiple times because of her behaviour. She also didn’t distance herself quietly when I was screaming to the world we aren’t friends and the world was hurting me like I’m an animal. During these times she was…
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I don’t trauma dump on anyone, hence I expect the same from them. Because I always have bigger problems. I’m okay with listening to Ginny. I’m okay with my family and people who are close to me telling me their problems, when I have the mindspace to listen. I’m okay solving the problems of the…
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My anger and mean words are a retaliation and just 20% of the suffering that I went through because of the perpetrators. I don’t kill people intentionally. I just kill people in self defence. i.e Expelliarmus. Also, I don’t misuse my power. People spoke shit to the world first and I address it on the…
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Also, Kreacher and I barely spoke. There was barely anything. Also, if there was “the undying affection” why the fuck was she trying to cut me off by attacking me. When I didn’t comply to her force. Also, the extreme sadism. She never imagined I’ll tell her manager because she said it herself, “why did…
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Ginny isn’t perfect like everyone else in this world. She has flaws, just that I don’t talk about them. I know some of them and it doesn’t bother me much. I’m okay with it. I’m not interested in speaking about it. I worked on those thoughts myself for a long time and got over it…
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Kreacher just likes the idea of me because firstly we never had that kinda conversation. I have never shared anything with her on a personal note. We never met outside. She doesn’t even understand me as a person. And after everything that she did. The love and friendship she is saying she has, isn’t reflected…
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Some people just like the idea of me because I’m shiny and they say things like they love me etc. But on a personal level, the love that they are saying they have, isn’t reflected in their behaviour and actions. Some people from my past were in my life for attention and ulterior motives. There…
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If people like me for my work and the changes I’m making etc, it makes sense. But they should also be mindful about how they treat me and their behaviour. They are also lying about the relationship that we shared. Because on a personal front, that love and care that they are proclaiming to the…
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People are twisting the reality to make it look like I’m the bad guy in this situation when I’m not the one who is at fault. Every single person reading this knows that. I have proved it as well. Also, I haven’t killed anyone. People spoke shit about me to the world and threw shade…
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Also, even when I’m sexting men, I don’t like the having sex part. I do enjoy it to an extent. But after that the moment passes. Even the men I was casual with in real life, I would do it only till second base. After that it would be weird and I stop. My feelings…
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Keerthana and Symran are the only two women I have felt like having sex with. I have taken names of everyone I had a crush on as well. As far as I remember I’ve said everything. Also, I’m sure I won’t feel a thing if I meet these women in real life. Because with my…
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I don’t understand why people are obsessed about me so much and every single detail this way. I did admit that I used to sext men I was talking to and dating. I was young and naive. It was fun sometimes. But yeah, sexting is different from real life. In real life, I don’t like…
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I worked hard to reach here and fought through death, thunderstorms and obstacles. I want to be treated conventionally. I don’t think there’s anything wrong in saying this. I don’t want to be worshipped or anything. But yeah, I want conventional treatment. I’m good at what I do that’s why I am where I am.…
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I worked really hard to reach here and now that I know how to navigate what’s happening, I do like certain things to an extent, yes. There’s not going to be a normal life again and this is the new normal. I have accepted it. I do like seeing different dimensions to my ideas and…
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One day when I was with Voldemort, she called her sister and asked me to question her about the fly of her jeans and I blindly listened. I didn’t know what it meant or why she said that. But now it makes sense.
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I’ve never behaved superior to anyone. It’s Kreacher’s ego that’s not allowing her to take accountability and apologize for her wrong doings. She always wants an upper hand in the conversation, she doesn’t like the fact that I’m no longer a failure and things worked out for me. She was jealous of my success, so…
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I don’t know why people are supporting the people who are wrong and calling them “beloved” and that’s why they killed Sirius instead. If you are talking about Mr Naidu, that man kept stalking me since the beginning, he mistreated me constantly and we spoke only for few minutes. Later again he kept stalking and…
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Also, once you build that connection, you need to learn to maintain it as well. Few things you can do to maintain it are, These are a few ways to maintain a connection.
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I feel when you speak to someone, you need not have common interests to connect with them. I usually connect with people who are easy to talk to, who understands me and my way of speaking, someone who can hold a conversation and most importantly, both of us should be interested to keep the conversation…
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If people whom I interacted with like me for my work and what I’m doing. It makes sense. But on a personal front, I have clear about what exactly happened and how they behaved and what I had to endure because of them. People should also know and be mindful about how they behave and…
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Ginny kept friend zoning me when we were dating and saying friends friends, when we were obviously attracted to each other. One day I got irritated and said, if you friendzone me like this I’m going to bro zone you. So that she understands how much it is hurting me to be “friends”. When we…
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I said Ginny liked me before I started dressing hot because all men like me because I’m hot. That’s what everyone says to me. That I’m hot. I don’t enjoy that compliment though. Anyway. Just clarifying because I know it sounded strange. Goodnight.
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Ginny liked me even before I started dressing hot. I wasn’t hot when I met her. I was a mess. And she saw me for who I was and loved me. That’s when my life drastically changed and so did I. I don’t even want to imagine not meeting her. Because I would not be…
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I remember who sat with me in the dirt during the storm. I remember who reciprocated my love and efforts. I remember who showed their love, not just speak it. I remember who was there for me. ….. Also, Instagram doesn’t mean shit. I’m extremely flaky there. I follow people because I like their work.…
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Winni didn’t “disturb” me and I didn’t dislike her for a long time as well. I just wasn’t looking for anything and whatever she did, I just ignored. I always respected, cared and helped, even if I wanted to be alone. I stayed silent about it for a long time as well. Please read my…
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I don’t see life as a game. I wasn’t gaming with anyone. I haven’t till now. I don’t start anything. I usually just let things slide and see good in people. When it gets too much and it’s not working, I silently remove myself from the situation without hurting them. I react only when they…
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I think people are doing this intentionally to fuck content from me. By being committed to misunderstanding me and hurting me, even though everything is cleared. There is no other reasonable explanation and whatever people are doing is cruel and inhuman. Making me suffer for the benefit and betterment of the world and to exploit…
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Every single person knows what happened to me was wrong. Everyone knows I’m innocent too. I don’t understand why people are still continuing to support the perpetrators and glorifying the demons. Even after clarifying what happened.
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I have immense self respect and self love. But I don’t have ego. I only get along with certain kinda people. I don’t value deep conversations or connections. I value other basic things. Also, I don’t go for face value because people are always trying to save face in front of the world and people.…
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If people are trying to show me something silly that happened with Ginny two years ago and trying to create beef. It’s not going to work. I know her truth. Because I know her.
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Every single suffering that I have gone through till now, will hit the source. I’m sure of it. Because God was with me and He saw what happened with me. It has always hit the source. I’m okay being patient.
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If people love me and my work and what I’m doing it makes sense. I love and care about everyone from a distance too. This is the most I can do. I’m not like other famous people hence I cannot interact with everyone like how others do. It’s not humanly possible for me to accept…
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Just because I’m able to rise above the drama and games each time and prove myself. And apparently I have a track record of doing it. Doesn’t mean there is anything behind it. There is no one else who will stand up for me, so I’m advocating and fighting for myself and my truth. Every…
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If people want to misunderstand me intentionally and say things, that’s fine. I’m okay being misunderstood because I have been misunderstood my whole life. It doesn’t bother me. I don’t know if they are doing it for the benefit of the perpetrators. Because I’m different with a different life, the world has been taking sides…
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I had a lot of trouble speaking and understanding, after I started interacting with people. Also, the preconceived notions and false empathy created by Voldemort made matters worse. I have broken and cleared the shit with Voldemort. Also, whatever problems I had with interacting with people and the social norms, I have learnt it myself…
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Kreacher is also lying about the relationship we shared. There was nothing good between us. There was barely anything, I’m sure she has much better rapport and connection with others in her life. She was just chasing and forcing because I’m shiny. And when I didn’t reciprocate, she did whatever she did and showed her…
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I was trying to clear the misunderstandings that was created by Voldemort, that’s it. And prove my innocence and sanity. That was my only intention to write here. I have been trying to clear it since a decade. I did do that. I have cleared it. I took revenge on people who treated me worse…
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She was chasing me for attention and because I’m shiny. There was no love in the interactions, her behaviour and actions. I’m the better judge of what happened because I have first hand experience with everyone. Also, after whatever happened to me. The way I’m behaving is quite normal. …. I don’t understand why the…
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Whoever I’m following on Instagram as I already mentioned, I’ve been following them since many years. Also, I don’t know anyone personally to call them my friends. ….. I wasn’t really looking to make friends since a year because I was going through hell in my life. When I go out, I go out because…
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I don’t remember the exact timelines, words and numbers when I’m writing here. I’m retelling to the best of my memory. Everything I’ve said is the truth though. Also, there seems to be a lot of mistakes when I go back and read. I can’t correct them now. … When I called Kreacher for a…
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God saw the unjust suffering and God will give me justice. Even if the world doesn’t. I don’t understand why the world is hurting me on her behalf when everyone clearly knows I’m innocent. And continuing to hurt me even now. But I know for sure every single suffering will be paid by the perpetrator.
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People are trying to use the same words I said to Kreacher out of context and in an inhuman way to justify her actions. Also using the eyes emoji within context of the sentences. But no matter what the world does, what Kreacher did and what I endured because of her can never ever be…
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Also, my success is not luck. I worked really hard, as I said before. I deserve it. My ideas and content is good. If it wasn’t good, I wouldn’t be here. …… I don’t want it to be taken away because someone is jealous and evil. I fought through thunderstorm because I know I’m innocent.…
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I never invalidate or undermine anyone’s problems. I always help my friends. I don’t appreciate trauma dumping from a stranger whom I asked to take my picture. And continuosly and consistently doing it after that incident whenever she sees me. As though I’m going to that restaurant just to listen to her problems and be…
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I was happy 3 months ago that things finally worked out for me and my hard work payed off. Everyone stopped gaslighting me and everyone I was speaking to was happy for me. When Kreacher came and spoke to me and I told her that I had a fight with my parents, she suddenly started…
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I’ve been doing the same with every single person who did me wrong. My prayers have always been answered. I’m okay being patient.
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She is a fame fucker. We barely spoke and if she is making a big deal out of this and saying we were friends etc. It’s all baloney. Because she has so many people whom she speaks to on regular basis and meets outside regularly. And if she is sticking onto this and when there…
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Whenever the world does something to hurt me for the benefit of Kreacher. It just makes me despise her more and more and more and more. I despise her to the core of my being now because of what the world is doing and every single time someone does something, I pray to God it…
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Quote of the day.
“I believe we have a choice in this world about how to tell sad stories” – Hazel Grace Lancaster. “I’m higher than the hopes that you brought down” – Olivia Rodrigo.
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“I see it all, I see it now.” – Katy Perry. I know my self worth and what’s happening clearly now. We are on the same page right now. Also, I’m sure everyone in this world knows me well now, like on a personal level. I have cleared all the immense BS, that was my…
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I silently took Draco’s extreme anger issues and stayed under her foot the entire time we spoke. People from the past are not reaching out to redeem themselves or apologize because we never had that kinda rapport or friendship. They almost never text me first. Unless they need something. I have never got even a…
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I’d rather be a misunderstood villain or hero. I never want to be a victim and be helpless. No way. I’m not interested in fucking sympathy. I don’t want anyone’s sympathy. Even if I will not do any evil things, obviously (snape’s voice, iykyk). I prefer that label over victim. I keep getting up, work…
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When people speak shit about me to kill me and I get fucked. And when I suffer because of their evil, it’s completely okay and people even want me dead based But when I speak the truth and the real culprit comes out. It’s not okay at all and no one believes in karma and…
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People are holding the fucking artifact in the house and calling it friendship, when the whole foundation is missing. Not to mention the house is bloody haunted. I remember clearly, starting of last year when I was suicidal and lonely. I had failed and my parents and everyone were torturing me. Ginny wasn’t speaking to…
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If people like me for my work and what I’m doing, it makes sense. Everyone in my community are my friends and I love and care about everyone from a distance. But on a personal front, people I’ve interacted with are lying about the relationship we shared. If there was friendship and love reflected in…
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Just because someone wants to talk to me and is repenting for their behaviour, doesn’t mean the world should constantly hurt me this way. That too after everything I’ve been through in my life. People should also consider the fact if I want to do that or not. And I don’t. I never ever want…
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No matter how long this goes on for and no matter what the world does. I prefer dying alone than talk to people who I stopped speaking with. They aren’t my friends and they never were. They are lying about the fact that there was friendship. There is not even a single good memory. This…
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People are pretending to dislike me for the benifit of the people I dislike. I don’t understand why because I’m sure everyone dislikes someone in their life and I’m sure they will definitely dislike the people because of whom they were going to die multiple times and faced absolute hell in the duration of 3…
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I see people using a lot of labels and I don’t understand much about it and how serious it is. I can be a bit stupid sometimes. But this is what I had to say on this topic. I do notice people carrying resentment in them. I feel we need to let that go, you…
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This is going to sting and cause chaos but I’m going to say it anyway. I’m going to stand on a neutral ground and address this, I’m not going to pick a side. So here goes. Stop labeling people and putting them in a box. Yes. Unless there was a serious offence committed by this…
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I haven’t hurt anyone close to me. People were misunderstanding me so I cleared all the BS and spoke about what really happened. The people whom I took revenge on aren’t close to me. People are lying about the place they hold in my life to the world. They are lying about the love as…
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I’m straight since so long now. My vagina is literally so dead. Because I have not met Ginny also in so long. My sexual feelings for her are ebbing. It will come back when we speak I know. I feel things when I think about Ginny sometimes in that way. Mostly I just think about…
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Sometimes I’m sad because I can’t be happy always. It’s really not possible. I have my melancholy days too. It’s mostly external because some people are shit.
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This whole BS was started by Voldemort. She spoke in a certain way and because of that guilt, she felt I was too. But I wasn’t. I’m always direct. And all the false empathy created immense BS. Anyway. I have cleared everything and solved this stupid problem after so many years of trying to figure…
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I was telling my therapist I vibe to all kinda music even if I don’t relate to it or understand. Because I like the beats or the vibe. And I gave her examples of the same picking the random and crazy ones. I even listen to spanish and tamil. I don’t understand the language. There…
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Will texted me saying “Take care” because I was sick and going through shit. I didn’t want to talk or stay in touch, so I said a proper goodbye. But it was nice to receive a take care from a friend when you are going through shit in life. I added his contact. I had…
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I had an anxiety attack in the night and couldn’t sleep for a long time because of his extreme psychological abuse. After that I started missing Ginny. Finally I slept. I don’t talk about everything so I didn’t talk about it here. I usually just let things go. I don’t understand why people are watching…
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The people in California Burrito have been intentionally giving me spicy food since 2 months. I was calm while speaking to the staff. I spoke to the operations manager and addressed the issue. He constantly gaslighted me continuously for 5 minutes. Gaslighting is psychological abuse to the extreme form and harassment to the extreme form…
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Just now they showed me Anushka Sharma’s picture in a bra and blazer and when I refreshed they are showing me her picture in black and white with the eyes emoji. This has crossed the line and the limit long ago. A lot of shit like this is happening. Everything is already cleared and done.…
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Can someone please take care of the person who is controlling the content I receive on my phone. They intentionally do things and create false realities to provoke and hurt me. They try to intentionally stir drama and are causing psychological abuse all the time. I know it’s someone from India or Bangalore based on…
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Kreacher told me she is going to quit in February itself and she was giving interviews. If she quit, it’s because things got awkward after what happened and she was going to do it since a very long time anyway. And whatever happened just pushed that decision. Nothing heroic about it. Also, she is just…
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Ginny stopped speaking to me because the world made her to. She didn’t mean the things she said. I know her well. Stop creating false realities. End of the story.
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You can check my Instagram history on how many times I unfollowed Jack Edwards and Destiny initially before following them permanently. That’s because I did not know them well before. I take time. They are one of the prominent people of book community and good looking as well. You can clearly understand I’m not biased…
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I don’t understand why people are highlighting the part of me looking at this woman’s tshirt for less than a fraction of second to see the color with the intention to compliment. Which was very much in context of the continuous conversation since day one. When the woman in question was lusting on me since…
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Everyone knows I’m innocent and I’m speaking the truth. I have given all possible proofs I can think of. I don’t understand why I’m being hurt even after everything is done. I have been clear about everything. Constantly taunting me about the same thing even after speaking about it multiple times doesn’t make sense. This…
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My so called friends in the past have called me inconspicuous and ignored me in groups and treated me like I’m invisible my whole life. I have gone to places I wasn’t invited to because I didn’t understand things. I have begged disgusting people to stay because of the abandonment issues that I had, which…
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But yeah. If someone lacks the ability to maintain harmony, as I mentioned in my previous blog and fucks with me. It’s not me who will speak to you. You have to face the rage of the mother of dragons. So before you fuck with me, understand your enemy.
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When I look at the world, sometimes I feel the world is going crazy. The whole problem with people these days is that they carry so much animosity towards each other. It comes out at times in the form of bullying, sometimes it’s passive aggressive taunts, sometimes it’s in the form of jokes and so…
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I’m sure the world is trying to fuck content from me by putting me in a spot. Because everything is over and done. I refuse to oblige. Thank you.
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I know the value of my words and thoughts. You can create false scenarios all you want. I refuse to react to false realities and I refuse to add value to the world till I get what I asked for. As simple as that.
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Just to be clear. Being deprived of love and empathy is not wrong. But throwing shade, spoiling my name, disrespecting, betraying etc is definitely wrong. I have a lot of love in me and I always give out love, I like to keep my distance. I keep it casual always unless I feel a connection.…
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Lucius used to compliment my ass, nose, jawline, hair, clothes and every thing about me multiple times every time I would meet him. I use to compliment the same way. We used to hype each other up. We were extremely open minded, there was no toxicity regarding these things between us. We had some good…
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After I kissed Sid, I told him I don’t feel anything. I kissed him because he said he likes me and he was thinking about it for a year. I said it’s like Rachel kissing Joey, after. I’ve said I love him platonically and I miss him etc and he would say it back. He…
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My female friends have kissed my cheeks, hugged me, said i love you all the time, called me doll, babe, princess and so many other compliments like this. They would keep complimenting my clothes and so many other things. We would speak about everything under the sun. I have complimented random strangers on the road…
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I was good friends with Kishore PC for few years many years ago. We used to say I love you platonically and whenever I used to feel shitty I used to hug him more than normal amount and he would ask “what happened”. We literally had a healthy friendship. No one made it sexual. He…
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I literally pointed at the sweatshirt and looked at it and squeeked “its so cute” few times, before speaking to the manager and asking one for me. No one created any drama by saying, I looked at their breast because I was clear with my words and actions. It was within context. I was kind…
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There is literally nothing wrong with me and I don’t do anything out of ordinary. With the right people things flow like water. It’s a personal experience with each and every person. If people have good experience with me, it’s because I am always good and empathetic. I’m non problematic because I don’t start anything.…
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I have spoken casually to 4-5 staff working at BLR multiple times. Because I used to regularly go there. I have asked them their names and spoken about casual things when I see them. I really like their sweatshirt during winter, I used to tell them it’s so cute by pointing at it couple of…
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I did have some bad experiences at 46 initially. I had bad experiences everywhere, so I can let it go. But after a while when the misunderstandings cleared, everyone were good and friendly to me every time I went there. When I had tonsils and I used to go there, the people working there used…
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I have cut so many people off since I started working on myself during covid and started therapy. That’s when I started understanding things. What people were doing and how badly they were treating me. I starting loving myself and learning self respect. My mental health drastically improved too. There was nothing good between me…
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This is response to what I saw online. ….. Kreacher gave me something to eat 2 times when I went there, from the menu because she can take it. I clearly said no each time. The management did it 2 times too. Because I’m regular there, since I moved here. Other restaurants have done it…
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People whom I stopped speaking to don’t miss me, they miss having a doormat in their life. And probably they didn’t find a replacement doormat because no one else would have taken their shit silently like me. Also, since I’m everywhere now, they miss me. That’s all. Because there was nothing important required for the…
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Let’s talk about people torturing me in all forms and calling me names based on my reaction to torture. Let’s do a social experiment of torturing someone normal the same way and when he reacts to the torture, let’s give him a permanent label based on the reaction. Shall we? Clue – Cat.
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Most importantly, Let’s not forget that I was treated like a doormat and kept under people’s foot my whole life. And the men whom I rejected speaking shit to spoil my name because they are bitter that they can never be with me. ….. Now that things are in perspective, please stop flipping the reality…
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Let’s not forget that I was gaslighted my whole life. And as a solution, they use words like best of both worlds. Let’s also not forget that people are continuing to invade my privacy and space without my consent. Also, faking suspicion when everyone clearly knows I am infact innocent and sane.
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Oh and I forgot. Let’s talk about the beloved people who treated me like an animal and constantly hurt me throughout my life based on the manipulations of evil people who I came in contact with. Without asking my side of the story and my POV. Let’s talk about all the times I was silenced…
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Please don’t believe anything you hear about me, unless I say it. I’ve said everything and have left no room for misunderstandings. There is so much internal manipulations, I swear. People do their best to avoid accountability by shifting the focus on me and my poor family. And digging false dirt. Instead let’s focus and…
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Dobby dying is awful and extremely traumatic. I totally agree 100%. Unfortunately, I’ve never been lucky to meet someone like Dobby in my life. There has only been Death eaters, Dementors, Voldemort and his disgusting creepy followers. I totally agree, fuck Bellatrix. : ).
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I didn’t feel Kreacher’s pimple like how the doctor at the hospital did to me. I lightly tapped it like a feather just once. I have never said or done anything to her which was out of ordinary to create any sort of misunderstandings. It’s not my fault that her mind is in a closed…
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When someone doesn’t think twice before being evil and traumatizing and assualting me. I don’t need to think twice before retaliating. After everything I faced because of this person. I’m handling it better than anyone in this world can do.
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I don’t understand why the world is taking sides with people who traumatized me and assualted me. Even though they know I’m innocent and they are well aware of the truth. I don’t understand why people are intentionally doing this. When someone causes immense trauma, not liking them is quite normal. I don’t understand why…
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I don’t dislike ACOTAR. It’s good. I can’t commit to a series right now, so I stopped reading for now. I have a lot of books on my TBR. So I felt I should finish those first before adding more books. My reading speed is extremely slow because of what’s happening in my life. This…
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I don’t know why the incident with Kreacher is being mentioned in my audiobook. …. I did not even look at her breast. I just looked at her sleeve and I looked at it for a fraction of a second and less. Just a blink of an eye with the intention to compliment the color…
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I was put in a spot to forgive Kreacher by telling me her backstory. So I got carried away and said I forgive her. But since I said that, that feeling hasn’t been constant. I don’t think I want to forgive. What I faced because of this person’s evilness was way too serious and traumatic.…
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Most importantly, I never had hallucinations and I wasn’t violent. The way I reacted is a normal reaction to abnormal amount of torture in all forms. I never had suspicion too. All that is BS. A lot of people fucked up. Accept your fuck ups instead of shifting focus and blame.
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Don’t side step from the truth and accountability and try to shift the focus to my flaws and my poor family. My parents aren’t that education and they lacked knowledge and experience. To top it off we were in the spotlight so made mistakes which is a result of the circumstances we faced. Also, we…
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Having a shitty past doesn’t give anyone the excuse for their shitty behaviour. Joker had a shitty past too but that doesn’t mean we will empathize with him when he does something wrong. We feel for him and understand where he is coming from. But wrong is wrong in all senses. The same holds for…
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I don’t know who is controlling my content online and showing me all these things. They try to undermine me, my value and create false realities. They constantly try to bring me down. Also, a lot of shit happens whenever I step out too. They hurt me each and every time I have the courage…
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This is based on what I read online. I do not have hallucinations. I don’t know why people think that? I do not understand why the word “incest” was used and why it is mentioned in Daisy Haites too? There hasn’t been any such thing. FYI, I was innocent for a very long time. I…
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Yes, I do understand Winni’s POV and where she is coming from. But that doesn’t change the fact that we don’t work and what I faced. After everything that I went through when we barely spoke, it’s quite evident that it’s not going to work and I cannot reconcile the relationship. The enormity of what…
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Each and every retaliations of mine are justified and well deserved. The people on the receiving end caused that much suffering and they treated me worse than shit. I don’t understand why my suffering is undermined and I’m being hurt again unjustly for my self defence. When self defence is not guilty even in the…
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I was tremendously traumatized because of what happened these last few months. I worked on it and came out of it with immense willpower. I don’t like staying stuck and I know I’m innocent so there was no question of giving up. I persisted and held on. Fought and solved my problems one by one.…
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This is in response to what I saw online. ….. This is also a meaning of the word threaten. When I said Deepak GS threatened me, this is what I meant. He kept repeating “kiss me” like a parrot and when I said no, he said he will stop meeting me and talking to me…
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Every single pain that the world is continuing to put me through is man made and it is going to hit the person responsible back like boomerang. That’s how karma works. I know it will happen and it has happened before, so I’m going to be patient. Because I trust God. I know he will…
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I have peace in knowing that Karma will hit the people who did me wrong and who is responsible for what is happening to me like a boomerang. Every suffering I went through is going to come back to them. That’s how karma works. I’ve been saying this since a decade and it really did…
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I didn’t do anything wrong, I was the one who faced the wrong doings. And because I had the courage to speak up about the mistreatment and abuse that was done to me, I’m being constantly hurt by the world. I was the one who faced the unjust suffering. People should be empathizing with me…
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Few things to remember, Please don’t believe anything you hear about me, unless I say it. Also, if there’s a misunderstanding please ask me what happened and my side of the story, before creating a riot. And please don’t believe people when they say they are my friend etc, people are bullshiting in front of…
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I was wearing a mini skirt today and an extremely creepy woman was ogling at my legs in my apartment.
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Today while returning home the uber driver intentionally and unnecessarily asked “youre rachana right” 3 times to stab me. Can someone please take care that people and cab drivers don’t stab me intentionally this way. Also, can someone please take care of the content I receive on my phone on social media and news section.…
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Everything I’ve said is true. Even about my parents and Dumbledore. Dumbledore fucked up and is taking credit for my smartness. I saw him fuck up on his face. But with my parents I’m not interested in proving I’m right. I saw their truth too. But I’m letting it go. Also, when someone does something…
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Today morning mother was trying to make me angry by doing things intentionally. God only knows why. I didn’t react though. I raised my voice little bit and they started preaching, not to shout. My energy was drained in the morning seeing father’s angry face and mother trying to stab me. The way I reacted…
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Can someone take care of the person who is controlling the content on my phone to hurt me intentionally. Everything is over and done. Everyone knows I’m innocent and the truth is staring at people on their faces. I don’t think I need to give an explanation for anything anymore. Everyone is done now. Someone…
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I saw a picture online which reminded me of the time I met Mouna shree and I got really drunk. Like drunk AF. She wanted to take pictures and asked me to kiss her cheek. I don’t know if that picture has anything to do with what I saw online. Just know I was drunk…
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When I said I don’t watch movies, I meant I don’t watch what everyone watches. The only thing I watch is superhero, romance and animation. Sometimes fantasy. I rarely watch anything else. I’m not a watching person, but I’ve made a list and stuff so that I can be. …. I don’t read extensively too.…
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If you are making money out of social media, being involved in it and paying attention to things relating to it, is necessary and makes absolute sense. But if you aren’t, I guess everyone has their priorities. Posting for friends and stuff like that. I cared about it till Ginny was following me, now it’s…
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I’m not anti social. I’m good to people who are good to me. If someone is shit, I don’t need to be good to them. I’m sure no one in this world would be too. …… I don’t know why I’m explaining myself and why I have to give an explanation for each and every…
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Also, I don’t like following people whom I don’t know on social media. I like to know people before following. Even if it’s content creators, I see their reels many many times on my feed before following. I hardly watch movies etc, that’s why I don’t follow many celebrities. I’m more into reading, hence I…
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I use social media sometimes, yes. Sometimes I doom scroll too. Because I like to stay updated on the world. But it’s not the centre of my universe. Also, I’m not petty over it. I don’t let hell loose if someone unfollows me or doesn’t like my picture. I don’t keep track of who viewed…
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Joke of the day.
Since everyone are saying I love games. Let’s play a game of calling everyone who harasses celebrities and public figures and causes trauma to them as “Dobby” and disgrace his name. So fun. (This is sarcasm, in case Sheldon Cooper is reading this😝)
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When people don’t want to accept their fuck ups, that’s when they speak the bullshit that I read on the news section online. I know my worth and I know the truth. Whoever is controlling my content and creating false realities needs to understand what they are doing is wrong and it needs to stop,…
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Don’t even try to justify the utterly monstrous barbaricity that I faced for having the courage to speak up about the mistreatment that I experienced. Don’t even try. Have the ability to accept that you fucked up.
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Based on what I read online. What happened to me 2 months ago cannot be justified and it certainly was not deserved, so don’t even try to make it seem like it was deserved. No one asked me my side of the story before creating the riots on the street. So please don’t speak bullshit…
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Please don’t create false realities about Ginny. I know she loves me, end of the story. The last conversation we had was out of character for her. So don’t fuck with me. I always use please, thank you and sorry. It’s because my mannerism is on point. Sometimes I overuse them, yeah I’m working on…
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Karma is going to come back in a full circle and hit the people who did me wrong like a boomerang. God will give me justice, even if the world doesn’t. Mark my words. (Khaleesi, “He ate and left no crumbs, your honour.”)
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The crochet people never had a problem with me. If they did, they wouldn’t have asked me to take up classes with the manager and offered to take classes at different timings. They are using my flaws as a weapon because I exposed the truth. Also, I spoke the truth only because they cheated me…
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I’m sure the stalkers who barge into Taylor Swift’s house loves her and considers her as a “friend”. I’m sure she would have helped them in someway. But I don’t see anyone or the world using these things as an excuse to get away from the mistreatment that was done on her. I don’t see…
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There was an old man who was “loyal” and loved Taylor Swift who looked at her and masturbated at her concert and he was sent to prison. I don’t see anyone hurting or taunting Taylor Swift saying that old man was “loyal” and loved her. And she should not speak up about the wrong doings…
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I don’t understand why the world is taking sides with people who traumatized me and did me wrong. People should be empathizing with me for the way I was treated by these people. But people are hurting me for having the courage to speak up about the mistreatment and the horror. Is this even the…
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Just because I’m able to clear my name and speak about who the real culprit is doesn’t mean I’m gaming. I don’t understand why I’m being hurt when I speak about what people did to me and the way I’m being treated by them. Which is quite disgusting, creepy, pathological and abusive.
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If I had something like that in my heart towards Kreacher, I would not have deleted his number and unfollowed him on Instagram. But I did. Because his energy was off. Common sense. Also, I have never approached Kreacher myself. He was the one who was constantly approaching me and forcing himself in my life.…
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The shit that I’m going through just because I’m bisexual and even after speaking about each and every thing about my bisexuality, is quite monstrous and horrendous. I have cleared all the manipulations and even taken names of everyone I was attracted to. I’m not ashamed of my bisexuality, I have a fucking tattoo and…
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If he is reading this I hope he gets the message. It’s getting scary now. Because I don’t think it’s coincidence. So yeah.
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I was stupid last year and didn’t have an understanding so I tried to be friends with him, but as I said I was mistreated each time. Now that I reflect on the experience, I was not only mistreated but also being stalked. He would intentionally come out at the same time and stand in…
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These days since last few weeks, I keep seeing him everywhere I go. It’s getting a bit scary. Because it doesn’t feel coincidental. Because of the experience I had with him previously.
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Mr Naidu is my neighbour whom I spoke to only 3-4 times for few minutes each. After speaking to me the first time he asked me what time I come for my walks and he started coming out exactly at the same time and started stalking me. Each time we spoke I was mistreated badly.…
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The puzzle is solved in front of me. I have taken a step back and I’m looking at it from a bigger picture. I know what I went through and what exactly happened with each and every person. I know what is a misunderstanding that can slide and what isn’t a misunderstanding but malevolence and…
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Everything is over and done. I don’t see why this is prolonging. People are just treating me like a lab rat right now and creating false realities and controlling things around me, to fuck content. You need to understand that playing with someone’s emotions like this to this extent is wrong and cruel. Understand when…
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Atleast I’m real. I don’t play the victim card to fuck sympathy and attention. That too when there was absolutely nothing between me and that person and when we barely even spoke. And I was mistreated the entire time. Hilarious. …. When you continuously mistreat and betray someone when they are at their worst, don’t…
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I don’t have double standards to pretend to love someone in front of the world and treat them like shit in reality. It’s completely okay to dislike the people who do you wrong in front of the bloody world and to their fucking faces at the same time. I don’t care what people say. Do…
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Also, most importantly. Everything I do and say is within context of the situation and conversation. I have also taken accountability for all my mishaps and blunders unabashedly. I also accepted I was crazy because of the torture. Please understand from your mistakes and ask me “what happened” and my side of the story like…
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Also when there’s a misunderstanding, I like to have a one on one conversation. I don’t prefer a mediator. I understand and acknowledge. But people need to speak for themselves. …. I understand Ginny’s non verbals because I know her. I see it on her face and eyes, silences and messages. I understand the non…
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I cannot spend my lifetime translating my soul to someone who doesn’t understand me on this basic things and causes this much turbulence and trauma. I’m an extremely simple person. I like to keep my life simple and away from unnessary drama and trauma. I look for things which I’m sure everyone in this world…
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Just like Daisy, no matter how much I try to escape this life for a normal life, I can never have a normal life. Because this is who I am, a superhero, the boy who lived and the mother of dragons. This is the only thing about Daisy that I relate to, otherwise I’m a…
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People are taking the Instagram post about being smart and the hukum song to an extreme level and prolonging it negatively. I don’t think of myself to be a king or anything of that sort. I just relate only to the part of the song that I posted, not the entire song. And you will…
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The world should understand that I don’t start things. I’m just throwing the shit and malevolence that was thrown on me back at them. It’s called as retaliation. I don’t start shit. ….. No matter what the world does, It’s man made. God was with me and He saw what happened, Justice will be served…
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When the world wanted me dead time and time again and were hurting me like an animal without asking my side of the story and what happened. I did not see anyone saying, be kind or stop hating or karma doesn’t exist etc. But now that the tables have turned and the truth is in…
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My female friends in the past have spoken about so many things to me and complimented me in so many different ways. Because of these experiences I have a broader mindset and I’m extremely open minded as well. I don’t know why I have to break down each and everything I have said this way…
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I have been shaving my legs since many years now and I have these slight black patches all over. I ask every women I meet the same question if they shave or wax. Which I did with Kreacher too. I speak about the same thing to my mother too, that she is so lucky she…
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This is in response to what I read online. If you think I’m not nice, that’s fine with me. I’m not interested in being nice to people who don’t respect me. I’m a good person, I don’t feel the need to prove it. You can think whatever you may. I don’t give a fuck. ….…
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I do not understand what people are trying to do, tbh. What is all this mind games? And who is doing all this? And what do people want from me? Why the fuck are people doubting me even after saying all the fucking shit that happened? This needs to stop. Please put an end to…
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I don’t know why people are creating a fake reality and throwing it at me through the news. Whoever is doing this need to stop this shit. I have clearly spoken about everything and cleared all the misunderstandings. I have given proof for everything possible too. Instead of taunting me, you need to question the…
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I wasn’t interested in Voldemort or her ex. I can’t believe that’s how she twisted the reality. I couldn’t speak so all this shit happened. Now I have the biggest strength, I can speak and articulate. I have persisted and spoken the truth. I have said everything about what everyone did.
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I saw the news post, a cage in search of bird. I’m assuming it’s about Voldemort. That’s far away from the reality. That’s not what happened at all. I have spoken about everything that really happened here.
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Draco never had a problem with me when I was doormat, if he did he would have stopped speaking to me. But he didn’t. Because he was using me as a doormat. He started having problems only after I changed and started calling out his shit. He was extremely abusive, traumatic and toxic. We did…
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Whoever is doing this shit needs to stop. Stop controlling my content and controlling things around me and taunting me to this extent. I’ve already spoken about everything. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Draco is Draco. He is definitely not Ron and can never be. I don’t find him attractive in any way. He’s…
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This is a reminder that my money will be getting over in a month and I’m waiting for what I asked for. I’m not going to be writing anything that’s of value till then. No matter what the world does, there’s going to be no words of wisdom from me or fanfics or anything of…
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I’ve already spoken about everything. I don’t understand why I’m being tortured like this. If you are doing it for content, I’m not interested. I’m not interested in rekindling any friendship too. I feel like thrashing certain people on the table and wiping the table with their face. I’m not interested in talking or even…
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I don’t value deep conversations, I value connections. Otherwise I just keep it casual. I don’t get attached when it’s casual. ….. Draco is draco. Draco cannot be Ron and is definitely not Ron. The characters in my story is exactly who they are. I know the fandom and I know what was the truth…
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Please don’t hurt Taylor. I’m just giving random examples so that the world understands how little respect they have for me even after giving my all.
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Taylor literally made songs End Game, Ready for it, play my ace etc. But I don’t see anyone torturing her to the extent to which I’m being tortured for using the word checkmate randomly just once out of the 16k blogs. I don’t know man. People are so hypocritical. I’m not saying they should hurt…
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People can do whatever they want but I’m no longer interested in adding value to the world till I’m treated right and I get whatever I asked for. People should understand what they are doing is wrong. I’m not interested in giving or doing social service until then. I’m not really getting anything out of…
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From a third person’s POV, the world might feel the celebrity couple who is divorced should be together too. But I don’t see the world forcing and controlling and hurting the other person based on one person’s side of the story. They listen to both sides and respect them. They don’t do this because they…
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Even if I’m the villian, even I’m harrassed forever, even if people kill me, even if I die alone. It’s a NO. I’m not interested in rekindling anything with anyone. My personal life decisions is my choice and my choice only. No one has the right to decide it for me or force, control and…
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I’m not interested. There was no connection or bond or good memory for me to go back after what happened. I won’t cancel if that was present. It’s going to be a NO always. This can continue till I die, I prefer this than rekindling. Because it’s a NO. Period. I’m teaching people how to…
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I’m not interested in rekindling anything. It’s going to be a NO forever. From a third person’s POV people might feel it’s meant to happen a certain way. But I don’t have to agree to it just because the world feels it to be that way. I know what I want and what I don’t.…
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No means No. I don’t know why the world is going to this extent to rekindle things and not respecting my words and decisions. The world is going to the extent of hurting me continuously since two months and forcing to talk. There was absolutely nothing good between me and them. I’d rather die alone.…
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People might have a good experience with me because I am infact good until someone pokes me too much. But the world should consider my experience and my side of the story too.
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Billions of people in this world. Everyone is not for everyone. I’m not going to like everyone I speak to, which is a fact which is true for everyone in this world. I have love for everyone as a human being as a part of the society and community from a distance. But getting on…
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I’m just advocating, fighting and proving to the world that I am infact speaking the truth. I always do. Just because I’m good at it doesn’t mean I’m gaming, it just means I’m gifted and smart. I already said I’m good at certain things.
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When someone doesn’t have the ability to take accountability and apologize. Whether we want to forgive or not is subjective. Moving on without forgiving is also a thing.
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Making mistakes is human. But once you fuck up, you should have the ability to take accountability, make it right and apologize. If you can’t do this, now that’s where the problem lies.
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I’m a good person. I’m always good to everyone and I always do good and love. I don’t fucking need to prove it. Also, most importantly I never start shit. I’m mindful about whom I allow in my close circle because of the experiences I’ve had in life. There’s absolutely nothing wrong in this. When…
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Just because I trust Taylor Swift, I will not dump on her after saying hi for the first time and continuosly dump on her every time I see her. Even if I have a million problems, which I infact really do. Without checking if she is available to listen to me and if she has…
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Dhruv constantly looking at my body without context with his mouth open and eyes bulging out and a disgusting expression, now that’s what’s called as creepy, ogling and sexual assault. What happened in my case is a casual conversation between two straight women.
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She was constantly cribbing about her uniform, that’s the only reason I looked at it to see what color it is and that’s the only reason I complimented. Whenever someone constantly cribs, you will say things to help. Basic human nature with empathy. I didn’t randomly talk about it and look at it out of…
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Everyone already knows the value of my content and it’s worth. I don’t need to prove myself anymore too. The truth is out in the open. I’m not getting anything out of this anyway, so I’m not interested in doing social service anymore. Also, when people are playing these mindless games. I’m not interested. So…
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I’m not interested in sharing any more of my valuable ideas and thoughts unless people stop with this mindless games. I’m not interested in adding value to the world when this is what is happening. I’ve already proved myself. This is prolonging for an intention to intentionally trigger me and I don’t wish to entertain…
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Hacking my phone and controlling my content is wrong. To top off taunting me when I’m not at fault and when the truth is out in the open, doesn’t really make sense. Learn from your mistakes and understand when you have crossed the line. Hurting me for someone else’s benifit when I’m not at fault…
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I’m not really playing chess or any games. Whatever people think and say, even after making it clear, is a reflection of them and doesn’t say anything about me. I know who I am. I’ve done my bit. Whatever the world is doing isn’t in my control. It’s all intentional nuisance, I know. So I’m…
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I know for a fact people are troubling me intentionally. I’m not really bothered by it and my words hold. After everything that I faced, whatever I’m saying is valid and the best anyone else can do in this world. Stop being hypocritical please. I don’t need to like people who caused immense unjust harm…
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I do see Winni’s POV and understand where she is coming from and what went down. But I feel after the whole episode of what happened, the friendship is not going to work. After all the drama and trauma. I’d rather take a step back and move on like a grown adult. Also, after everything…
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After I speak about something over 100 times, I’ll be like, fuck it. I don’t give a fuck anymore about what happened. My point has been made and acknowledged. No one died, everyone is in good health thankfully. It’s all water under the bridge now. Forgiveness is overrated. I’m not really bothered about it. Just…
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I don’t know why I’m speaking about all this again and again and looping. Let it go please. I see something online and I go blah blah blah. I usually just let go and move on silently. I don’t know what is expected from me, tbh.
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I remember I was extremely anxious and scared when I went to the crochet place because of the travel to an unknown far location. Hence maybe my mouth would have been dry. But I’m 100% sure I didn’t stink so bad for the reaction that the teacher gave. It put me in immense trauma adding…
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People don’t support the person who is right here. When one person commits a crime everyone does the same thing and help each other no matter how monstrous the behaviour was. One man sexually assaulted me and so many people followed like psychotic barbarians. They don’t treat me like a human being. People do whatever…
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I know I’m different. But I’m harmless and cute. Everyone who speaks to me knows this. When things don’t go their way and I confront them or call out their shit. People turn things around and use my difference and past misunderstandings as a weapon against me. It’s super convenient for them as well. Because…
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I have clearly shed light on the manipulations with the dentist. They were intentionally doing and saying things. I have been constantly taking care of my hygiene and working on myself since I started my self care journey. I don’t think I had bad breath when I went for crochet class. The way teacher behaved…
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My only intention was to clear things that’s why I was writing here. I had a lot of uncontrollable emotions so I let it flow. Now that it’s over and it’s become this. Well. I’m happy that I’m successful, I didn’t really do this for that. But yeah. I will write when I have to…
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Stop troubling me intentionally. Everything is over and done. I’ve cleared all the BS. I’m not interested anymore. If this is happening for content generation or exploitation purposes, please stop and understand what you are doing is wrong and utterly cruel. Go fuck with someone else.
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This is a reminder that I’m waiting for what I asked for. Please stop playing mind games and manipulating my reality. Everything is over and done. I’ve cleared all the bullshit. I no longer wish to entertain what’s happening.
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I never showed any superiority. It felt as though she didn’t like the fact that I’m successful. And she wanted me to be a failure. Also, she was bitter about the fact that I wasn’t complying to her constant force. That’s why she tried to bring me down with her lies.
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I was pushed over the edge of the cliff when I didn’t do shit. And when I’m reacting to the BS jokers quote is thrown on me. Lol man. Like seriously. Please just let me fret in silence. I’m not alienating anyone. I just want to be left alone for now. Sometimes I don’t feel…
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I’m sorry that I’m being repetative. My mind literally gets so fucked sometimes. Reminents of the trauma you can say. I think I should probably go to the mall where you can pay to break things with a bat. Otherwise I might go and punch certain people on their faces. I’m not even kidding. No…
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I went through immense bullshit and trauma when I didn’t deserve it. I was going to die so many times for no fault of mine. My mean words are a retaliation and it is justified after what I had to face because of those people. …. I have learnt from my mistakes and I have…
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I don’t talk shit about anyone. I’ve gone through a lot of serious stuff in my life. When something happens, I usually just stay silent, let things go and silently remove myself from the situation. The world made me speak about people. Also, after I realised their shit, I threw that shit back on their…
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If I’m good at speaking and writing, it’s a result of continuous hard work, learning and improving. I couldn’t frame a single coherent sentence few years ago and even when I started YouTube I use to stammer a lot. I constantly worked hard on myself. I’m happy and peaceful to a certain extent now because…
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I’m a good person. I don’t fucking need to prove it. Also, I don’t play games or start shit but I most certainly end it.
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I don’t want to be Spiderman and I definitely don’t want the best of both worlds. I decide what I want because it’s my fucking life. For now I want what I asked for. I no longer wish to play pretend. …. Also, I’m not always interested in being friends with celebrities. Ginny, Will, my…
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I am where I am and I am successful because I worked hard for it. I put in the hard work day and night inspite of the adversities and near death incidents. My ideas and my videos are good that’s why I’m successful. I’m good at what I do and I deserve it every bit.…
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People just have a facade in front of the world to keep their good name and save face. Their inability to walk the talk says a lot about them. I’m not afraid to say things as it is. Because I don’t have a mask. I speak the truth always, unfiltered. People save face in front…
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I have never checked Winni out. She was cribbing about her uniform, so I spoke about it and looked at her uniform and continued speaking about it. The conversation was about her uniform strictly and I was extremely clear and concise with my words and actions. ….. After whatever happened with Dhruv and the trauma…
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I didn’t know to hate before, I loved everyone unconditionally. I think that’s because I didn’t have an understanding about this world. No matter how many times people hurt me or did me wrong. I stayed and continued loving everyone. I called everyone my friend and continued loving them. I got betrayed badly so many…
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The suffering that the Demon caused an innocent person will hit the Demon back like a boomerang. That’s how the force of nature works. Whatever people are doing is man made. I’m not concerned about it because people crucified Jesus too when He was innocent. People wanted me dead because of the Demon’s lies and…
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Even the dress that I bought from H&M is loose. I ordered my size, I don’t know if it is intentional.
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No matter what the world does, the truth isn’t going to change. Whatever the world is doing is man made. God saw the truth with me, justice will be served by God Himself. Even if the world fails to do so. He saw me suffer for no fault of mine. Every single thing I’ve said…
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If Kreacher asked her manager not to hurt me, that’s just her showing basic humanness for my good deeds. That doesn’t nullify the shit that she did and that I went through.
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Big basket has removed avacado from their catalogue. Veer zaara and other movies relating to me have been released in far away theatres and at an odd timings. When I ordered shoes from H&M they sent me a bigger size. I ordered my size but it’s big. When I order from restaurants they give me…
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People continuously did me wrong and shifted the blame to me and my naive family. But no more man. The truth is in the open now. Take accountability for your fuck ups. Karma is going to hit each and every person like a boomerang. Every pain and suffering that I went through is going to…
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When I was ignoring Voldemort, she told me I’m the best thing that’s happened to her and I’m stuck with her forever. So when she was ignoring me, I said the same thing.
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I already said if people care so much they can reach out and redeem themselves. I have given an explanation and cleared my part to the world. The people in question might have spoken to the world hence the world is advocating for them but they didn’t speak to me. So I don’t see a…
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I’m usually straight for long periods of time. So I don’t think I will be bisexual again for a long time. I don’t know it’s kinda weird. It’s when I like a man, that I become bisexual. But I don’t know. It’s fluid.
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But that was 2 years ago and Symran last year starting I think. After that I have been straight.
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I don’t like heavy women. Ginny likes them. I like everything Ginny likes. I had a crush on Symran, that’s it. Few other random women for a really short while.
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Everything that I say and do, I either copy from a book, songs, my friends or online. I do have a lot of things that I do and say myself too. These days I’m more intune with myself and I’m able to speak my mind.
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I used to really like Avril Lavigne’s music growing up, I don’t remember if I was attracted to her. I have been thinking about it, but I’m unable to remember. So I’m guessing no. I read something on Facebook that “if I was gay I would have a crush on this person”. So I copied…
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People did me shit and I threw that shit back on their faces. This ain’t misuse of power. Yes, that’s all. Goodnight.
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Quote of the day.
“Snakes and stones never broke my bone. We all got crowns, you need to calm down” – Taylor Swift✨ “Did you think I wouldn’t hear all the things you said about me?” – Taylor Swift✨ “Why did you have to rain on my parade? I’m shaking my head, I’m locking the gates” – Taylor Swift✨…
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Making a reality show and controlling things around me for entertainment purposes is wrong. A lot of things happened to me and I suffered for entertainment purposes. Instead of just showing empathy and asking me what happened like a normal person. My life was sabotaged.
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A lot of people fucked up. Please accept your fuck ups. Starting from my school. My parents didn’t fuck up that bad because I was talking non stop and singing, until I was silenced. And all that false empathy instead of real human empathy. BS.
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Yeah I like soft porn and I masturbated without understanding things. Big deal. Please tell me who doesn’t in this world. Are babies born without having sex? Also, I wasn’t really interested in anyone. All that was manipulations spread by our beloved Voldemort. And also, the inexperience and naiveness of my family. So please move…
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When people wanted me dead they believed in karma. Now that the truth is out, suddenly karma is non existent. I should change my name to Cassandra.
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People who did me wrong 10 years ago, 5 years ago are getting their Karma now. I’ve been saying continuously God saw what they did and they will get it back. So same way, please wait and watch.
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She values her ego more than me getting hurt like an animal. I was getting hurt continuously for 2 months. If there was even a little bit love she would have reached out instead of watching me get hurt for 2 months. That’s what people who love you would do. That’s what Dobby would do.…
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Please don’t underestimate me. I can make a good therapist and a lawyer if I want to, without a degree. I’m not even kidding. I’m also good at human psychology and I’m good at reading people. Sometimes I can be stupid because I don’t know the social norms and basic things. Yeah I know. But…
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I do know a lot of things and understand things. My mind works beautifully. My intuition is my sixth sense. I might have been stupid, crazy and retarded before but I’m no longer. I’m good at a lot of things that’s why I was able to prove my innocence and sanity. I’m good at solving…
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Kreacher told me in February itself that she is going to quit. Also, she knows the english to gaslight me like a savage because she did it again and again continuously three times. Effortlessly even. She cannot avoid confrontation by giving the excuse that she doesn’t know english. All this is bullshit excuses.
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Whatever people are doing is man made. People can worship and glorify demons and monsters. But justice will be served by God. I have peace in knowing this. Karma will hit people who did me wrong like a boomerang.
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I just complimented Kreacher about her uniform 2-3 times because she was constantly cribbing. I have never complimented her looks. She is one who called me ” really hot” 2 times and kept forcing me to go to her house and meet her like a broken record. Please stop manipulating my content. I was going…
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Stop controlling my content and creating false reality to trigger me. Understand what is happening is wrong and put an end to this.
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The entire world was hurting me and forcing me to talk to Kreacher because she was proclaiming her love. And when I texted her and confronted her, she blocked me saying she changed her mind and she feels unwanted. So when the world was forcing me to talk to her and hurting me for two…
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Whoever has hacked my phone and is controlling my content and taking a reality show of my life, please understand when to stop. It is happening without my consent. Everything is cleared as well. So please put an end to this. This is prolonging for no reason other than entertainment purposes and exploitation. Understand when…
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If people are trying to exploit me for content by creating false reality and playing mind games. Please stop. I know how to read the room. The truth is already out in the open and I’ve showed the truth to the world. I’ve proved myself. Everyone knows I’m innocent as well. Stop with this shit.
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Deepak GS never loved me, he was just infatuated. Because it didn’t show in his actions and behaviour. I’ve already spoken about everything. That man traumatized me so I retaliated, that’s it. I wasn’t really interested in anyone I’ve met since two years because I’m in love with Ginny. I was keeping it casual, I…
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I do not understand why I’m being hurt for retaliating when someone does something wrong. Why are people not seeing the shit that I went through because of these people? Why is the world choosing on being blindsided about my suffering? Just because I’m strong doesn’t mean I don’t get hurt. I went through immense…
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Being smart is one of the many qualities that I look for in my partner. I do not wish to share the qualities I look for because it’s my personal life detail. …. My retaliations are very much justified for the shit that that person put me through. I don’t start shit. I hope people…
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People have a habit of sweet talking and creating a facade in front of the world. Even if they absolutely dislike someone, they will be sweet to their face and keep taunting them indirectly and speak shit behind their back. I don’t fucking do that. When I like someone I’m good to them and love…
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People hurt me, betrayed me, tried to spoil my reputation by spreading lies about me and many other things. So I retaliated. I don’t see anything wrong in this. I don’t know why the world is choosing to be blindsided about my hurt and what I went through because of them. Not liking someone after…
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Whom I like and don’t like. And whom I allow in my close circle as my friend is my personal choice based on my experience and interaction with that individual. I want my decision and choices to be respected. My values are in place. Please stop being hypocritical.
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Even if I suffer till my last breath and die alone as a villain, the truth is not going to change. Just because the world feels I need to be friends with someone, I don’t wish to comply. Because I know the truth. And the truth prevails.
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Also, I’ve walked away from extremely good looking, smart and charming men in this last 2 years because I am in love with Ginny. I even kissed them and stuff. I don’t know why the fuck I have to give an explanation for Deepak fucking desperado GS.
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Dhruv’s face looks worse than a construction worker because his mind is garbage. When someone’s mind is garbage their face automatically looks disgusting. He is a disgusting creepy pervert boy. Even if he was my age, I’m not fucking interested. I’ve rejected men 100 times better than him. I have fucking standards. He was the…
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I am speaking the truth and the truth is not going to change no matter what. Even if you call me a villain, it’s fine by me. Kreacher is Kreacher, Draco is Draco. And everyone else is the characters that I said. That’s who they were in my story. I’m not interested in giving them…
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I don’t know what exactly people have told about me. But I’ve said everything. And I have cleared everything. I don’t see a point why this is prolonging.
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I was friends with Kishore PC for a little while when I was at Askaban. He was in my school group. When I was speaking to him, he told me that they knew that I’m not capable of speaking or forming sentences. He said that they knew I don’t talk in double meaning because I’m…
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Whatever anger I had towards mom went away after I had that dream. And whatever anger I had towards Draco is also gone after I had that dream. That’s why I’m okay with Draco now.
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Some things that I went through was extremely traumatic, please stop forcing it. Please stop forcing the forgiveness as well. It will happen organically if it has to. ….. But even if I forgive some of them. The door to my life is closed. I’m sorry but don’t you think you are being hypocritical?
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I do understand things. I was slightly crazy in the past so I kinda get it to an extent. Also, Draco was there for me for a little while here and there. It got clouded with the bad experience. But I think I get the whole misunderstanding and if she is sad about it, yeah…
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Whatever Draco did is less compared to others. I did see the misunderstandings and I get it. And all the preconceived notions about me. Yeah. I get it. I’m okay talking to Rashmi if she wants to. I’m okay speaking to Anusha Patil and neetu as well. Even Keerthana but I guess she will not…
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I said even I’m at fault with Draco because I didn’t know anything back then. About boundaries, self respect and self love etc. So I allowed the disrespect. And I was weirdly attached to her at the same time because we were close. I didn’t understand anything much back then to know the whole thing…
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I’m okay being friends with Draco. We did have a connection even though it was mostly toxic. Both of us were at fault in a way, I suppose. If she wants it too, she can reach out. I think I’m blocked. ….. I don’t really like anyone else because I went through immense bullshit with…
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I hear and acknowledge. Even if this continues till my last breath, there’s absolutely no change to my words. And even if I suffer and die alone, the truth prevails. Hurting me and forcing me to do something just because the world feels it’s suitable, is wrong. The sooner the world understands this, the better.
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Next time something happens I expect the world to ask me “what happened” like a normal person, instead of controlling my life, hurting me and creating riots on the road. What’s done is done, atleast now please learn from your mistakes. I have covered everything and I have left no room for misunderstandings, so people…
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Shouting is a normal reaction to my parents. Sister used to scream all the time and every day when she was living with us. After all the history between us, the way I’m behaving is exceptionally good. …. I’ve said every single thing and proved everything possible, people need to let go of the taunting.…
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I already said whatever I did casually was till second base and spoke about everything multiple times. And again people were talking about sex. Like omg, I feel like I’m speaking to a brick wall sometimes. How many times man.
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Whatever people are doing is wrong. Studying me like this and hacking my phone and shit. Everything is over. You need to understand this is illegal and put an end to this. I’m not a fucking subject. Please know your limit in interfering in someone’s personal space and stop. I’ve proved everything and everyone knows…
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I don’t have anger issues. Whatever anger I had in the past was a normal reaction to the torture. I’m normal now so I don’t really get angry. I haven’t been since I had that dream about God that I spoke about last year. My mother kept stabbing me for a reaction so I used…
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Next time someone lies, you should be able to tell it’s a lie because everything out in the open. Also most importantly, please ask me “what happened” before hurting me.
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You can check my internet history since one year and everything I’ve viewed on Instagram since a year. You’ll get to know I’m straight since a year. I was attracted to Symran last year. Like a lot. I saw her profile 2-3 times I think in this last one year to check if I feel…
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Honestly, I don’t know how to play chess. I don’t know anything about it. You can fact check this information. I tried to take away the power from it hurting me by taking a picture of the chess board and writing something funny. But I’m unable to do it. You need to stop taunting me…
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I notice, observe and study people more than they realise. I’m intuiative as well. Sometimes I know things. My values are always in place. Please respect my decisions and words.
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When you are successful and shinning people who treated you worse than a shit when you were a failure will come back and call you a friend and try to rekindle. I know what happened better than anyone else in this world. I know what was there between me and that person. I remember what…
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Deepak GS was a random person from matrimonial app among the other 100 men I’ve interacted with. There was nothing special or significant about him for me to obsess over it and break it down. I’ve dated a lot casually. He’s one among the many. I never saw a future with him. I tried liking…
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I don’t like certain people for what they did/said and what I had to go through because of them. I’m not even sorry about it. Forgiveness is subjective and I have moved on from it. Moving on and letting it go without forgiving is also a thing. I’m indifferent about their existence. They are in…
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Every single thing I’ve said about every single person is true 100%. Even my parents. I’m not really interested in proving I’m right with my parents. I have forgiven them and let it go as well. Our family was in the spotlight and we went through hell. The circumstances was as such. They did fuck…
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Stop flipping the reality and blaming me for someone else’s evil demonic malevolence. What happened to me cannot be justified. Learn to take accountability. Please stop controlling my content and manipulating and playing mind games. The truth isn’t going to change no matter what.
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I was the one who went through unfair suffering. I don’t understand why I’m being hurt for speaking the truth about the suffering and what kinda fuck ups people are and what they did.
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I don’t know if I’m expected to speak about 50 shades of grey? I’ve been seeing it a lot. Draco made me watch that movie and she said she likes the smut scene where they kiss and stuff. Lucius used to say the same, it was her favourite too. She would rave about it so…
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Also, Dhruv is a fucking pervert. I was sexually assaulted so many times by him. He keeps staring at my body with a disgusting expression. ….. No one ever has a problem with me. I’m always sweet and good. Everyone who speaks to me knows that I’m innocent. And everyone likes me. When people do…
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When I went to the crochet class, While I was crocheting I had a doubt so I looked at the teacher and she was helping the student in front of me. I just looked at her and called her but she was busy helping the student and I was just waiting for her to be…
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Everyone had stopped gaslighting me 2 months ago. I clearly explained about the harassment part of gaslighting and things were going well because everyone were being good to me. Kreacher knew exactly what she was doing when she gaslighted me, I put a full stop after saying I’m waiting for my money and she pulled…
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Quote of the day.
“Bloodsucker, fame fucker Bleedin’ me dry, like a goddamn vampire” – Oliva Rodrigo.
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Since Kreacher was shouting to the world about love and friendship and if that was true and if something extremely traumatic happened to that person because of you and they suffered tremendous pain, you should have the ability to apologise at least and express empathy. Irrespective of the fact they want you back or not.…
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Stop flipping the reality, manipulating the truth and playing mind games. The truth of what happened to me and what each and every person did isn’t going to change. Whoever is hacking my phone and making a reality show out of my life is doing it without my consent. Everything is cleared and over. If…
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After the unjust and inhuman suffering that I went through because of Kreacher, whatever I’m saying and the words I’m using is just 20%. It is a retaliation for what I went through, I was even going to die so many times. So many things happened to me. And still happening to me. I’m handling…
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I have unconditional love only for Ginny and God. I understand their non verbals and even feel it because it radiates off of them. To an extent I have unconditional love for my family and people whom I am close to as well. This is how it is and this is how it should be.…
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What happened to me cannot be justified, so don’t even try to. Learn to take accountability. If you want to glorify the demon and call me a villain, I don’t care. God will take care of it.
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I’m always good to everyone but when someone fucks with me, I will most certainly give it back. It’s not in my nature to keep quiet when shit is being thrown at me. “I don’t start shit but I can tell you how it ends” – Taylor Swift✨
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I never said I want to be God, I’m superior and I want to be worshiped. I’m not interested in being anyone’s God. I’m always sweet, kind, empathetic and respectful to everyone. If someone is insecure about themselves and they are projecting it onto me, it’s not my fault. I don’t understand why the world…
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Just because Kreacher is weak doesn’t mean what she did was right. And just because I’m strong doesn’t mean I’m wrong. It’s not about whose right and whose wrong, I’m not trying to defeat anyone. I stayed quiet for the most part of it as well. I was silent and I let it go. People…
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I was psychologically and mentally assaulted by people for a long duration of time. Even sexually for some. I “retaliated” to their torture, yes. I have already proved myself in that aspect and given valid reasons and put across valid points as well. ….. Whoever is controlling my content and showing these things please be…
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Continuing to make a reality show out of my life when everything is over and done and hacking my phone is happening without my consent. It is continuing to happen for entertainment purposes without my consent.
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So many illegal things have happened to me. If whatever happened to me would have happened to someone else, a lot of people would be in trouble. But because it’s me, no one is taking any action. People think they can do whatever fuck they want to me because of this reason. My “reaction” to…
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People have no right whatsoever to hack my phone anymore. Since everything is over and done. If you continue doing it, it is illegal, wrong, outrageously inhuman and evil. Privacy and space is basic human right and my right is being violated. This is happening without my consent. Everyone knows I’m innocent and I’ve proved…
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People wanted to clear the misunderstandings and help me, that’s over and done. There’s no point in prolonging this any further. I don’t understand why the content on my phone is controlled and I’m being hurt this way. I don’t understand all the manipulations and mind games that keeps happening to me. People trying to…
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People need to understand when to stop. I know for a fact that everyone knows I’m innocent, sane and I’m speaking the truth now. I’ve said everything and cleared everything as well. Everything is over and done. I don’t understand why the reality show is still happening and why my phone is still hacked. Why…
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Whoever is invading in my privacy needs to stop. Everything is over and the truth is out in the open. Continuing to make a reality show out of my life and invading in my space is done without my consent and it needs to stop. It is wrong and it is extremely cruel. This needs…
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People who are controlling the content that I receive on my phone are just playing mind games and manipulating my mood by giving me the content when I say something. Whoever is doing this needs to understand what is happening and what they are doing is wrong. My anger towards the unjust that I faced…
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After everything that I went through and am still going through because of her. If she doesn’t even have the ability to put her ego aside and say I’m sorry for what I did and make things right in whatever language she knows. Is the love that she is proclaiming even real? She doesn’t even…
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Also, you can let it go without forgiving. That’s also a thing. I think I’m repeating myself. Just ignore. I tend to go round and round in circles because I keep seeing the same things. Aaaaah. Just fuck this shit.
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Also, I don’t hate anyone anymore. It’s just a bit difficult to forgive certain people because of the feeling within me. When something intense happens, I need some time to recover. Please don’t force me. After something catastrophic as what happened to me, the bad overpowers the good and the good kinda gets clouded and…
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This is in response to what I read online. …… Every single thought I’ve had since I started speaking about my story is here and on YouTube. My problems were with my therapist, which I’m assuming wasn’t private. This is how I speak and think, if it’s smooth to you. I can’t change the way…
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For the record my compliments aren’t fake. …. Even if the sorry comes, access is subjective and might be denied. Stop proclaiming love and care if this basic thing is lacking. I’ve shown the truth to the world and proved it as well. I rest my case. That’s all your honour. I’m ready to accept…
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You don’t need to have a PhD in English to say, “I was wrong, I’m sorry.” Mr so called Groot. FYI.
rachana rajan <3 