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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Does anyone want to explain to me why no action is taken against the aggressive stalker? Even after highlighting something extremely serious. I’ve been saying NO and I’m not interested. Since 2023. What’s going on man? Are you even listening to me?

Everything doesn’t have to be romantic and sexual. There is also platonic love. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXMB79diG0J/?igsh=eHdwOWxqZnF6eW1i

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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? Unnecessarily. And making me repeat the same bloody things every single day.

You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? The truth is already out many months ago. And you are still making me repeat the same things.

I honestly had nothing against Pettigrew. I was keeping quiet to help her. But after what she did to me. I don’t care even if she dies. I’ve spoken the truth and proved it. The truth is already out many months ago. I’ve repeated myself millions of times since August 2024. I’m not interested in…

You can clearly understand from the behaviour of aggressive stalker. That people with para social relationships don’t understand a NO. He is just a random neighbour and a stalker. I’ve been telling that man NO and I’m not interested. Since 2023. He is not stopping at all.

Stop showing me Dobby. Stop wasting my time unnecessarily. Pettigrew is not my friend. There was no friendship. This is not friendship. You can clearly understand from her actions that there was no friendship. Actions speak louder than words. This is not how friends behave. I tried being friends. But she was not interested in…

Why are you wasting my time? What’s going on man?

What’s going on man? Why are you still showing me Dobby? Why the fuck are you wasting my time? Unnecessarily.

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Is this how the legal system works in this country? What bullshit man. Does anyone want to explain to me why you are wasting my time?

Your feelings should be stronger than your ego. Your self respect should be stronger than your feelings. Always.

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I’ve been telling the aggressive stalker NO and I’m not interested. Since 2023. Absolutely no action is taken against that man. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. That’s why he is not stopping. Because he has this mentality that. Anyway there are no consequences. So he can continue with the harassment. You are enabling his…

Time is precious man. Stop wasting my precious time. Unnecessarily.

It’s over man. It’s over a long time ago. What are you doing? No seriously. What the fuck are you doing?

It’s over a long time ago. Are you going to drag this unnecessarily everyday for one more year? Are you going to continue to waste my time unnecessarily? Please let me know so that I can be prepared. Is that the protocol? How much longer are you going to waste my time? Unnecessarily. Is this…

How much will you drag this unnecessarily? How much? How much will you waste my time? Even you know this is unnecessary. It’s over man. It’s over a long time ago.

I don’t see a point why you are wasting my time. Why are you dragging this? Unnecessarily. It’s over man. It’s over a long time ago. You don’t drag things otherwise. Was my life not important?

All women are bisexual. There’s no such thing as 100% straight in women. They are lying if they say otherwise. Everyone in this world masturbates. Does anyone want to explain to me why I’m being targeted?

What’s going on man?

The truth is already out long ago. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. It’s over a long time ago. If this is how the law works in this country. You need to…

Why are you wasting my precious time?

I don’t understand why you are wasting my time. Unnecessarily. You don’t drag things otherwise. When you want me dead and gang up and torture me. Based on lies and manipulations. Everything happens so damn quickly. When you want to benefit out of me and create content out of my content. Everything happens so damn…

Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me Dobby and the lyrics of mastermind? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

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I’ve been dating since 2019. I’ve spoken to a bunch of successful, fucking hot and affluent men. I can tell you this much. The only thing some people have is money and looks. They lack everything else. Like character, communication skills, emotional maturity, kindness, empathy, emotional regulation, conflict resolution skills, maturity to work through misunderstandings.…

Sorry the link didn’t work. Ladies and gentlemen, the link.

I would like to dedicate this song to the lovely and fake fuck boy. Lockhart. The irony of this song is that. You remember the person whom you forgot when you listen to it.

You and your partner are on the same team. Stop declaring unnecessary and silly civil wars. When you should be fighting Thanos together. 🤷🏻‍♀️

As I mentioned before. There are so many problems that come complimentary with life on Earth. Please try not to add man made problems. To that heap. Your focus should be to let out the dumpster fire. Not add fuel to it. Don’t start shit. Live and let live.

There are so many serious and important problems in this world. Differences in opinion should be the least of our worries. You should be learning how to handle it in middle school. It’s a middle school first world problem. Why can’t you just agree to disagree? Everything doesn’t need to end up in a conflict.…

I grew up watching the TV show friends. I hold hands, hug and squeeze, say I love you, compliment. Etc. With all my friends. If you don’t understand platonic love. I cannot help you. Everything doesn’t have to be sexual and romantic.

What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.

I love the ending of how I met your mother so much. I loved it back then when it was aired too. It was a full circle moment. The ending was core Ted Mosby. The guy who never stops believing in love. The guy who never gives up on love.

If you aren’t enjoying a book. You can just put it down and DNF. Life is too short to read books you aren’t in the mood for and you don’t vibe with. You don’t have to put yourself through that. Art is subjective. Just like how you would walk out of a movie theatre or…

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? Why are you keeping me in the dark? You don’t drag things otherwise.

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I just remembered the last time Ginny called me on the phone. She was at Social. She wanted the OTP. She called my number for the OTP without knowing it was me. She thought she was calling the manager. This was after she ended things with me in 2022. She said she’ll call me later…

I was watching the below reel. Which had me thinking. Every job has its pros and cons. To quote Mark Manson. A job is like eating a shitty sandwich. If you are working at a corporate. Like I used to. The pros are. Goodies, paid leaves, reimbursement of internet and medical bills, PF, insurance, free…

Apart from my family. (Mom, dad, sis, my nieces.) The only people I trust are Ginny, my therapist Kruti and Will. They are my found family. That’s my close-knit circle. People in my close circle are in my close circle for a reason. I didn’t start trusting them blindly overnight. They showed me with consistent…

Ginny did what no man in my life has ever done. Not only did she see me when I was invisible. But she also chose me. She’s the love of my life. Men were suddenly interested in me only after I started dressing hot. I don’t care for such men. Will saw me when I…

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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? Why are you keeping me in the dark? Why are you wasting my time? Why are you dragging things? Unnecessarily. You don’t drag things otherwise.

The truth is already out. I don’t understand why you are wasting my time. Unnecessarily. Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

The person who was controlling my surroundings and content. Was the real demon. I have already explained everything.

Everything started because Voldemort was jealous. I suffered for more than a decade without understanding what was happening. Voldemort paved the way. Death eaters effortlessly followed. Voldemort’s mentality was carried on throughout. After speaking to Nikita Metha and my therapist Rahul. Everything clicked. Only I knew the truth. I was desperate to say it. I…

Since I had a platform to address the world. I’m good at certain things. So I decided to help. Along with telling my story. That’s it.

I’ve already explained why I decided to take the help of Harry Potter fanfiction. Note.

I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. The truth is already out. Please stop wasting my time. We need to see a fucking doctor. Too many things are wrong.

I finished writing in August 2024. Everything that happened after August 2024. Was impromptu and real time. Because I didn’t see it coming. You can clearly understand from this that I’m good at what I do. Everything that happened after I started writing here in 2022. Was also impromptu and real time. But I had…

I’ve already explained how I started writing about Khaleesi and why I decided to take revenge. Taylor Swift released the song Vigilante Shit in 2022. Note. Note.

I’ve already explained why I didn’t die and that I had help. Note.

I’ve already explained that people with para social relationships don’t understand NO. No matter how many times I say it. They act like they are entitled to cross my boundaries and personal space. You can clearly understand this from the behaviour of aggressive stalker and Dudley’s father.

It wasn’t my fucking idea to involve the world in my life. I’ve already proved that I didn’t know people knew me till I watched Jawaan. Note.

I’ve already cleared why I used the word chess. More than enough and necessary. I’ve repeated it millions of times. Note.

I’ve already proved that I didn’t know I was framed and the law was involved. Till I saw it online at the end of 2024. Once I got to know. I was able to take control of the situation. I started giving proof. Whatever proof that I’ve given you is impromptu and real time. Note.

As long as I exist in this reality and double life. Shit will continue forever and ever. I’ve already explained the complexities of existing in this reality and double life. In detail. Tomorrow there can be another Pettigrew. Because as long as I exist this way shit will continue forever and ever.

After that I started writing like I was possessed. Only I knew the truth. I was desperate to say it. I had a general vague idea of what I wanted to say. But everything was impromptu and real time. I already spoke about the number of times I was going to die. And why I…

I’ve already proved that I didn’t know why people were speaking to me in a special way. Till Nikita Metha told me why at the end 2022. Note.

I finished writing in August 2024. I cannot control Pettigrew’s lies. I cannot control her lust. Everything that happened after August 2024 was impromptu and real time. Because I did not see that coming. I have already proved that she’s a liar. Note.

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

I don’t understand why you are still showing me the lyrics of mastermind. Why are you wasting my time? Why are you putting me through trauma and torturing me? Unnecessarily. It’s over man. It’s over a long time ago. What’s going on? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

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We need to see a doctor. Too many things are wrong. Does anyone want to explain to me what the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

I miss you so much.

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There is a lump in my right boob. It hurts sometimes. I need to see a doctor asap. I have other problems too. I’ve been sick since last year August. My mom is suffering as well. So is dad. We need to see a fucking doctor. Can someone please explain to me what exactly am…

Does anyone want to explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? What the fuck is going on man? Why are you keeping me in the dark?

My mom has been extremely sick. Since father hit her one month ago. Father and I are sick too. But mom is suffering. We need to see a fucking doctor. Does anyone want to explain to me what the bloody fuck am I waiting for? The truth is already out many months ago. What’s going…

Does anyone want to explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? Why are you wasting my time? Why are you keeping me in the dark?

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Does anyone want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?

After I bought my current apartment during covid. I didn’t tell anyone till everything was done. I was speaking to Shruthi Ren during that time. When I posted pictures of house warming. She texted me. When I told her we bought the apartment. She immediately got angry and sad at the same time. She said…

What’s going on man? What the fuck am I waiting for?

Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? The truth is already out. It’s over. Does anyone want to explain to me what the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Whatever father did today was kinda an over reaction. Even the constant cribbing. Because he clearly knows what’s happening in this world. So it kinda was an unnecessary and somewhat twisted conflict. My parents don’t expect anything. They always expect disappointment. Because what if in case it doesn’t happen. For some strange reason. So they…

What am I waiting for man?

All this happened because I bought a 70rs bulb. I’m so fucking tired and exhausted. Mentally, physically and psychologically. The whole fucking world is benefitting out of me and creating content out of my content. And I’m suffering. I’m so fucking tired. I understand my father’s meltdown. I gave you the context. I understand my…

This is what started the fight. I bought the bulb with my sister’s amazon points. Without running it by father. As I mentioned, this is his territory. He doesn’t really know much about zero watt bulbs. So when he saw it. He got angry. Because we don’t really have money these days to even take…

There was a fight at home today about the most silliest thing. But then fights at home are always about silly things. Because my parents are from a different generation. I cannot expect them to always understand. And father is always hot headed. These days father is always cribbing about money. I tell him to…

People with para social relationships. Act like they are entitled to cross my boundaries and personal space. They don’t understand a NO. No matter how many times I say it. They don’t understand my boundaries. No matter how many times I repeat it like a crazy person.

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

I don’t understand why no action is taken against the aggressive stalker. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. I have been saying NO and I’m not interested. Since 2023. I feel extremely suicidal, extreme trauma and angry. Every single time I see his face. Which is a normal reaction to his behaviour since 2023. It’s…

My parents have been fighting about this same thing since they got married. Dad has a habit of cussing. He says this malayalam word “ninde ammande”. So every time he uses that word when he is angry or irritated. Mom shouts at him and says, “Don’t abuse my mother.” She takes the literal meaning of…

What’s going on man? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? Why are you keeping me in the dark?

Chinthu has added “Spiritually elevated” on his bio. But he doesn’t even have the emotional maturity to work through a boundary. He sees a boundary as “conflict”. We started speaking in 2022. He has never enquired about anything since I’ve known him. He was suddenly enquiring the last time we spoke intentionally and playing dumb.…

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There are too many typos. I cannot correct everything. It’s really difficult to focus sometimes. I’m doing my best. Kindly bear with me.

I meant shaadi.com. Not shaddi.com. Continued.

Because even porn has a storyline and plot that leads to and revolves around sex. Just like an erotica. There’s literally no difference other than the latter being in written format. Note.

Taylor Swift said in an interview that swifties sleep on some of her songs. Like “ready for it”. But I didn’t. I have listened to that song and the MV so many times after it came out. I used to tell people the MV looks like a marvel movie. I found it so cool.

After you become successful. Random ass side characters from the past will suddenly text you. They will suddenly start forcing a non-existent relationship/friendship with you. They will start using words like. Good friend. True friend. Favourite cousin. Favourite niece. Chuddy buddy. Mele mein bichde hue baayi behan. Make sure you ask them to FUCK OFF.

Below is the reason I fought for it. Otherwise I wouldn’t have. Otherwise I usually don’t. You should fight for a friendship/relationship only when it’s. Mutual. And meets the definition of friendship. Only when there’s a strong connection and rapport. Otherwise you should not. If you fight for it when it’s. One sided, para social…

Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me the lyrics of mastermind and chess? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Does anyone want to explain to me what the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

There’s no such thing as “busy”. It’s all about priorities. If someone is saying they are busy. It means you are not a priority. Before you prioritize someone. Make sure it’s mutual. You should only prioritize people. Who prioritizes you. You should only care about people. Who cares about you. When someone doesn’t care. You…

Intention matters. Ginny sent me a request on shaddi.com in the beginning of 2022. Back then, no one was interested in me. (No one I like.) When we started dating in 2022. She said she likes me. I changed my dressing sense after that. It wasn’t necessary. Because she liked me even before all that.…

I’m extremely picky when it comes to my romantic likings. I don’t trust anyone easily. I study, notice, observe every single thing. I watch like a hawk. I put people through multiple tests. Intention matters. I met Sid in 2021. We were good friends for a year. He wasn’t really interested in me when we…

Just like how porn is not considered as a movie or series. Erotica is not literature. If you are gonna start calling reading erotica as “actual reading”. You should also start calling watching porn as watching a movie/series. I said what I said.

Next time I want a book to be read by the whole world. I will just put it on my DNF shelf on Goodreads and Fable. That’ll do the trick. Because even if I say a book is good explicitly a 100 times. No one cares. No one listens. It’s funny how this world works.

If I was an author. And the whole world suddenly starts to performatively hype up my books. Based on assumptions by watching a public figure. Also. Because jokers in a white cardigan. Like Rachel Catherine and Destiny Sidewall desperately need something against the public figure to satisfy their demons. They are jealous because the public…

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Does anyone want to explain to me why no action is taken against the aggressive stalker? I highlighted something extremely serious. What’s going on man?

Does anyone want to explain to me what the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

No matter how many times I repeat my boundaries like a crazy person. People still encroach on my boundaries. 3 people in my apartment approached me and touched me recently. Aggressive stalker doesn’t seem to understand NO. No matter how many times I say it. I’ve been saying NO since 2023. Absolutely no action is…

I search for a best friend in my partner. Ginny is my best friend. How did suddenly all couples start calling each other best friends? Not just this. But everything man. Everyone is literally my clone. It’s no longer flattering, tbh. It’s borderline scary and off putting. Like have some originality man. I will be…

It’s funny when people who got married just for the sake of it. Post performative pictures these days with the caption. “My Best friend”. Because everyone is my clone these days. I don’t know what they are trying to prove. Who they are trying to prove it to. Because everyone knows the truth.

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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Adding to what I said last night. The incident about Jessa Hastings saying she’ll kill off a fan’s favourite character. Is called being sassy and spunky. Which I personally believe most people should embody. You guys annoyed her. She clapped back with humour. Learn to take a joke man. Everyone cannot be Susan, a people…

I don’t understand why people are hating on Jessa Hastings. I just saw her Instagram stories and went to Reddit to check. I read through everything and I would like to say this. The posts that have resurfaced are from more than a decade ago. Back then. She was really young, stupid and didn’t know…

I’ve said this before. But anyway. There are people who care about Instagram (social media) and things like posts, stories, likes, and comments. More than people IRL. They live for the gram. They meet just to take performative pictures for the gram and write fake captions. That’s the whole reason of meeting them. There are…

I’ve said this before. But anyway. There are people who care about Instagram (social media) and things like posts, stories, likes, and comments. More than people IRL. They live for the gram. They meet just to take performative pictures for the gram and write fake captions. That’s the whole reason of meeting them. There are…

I think Will misunderstood the intention behind our silly fight. I wish I could speak to him and clear things. The conversation keeps running in my mind. I don’t really care about the silly fight, tbh. But there’s no way to speak to him. It’s just radio silence. I don’t want to put it here.…

I honestly hate taking pictures with people. I prefer not to. I’ve seen everything there is to see in life. I’ve experienced all kinds of shit. I’ve been there done that. I’m done now. Done for good. I prefer taking pictures only with family and close circle. Or alone. No more with anyone else. Don’t…

I stopped taking pictures with people many years ago. I stopped caring about posting on Instagram after Ginny unfollowed me in 2022. I post only when I want to convey a message. Or if I have something important to say. I honestly don’t care. I’m not a social media person. I use it every day…

Literally everyone I know does this. So called friends I knew in the past. They intentionally post pictures in which I look disgusting. They never post pictures in which both of us look good. Don’t get me started on Draco and Pratignya Mohapatra. After treating me like a doormat for a decade. Both of them…

Savitha Nair is catfishing people on her socials. IRL she is a monster. I’ve already spoken about her. I was honestly scared to be alone with her in her house. She would intentionally choose pictures in which I look disgusting. And post that with fake captions on her socials. She doesn’t post pictures in which…

Absolutely no action is taken against the aggressive stalker till now. Even after highlighting his behaviour. Multiple times. Hence he has this mentality that he can continue to aggressively stalk and harass me. Because there’s going to be no consequences. That’s why he stalked me even recently. This needs to stop.

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Why are you wasting my time unnecessarily? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.

The truth is already out long ago. I don’t understand what exactly am I waiting for? I don’t see a point why you are dragging shit. Unnecessarily. Also. Why is no action taken against the aggressive stalker? I highlighted something extremely serious. This man is not stopping. He is an overgrown predator.

If you think I didn’t see something. If you think I didn’t notice. Oh baby I saw that. I know who is loyal to me. Who isn’t. I know who is a joker in a white cardigan. Who isn’t. One thing I’m good at is reading people. I’m good at it to a certain extent.…

If you are being performative online. By saying “you are supporting the author“. But betraying me in the process. Just know that I hate you. You’ve lost my love. Period. You can’t have the cake and eat it too. Even if I follow you. Just know that I saw what you did and I hate…

I don’t know why you are still showing me the lyrics of mastermind. And the word act. Even you know you are cherry picking. Even you know this is unnecessary and a waste of time. You’ve completely lost the plot. It’s over man. I don’t understand the point of unnecessary torture and scrutiny. You don’t…

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Also. Most importantly. The day the book community stops being a. Fucking HYPOCRITE. I will come back. Till then. Arrivederci, au revoir. Forgive my French, but, fuck you, ta-ta. Sayonara, adiós. Goodbye.(Get home safe) (Sabrina Carpenter’s voice) Thank you. God bless you. x.

The day the book community moves on from. And learns. Also. I will come back. Till then you are grounded. Go stand in the corner and think about and reflect on your actions and behaviour.

I know my value. I know what I bring to the table. I will be gatekeeping. This is your consequence of betrayal. I don’t care if you crash and burn. After the way I was treated. idc.

You can copy my old content all you want. But no matter what you do. You cannot copy my creativity. You say you are supporting the author. But how are you so okay with betraying me? How? How are you so okay with being cruel and inhuman towards me? Also. You are a fucking hypocrite.…

Whatever the book community did to me is betrayal. It is wrong. I want people to clearly understand that it’s wrong. What you are doing to me is inhuman and wrong. In all senses. I’m not going to add value. I refuse to be a part of it. I’m not fucking interested.

Jessa Hastings deserves more hype than she gets. Instead of invading in my personal space and boundaries. Without my consent and knowledge. Assuming shit that’s not true. Based on my activity when I was in survival mode. Throwing it on my face and causing a wildlife. You should hype up books that deserve it. I…

Whatever connection you feel with me is one sided. Please be mindful about that. Please don’t develop a para social relationship with me. My boundaries are non-negotiable. I’m going to be ruthless when you cross it. Because as I said, it’s non-negotiable.

What’s going on man?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? Why are you keeping me in the dark?

You can clearly understand from the behaviour of aggressive stalker. That people with para social relationships don’t understand a NO. No matter how many bloody times I say it. He is just a random neighbour and a stalker. I have been saying NO and that I’m not interested. Since 2023. He stalked me even yesterday.…

Don’t get me started on the manchild Deepak GS. Bloody desperado. That man was a fucking joke. A pain in the ass joke. I would rather drive off a cliff than talk to that man for one more minute. (Below is my experience with him.) We only spoke for one month. He dumped his trash…

When I rejected men from shaadi.com in the beginning of 2023. They would start attacking me verbally. Just for saying no. These men don’t even have the ability to handle something as silly as rejection. I don’t think they are qualified to get married. Because marriage is not a walk through a fresh sunflower meadow.…

Problems like difference in opinion and rejection. Etc. Are middle school first world problems. You should be learning how to handle it in middle school. I see fully grown adults fretting like a 2 year old in kindergarten. You should be ashamed of yourself.

The movie community like letterboxd etc. Is so much more healthy and positive. Than the book community. The book community is toxic and aggressive. People don’t understand the concept of difference in opinion. Movies and books are pretty much the same. Different books cater to different audiences. Just like movies. A person who enjoys horror…

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

Things like this sucks away the fun and joy of reading. I don’t want to go down this road. After everything that you did. Do you really think I will add value to the book community? I’m not fucking interested man. I refuse to add value. You can copy my old content all you want.…

Whatever the book community did to me is betrayal. It was inhuman. Extremely traumatic, scrutinizing, aggressive, barbaric. Also. Extremely hypocritical. I spoke about 100 books that I love. But people don’t care. NO. They don’t give a fuck. They only care about invading in my personal space and boundaries. Without my consent and knowledge. Watching…

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? Why are you keeping me in the dark? What’s going on man?

Why are you showing me chess and the lyrics of mastermind? Why are you wasting my time? What’s going on man?

Why is no action taken against the aggressive stalker? He is an overgrown predator. This person is not understanding NO. No matter how many times I say it. He has been aggressively stalking and harassing me since 2023. Why is no action taken against this person? What’s going on man?

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Once this is done and I retire. I want a quiet life with Ginny. Away from the noise and hustle bustle. I’ve had an extremely difficult life. So I want to be away from the spotlight and maintain my privacy. I’m okay with everyone moving on. Thank you for helping me. Thank you for all…

I hope Ginny doesn’t come outside my window. I hope she gives me some time to go to the doctor and take my parents to the doctor. Also. Cut my hair and other stuff like that. I cannot meet her like this. I look like shit. I feel so unattractive. I need to do sooo…

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

If the same thing had happened to Taylor Swift or any other public figures. He would be in jail long ago. People would have been ruthless. Why is no action taken against this person? I highlighted something extremely serious. Are you even listening to me?

I’ve highlighted multiple counts of harassment and aggressive stalking. This person is not understanding NO. No matter how many times I say it. This is something extremely serious. This has been going on since 2023. On and off. I’ve documented every single incident here. I don’t understand why no action is taken against this person.…

I went out for my afternoon walk just now. When I was walking. The aggressive stalker came outside the block. When he saw me. He stopped and kept looking at his phone waiting for me to come nearby. But I didn’t go near him. He walked forward and towards me to speak to me. I…

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

What’s going on man? What the fuck am I waiting for?

I just woke up. I just had a dream that book creator Kriti Sachan and I. Went to Noah Kahan’s house. To listen to a song that he wrote about Ashley Poston’s book. I don’t know why I had that dream. It was so random. I saw the 3 of them on Instagram before sleeping…

I want a restraining order against the aggressive stalker and Dudley’s father. I highlighted something extremely serious. I still see the aggressive stalker in the apartment. Why is no action taken against this person? What’s going on man?

I don’t understand why you are keeping me in the dark. What exactly am I waiting for? Can you please answer me? I’m going through alot waiting this way. I’m not able to hold on. What’s going on?

I want to be present in the courtroom when I get justice for what happened to me. I want the satisfaction of looking at the perpetrators. I have a few things I want to say to them. I want closure. I went through something extremely serious. I want this.

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What’s going on man?

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What’s going on man? What the fuck am I waiting for?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

I remember after I met Dumbledore for the first time. I came out of the hospital with my family. A man who was standing outside saw me. He looked angry and spit on the road next to me. I couldn’t understand why it happened back then. It makes sense now. After I uploaded the Instagram…

What’s going on man? What the fuck am I waiting for?

Every single time something happens. People gang up and start torturing me and silence me. They even try to kill me. Based on lies and manipulations. No one asks me what happened and my side of the story. I have been screaming “please ask me what happened” since I started writing here in 2022. And…

A bisexual woman should be allowed to tell her female friend. That she doesn’t like any women right now because she doesn’t find anyone attractive. Without the female friend feeling rejected and insecure. And projecting that insecurity and attacking her. By calling her a “dead body” twice on her face out of the blue. I…

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Now that the truth is out and the real culprits are out. Where are all the barbaric cavemen who created riots on the road? You don’t want anyone dead now? Where the fuck are you?

After everything that we went through together. A random stranger lied. And this is what people did. Everything that I built with blood, sweat and tears was thrown away in a second. It’s like people were desperately waiting for a loophole. People desperately wanted something against me to satisfy their demons. They needed an outlet…

Shah rukh khan keeps calling himself “king”. I don’t see anyone cancelling him. And calling him joffrey. I uploaded 20 seconds of a random song. And people went crazy. They started taking the literal meaning of the entire song. They ganged up and gaslighted me inhumanly and ruthlessly.

What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

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We need to see a doctor. Please end this. My parents are really sick. So am I. We are not okay.

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What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

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I don’t know why you are still showing me the lyrics of mastermind. Even you know it’s unnecessary and a waste of time. You don’t drag shit otherwise. The truth is already out. Why are you still not satisfied? This is a waste of time, energy and effort. Also. Unnecessary torture and pain for me.…

I’m sure Ginny must have platonic female friendships too. She has uploaded a few pictures with them on her Instagram. I’m okay with that. Because I do understand platonic friendships. I’m not living under a rock.

Will Newman and I are like Taylor Swift and Taylor Lautner. Both of us have moved on. Both of us have found our soulmates. Things change. Priorities change. We had history, yes. But we were mostly best friends. We had a strong connection. I don’t want to let him go. Because it’s really hard to…

As long as I exist in this reality and double life. Shit will continue forever and ever. I have explained every single thing.

What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

I’m a friend to my community only on my public platforms. On a personal front, I’m a public figure. I’m not your friend. I’m not available. Please do not approach me. Please do not touch me. Please keep it platonic. I humbly request women to stop behaving questionable. If there’s any kinda shady and unethical…

I have a close-knit circle. I’m happy and content with my life.

Both of us have moved on years ago. I’m glad that I have you as my best friend. I don’t want to lose you as my friend. You are one of the best people that I know. I have so much love (platonic) and respect. You have been nothing but good to me since day…

Can someone please ask people to stop touching me. My boundaries are non-negotiable. Please do not approach me. Please stop fucking touching me.

The truth is already out. What’s going on man? Why are you wasting my time?

I don’t understand why you are wasting my time. You don’t drag things otherwise. You don’t drag things when you want to reap benefits from me. You don’t drag things when you want me dead. Based on lies and manipulations. You don’t drag things when you want to copy my work. Why are you dragging…

I would call my work an avant garde. Every time I say something new and challenge the status quo. I receive backlash. But I push through anyway. After a while. Everyone copies my words and it becomes the new norm. I should change my name to Cassandra. It started with therapy. I received backlash when…

I don’t see a point why you are dragging this. The truth is already out. I don’t know why you are showing me the lyrics of mastermind. This is a waste of time and unnecessary.

Happy 4th of July to those who celebrate. I love you all. Take care x. Also. Happy birthday Will Newman. I miss you. (as my friend) I hope you speak to me soon.

Can you please help? Message to Instagram. Message to Instagram.

I still see the lyrics of mastermind. The truth is already out. I don’t see a point why this is being dragged. This is just a waste of time and unnecessary.

I just remembered this. I had ordered regular jeans from H&M. But when I wore it for the first time, it turned out to be low waist. I didn’t check properly when I ordered it. I realised it only after I wore it for the first time. I wore it for the first time when…

After I texted Charan “I need a favour” regarding referral in his company. I texted Appu the same thing. Appu is Jane’s cousin. He was working at EY at that time. He referred me in his company and arranged an interview. I attended the interview with my mother. We went to RMZ Infinity. But I…

How much will you waste my time? How much will you drag this unnecessarily? How much?

I don’t understand why you are showing me chess. I don’t know how much you will drag this unnecessarily. This is such a waste of time. The truth is already out long ago. It’s over man.

My parents are sick too. I’m so tired of waiting. I’m beyond fed up. I’m not okay.

I feel really bitter and angry. I don’t know. I don’t feel good at all. My mind, body, teeth, everything is fucked. I feel like shit. I feel so unattractive. I’ve lost so much weight. My feelings for Ginny are dormant most of the time. I don’t feel good anymore. I need to speak to…

My mom has been suffering and has been extremely sick for the last one month. So is dad and I. We need to see a doctor. The truth is already out long ago. I don’t see a point why you are dragging this. Unnecessarily. This is such a waste of precious time. You’ve completely lost…

When you constantly talk about something and draw attention to it. It’s normal to look at it contextually. It’s an involuntary eye gesture. Everyone in this world does it contextually. No one talks about these incidents because it’s contextual.

It’s over man. How much will you drag this?

Do you know how hard it is to exist in my shoes? My life is on a stand still and I’m waiting. Since 2024. The truth is already out many months ago. I don’t understand why you are wasting my time. Unnecessarily.

My boundaries are non-negotiable. Do not approach me. How many times do I have to repeat my boundaries?

The truth is already out. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? How much?

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for man? The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man?

Yesterday night when I was on my walk. 2 old ladies were walking towards me from the opposite direction. One of the ladies approached me and touched my hand. I immediately walked away. I don’t understand why people do this. This is an invasion of boundary and personal space. This is the 3rd time this…

The truth is already out many months ago. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

The truth is already out long ago. I don’t understand why you are wasting time this way. It’s over man. It’s over a long time ago. What are you doing?

I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. Dragging this is a waste of time. Even you know it. It’s over.

There’s nothing left to say. I’m not interested in repeating the same things everyday. Please end this. We need to see a doctor. Thank you.

You can clearly understand from her actions that there was no friendship. Also, my actions. She is not my friend. This is not friendship. There was no friendship. She was not interested in being friends. She just wanted to fuck me. We barely spoke. Whatever she has is para social obsession. What she did is…

You’ve ruined the character Dobby for me. I’m going to go into trauma whenever I watch/read Dobby in Harry Potter. Everyone knows Pettigrew is not Dobby. I don’t know why you are still sitting on shit. And pulling me down with you. That woman is not even worth my time and energy. She created so…

You didn’t drag shit when you wanted me dead. And ganged up and tortured me. Based on lies and manipulations. Why are you dragging shit now? Even though it’s over many months ago. Was my life not important?

I don’t know why you are still showing me Dobby and the lyrics of mastermind. There’s nothing left to say. Everything is said and done. It’s over. The truth is already out many months ago. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? Why are you wasting my time? Unnecessarily.

What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

I don’t know what’s more ugly and repulsive. And gag inducing. Face of the insect Dhruv chutiya Jain or the dick of the guy with an ugly dick.

Mom has been sick since last year. But she has been extremely sick since a month. Dad and I are sick too. But mom’s condition is getting worse by the day. Please just end this. We need to see a doctor.

I don’t know who reported my messages. But they reported it out of malice. Could you please undo it? There’s an orange exclamation in my account status – messaging issues. Please look into this.

I have not watched Game of Thrones. It’s too dark and triggering. You can check my internet history and ask my sister. I have randomly skipped through it. But I have not watched it. I honestly had no much idea about what happens in that show. I love Emilia Clarke because of the movie Me…

Please help me. Someone from the past reported my message as harassment. It wasn’t harassment. It was retaliation. Can you please look into this? I don’t want my account to get restricted or removed from Instagram. I have not harassed anyone. Everything I have said is a retaliation. Please look into this. Please help me.

We need to see a fucking doctor. Does anyone want to explain to me what the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

My parents are extremely sick. So am I. We need to see a doctor. What exactly am I waiting for?

What exactly am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

What exactly am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

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There’s nothing left to say. If you want to know something. You have to be more specific. Because there’s nothing left to say.

I don’t know why you are dragging this unnecessarily. There’s nothing left to say. Even if you drag this unnecessarily for a year. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s nothing left to say. This is just a waste of time. It’s over.

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I stalk Ginny from my second instagram account everyday. Her number of uploads keeps increasing. Why is her account private. Aaah. I wish I could see what she is posting. I’m so fucking tired of waiting. I’m going mad.

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The truth is already out many months ago. There’s nothing left to say. Do you want to explain to me why the fuck are you dragging this unnecessarily? Why are you wasting my time?

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck is going on? The truth is already out many months ago. What the actual fuck am I waiting for? There’s nothing left to say. What’s going on?

I still see the aggressive stalker in the apartment. I highlighted something extremely serious. Why is no action taken against that man? I want a restraining order against aggressive stalker and Dudley’s father. Are you even fucking listening?

What the fuck am I waiting for?

There’s nothing left to say. Why are you wasting my precious time? What’s going on man?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? Why are you still showing me Dobby and the lyrics of mastermind? Why are you wasting my time?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

There’s nothing left to say. I don’t understand why you are wasting my time. Unnecessarily. The truth is already out. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

The truth is already out. Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind? Why are you wasting my time? Unnecessarily.

I don’t understand why you are showing me chess. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? The truth is already out. There’s nothing left to say. Why are you wasting my time?

What’s going on man? What exactly am I waiting for?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

If this continues I might die soon. My parents are sick too.

My feelings are dormant most of the time these days. My mind, body, teeth, everything is fucked. I’m barely holding on. I’m just a lump. An unattractive and beaten up lump.

There’s nothing left to say. Please stop wasting my time. I’m so fed up. I’m losing my patience. Dad irritated me today. Because he was cribbing about money. Instead of being patient and waiting, like me. And I completely lost it. Because I’m at the end of my rope. I cannot continue this way. My…

There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out. What’s going on man?

I don’t understand why you are still dragging this unnecessarily. Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind? What the actual fuck is going on man? You don’t drag things when you want me dead. You don’t drag things when you reap benefits from me. You don’t drag things when you throw things on…

Do you want to explain to me why you are showing me the lyrics of mastermind? What’s going on man?

What exactly am I waiting for? You don’t waste time otherwise. What’s going on man?

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What exactly am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

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You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. And ganged up and tortured me. Was my life not important? I kept screaming. “I’m not interested in women IRL please ask me what happened” After everything that we went through together. This is what you did. Was my life not important? Tell me?

I’ve spoken about everything that’s important and crucial. I have not shared personal details about people who were good to me. Their secrets are safe. I don’t think that’s important. Because it’s not about me. Also. There were a lot of mundane and uneventful days. They aren’t really important. If you want to know something.…

There’s nothing left to say. If you are doubting me for something. You have to be more specific. Because I don’t know why you are dragging this unnecessarily. Unless you tell me what’s happening. Honestly I wouldn’t know what’s happening. I cannot read minds.

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I don’t understand why you are showing me the lyrics of mastermind. There’s nothing left to say. Please put an end to this.

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I don’t know why you are showing me Dobby. There’s nothing left to say. Please stop wasting my time.

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My mom has been extremely sick for a week. She said if this continues she might die soon. I’ve been extremely sick since last August. Both my parents have been sick since last year. I’ve been suffering without money since January 2025. We are barely holding on. We are hanging on by a thread. The…

The truth is already out many months ago. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?

Why do you keep showing me the lyrics of mastermind? Please stop wasting my time unnecessarily. There’s nothing left to say.

What exactly am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

I was really good and innocent. Everyone always likes me. I was in the public eye. (Which I realised recently) Everything started because Voldemort was jealous. She threw mud on my name. And paved the way. The death eaters effortlessly followed. And dragged my name through the mud. The picture that the perpetrators painted about…

I was just a regular, simple and shy girl. Also. Awkward. I was put in a situation where I had no choice but to fight. I had no other choice but to be a warrior.

Please stop wasting my time unnecessarily. There’s nothing left to say.

I don’t understand why you are showing me Dobby. This is such a waste of time. There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago.

I don’t understand why you are still showing me the lyrics of mastermind. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out. The liars are already in front of the world. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. There’s nothing left to…

What exactly am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

The truth is already out many months ago. I don’t understand why you are wasting my time unnecessarily. I’ve been sick since last August. So are my parents. We need to see a fucking doctor. We are barely holding on. The truth is out. It’s over. Please end this.

I have used the analogy of puzzles, pinata, U-turn driving, moon, sun etc. Like so many things. I don’t understand why you are sticking to the word chess. Even though I used that word positively. I’ve already cleared it as well. More than enough and necessary. I’ve repeated it millions of times since August 2024.…

What’s going on man? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

When you wanted me dead and tortured me. Based on lies and manipulations. You didn’t drag shit. Everything happened so damn quickly. The truth is already out many months ago. Why are you still showing me Dobby? I mean. What the actual fuck is going on man? Why are you wasting my precious time unnecessarily?…

Yesterday when I went out for a walk behind the club house. Aggressive stalker came walking in front of me from the opposite direction. He stopped midway. Turned 90 degrees and looked at the door for one minute. After that he turned his head 90 degrees in my direction. He stood there staring. After that…

I refuse to talk about this anymore. Understand when things have reached its due course and put an end to this BS. Thank you.

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Sometimes all you need is someone who believes in you. Note.

Now you know why I got the “Always” tattoo. When I was going to die because of my throat in the beginning of 2024. Only I knew the truth at that time. But I didn’t die. Doctor Mahesh Meda saved my life. He saved my life 4 times. I owe him a lot. I’m always…

Now you know why I was 2 steps ahead. I was fighting against Voldemort and death eaters when I posted it. Honestly I don’t even think about Pettigrew. She was just a random ass side character. It’s really difficult to explain everything in a single blog post. Note.

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Once this is done, I will be creating retirement life content. I will continue writing. It’s going to be a bit different. Stay tuned for that. I’m forever grateful for my community. I wouldn’t be here without you. I love you all so much. When I see something online. I will definitely help you on…

Also my therapist Kruti. I wouldn’t have reached here without her constant help and support. She was my pillar and rock throughout all this. Since I met her in 2023. I learnt so much from her. She went above and beyond. She helped me more than what her job description requires her to do. She…

I’m also grateful for my sister in law Drisya. She helped me financially this last one year. When I needed it the most. I can never forget her help. I’m grateful for it.

I’m so grateful for my community as well. I would not be here without them. We helped each other. It was definitely a team work.

I don’t think Nikita Metha understands the seriousness of how much she helped me with a simple statement. I asked Dumbledore on day one itself. I asked him the same question for a decade. That was the crucial piece of the puzzle. I was on the verge of dying my whole life. I kept repeating…

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