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Few years ago, Nitish, my classmate from school, took me to the park at night. He told me he is not asking me to be his girlfriend because I’m small and I won’t be able to handle him in bed. He said there is a girl in his office who will say yes if he…

…. “Take that rage, put it on a page Take the page to the stage Blow the roof off the place.” – The Script. ….

I had a cello yo yo ma phase too. Everyone knows about my phases in music. You can check my internet usage starting from school. You can clearly see the phases. It started with rock bands then kept changing. I love music.

Whenever I send a song to someone there’s literally no hidden meaning behind it. I send songs that I currently listen to and love. I don’t remember all the songs I have sent Ginny. There was hidden meaning behind the songs I would send her, yes. But not all. I remember sending her my current…

There was literally so much miscommunication between Ginny and I. So many things were unsaid and I was on the verge of dying so many damn times. I’m happy that the huge communication gap has been bridged. Not just with Ginny but with the world too. Now my feelings are a salad and I’m waiting…

After a while, Vivian completely changed and he started liking me. I don’t know what changed him. Krutika knew I was innocent because she used to tell everyone, I was like a kid and I would hold her hand and show her everything around me. I don’t exactly know what was happening but Krutika was…

During my 12th. I was speaking to a boy called Ajay who was mutual friends with Pragya, my classmate. He said he likes me and Pragya wanted me to meet him. I honestly had no idea what was happening because I had zero knowledge on these things. That’s when Aruna and Pragya were looking at…

Pooja had a habit of hugging and kissing on cheeks in college. She would do that to Ashcharya. I would run and hug my friends too. I remember during the mentioned sleepover, krutika was crying. Sowmya and Voldemort were hugging her. I joined them and lightly kissed her cheek and said don’t cry. Lockhart had…

You should question the people in question instead of taunting me this way. Also, When someone betrays me and starts a fire. Speaking the truth about them is not wrong, even if it is a secret. Since the world is so interested in my past and everything that happened to me. Let’s talk openly about…

My money is almost over. I don’t understand what exactly I’m waiting for. I don’t know why the person who is controlling my content is showing me Dobby today. Yes, Dobby is an amazing friend, unfortunately I’ve never been lucky to meet someone like him till date. Peter Pettigrew is not worthy to even wash…

Yesterday I wore shorts to go out. When I stepped out of the bedroom, father kept staring at my body. Especially my legs. He has done this my entire bloody life. I have drawn a boundary and asked him not to do it my entire bloody life. But for some reason he never changes. And…

If people are doing this for content generation purposes or whatever the reason it might be. I refuse to oblige. Till I get what I asked for and till I’m treated right. There’s going to be absolutely nothing of value from me. I refuse to be used, taken advantage of and exploitied this way.

I want what I asked for because my money is almost over. I don’t know what exactly I’m waiting for. This is prolonging for absolutely no reason whatsoever. Can someone please take care of the person who is controlling my content and trying to manipulate the truth and creating all these false realities. I won’t…

I know everyone are supporting me by wearing black and white, flannel, checks, white, stripes, eyes emoji etc. Whoever is controlling my content is trying his best to manipulate the truth and create false realities to make it look like people are standing against me. This trick isn’t going to work on me because I…

Also, Draco had extreme anger issues, she is a bully and her ego is bigger than her head. So yeah. I will be placing what happened on the table if she ever reaches out. I can’t say, hey how are you. After what happened and everything that she did. ……

I feel whatever happened between Draco and I, Was because Draco was extremely possessive about me. Also, I didn’t have self respect, self love and I did not know boundaries back then. So she kinda got used to and comfortable with bossing me around. We were attached to each other, like too much and it…

Something strange happened yesterday. Yesterday night, I had a dream that Ginny got hurt. I started crying and placed a bandaid on the cut. I don’t know what to call this. But today afternoon, I got hurt on my pinky finger and I placed a bandaid on it. I was thinking about that dream the…

There is going to be absolutely nothing of value from me. Until this psychological abuse and harassment stops. And till I get what I asked for. Everyone knows I’m innocent and everything is over and done. This is prolonging for absolutely no reason. I refuse to play along with these stupid mind games.

Whoever is controlling my content. I don’t understand why that person is keeping the drama going and showing me old content. And continuously taunting me. Also, Controlling my surroundings and creating false realities. I think it’s someone from India by whatever I have observed. Can someone please take care of this person? I’ve already spoken…

I used to doodle names of fictional and anime characters, hearts, stars, dialogues of my favourite characters etc on the benches and margins of books during school and college days. I don’t know who is speaking bullshit. … If Lockhart liked Lucius. It happened after Lucius’s deception, betrayal, malevolence and after he tried to destroy…

If the jokers have something to say. They can reach out, open their bloody mouths and say it themselves. I humbly request the world to stop being a mediator for the people I don’t give a flying fuck about. There’s going to be absolutely no changes to my words till my last breath, no matter…

Peter Pettigrew doesn’t love me. It’s isn’t reflected in her behaviour and actions, since day one till now. This isn’t love. She’s all false proclaimations and no action. I humbly request the world to stop advocating for the jokers. Every single thing I’ve written here is the truth 100%. I’m not interested in speaking about…

…. “I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter Dancing through the fire” – Katy Perry. …

Every single time I send a message. I press send, delete the conversation and forget. Everything I’ve spoken here is true 100%. Whatever messages people are holding against me, as so called “proof” for their false narratives. Please place it on the table and get it over with.

I want what I asked for. Enough of this double life and BS. I no longer wish to play these stupid games. When I get what I asked for, jokers can no longer use gaslighting as a weapon to trip and stab me. Also, my money is almost over. I don’t know what exactly I’m…

When I was going to my sister’s apartment today. The watchmen stopped me and asked me, who I am. I swear if these kinda unnecessary gaslighting continues any longer, I refuse to create anything or add value to the world.

… I wrote a thousand songs that you find uncool I built a legacy that you can’t undo But when I count the scars, there’s a moment of truth That there wouldn’t be this if there hadn’t been you … And maybe you’ve reframed it And in your mind, you never beat my spirit black…

…. “I was in my new house placing daydreams Patching up the crack along the wall I pass it and lose track of what I’m saying ‘Cause that’s where I was when I got the call …. When the first stone’s thrown, there’s screaming In the streets, there’s a raging riot When it’s “Burn the…

Even though I was not good looking and I lived in the slum. Everyone who speaks to me always likes me. When I was going to the coaching with krutika, the boys who were giving her attention started giving me that attention. Vivian started liking me and there was an other boy who was writing…

….. “Band-aids don’t fix bullet holes You say sorry just for show If you live like that, you live with ghosts” – Taylor Swift✨ ….. “All that time you were throwing punches I was building something And I can’t forgive the way you made me feel Thank you, aimee” – Taylor Swift✨ …..

… “At all costs, keep your good name You don’t get to tell me you feel bad” – Taylor Swift✨ …. “Don’t start caring about me now” – Dua Lipa. …. “Well, I’m too busy for your business, go find a girl who wants to listen ‘Cause if you think I was born yesterday, you…

It’s high time the world understood that people are bullshiting and trying to dim my light because of jealousy and bitterness. They do whatever the fuck they want because with me they don’t have to face any consequences. They just have to turn the table conveniently and the world conveniently believes them. It was started…

During the sleepover with the school friends, Vivian had called and we sang “maa da ladla begad gaya” from dostana and laughed. It’s after that I did what I did. Whatever Nick did.

I’ve said everything. I know everyone in this world knows me really well now and clearly know I’m innocent too. This BS needs to stop. I want what I asked for. My money is almost over. I don’t know what exactly I’m waiting for and why this is prolonging.

My money is almost over. I’ve already spoken about everything and proved myself. I don’t know what exactly I’m waiting for and why this is prolonging?

Being competitive or jealous is not wrong because I know they are valid human emotions. They are normal and valid emotions. But trying to bring an other person down in an unhealthy way, spreading slander to destroy them and dim their light, constantly trying to defeat them in an extremely unhealthy and toxic way, using…

Kreacher is not a butterfly. What she did is worse than what Kanye West did to Taylor Swift. She tried to dig a grave for me and she fell into it. I didn’t kill anyone, I just spoke the truth. Speaking the truth is not dangerous or killing. I don’t start anything, just to be…

I bought a lot of clothes during covid lockdown. I didn’t wear them because I was working from home and not going out. After I met Ginny, I changed my dressing sense and started dressing according to what Ginny likes. I didn’t want to donate my new clothes because they were really expensive. So I…

If the world is playing these stupid games for content generation purposes. I refuse to oblige. Everyone already knows everything. So please stop troubling me intentionally.

I’ve spoken about everything that happened. People should have the ability to use their mind and maturity. Understand what’s right and wrong and behave accordingly. And introspect on their behaviour. …… Kreacher is demonic monster. A satan who is evil to it’s purest form. Karma will be served by God, no matter what the world…

The entire world is benefiting out of my words, thoughts and ideas. I’m the one making the positive changes and it’s because of me that majority of the people in the world is thriving. And I’m being tortured like an animal even now and exploitied to the core for the betterment of the world and…

I was being inhumanly tortured in all forms in the past, so I made typos. Which is normal. I was tortured inhumanly in all forms so I reacted to the torture and behaved crazy. Which is normal. What’s not normal is, And continuing to do so even after clarifying and clearing everything and proving myself.…

When I said casually looking is fine. I meant at my face.

My concern was genuine, valid, verbal and agreeable. That’s what he validated. It was not something non verbal and non agreeable.

I want to give more insight on the customer service representative whom I spoke about. While speaking to male associate, I told him I’ve been stuck with a refund case since November in an other app that’s why I’m asking for email confirmation. He said, it is your right to ask for a conformation. Don’t…

Some delivery partners who come to my house, intentionally ask me if I’m Rachana, just to get a trip from hurting me. The myntra delivery partner today did that. A lot of people have been doing it since September. But I don’t understand why it is happening now. Can someone please take care of this.…

I’ve proved myself enough. I don’t understand why I’m being taunted like this anymore. You should probably question the people in question and please leave me alone. I’ve went through enough trauma to last a lifetime. I’ve had enough of this shit.

Most of the things I watch on Netflix whenever I’m in the mood, I don’t even know what it is about. I randomly just skip through things. Please check the watch time if possible. I don’t remember what I have watched because it is always random. I type “steamy” in the bar and randomly skip…

I heard “I’ve been a bad bad girl” in a series. I think Phoebe says it to Ross. I don’t exactly remember who. I remember saying it to Ginny two years ago. I might have seen an edit online and copied it. … I haven’t watched love island. I remember skipping through it. …. I…

I honestly don’t know why I’m waiting because the whole fucking world is benefiting out of me. And people are playing all these stupid mind games with me. I’ve already proved myself and cleared everything. I’m done with this shit and I refuse to oblige. I refuse to play these games.

My money is almost over and my parents’ phones broke and I don’t have money to buy them new phones. I’m waiting for what I asked for. I don’t know what exactly people are waiting for?

Good morning. THIS.

I used to consider ashwin srinivas as a brother during college. He used to keep calling me ugly. He has called me ugly so many times. He stopped that after few years. I was never interested in him but I would love everyone platonically back then. Like unconditional love. I was extremely shy, awkward and…

I’ve started missing few people from my past because of whatever is happening. Even if we had problems. Atleast they knew how to be adults and they were open minded. Even though Draco bullied me, she was never jealous. That was one good thing about her and she had some good values. I realise now…

My friends in college once looked at my boobs and said I have small boobs and asked me to wear padded or push up bra. Every time Lucius meets me, she would point and look at my ass and say, I have nice ass then she would talk about my jawline or nose or my…

I was going to die multiple times, my throat got fucked again, I was sexually assaulted multiple times, I was psychologically and mentally assaulted multiple times. I went through immense scrutiny for months. All because this Satan lied and manipulated the truth and exaggerated innocent incidents and she was jealous. And she conveniently left out…

If I was interested in her, I would have taken up her invitation to go to her house and I wouldn’t have unfollowed her Instagram and deleted her number. This is basic understanding. I was never interested. I kept trying to cut her off and drawing boundaries. She is an evil filthy monster.

My female friends in the past have stared at my top and complimented it so many times. Draco, Lucius, Shruti Ren and so many others. It was all within context of the conversation. Whenever my sister buys a new dress. She wears it and shows me and I look at it and tell her if…

I’ve said it millions of times that I looked at her sleeve for a fraction of second. Please go back and read. I don’t know what the fuck is wrong with people and why I’m being taunted and sexually assaulted this way. When I’m not the one who is wrong. That bitch is the pathological…

I have not looked at that Satan’s chest. Also, That Satan was standing sideways with her right arm in front of my face. While I was sitting on the chair. When I flicked my eyes, my eye was on her hand because of her body position. Also, it was a flow within the context of…

Everyone knows I’m innocent and I’m speaking the truth. The truth is already out in the open. I’m not interested in playing any stupid games or even respond to these stupid mind games. The truth prevails and justice will be served by God. Each and every person who did me wrong will get their Karma…

I don’t have a flirty personality, I have a friendly personality. …. Bella in books used to bite her lips. I used to copy her a decade ago. Also, things about the bella from the movie too. ….. I started biting my lips again because of the scrutiny that started 3 months ago. I have…

After all the unjust cruel pain and suffering that I went through because of the Satan since August, for no fault of mine and when I’m innocent. When finally things worked out for me after 33 years of struggling. I’m not interested in forgiving anyone. I want karma to hit her like boomerang. That monster…

I was never friends with Kreacher. I tried being friends. That’s two different things. Because of the pressure and constant force. I caved but it felt off because of her behaviour. She was trying to lure me and calling me home and behaving extremely creepy. So I stopped. I was drawing boundaries since the beginning…

Stop playing these stupid mind games with me. Just stop. Stop twisting and turning the reality so badly. I’ve said everything and cleared my part. Now please just leave me alone and let me be and stop invading in my space so badly. I don’t know what the fuck do people want from me? I’m…

I have never given anyone fake hopes or promises. I’m not that kinda person. I don’t understand who is spreading all these lies and manipulations. Please don’t believe everything you hear about me, unless I say it. Please clarify it with me first. I have understood that people BS a lot in front of the…

I don’t know who it is who is controlling my content online and surroundings. And creating all these false narratives and realities. It’s high time it stopped. Because the truth is out in the open and everyone knows what happened and everyone are supporting me too. So this BS person who is intentionally creating all…

I don’t know why people are tampering my books to this extent. If something needs to be communicated, it can happen outside of books. I don’t want to read whatever is happening in my life real time to be played out in books, every time I read. People are killing the fun of reading. I…

Just because I understand where someone is coming from doesn’t mean I need to agree with them. We all know Joker’s story in DC universe. I haven’t watched the movie but I know. Yes, We know and understand why he did what he did, it makes sense. But we don’t agree with him. We understand…

Also, I need my privacy, space and boundaries to be respected. So this needs to stop. I don’t owe an explanation for everything like this. It’s beyond high time.

Speaking the truth about someone to the world when they are spreading slander, lies and manipulations to the world. Is not called as dangerous and killing. It’s called as shedding light, retaliation and self defence. Also, I take no responsibility for how the fully grown adults are taking the truth. I suffered unjust suffering because…

I’m teaching people how to treat me. What happened to me is not acceptable under any circumstances. I’m putting my foot down and refusing it. No. I want each and every person to pay the price for what they did to me. Starting from the prison school to Kreacher and his followers.

I never said I want to be God, king or hero. I’ve always just said that, I want to be a YouTuber and treated like a human being with respect and convention. People never respect me and they treat me like an alien. They do whatever the fuck they want and cross my boundaries because…

My mind is always trying to solve things and very active. I always look for cues that help put the puzzle pieces together. And then I solve it. I’m kinda always in my head. I have a lot of problems too. I’m very much intune with myself and am aware of them. So if I…

If I have trouble speaking. I do the next best thing. I observe, notice, follow my intuition and write. ….. If you place a highly intuitive person in a chaotic situation and create a false reality and hurt them. Obviously they will behave erratic and react to what’s happening. Top it off, my added disadvantage…

Also, Everything is over. The truth is in front of the world. Stop trying to dig false dirt and picking at breadcrumbs. People should question the people in question now. Because I’ve cleared my part and proved myself.

If someone is not able to handle the enormity of the truth for the shit that they started. I take absolutely no responsibility. They started it. I went through unjust suffering and I ended it.

Every single unjust pain inflicted on me on behalf of the perpetrators is going to hit them like a boomerang. Every single unjust pain. Even if they are dead or alive. Because everyone knows I’m innocent. And God is watching. Karma is on their scent like a bounty hunter. Mark my words.

Even beggars on the road are better than that Satan Kreacher. Even construction workers are better than that deranged hyena. His face looks like an insect pooped on him and look at that creep talking.

….. “She’s got lions in her heart, a fire in her soul He’s a got a beast in his belly that’s so hard to control ‘Cause they’ve taken too much hits, taking blow by blow Now light a match, stand back, watch ’em explode” – The Script. ….. “Here’s a toast to you ‘Cause forgiveness…

Just because someone might have a good packaging doesn’t mean they are good inside. Please don’t go and fall for looks and their facade. I thrash people and ask them to fuck off when they wrong me. Atleast I’m not two faced and betray.

They thought I’ll die, they silenced me, the truth will never come out. They thought I’ll disappear, they defeated me, they embarassed me and made me crazy. While keeping a good name infront of the world at all costs. But the truth is out in front of the whole fucking world and it shook the…

Except for Draco and my family. I want each and every person who did me wrong to face the consequences of what they did to me. Every single person has to pay for their sins. I want injustice to be answered with justice. If they are dead, I want them to suffer wherever they are.…

Whenever I give constructive criticism and point out things. It’s because I see room for improvement. …. People need to take that as a challenge and improvise. Instead of behaving like a 2 year old in kindergarten. And trying to defeat me for pointing out areas which is obviously not going right, in a flow…

I’m not trying to criticize anyone by sharing what I observed. Because I have a habit of over apologizing too which I’ve been working on. I feel the female employee as scope for improvement because her language was good. She just needs to improve on certain things like the narrative about the manager and other…

I spoke to two customer service associates today from H&M. I wanted to share what I observed as it might help people. The first was a female associate and then a male associate. I don’t remember their names hence I’m referring to them as this. Anyway. …. Both of them gave me the same resolution…

I was sexually assaulted just now by a working staff in my apartment. Every pain that’s being inflicted on me when I’m innocent is going to hit that Satan even if she’s dead or alive. If she is dead, I’m sure she would be in hell and she is going to suffer for sure for…

Honestly, I didn’t tell Kreacher the good news out of context. I had no intention of speaking about it. I had a really bad fight with my parents so I went to the park to get away and she approached me even after drawing a boundary. I told her about the fight and she started…

Whatever the reason people are prolonging this shit. They need to understand that this has gone beyond reasonable understanding and basic humanness. The truth is out. Everyone in this world knows it clearly and knows me too. I have fought through immense BS and showed it to the world. All these false realities and narratives…

Kreacher never loved me. Her behaviour and actions from day one was not of ‘love’. I’ve already spoken about everything that happened and that she did and that’s not called as love.

I’m never smug or look down on people. I never make anyone look small or feel bad about themselves. I don’t do anything of this sort. I always lift people up, compliment and make them feel good about themselves. Everyone knows this. People are just spreading BS and this is going beyond reasonable. I don’t…

People spoke shit about me to the world, spread slander and dragged my name through mud and dirt. So I cleared my name and spoke the truth about people. That’s not called being dangerous or killing people. That’s called as speaking the truth. The truth had to come out one day or the other. Also,…

People are scrutinizing and assualting me and watching my body react to that scrutiny and judging me for the reaction. Like WTF. The person who came up with this plan should get an award. I’m not interested in anyone. Period. If this continues any further, I’ll definitely fall on the road or in my bed…

I don’t know if people are testing me and watching me to see if I stare at women or not. I feel it could be that, I’m not sure. I’m assuming it’s that. I’ve already spoken about everything multiple times. I’m not attracted to women in real life. I don’t understand why being openly bisexual…

I think people were watching what’s happening when I went outside because of whatever I am seeing online. That’s why I gave a detailed description of my day. While at Starbucks I remember I kept looking at my bag and cardigan at the table while I was talking to the barista. Because of my anxiety…

After I came home, I wore a strappy top and when I went outside wearing that father was staring at me till I came back inside. After that when I wore a jacket and went outside. Father looked at me but when he saw I’m wearing a jacket, he stopped looking completely. That’s too many…

I’ve been shaking inside since the incident at McDonald’s. I have clearly explained everything that happened, so I don’t understand why people are doing this. This is so twisted and wrong. I’m a human being. After the life I’ve had, I don’t deserve this. That Satan was the one who was lusting on me since…

I don’t understand why people feel it’s okay to sexually assault me even after saying what exactly happened. Even though they know I’m innocent. This is rubbish and cruel. She is going to pay the price for every pain that’s being inflicted on me. Mark my words. Because God is with me and He is…

I don’t understand exactly. People are supporting me online by calling Kreacher, Umbridge and Peter Pettigrew etc and even make movies about me calling me a hero and write books about me calling me a hero. Then why aren’t these random people treating me right? And also certain people online trying to manipulate the truth…

I read the name tag of the employees so that I can complain but I don’t remember their names anymore. Honestly this needs to stop.

I went out for movie today and 3 people stared at my chest today. I honestly don’t know what’s happening but this has crossed the limit long ago. People need to understand that sexual assault is wrong. Also, when I haven’t done anything wrong, I don’t fucking deserve what’s happening. Also, the Starbucks drink that…

I had a batman pullover many years ago while working at Askaban. It was really cool. Whenever I used to wear it, few people used to look at the symbol and even point and say, nice pullover. When I used to wear graphic tshirt as well, people would read what’s written and their eyes would…

I meant to say. I did not say make up is bad and I don’t like it. I like it but I can’t wear it. That’s two different things. …. Sorry, I’m lowkey irritated since morning. So made that typo.

I have never said any book is bad. I have just mentioned it triggers me and I don’t enjoy it. Just because I don’t read it, it doesn’t loose it’s value, right? It’s good on it’s own and everyone have their own preferences. Also, it used to trigger me because of the life I’ve had.…

It feels as though everyone online are supporting me. But I don’t know why they are supporting me by looking from top to bottom. The sexual assaults that happened recently was also the same. But I never looked at that bitch top to bottom to begin with. She was exaggerating the innocent incident very badly.…

I was reflecting on why I don’t like spice in books. I kinda goes deep into my past. I feel it’s because I don’t have the experience in real life. I mean the experience of doing it with someone I’m attracted to. The only experiences I have is with all the toxic men I dated…

I was manipulated and made to do and say things by Voldemort and death eaters when I was retarded. Yes.

I don’t cross anyone’s boundaries or space. I know the basic etiquette and mannerism. I have reacted to abnormal amount of torture and abuse of all forms. Yes.

I don’t know for how long I will be watched like this and people will invade in my life and personal space. But please meet me halfway and ask me anything you want to know before going beserak over things. As long as this is happening. Or even in the future if there is something.…

I have clarified and spoken about a lot of people here and what they did. I do understand that my definition of someone is not a definite defination. People change and grow. They might be a totally different person now. I’m aware of this fact that they might even be a butterfly. I will be…

I’m not scared or run away from confrontation and questions. Because I’m a woman of integrity and my consciousness is clear. When I cause a blunder or mishap leading to a wildlife. I face it head on, make it right and put out the fire. When I make a mistake. I’ll be present and take…

If the world is trying to hurt me or play games using Ginny and my feelings for her. It’s not working. No matter what people do, it doesn’t affect me the way it is intended to. So yeah. Try all you want. I’m in blissful harmony inside. And all these false realities and BS mind…

There is nothing wrong in using apps or any other way, to meet your needs with consent. Whatever the needs might be. What’s wrong is being a desperado and creep. …. I’ve socialized and spoken to a lot of people in life. I guess it was because of the situation I was in, now that…

I don’t call anyone ugly or judge them based on their place in society or bank balance. When I call someone creepy, I’m speaking about their character, behaviour and mind. When someone is ugly inside, they start looking ugly outside too. No matter how good looking they might be to look at. It’s who you…

If I want sex, I can easily and effortlessly get it tonight. If I want a boyfriend or husband, I can easily and effortlessly get it. I’m not bragging or trying to show off. I’m a stating a fact that happened in the past. I haven’t lost my allure, so it’s still true. I’m putting…

My heart might be in pain. But that’s nothing new. It’s been hurting since last 2.5 years. So it’s a part of me. This pain. I’m all so familiar with it, my life has just been that. People might fret about these things but I’ve seen worse, so I don’t.

If people were trying to hurt me today. By whatever they did. Giving me hopes and hurting me. And showing me pictures of couples on Instagram. It’s not working. I don’t even celebrate my birthday. So yeah. Also, I don’t really have to talk to Ginny everyday 247. I want to and I would love…

I met Charan again outside the theatre when I was working at Askaban. He was good to me and we spoke for few minutes. Later after few months, I wanted referral in his company. So I texted him saying, hey I need a favor. But he didn’t respond. I think he was at the military…

I don’t know if I’m supposed to speak about Charan. He is from my school. I met him again during the last semister of college. He used to keep texting me. He said he likes me. I said I like him too, but I didn’t feel anything for him. It was stupid. I didn’t understand…

Kreacher is a Satan. She is a demonic monster. Every unjust pain inflicted on me for the sake of the Satan, will hit the Satan. No matter what the world does or doesn’t do. Because God is watching. And I’m innocent and He is seeing me suffer because of the perpetrators and their sins. Everyone…

God was with me and He saw what that Satan did. He saw the inhuman ginormous unjust suffering that the Satan caused. Justice will be served by God. No matter what the world does. My anger, abuse and retaliations are valid and justified and just 20% or less of what I went through. It will…

I’m sure everyone in this world dislikes certain things or people and they are entitled to their opinion, choices and decisions. I’m not sure why I’m not entitled to dislike things or people. I’m a human being like everyone else too. Also, my values are always in place. And I’m innocent. This is so twisted…

Everytime I order anything from food delivery app. They give me extremely spicy or spoilt food. Both swiggy and zomato. Also, whenever I go out to eat. This is happening since September. This needs to stop. Because it’s borderline attempt to murder. Because I already have issues with my throat and it’s fixed now with…

I don’t know what exactly is happening, tbh.

I don’t know how much people in question will turn the table. And try to focus on me and manipulate the truth in a way to focus on my reactions, life in poverty and flaws. Instead of accepting their behavioural issues and fuck ups. People are trying to avoid accountability by twisting and turning the…

My sister and father are the ones who used to throw the food and my sister was the one who was competitive growing up and wanted everything equally. I don’t remember if I did that but whatever I remember I’ve already said. I might have copied them. Because I used to copy people back then.…

She wasn’t uncomfortable by my compliments or even the flick of my eye to look at her tee shirt. Because she constantly asking me to go to her house and luring me. Also, forcing me to meet her till the last day. The pub was also forcing me to talk to her by giving me…

The people who say things like, I don’t seek revenge and I always forgive would not last an hour in my shoes. So yeah. Thank you for the unsolicited opinions, you hypocrite.

I thought that people were hurting me for not wanting to be friends with her that’s why I said they were blowing it out of proportion. I kept quiet about what she did to save her. But I was extremely clear since day one that she has double standards because she was proclaiming false love…

After the attempt to murder, the sexual assaults, the psychological and mental assaults, causing my throat to be fucked again. The abuse and harassments that she caused and did since day one. When I was trying my best to help her and save her job by keeping quiet. The betrayal that she caused is not…

I’m okay with my friends and people who are close to telling me their problems when we speak. I’ll be mad at them if they don’t. Because I’m good at solving problems. But a random creepy woman who lusts on me and forces me to go to their house constantly and keeps asking me to…

I don’t know what exactly happened to jessa hastings, she is always soo good. She has always been good to me and showed so much love. I don’t know what exactly is the misunderstanding. I think I should just ignore since I don’t text her and we don’t talk. I think I should give her…

I’m not calling them creeps because of how they look or their job or position. It’s because of their behaviour, actions, filthy perverted mind and what they did to me. The way they projected their mind and behaviour on me. The way they tried to bring me down because of jealousy and negativity. The disrespect…

I might hunch a little because of the torture that I faced my whole life. But I have a fucking hot body and a pretty face. I’m well aware of my assets and allure. I have lost weight now because of the scrutiny. I’m not bluffing about what I said. Men keep chasing me like…

I might have imperfections like everyone in this world. But that doesn’t make me any less attractive. I know who I am and what I bring to the table. I’m well aware of my allure and the effect I have. I’m also well aware of my imperfections and my truth. People can’t shatter my confidence…

I don’t know why jessa hastings posted that story about the posture with sunset in the background. If it was meant to be empathy, it wasn’t very empathetic. If it was meant to be funny, it wasn’t funny as well. If it was meant to be helpful, it wasn’t. I’ve always said good things about…

I’m okay being friends with Draco if he wants it too. He has to text me though because I don’t have his contact. Also, I want what I asked for before Ginny comes back tomorrow. I don’t want unnecessary problems with Ginny. I don’t want to be in this weird reality anymore because it creates…

I don’t know what the fuck people want, tbh. Everyone who knows me, knows that I’m classy and sophisticated. Even if I lived in the slum most of my life. My mind and soul has always been progressive. Now I’m able to be my true self and I’m in a good place externally and internally.…

I was on and off bisexual up until 2 years ago and I used to watch things. My feelings were feeble till then. But 2 years ago in 2022 I was bisexual for the first time for couple of months. I tried to understand my feelings. And I’ve understood that it’s only been online. After…

I didn’t understand why the protagonist and the male lead character in ACOTAR directly had sex when they met after a long time. During the trial, you know towards the end? They were going through something very serious and he puts his dick inside her, the minute they are alone. If they had hugged or…

I’m not triggered by anything online and my surroundings. Because I know my truth. I’ve spoken about everything and showed the truth to the world as well. Honestly, I don’t know what people are trying to do. Anyway. For the record, I’ve never spoken anything bad about Powerless by Lauren Roberts till date. The only…

Whenever you speak to someone, You are not signing an invisible contract with them to stay forever and be their bestfriend. You are entitled to the decision and choice to stop engaging with them, If, There is no respect on the table, there is no genuine love and care, they are extremely shady or creepy,…

I’m not going to dislike or feel aversion towards something, just because it was a cause of a misunderstanding. Even if I almost died because of those misunderstandings. Because my mind was and is clear. I know my truth and I live by it. I won’t let someone else’s misunderstandings, assumptions, insecurities and evil ruin…

” When you’ve been fighting for it all your life You’ve been struggling to make things right That’s how a superhero learns to fly Every day, every hour, turn the pain into power. “ – The Script.

For example, The mistake I made was use the word checkmate. Without having any knowledge on chess because it sounded fancy and befitting. And without thinking it through about the consequences, in the heat of the moment. I faced the consequences of my mistake head on though. Took accountability and didn’t back down or give…

Accountability is the key. Be present and accountable. It doesn’t make you any less of a person rather makes you quite attractive and emotionally intelligent.

When you make a mistake and your next thought is, What do I learn from this? You grow a little and also, change. This makes you a whole new person from that person who made the mistake. The more mistakes you make and your mindset is inclined towards learning, the lesser mistakes you’re bound to…

I’m no longer going to add anything of value, ideas, thoughts, fanfiction or anything of that sort. Till I’m treated right and I get what I asked for. This is prolonging for no reason. If it is happening for content generation or exploitation purposes. I refuse to oblige. Thank you. I want what I asked…

Stop flipping the reality and manipulating the truth and creating all these false narratives online. Stop playing these stupid mind games. Everyone knows the truth. I’m not falling for this BS. I refuse to add value to the world as long as people do all this BS.

Just to clear. I never said I want to be God and I want to be worshipped. People are calling me God. I did not say or want that title. The only thing I said is, I want to be treated with convention for my hard work. i.e YouTube and blog. And I don’t wish…

For the record, Mr Naidu is NOT Mr Weasley. Period. My door is permanently shut for some. I have really strong reasons for it. I’ve spoken about everything multiple times. If they are a butterfly now. That’s wonderful. They can go and butterfly somewhere else in an other universe. I will be happy for their…

I know I don’t have certain human emotions because of the life I’ve had but that doesn’t mean I dislike everyone in this world. I have love for everyone as a human being as a part of the society and community from a distance. I’m aware of a lot of emotions because I educate myself.…

My retaliations, abuse and anger is valid, normal and justified. It is self defence and Expelliarmus. And just 20% or less of the suffering that the perpetrators caused. They deserve it. If it was someone else a lot of people would be in trouble or in prison. The only thing I’m doing is abusing and…

If Draco thinks we were soulmates. It’s only because I didn’t have self respect and self love back then. I loved unconditionally and I was under his foot. If he would have spoken to my current self, we wouldn’t even be friends. It’s fact. But I’m aware that people change and grow. I’m no longer…

You need to understand that looks aren’t everything. It doesn’t matter how you look. It’s who you are inside, your soul, that matters. You have so much good in you, amplify that. Also, if you have imperfections and flaws. Accept them, embrace and love them. Get to know yourself. Love yourself immensely. When you do…

If you are a bit heavy weighted or bald or probably dark skinned or you have a pimple or something of that sort. And you are insecure about these things. The first thing you need to understand is, The negative thought loop in your mind is happening only inside your mind. No one else is…

When someone is projecting their sexual feelings onto you and you have no interest whatsoever in that person. And you have no such feelings towards that person. That’s when that person is called a creep. It has nothing to do with their looks. Also, when you get to know that person is not interested and…

The only reason I was frequent to that restaurant 46 was because that’s where I first met Ginny and we had our first kiss. And also cause of the park. The only reason I was frequent to Social was also because of Ginny. Honestly, I was just thinking about Ginny the entire time since I…

Just because a pretty woman gives you attention, is kind and empathetic to you does not mean she is “interested”. It is just her character. Some people like Dhruv, Kreacher, Deepak GS etc needs to understand this. Everyone else understands it because they have experience socializing and speaking to other human beings. Not having the…

I was going through abnormal torture at home and I just wanted to sit alone for few minutes in the park because that’s the only park in my place. And this disgusting creepy woman kept forcing herself in my life because I was alone. She made it sexual and creepy. I kept drawing boundaries. She…

I heard the word “fake promises” two times. I don’t know if it’s meant for me but I would like to clarify anyway that, I never make any promises I can’t or don’t keep. I have never made any promises to men I’ve casually dated. We were keeping it casual the entire time. If it…

My faith, love and clear consciousness kept me alive and going. Also, I’m gifted. If someone is suffering, they should probably work on it and get out of it themselves. I don’t see a point why I should suffer because of their sins when I have been clear about everything that happened. I don’t know…

I’ve already proved myself. Everything is over and done. I don’t understand why people are hurting me online by flipping the reality or attacking me through books and stuff like that even now. This needs to stop. Everyone knows I’m innocent and speaking the truth. I don’t see a point why this would prolong. People…

What happened to me is called as attempt to murder when I’m innocent. What Kreacher did since day one was wrong. People should have handled it better and clarified with me before behaving barbaric. When I had already proved myself and spoken about everything since last two years. Justice will be served by God, even…

When someone has been disrespectful and creepy since day one. Not respecting my space and boundaries. And crossing my non verbal boundary and not respecting my non verbal no. Also, using me and taking advantage of my kindness and empathy, inspite of knowing and being well aware I was going through something serious. Being sadistic…

Stop flipping the reality and making me the villain. The truth is not going to change. Everyone knows I’m innocent and sane and I’m speaking the truth. I’m not going to fall for these false realities and mind games. Thank you very much.

Please watch the below video. In this video I’m clearly saying I love grey because of Christian Hemmes. This video is 9 months ago. Kreacher’s uniform changed from green to grey. I complimented that I love grey. Because I love it because of Christian. I just flicked my eyes for less than a fraction of…

There was no inconsistency in my behaviour. It was a clear non verbal no and boundary from me. I declined her invitations too. I have never approached her myself. I have clearly said everything that happened. I never disrespect anyone, so I didn’t dismiss her whenever she approached me, that’s all. It was a clear…

God saw each and every person speaking shit about me behind my back to the world. God saw them throwing mud on my name and trying to bring me down and dim my light. God saw the malevolence of the perpetrators. God was with me and he saw me suffer because of the Satan. Justice…

Being bisexual isn’t wrong. But the way Kreacher projected her pathological behaviour and mind on me and manipulated the fabric of reality in a way to make me look bad, was wrong. I’m being constantly assualted online and even sexually assaulted outside even now. Even though everyone knows I’m innocent. This is madness. Karma is…

I wore shorts to go out today. The uber driver stared at my body as soon as he stopped the cab. I’m extremely disturbed by this incident. I was sexually assaulted by the uber driver. I’m getting scared now. Because if one driver does something, everyone will do it. I’ve already proved myself and cleared…

Kreacher was disgusting since day one. She was lusting on me and forcing me to go to her house. She was using my kindness and empathy to dump on me constantly and consistently. I declined her invitation and even deleted her number. Which is a clear boundary and a no. But she constantly clinged to…

If Dumbledore is saying that he already knew what I proved, he is lying. He is taking credit for my smartness, don’t believe him. He fucked up. I saw it clearly on his face. He was more concerned about proving he’s right than doing the right thing. I faced abnormal amount of torture because of…

When people are bitter or when things don’t go their way or when they are jealous of your success and growth. Or maybe all three. They will do everything to bring you down, dim your light and throw mud on your reputation. I see a lot of things online and I hear things. Which is…

Stop trying to twist the reality so badly and creating false realities. Everyone knows I’m innocent and I’m speaking the truth. I’ve already proved it as well. Everyone also likes me. The truth is not going to change and I’m not going to fall for all this BS and false narratives.

I don’t know who the fuck is it who is controlling my content. They are trying their best to twist the fabric of reality to make evil look good and okay. I don’t know why that person is trying his best to advocate for the perpetrators. No matter what you do evil is evil and…

Can someone please take care of the person who is controlling my content online and my surroundings. That person is doing his best to create a false reality and manipulate me into believing the world is against me. I know everyone are supporting me. I know the truth. Everyone in this world knows the truth…

I already said I’m okay with Draco after the dream. My anger towards him is gone. I’m neutral about him. If he wants to reach out and redeem himself, he can. Heads up, I will be speaking about the problems and placing it on the table.

I want what I asked for first before Ginny comes back. I don’t want to live in this strange reality anymore. I’ve already proved myself. Enough of this BS. I don’t know what exactly I’m waiting for?

I know Ginny will come back on Christmas and I’m just waiting. There’s literally nothing in this world that I want more than her. I wish when I close my eyes and open them she’s here next to me and I’m kissing her. The battle ground, these huge windows with the faint light pouring into…

Invading in my privacy and space is illegal and wrong. Everything is over and done. Whatever is happening now is without my consent. How is the government allowing this cruelty and invasion of my space? Why is the law keeping quiet about this? I’ve already proved myself. What is happening? This person who is controlling…

I think it’s someone from India/Bangalore who is controlling my content. Can someone please look into this and do something about it? They are doing their best to play around with reality and are constantly scrutinizing and pressurizing me on daily basis throughout the day. And everytime I step out. Everything is over and done.…

Can someone please take care of the person who is controlling my online content and my surroundings. I don’t see a point as to why they are keeping the drama going even after everything over and done. Can someone please look into this. I need my space and privacy and boundaries to be respected. This…

I’m not against make up. I think women look beautiful in it. If you love make up, that’s great. I don’t personally wear it because my hands are always on my eyes, I keep rubbing my eyes out of habit. I also cry a lot. Also, I have little anxiety towards it. Which are personal…

Oh, I will definitely forgive people organically some day in the future. Maybe. But first, You are going to face my rage and full force of what you did to me and the truth. First, I’m going to get even. And when my anger eventually subsides. We’ll think about forgiveness. After you apologize. If you…

As long as the man is loyal and loves you. His character and values are in place. Whom he follows on Instagram doesn’t matter. Because I value people in real life more than the being petty over social media. I like people who do the same. Because neither me or Ginny are content creators or…

Whatever certain people did to me and what I faced because of them is wrong. And wrong is wrong, no matter who is facing it. Even if you are a trans women, a dog, a baby, a polar bear, a prostitute, a special child, man or woman. Even Jesus Christ or a superhero. Wrong is…

Kreacher is a creep. The truth is not going to change because it’s the truth. Whoever is controlling my content, please stop taunting me again and again. Stop trying to glorify people who are wrong. Also, stop trying to undermine my value and worth. Because the truth is not going to change, no matter what.…

I respectfully request the world to stop throwing shade on Ginny’s reputation and trying to make her look bad. I know her truth and I see her. I love her. If I want to look good for the man I love and post pictures, that’s my wish. He liked me even before I was hot…

Also, if Ginny follows women on Instagram, it’s fine with me. If he slept with other women when we were not officially in a relationship, I don’t see anything wrong in that. If it hurts me, it’s my personal life problem. I don’t wish to discuss that with anyone because I don’t like talking about…

I respect Sid so much. Even when we were going to end things, I told him I love him as a friend and he said I’m sorry I can’t talk I’m attracted to you. I respect his integrity and character. He is one of the few good people whom I’ve met in life. We stopped…

Dhruv and Kreacher are the ones who were attracted to me, but they projected their feelings onto me and told the world I like them. And they manipulated and exaggerated the truth in a way to make it look convincing. When I had no such thoughts or intentions. The truth is a mellowed down version…

Please stop testing me by putting me through trials. Please stop scrutinizing me and exploiting me for content generation purposes for the benefit and betterment of the world. I’m a human being and I have already proved myself. This is gone beyond the threshold and it needs to stop. Whatever is happening is cruel. I…

The truth is not going to change no matter how many false realities people create online. I know who I am. I’m well aware of myself. If people are expecting me to lie and sugar coat the BS about certain individuals just so they can look good in front of the world. By constantly scrutinizing…

Kreacher clearly knew I wasn’t interested since day one but that didn’t stop her from doing whatever she did and her oppressions. She feels unwanted only after I confronted her. Strange.

Did someone I knew die? I’m not sure what exactly happened? No one tells me anything. I saw so many things online. … I watched something related to crime online on Instagram and now I’m unable to sleep. I might not sleep properly for few days till I forget what I saw. I’m so traumatized.…

People need to understand I’m innocent and this has going beyond the normal threshold. I haven’t done anything wrong. After everything that I have faced in life, I don’t deserve this treatment. This needs to stop.

I don’t know if someone is dead or not. I don’t know if someone is suffering. But I don’t care and I’m not responsible for it. I’m not being cold. I went through more ginormous suffering and pain compared to them. I was going to die multiple times. Also, they started it. I retaliated 20%.…

“At all costs, keep your good name, You don’t get to tell me you feel bad.” – Taylor Swift✨

If they care so much they can reach out and redeem themselves. Instead of forcing me to forgive. Please ask the perpetrators to apologise. Please stop being a mediator. My words remain till I die. I’m not going to pacify someone’s ego that’s bigger than their head and I’m not going to people please. The…

I clearly know what is a misunderstanding and what isn’t. People are trying to escape their cruel behavior by blaming everything on Voldemort. The world can fall for it, but I won’t. The puzzle is solved in front of me. This can go on forever. But the truth prevails till my last breath.

They can thrive in the shadows behind my back where they belong. I’m revoking the privilege of my love and presence. If they are proclaiming love, they need to show it in their actions and behaviour. Otherwise please STFU and get lost to the other universe. Bloody Jokers.

The perpetrators are not texting me to redeem themselves because they don’t have the fucking audacity to do so. Because both of us clearly know that I’m speaking the truth. There is no misunderstandings. That’s why they are staying in the shadows and speaking behind my back. And that’s exactly where they belong. They know…

Every single pain I’ve gone through till now and I am still going through will hit the source. I’m 100% sure of it. Every single one of them. People can fake it all they want in front of the world to save face. But God was with me and He saw what happened, God will…

When people spoke lies about me and threw mud on my name. Everyone wanted me dead and I was also imprisoned, I think. Now that the truth is out. It’s so silent. No one wants anyone dead and no one is going to prison. And people are again hurting me for speaking the truth and…

“And I keep my side of the street clean, You wouldn’t know what I mean.” – Taylor Swift✨ …. “Our secret moments in a crowded room, They got no idea about me and you.” – Taylor Swift✨ ….

There is nothing wrong in being bisexual, it’s not a sin. But the way people like Kreacher behaved was wrong. Crossing my boundaries and space. Forcing their pathological behaviour in my space. Later, putting the blame on me for their oppressions because I’m openly bisexual. That’s cruel. …. My retaliations are just 20% or less…

People need to stop creating false realities online and around me. Everything is over and done. I’ve said and done everything there is to say and do. This is just BS. I’m not committed to misunderstanding anyone or anything of that sort. Instead of scrutinizing me for speaking the truth and trying to undermine my…

Everyone in my community are my Ron. We keep fighting like how Ron fights with Harry and Hermione. We have problems sometimes. But we stick through it and we remain bestfriends. I’m sorry that I can’t engage on a personal level with everyone. It’s not humanly possible to do so and also because I have…

I don’t know why people are creating all these false realities online. It’s all just BS. I refuse to play along. I’ve said everything and it’s 100% truth. Stop trying to undermine my worth, value and energy by sarcasm. It’s not even remotely funny. I know who I am. I’m very much intune with myself…

Please check how many minutes I have watched the Netflix thing that I said I watched. Because I don’t really watch it for too long. I watch few seconds or a minute max. Whenever you check something that I watched, please check the watch time too. Because I just browse mindlessly at times. I haven’t…

I never post any thirst trap. All my Instagram post is for and lowkey about Ginny. I wear skirt and black because Ginny likes them. I wear the clothes that Ginny likes. I like everything she likes.

I’m not being cold. After whatever I faced, my words and retaliations are justified. “I’m answering injustice with justice.” – The mother of dragons. They should have thought twice before messing with me. I’m teaching people how to treat me and what is acceptable and what’s not. “I don’t start shit, but I’ll tell you…

I suffered unjust suffering because of the perpetrators. I was going to die multiple times and went through humongous unjust pain. So I retaliated which is 20% or less of the suffering that they put me through. If they are suffering now because of what they did to me, I’m not responsible for it. They…

Things were going good between Ginny and I, till people interfered in my life and sabotaged it. A lot of people whom I was speaking to at that time were shit. People did shit. They wanted attention or had ulterior motives or they were jealous and were trying their best to bring me down or…

There were little problems between Ginny and I. But it wasn’t toxic. I was immature and childish back then. Little crazy too. I didn’t know anything about relationships or even the world. Mostly it was me who fucked up. I’m not interested in going into the details because it’s between us. I have said everything…

I used to bite my lips a decade ago when I started reading Twilight. Because I was copying Bella. I used to copy a lot of other things that bella did as well. I haven’t done that again after I moved on from Twilight. I don’t know why people are bringing it up now. I…

Please keep me safe. I’m scared of my safety. I’m got 2 missed calls from oman. It might be the psycho divorcee’s brother or someone. I’m scared.

Ministry ended in shit but working in Ministry changed my life. I moved to this apartment, took up therapy, decided to change my life and worked on myself, started YouTube, started writing. Decided to marry and fell in love. Then the whole battle of Mahabharata. (I’m humouring you) And now I’m here. See? It’s how…

Please don’t force me to forgive when I’m angry. It just makes me more angry. I can’t do or say something I don’t feel like doing or saying. Let me feel the anger, sit with it and process it. Let the anger subside and heal. Then comes forgiveness. It will happen organically eventually. Don’t pressurize…

Having difference in opinion is okay as long as you don’t cause any harm. But whatever people are doing even after knowing the truth and proving the truth. Is wrong.

Everyone liked me because I was/am an influencer. Everyone were even saying they like me online. Everywhere I used to go, everyone was always friendly and kind. Because I was friendly and kind to everyone. Everyone knew I was innocent too because I had proved myself. Whatever Kreacher did was wrong. She is the one…

Just because I like something and I DNF something or I do something. Doesn’t mean people should follow me and my opinions blindly like sheeps. I never expect that from anyone as well. I respect difference in opinion as long as you don’t mean any harm to anyone. Difference in opinion is like different colours…

Kreacher is also umbridge. She played different roles in my life. …… Anyway, I’m not hurt by the books I DNFed or stopped reading, getting hype or movie adaptations. I stopped reading them for personal reasons not because I dislike them. If you want to know the specific reasons people should probably ask me. Not…

My mother is sick. I’ve already spoken about everything and proved myself. My money is getting over. This is becoming beyond ridiculous. Stop prolonging this for content purposes and put an end to this nonsense. This is real life and I’m a human being. Not a fucking alien. Stop playing mind games and creating false…

I know for a fact that I’m not guilty of anything. I’ve already proved myself. People are creating false realities around me and online for content and exploiting me. This is so fucked up. People are playing mind games and causing psychological pressure and stress intentionally for the betterment of the world. The world doesn’t…

I haven’t killed anyone. I retaliated when I was suffering and being tortured and going to die multiple times. With the truth which is just 20% or less of the suffering that I went through. They deserve every bit of it. I’m not the one who is dangerous. They are. They should have thought twice…

Everything I’ve said is the truth 100%. I was fucking framed and few people are just shit. I’ve said and cleared everything. I’m not the one at fault and everyone clearly knows that as well. Whatever it is, it’s done and over. I have proved myself as well. People should understand how to behave and…

I’m not attracted to anyone in real life. I’ve made a list of everyone I was attracted to as well. I have explained everything about my bisexuality. I don’t understand who said those things? What’s this game changer that people are talking about? All this is such BS. What the fuck is even going on?…

Was I framed for something? But I have not hurt anyone intentionally till now. I have retaliated, yes. What is this manifesto? What is illegal about what I have written?

I was right about the dentist. There was deposit and she poked me with the needle. I don’t know I’m literally loosing it. I’m fed up of this shit. This has been going on for too long.

What exactly is the world doubting about me? I’ve said everything. There is literally 2k blogs. What exactly is it that doesn’t sit right with the world? If you can point that out, I would be able to clear it. Honestly, I don’t even understand what’s happening or why people are obsessing so much and…

I don’t know if it’s deposit or stain on my teeth. I’m not really sure now. I don’t remember exactly what was there before. I’m unable to understand what exactly it is on my teeth. I don’t remember how I got hurt on my gum too. I don’t know if it was brush or dentist…

I’m not committed to misunderstanding anyone. Everything I’ve written here is the truth 100%. Stop trying to make the evil to make sense. Also, even if the evil has had an epiphany and is a butterfly now. That’s wonderful and they can go and butterfly somewhere else in another universe. I’d rather die alone than…

I think the dentist poked me with that needle. It wasn’t my brush.

Everyone knows I’m speaking the truth and I’m innocent. The world is intentionally troubling me online and everywhere I go. They are trying to twist the truth and create a false reality. Even after knowing the truth. Hence I’m not bothered. Because people who did me wrong will definitely get what they deserve. It will…

I never speak anything bad about anyone or even think anything bad. I always try to see the good in people even when I clearly see the bad. I never start anything too. I give a lot of second chances and let things slide. I always give the benefit of the doubt. When shit accumulates…

I know people are wearing black and white, white, flannel, cat etc to support me. But I don’t understand why certain people in between are trying to hurt me by “pretending” to be against me. Even though everyone clearly likes me. I don’t know if it’s because I had the courage to speak about the…

Kreacher is also Peter Pettigrew and Bellatrix.

The doctor today didn’t do scalling properly. I can still see the deposit in few of my teeth. This is how the doctor’s are behaving and it extremely unethical.

I ordered ballerinas from H&M. My size is 3 and it was extremely big. So I ordered 2 which is the smallest size and even that is big. I ordered a black skirt and black dress and both are loose even though I ordered my size. I ordered the same size white skirt. I got…

I openly admitted to copying certain people, books and songs. That’s why what I’m writing is called as fanfiction. But also, Most of the ideas, thoughts and words are mine. I’m not an exact copy of people. I have my own individuality as well. When I copy something, I make sure I give them the…

I went to Kauvery Hospital today to do scalling. The doctor’s prescription was missing. I’m sure someone hid it. They tried to deny the service saying the prescription is missing and it clicked then why the prescription was missing. I persisted saying that they have the documents in their system. Later, they reluctantly started the…

Also, people have all these assumptions, insecurities and feelings that they are projecting onto me. I never think or said those things. You need to clarify it with me before drawing conclusions.

Every single thing I’ve written here is the truth 100%. People have constantly tried to bring me down my whole life and thrown mud on my name. Staring with Voldemort. Because they were jealous and I’m in the public eye. A lot of people wanted attention. People wanted perks and glory, so they try to…

I don’t know who is controlling and manipulating my content, but this needs to stop. Enough of this BS. I’ve already spoken about everything and even proved myself. I’ve given all possible proofs I can think of. You need to stop doubting me atleast now and stop with the insinuations. People need to learn when…

Sometimes when I type there would be absolutely no typos because I check for it. But after posting, I see typos that weren’t there when I was typing. I don’t know who is this who has access to my phone. But I’m showing the truth to the world that this is what’s happening. So much…

Whatever the crochet place and the dentists did is extreme level of pathological manipulations and unethical behaviour. They tried to use my past misunderstandings as a weapon to hide their manipulations and oppressions. People do whatever the fuck they want to do because they don’t have to face any consequences with me. What happened to…

I can clearly see the deposit on my teeth with my eyes. I’m not blind. Hence proved the manipulations with the dentist near my house and the dentist at Kauvery Hospital trying to save the dentist near my house.

I attended the crochet class on 20th April this year. You can fact check the payment date on phonepe and my period tracking on that day on my period calendar app.

Jealousy and competition isn’t bad if it’s in a healthy amount, you are as human as you could be. You can feel these emotions as long as you don’t cause any harm to anyone intentionally. Rather work on them. But throwing shade on someone’s reputation and bringing them down, destroying them and wanting them dead.…

People didn’t think twice before disclosing my personal information to the world. Also, disrespecting me, throwing mud and shade on my name. So I didn’t think twice about telling their secrets. I didn’t start it, fyi.

When people hurt me intentionally and cause me to suffer, obviously I will stand up for myself and confront. I’m not going to push the dead body under the rug and pretend it doesn’t exist. If that’s inconvenient for you, you aren’t really a good friend or even a person for that matter to begin…

I haven’t looked at Kreacher’s face for more than 3 seconds each time we spoke. Even when I looked at her uniform, it was just for less than a fraction of second and within context of the conversation. I was never interested in her in any way. Her energy was completely off. Even Draco, I…

With me, people do whatever fuck they want and get away with it because they don’t have to face any consequences. Because they can just turn the table and blame it on me. They can conveniently use my past misunderstandings and the world would conveniently believe them too. Later, the world gives them perks and…

Kreacher is as fake as they come. Everything I’ve said is the truth. She wanted attention, that’s why she was forcing herself in my life. She was using my kindness, lusting on me and trying to lure me at the same time. She is a creep. When I didn’t comply, I saw her true colors…

If you can access my old deleted pics, you’ll find a lot of images of trees. You can re-watch my YouTube videos from the beginning too. I show a lot of trees and also, even say that I love them too. I talk about a lot of other things that I love too. If you…

I want to change my name to Anjali, but I think I should change it to Cassandra.

I wrote that fanfic to humour you, like how Taylor Swift wrote Blank space. Anyway. Draco and I had a strong connection, yes. But it was an extremely abusive connection. Back then I loved everyone unconditionally, so I took all the abuse. I didn’t have self respect, self love or ego. I didn’t know to…

I never loved Bellatrix. I didn’t have any feelings for him. He knew I was innocent and used that to his advantage to the max. I loved everyone unconditionally not just him, no matter how much or how many times people hurt me. Because I was a toddler in my mind with no understanding about…

I know I was really different and bat shit crazy before, compared to now. But if people in the past had a problem with me, they could have cut me off. But they didn’t. Because everyone who speaks to me knows I’m harmless and sweet. Everyone always likes me. They really did do the things…

(fanfic) Thank you aimee by Taylor Swift✨ is playing in the background. Khaleesi keeps the nindento switch down. She is wearing a white karate dress with black belt. She sips on her hot coffee and yawns. There is a Christmas tree at the back on top of an overflowing bookshelf decorated with fairy lights and…

I suffered for a really long time because of the perpetrators and I was even going to die multiple times. My retaliations are just 20% of that suffering or less. So in case they are skipping meal, not getting up from bed or some bullshit like that. I’m in no way responsible for it because…

Yes. Yes, I live in fandom. Thank you so much for noticing. :P

This.

Forever mood. Also. This was me last year. Two years ago. Well, we’ve come a long way together. Goodnight. 💫

I can’t stand, sit or walk straight. I do a lot of things which is termed as different and unique and I don’t blend in the crowd. Yes, I am a special child. I couldn’t frame a single sentence up untill 3 years ago neither did I have the confidence. When I started my YouTube…

People can’t judge my father because they haven’t been that great themselves. People wanted me dead and continuously harrassed me and what not. Without asking what happened and my side of the story. Everyone are equal in the disrespect regards. Except for very few people whom I know. So stop having opinions about father.

I’m not generalizing saying all women and men ogle. Some.

Whenever I go out. There would be someone or the other always ogling at me. Men and women, equally. I don’t see anyone sexually assaulting those women. And scrutinizing them, the way the world has been doing to me. Also, whatever whatever I did was within context of the situation and conversation. Also, I’m innocent.…

Stop focusing on my family. Enough of this nonsense. People do whatever fuck they want to do and fuck up and be evil. Later, shift the focus on my flaws and my family. They are dysfunctional, yes. But so are all families. I’m sure there are millions of things happening inside everyone’s houses. Everyone has…

Rohit is a really good person. Our values and everything are in sync and there were others too who were really good to me and nice to talk to. Like Kesh, Paul, Drisya, etc. Just that our friendship was one sided, so I took a step back. I put in a lot of effort to…

I know people are calling me Krishna and Jesus and stuff. I have never wanted that. I just said don’t gaslight me and don’t try to undermine my value and worth. Because gaslighting is psychological abuse. I worked really hard to reach here and I don’t think there’s anything wrong in saying I want conventional…

People hurting me is completely okay but if I stand up for myself and retaliate which is 20% of the suffering and have the courage to speak the truth. I’m dangerous and a villain apparently.

You can check how many times I deleted his number and removed his Instagram. ….. Yesterday I was showing my mom my new pant. She was looking at my pant for a full one minute and my tshirt too. Because we were speaking about my clothes. Which was within context of the conversation we were…

I have been saying a firm no to Dhruv’s approaches since I met him. Whenever he called me home or asked me to hold hands and asked if we can be more. I always said no. Last year when I met him I was extremely suicidal. I wasn’t even wearing any lipstick and my eyes…

And boycott against Taylor for not wanting to engage with them and sending them to jail even. Because they have the endless devotion and love, obviously. Also, continuously taunt and hurt her if she doesn’t comply and shows the courage to speak up about their pathological behaviours. Why is the world not doing that? Because…

Let’s do a deep dive in the lives of stalkers and people who harass celebrities like Taylor Swift. Call them “beloved” and hero based on something they did in their life and empathize with them because of their past and background. Because obviously they have endless devotion and love towards her, so we can ignore…

It’s so nice to see everyone supporting me through their words and clothes. By wearing all the different colors, black and white, white, red, blue, black, flannel etc. Also, the eyes emoji and games to say it’s okay to be like that based on all those misunderstandings that were created. And all the women looking…

Whenever I’m speaking on the phone, father eavesdrops on the conversation and starts commenting and behaving angry. He doesn’t need a reason to be angry. No matter what he does or however silly the conversation is or the situation is, he spoils it by being angry. Today I was speaking to the delivery partner asking…

There is always two sides to the story. And when people say their side of the story, they never tell the whole truth about their behaviour and evil. They sugarcoat it and try their best to save face. Whatever I’ve written here is the whole honest truth. And the truth prevails, no matter what. They…

I have never walked away from anyone. Not even Kreacher. People have always attacked me to cut me off or disrespected or walked all over me like a doormat. And then I walked away and distanced myself because of their behaviour. There has been no love or friendship or care from their end to mend…

Rohit was never a close friend. Even if he is there or not, it doesn’t affect me in any way or even make a difference. He has never been there for me like I have been there for him since the beginning of our casual friendship. Every time I have reached out to him, he…

Also, God is seeing every man made pain that is being inflicted on me for the benefit of the perpetrators and based on their double standards. God was with me and He saw everything. He knows how pure my heart and intentions were because He was always by my side since the beginning. Justice will…

I don’t see black and white, check, flannel, white etc as an attack. I see it as support. Because people are wearing that and supporting me through their words. I feel they are wearing that because I wore black and white, white and said checkmate etc when I was going to die. And then I…

Even when Ginny was pushing me away, she still liked me and showed it as well. We have our own way of speaking even when we don’t speak. Also, I understand all her non verbals. …. Don’t compare my relationship with her with people whom I have no connection or bond with. Don’t compare and…

Just because a pretty girl gives you attention, is kind to you and shows empathy, doesn’t mean she is “interested”. People have to understand this basic thing. This is my character and the way I am.

Mind your own business. Love and care about the people in your life unconditionally. Love yourself immensely and have goals, habits, routine, passion and hobbies. Also, other things that you love. Care and love everyone as a human being from a distance. Care about their well being and be happy for their achievements. Lift each…

Another thing I notice before I allow someone in my life is, how they behave when I say no, when I set a boundary and when I cry. These things are important to me. …. There are so many people in this world and everyone are unique and different in their own ways. Everyone are…

I had drawn a healthy boundary with Rohit on gaslighting long ago. I have spoken about it multiple times on my blog as well. And he did it intentionally today which was extreme psychological abuse. I think someone made him do it because my intuition is saying there was someone behind this. When I spoke…

Life isn’t a walk through a sunflower garden always. Hence how a person behaves during conflicts, misunderstandings and rejection is important too. Because these things are inevitable in life and this defines their character as much as the love that they show. Both are equally important. If person can’t be mature during these situations, is…

Before you accept someone in your close circle and as a partner. Watch and observe how they handle rejection, conflicts and misunderstandings as well. Not just if they send you roses and call you everyday. What’s the use of roses if they can’t respect you during tough times and own up to hurting you?

The world needs to respect my words, choices and decisions. Also, my privacy, space and boundaries. You need to ask me “what happened” like a normal person. Because my values are always in place.

The world glorifies the people whom I stand up to and give them the perks. And that’s exactly what some people want. They don’t want my love. This is a pattern I’ve observed. The world needs to understand what’s happening and the immense internal manipulations.

Some people force themselves in my life for attention and ulterior motives. They take advantage of my helplessness. They ask me for a place to sleep, lock me up and throw a feast. Later, they make me react intentionally because when I react they can keep a good name and thrive on the attention. I’m…

Every single pain I’m going through and that people are inflicting on me for the benefit of the perpetrators is going to hit the source. I’m sure of it.

I don’t understand why I have to give proof and clarification for everything like this. I don’t see any other famous people giving proof and clarification for everything they write or make. I don’t see anyone else being tortured and scrutinized for what they write and asked for a clarification. I don’t see anyone invading…

I’ve already said everything. People are taking things too far. This needs to stop. I cannot handle it any further than this.

I heard the word “exaggerating” two times. I think people are trying to convey that I’m exaggerating something by doing all this BS intentionally and stooping so low. But I’m not. Everything I’ve said is the truth. I’ve said everything as it is and I have addressed each and everything. It’s time for people to…

I know I lived in the slum majority of my life. I didn’t take care of my hygiene and had lies in my hair in the past. I have been clear about what exactly happened and why that was. But I have been taking care of myself these past few years. I have come a…

Also, I’m good at solving problems. Whenever I need help, I do ask my therapist. Mostly I take therapy these days for support and company. Also, when I speak my thoughts out loud, I tend to find the answers myself. My therapist guides me when I don’t. I’ve already learnt everything I need to learn…

I used to get really hurt whenever Ginny was saying no and pushing me because of the misunderstandings. But I still fought for her because she is the one. Because when someone is my priority and I love them unconditionally, I don’t think about self preservation and ego. I certainly don’t give excuses as well.…

You want to know something else, please ask me. Like my bank password? That’s the only thing that’s left for me to say.

I wanted to lick Symran’s boobs when I was bisexual two years ago. But my vagina is dead as stone when I look at Kreacher. Please see my Netflix usage for the last two years, you’ll get to know how dead and alive my vagina was. Because I watch Netflix whenever I’m in the mood.…

People who meet Taylor Swift will never expect her to give them the place Travis Kelce and Blake Lively has in her life. SAME. People will never force Taylor Swift to comply to their pathological atrocities and control her life and hurt her for speaking up and having courage. Because they respect her space and…

If anyone wants to express their love when they meet me they can. Nothing wrong in it. But people can’t expect me to be their friend because I can’t accept everyone in my life, it’s not humanly possible. I can only love and be a friend from a distance. If you don’t expect something from…

I don’t see black and white, check and stripped clothes, chess, white or sports as an attack anymore. They hold no relevance or meaning. It has no effect whatsoever on me. I infact love them and everything else too. Eyes emoji doesn’t hold any relevance or meaning too. Everyone has eyes, yes. I haven’t done…

Don’t try to undermine my value and worth. I know clearly who I am and what I bring to the table. I know I’m attractive and everyone likes me. I am very much self aware and the effect that I have.

Can someone please help me. This is prolonging for no reason whatsoever. People are stooping so fucking low. I’ve openly spoken about all the internal manipulations and cleared everything. Every single thing. Someone please help.

If someone wants to be my friend, there’s nothing wrong in it. But the way they behave and whatever they are doing also matters. Their intentions and actions and everything else. Do they like me or are they just blinded by the light and the “idea of me”. I see everything. My values are always…

Can someone please do something and help me out of this? I’ve already said everything and proved myself. The truth is in front of you. People are stooping so low and being barbaric. Someone please do something. They are intentionally causing bad breath and sensitivity as well.

People stoop so low because I’m in the public eye. They literally go to any extent. Some people are so pathological and psychopathic. I’ve been transperant and vulnerable about each and every thing. The truth is in front of you.

Since yesterday I feel really weird in my mouth. I don’t feel fresh like I used to. I don’t know if it’s something that I ate or what exactly, but I don’t trust because if people can cause sensitivity intentionally, they can also do this. Because they knew I was going to see the dentist…

If people whom I stopped speaking with have grown into a butterfly and changed. That wonderful. They can go and butterfly somewhere else because my door is permanently shut. I have thought this through, like a lot. They are in a different universe now and I’m not interested in being in the same universe as…

People in the past are just shifting the focus to me and my flaws and using my past misunderstandings as a weapon against me. To avoid accountability. I’ve spoken about everything and put forth every possible thing. When people are bitter and things don’t go their way or when they are confronted with the truth.…

I haven’t stared at anyone’s chest or anything in real life because I’m not even attracted to women in real life. I don’t find anyone attractive. Whom ever I have been attracted to I’ve already made a list and everything. Also, I’ve told those people upfront about my feelings as well. Also, I’ve said and…

If people whom I stopped speaking with has had an epiphany and have grown and changed. That’s wonderful. But the door to my life is shut nevertheless. I can never forget and unsee, the pain and suffering that they caused and the demon that I saw. Also, there was nothing good between us to fight…

I stayed quiet about what really happened with Kreacher for a really long time. You can go back and read to fact check. I even cried when I wrote about Kreacher calling me home on my blog. Because I’m not the kinda person who does these things like betraying people. But now that I know…

Whatever I’m saying to Ginny is okay because we had a connection and we dated for 5-6 months. She did say I’m the love of his life and she’s mine too. She loves me and it is extremely clear and it is shown in her actions and behaviour. Not just words. Even my actions and…

Whatever relationship that was there between Kreacher and I wasn’t friendship. She was constantly forcing and mistreating me since day one. She was taking advantage of my empathy and kindness to dump on me. Her energy was completely off since day one because she was trying to lure me and forcing me to go to…

People fuck me over and turn things around on me and my poor family. This is what’s been happening since day one. But no more man. Accept your fuck ups. …. I’m still alive because my consciousness is clear and pristine. You cannot destroy a person with God’s presence. …. Karma is going to hit…

My life was completely different. Because I’m different. Whatever happened in the past and whatever I did was either a reaction to extreme torture or because I lacked understanding about the situation. I didn’t know anything because my mind wasn’t developed and I wasn’t aware of the social norms etc. Everyone in this world knows…

Whatever people are doing is man made. Every single pain that I went through till now and I’m going through because of the perpetrators. Will hit the source. Mark my words. God saw what happened and God is seeing what’s happening. I have been saying this since the beginning. Because I know it will definitely…

No one in this world knows Ginny’s flaws because I don’t have a habit of speaking behind anyone’s back. That too when I love them unconditionally. I haven’t said anything to my therapist as well. Whatever problems we have will remain between us. And that’s how it should be.

If the people I stopped speaking with and Kreacher were really my “friends” I would not have gone through whatever I went through because of them to begin with. Because people who love and care about you, care about causing you hurt and pain. We would not be having the conversation if they are my…

Everything I’ve said about everyone is the truth, everyone reading this knows that. I don’t understand why people are hurting me for the benefit of the perpetrators. Even though everyone knows what happened to me was unfair and whatever people are doing now is absolutely wrong. Everyone knows my retaliations are just 20% and it…

Someone please help me. And stop all this. I’m unable to hold on. My head might explode. I’m feeling extremely suicidal. I won’t do anything. But I can’t take this any further. Please.

Everyone knows the truth. People just need a reason to hate and do shit. People really need to think before they do something. I have been clear about everything that happened as well. I haven’t done anything. Everyone knows it. What is the point of all this when everyone knows the truth? I was also…

There was no love between us. I have clearly spoken about everything that happened. I have cleared my name from the accusations as well. If something happened to her, it could be because she couldn’t handle the pressure of what was happening. I don’t have any role to play in this. I was going to…

I was sexually assaulted by a woman in the hospital and a woman on the road today. ….. Everyone clearly knows who is at fault in this situation. I don’t understand why I’m being hurt to this extent like this even though everyone knows everything. This is so twisted and pathological.

Because of the oppressions of Kreacher, I’m still suffering. Even after clearing everything that happened.

The dental clinic near my house refused to clean my teeth when I said there is blood when I brush and I don’t feel comfortable in my mouth. I had not done scalling in 3 years. Every time I went there they kept asking me to use mouth wash and said there is no deposit.…

I haven’t had any problems like bad breath since last few years because I have been taking care of myself. I didn’t take care of myself when I was raped and sexually assaulted 6 years ago. I don’t deny it. Also, whatever happened with the dentist 6 years ago was an exaggeration of the truth.…

In case I talk to Taylor Swift tomorrow and there is a misunderstanding between us and she even writes a diss track based on the misunderstanding. I will do everything in my power to clear the misunderstanding. I will even take the next flight to her place and stand outside her house with a board…

Every mean word I’ve said and my retaliations are just 20% of the suffering that I was put through because of the perpetrators. And it is very much justified. Karma will be served by God. Whatever people are doing is man made. No matter what the world does the perpetrators can’t escape their Karma. Mark…

Also, whatever I’ve said about the perpetrators is the truth 100%. I showed the courage and spoke openly about my experience with them and every single thing that happened and that they did. I have said everything about the immense internal manipulations and cleared each and every thing one by one. I have proved myself…

I’m not committed to misunderstanding anyone. I had the courage to speak the truth about how people treated me and what they did and what I had to face because of them. The only reason for doing this was because people were misunderstanding my retaliations. I spoke openly about each and every thought I had…

People will stoop to any level to save the perpetrators. They don’t care if I get hurt in the process. This is what’s happening. This is the truth.

There is so much internal manipulations, I’m putting the truth in front of the world. People are just trying to save each other by making it look like I’m the problem. I’m showing the truth to the world now. This is the real truth. People are stopping to the extreme level to save each other…

I came here at Kauvery Hospital to the dentist for sensitivity and there was so much internal manipulations that happened. The Doctor here was trying to help the dentist near my house by repeating again and again that my teeth is clean and perfect. When I was speaking about sensitivity. The sensitivity issue started few…

The bedroom that saw the countless nights when I battled suffocation and death. The bedroom where I grieved and balled my eyes over the loss of the life that I took a lifetime to build. The bedroom where I made cringey YouTube video one after the other and didn’t give up because my life counted…

Honestly, Draco is not my type. Even online, I don’t find her even remotely attractive. She has extreme anger issues, so she has an angry face all the bloody time. She doesn’t even know to smile. She looks constipated in pictures as I mentioned multiple times. Also, her personality sucks. Her ego is bigger than…

Draco was obsessing over a manager who looked at 2-3 times at Ministry. She spoke about him continuously for 2 years (I think) saying that he was in love with her because he looked at her 2-3 times. She would even walk in front of him so that he looks at her ass. Her ass…

I knew things and I didn’t know things at the same time. Everything I did and said back then was copied from books, TV or my friends. Honestly, even now it’s the same. I literally copy everything about Ginny and my favorite fictional characters, Taylor Swift and so many other things and people. I have…

I don’t remember anything about California girls by Katy Perry. I used to listen to a lot of english music growing up. Like a lot. Music and books was important back then, like it is now. I’ve watched a lot of TV series and anime too. I used to live in fandom. Honestly, I was…

Kreacher did not distance herself quietly when I deleted her number several times and when I unfollowed her multiple times because of her behaviour. She also didn’t distance herself quietly when I was screaming to the world we aren’t friends and the world was hurting me like I’m an animal. During these times she was…

I don’t trauma dump on anyone, hence I expect the same from them. Because I always have bigger problems. I’m okay with listening to Ginny. I’m okay with my family and people who are close to me telling me their problems, when I have the mindspace to listen. I’m okay solving the problems of the…

My anger and mean words are a retaliation and just 20% of the suffering that I went through because of the perpetrators. I don’t kill people intentionally. I just kill people in self defence. i.e Expelliarmus. Also, I don’t misuse my power. People spoke shit to the world first and I address it on the…

Also, Kreacher and I barely spoke. There was barely anything. Also, if there was “the undying affection” why the fuck was she trying to cut me off by attacking me. When I didn’t comply to her force. Also, the extreme sadism. She never imagined I’ll tell her manager because she said it herself, “why did…

Ginny isn’t perfect like everyone else in this world. She has flaws, just that I don’t talk about them. I know some of them and it doesn’t bother me much. I’m okay with it. I’m not interested in speaking about it. I worked on those thoughts myself for a long time and got over it…