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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. You don’t drag things otherwise.

It’s called friendship and love. Only when it’s mutual. There’s also unrequited love. Which is one sided and para social. (romantic and platonic) But there’s a fine line between healthy unrequited love and predatory obsession. Whatever Pettigrew and aggressive stalker feels is predatory obsession. Their behaviour and actions are scary and alarming.

The truth is already out many months ago. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The liars are already in front of the world. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. I cannot do anything more than this. Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday…

There’s nothing left to say.

Why are you showing me chess? Why the fuck are you wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily.

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? There’s nothing left to say. What’s going on man? What the fuck am I waiting for?

The world needs to stop wearing white for every single damn skin care product. Move on man. When I made that video I was speaking about myself. I still don’t understand why people personalize whatever I say and blow it out of proportion. Why are you so desperate to relate to everything? Why can’t you…

Pettigrew is an example for all the two face bitches around the world. This is what happens when you gossip and spread slander about innocent people. This is what happens when you are a two face bitch. This is what happens when you spread false accusations against innocent people. This is what happens when you…

There’s nothing left to say. Why are you wasting my precious time? You don’t drag things otherwise.

You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? The truth is already out many months ago. Why are you wasting my time unnecessarily? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I’ve gone to the…

Do you want to explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? What the fuck is going on man?

The dynamics of a relationship/friendship keeps changing. Based on the behaviour and actions of the people involved. When you disrespect/misbehave/behave shady. The dynamics changes. You cannot expect people to treat you the same way they treated you before that incident. Because the dynamics of the relationship keeps changing. It’s never constant or fixed. People are…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? The truth is already out many months ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise. What the fuck am…

I don’t feel safe even with women. Women are equally capable of being a monster. I don’t automatically trust a woman, just because she is a woman. No. Because there’s a high possibility that she’s a two face bitch. It takes a very long time to use the word friend. Friend is a valuable word.…

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Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? Why are you wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?

Will Newman is always my best friend. Whether we speak or not. I’m waiting for him to speak to me. Also. I’m waiting to speak to Ginny. I miss her so damn much. Before all that. We need to see a few doctors ASAP. Too many things are wrong. I need to speak to my…

A genuine apology, accountability and changed behaviour. Can easily fix things with Draco. But she doesn’t have the ability to face me and redeem herself. When people do you wrong. They’d rather avoid you than apologise. Because ego. As I mentioned. Root of all human problems. If Draco, Rohit and Neethu. Wants to be friends…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily.

Wanting justice for what happened to me is valid, normal and justified. It’s a basic human right. I’ve already explained in detail what every single person did to me. Wanting justice is normal. If I’m successful and I’ve already cleared my name and proved my innocence and sanity. That’s irrelevant to this topic. You cannot…

The truth is already out many months ago. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. You don’t drag things otherwise. What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

If the same things had happened to Taylor Swift or any other public figures. He would be in jail. People would have been ruthless. Not even a public figure. If the same things had happened to any other women. He would be in jail. People would have been ruthless. But because it’s me. Absolutely nothing…

Absolutely no action is taken against this person. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. That’s why he is not stopping. He feels it’s okay to continue with the aggressive stalking and harassing. Because anyway. There’s no consequences. I don’t understand how everyone in this apartment is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to…

I’ve been going through something extremely serious these last few years. I was desperately fighting and trying to clear my name. Everyone in this world knew about it. It wasn’t a secret. That’s when this overgrown predator has been aggressively stalking and harassing me. I’ve been saying a clear NO and I’m not interested. Since…

The aggressive stalker is just performing in front of the world. He wants the attention, glory and perks that come attached to me. Because we don’t have that kind of relationship/friendship. For him to behave this way. He is just a random ass neighbour and a stalker. I’ve been saying a clear NO and I’m…

For the record. Anusha Patil looks like a fucking aunty. She is extremely vulgar and repulsive. Her character is shitty and disgusting as well. (I already told you what she did.) Lucius Malfoy sent a request to all my friends on Instagram. I made Draco remove Lucius from her Instagram. Because Lucius betrayed me. The…

Thank you.

Life is really simple. People make it complicated. Because of their unnecessary thoughts, feelings and emotions. Ego plays a huge role in all this. Most of the problems in this world can be solved. If people sit down and have an open one on one conversation. But no. They want to take everything to court.…

There’s nothing I hate more than a two face bitch.

Root of all human problems. PERIOD.

When I rejected her. If she had misunderstandings. She should have brought it up with me. But she kept a smiling face in front of me. She spread slander behind my back and attacked me. She’s a two face bitch.

The misunderstanding with Pettigrew is something that could have been. Laughed off, forgiven and buried. If she was a good person (Dobby). But she couldn’t handle the rejection because of her ego. So she turned it into a battlefield. If she had told the full story and said that she misunderstood. I would have tried…

See how I used the analogy of a high end restaurant? I’ve used more than 100 analogies and examples throughout my blogs. That’s how writing works. Writing is a word play. Writers play with words all the time. Sometimes they use fancy words. They use examples and analogies to explain complex feelings and situations. That…

Respect should always be on the table. When respect stops being served. Access to me also stops. It’s called self respect and self love.

Even you know this is a waste of time. You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important? Tell me? Why are you wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily.

I don’t know what it’s like to speak to someone outside of India. I don’t have much experience. We might have a lot of cultural differences. I don’t know if we will understand each other. I don’t know. I have been reading/watching their content since childhood. I’m too progressive compared to people in India. But…

Hypothetically. Even if I start speaking to Taylor Swift tomorrow. I’m not going to initiate a conversation. But somehow if we start to speak. I’m not going to use the word friend loosely. Even with her. She’s my favorite artist, yes. I’m a swiftie, yes. But I don’t know her personally. I don’t have a…

I’m not trying to “win” by saying all this. I’m speaking the truth. I’m not going to lose or gain anything by saying that. “She was not my friend.” Because hypothetically. Even if I say she was my friend. I’ve already cleared my name. So I’m going to walk free. __ Even if I say…

Do you want to explain to me why absolutely no action is taken against the aggressive stalker. Even after highlighting something extremely serious.

You can clearly understand from the behaviour of the aggressive stalker. That people with extreme cases of para social relationships. Don’t understand a NO. No matter how many times I say it. I’ve been telling that man NO and I’m not interested. Since 2023. He is just a random neighbour and a stalker. That predator…

The truth is already out. Why are you wasting my time unnecessarily?

Why are you wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. You don’t drag things otherwise.

The truth is already out many months ago. There’s nothing left to say. Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for a year. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s nothing left to say.

Do you want to explain to me why you are showing me Dobby? There’s nothing left to say. Why are you wasting my time unnecessarily?

There’s nothing left to say. Why are you wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily.

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind? What’s going on man? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?

Whenever the aggressive stalker aggressively stalks and harasses me. It takes me more than a month to recover from it. I feel extremely traumatized, suicidal and angry every time I see that predator. I’m still fucked up from the last incident. The last incident happened on july 10th. This predator is not stopping at all.…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?

You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. Was my life not important?

There’s nothing left to say. I’ve repeated myself millions of times since August 2024. The truth is already out. I cannot keep repeating the same bloody things every single day.

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? Unnecessarily. Why are you showing me Dobby? There’s nothing left to say.

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.

Why are you wasting my time?

Do you want to explain to me why you are showing me Dobby? There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out. It’s over.

If a man is shitty. He is going to be shit. With or without socials. Atleast the men who are following other women are doing it in broad daylight and being transparent about it. You never know what the men who don’t are hiding behind their “innocent boy” facade.

Also Examples of the latter – the perfect man, psycho divorcee and a bunch of other men. Haha. As I said. I’d rather drive off a cliff. Stop obsessing and being petty about social media. You’re putting people through the wrong tests my love. You need to rethink your priorities. Because you’ve got it all…

Like how Taylor Swift uses the example of playing poker. She says. “I’m about to play my ace”. I used the example of chess. That’s it. Author’s Note. (edited)

All sentences are positive in this blog. (please read below) I used it positively. I’ve written more than 6k blogs. I’ve used more than 100 analogies and examples throughout my blogs. The Devil is playing chess. Voldemort paved the way. The death eaters effortlessly followed. God is always with me. I always think from a…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? You don’t drag things otherwise.

I’ve already cleared why I used the analogy of chess. I’ve repeated it millions of times. Since August 2024. I used it positively. All sentences are positive in that blog. I’ve written more than 6k blogs. I’ve used more than 100 analogies and examples. The truth is already out. You are just cherry picking and…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? Unnecessarily. Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind? The truth is already out. It’s over. You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?

When I was working in corporate. I used to hate it when managers used to micro manage. I cannot imagine how it would feel. When a girlfriend starts controlling and starts to micro manage the relationship. Behaves petty about social media and starts to scrutinize. Like a crazy psycho. In case you guys break because…

I follow celebrities whom I find attractive too. Like Charlie Puth and Leo Woodall. To name a few. I like their pictures when they show up on my feed. Like how I like everyone else’s. It doesn’t really mean anything. It’s just a stupid like. Because I’m completely and irrevocably in love with Ginny. When…

Stop trying to control your boyfriend on whom he follows and what posts he likes on Instagram. These things don’t mean anything. It’s just fucking social media. And you are being a psycho. I’m not going to water down on my words. Because I’m being honest. Everyone follows people whom they find attractive on Instagram.…

I’m equally picky when it comes to my friendships. My close circle is sacred. It’s a temple of trust and safety. It’s a privilege to be in my life. People in my close circle are in my close circle for a reason.

I’m extremely picky when it comes to my romantic likings. I put people through multiple tests. First of all. I have high standards. Also. Ginny set the bar too high. No one else could reach it. Hence it never felt right with anyone else. No one in their right mind will reject the men I’ve…

When I called Draco to help me with Ministry interview. She said, “I’m not going to give you my answers”. It was my colleagues from Askaban who helped me with the interview. After the interview was over. Draco kept calling me multiple times. Back to back. When I told her I got the job. The…

No means No. No is a full sentence. I take absolutely no responsibility for someone else’s insecurities and projections. I take absolutely no responsibility to regulate someone else’s emotions and feelings. I’m not their therapist, mother or behaviour coach.

Also. People are allowed to say. NO. When someone is saying a clear NO. And drawing a clear verbal non-verbal boundary. You are supposed to stay away. You should fight for a friendship/relationship only when it’s. Mutual and meets the definition of friendship. Only when there’s a connection and rapport. If you fight for it…

Don’t play stupid games. Learn to end things peacefully. When someone doesn’t want to be your friend or in a relationship with you. It’s not betrayal. Betrayal cuts deeper than that. We feel what we feel. You cannot force feelings. Until and unless someone does you dirty. It’s not betrayal. Learn to end things peacefully.…

Women are equally capable of being a monster. I don’t feel safe even with women. I don’t automatically trust a woman. Just because she’s a woman. NO.

There are two sides to the story even in cheating. Cheating is not a deadly sin. It’s just consensual sex. It’s just sex. Ask what happened. The one who cheats is not always in the wrong. When we have the complete information. Sometimes we root for the person who cheats. Sometimes cheating can also be…

When a man and a woman break up/get a divorce. Don’t automatically assume that it’s the man’s fault. Don’t automatically take the woman’s side. There are always two sides to the story. Until and unless you have the complete information and the truth. Do not assume and draw any conclusions.

If I was a man. I would have been dead. Even though I’m innocent. I want you to clearly understand what some bitches are capable of. Don’t support a woman. Just because she’s a woman. Don’t blame a man. Just because he’s a man. Until and unless you have the complete information and the truth.…

I don’t understand why absolutely no action is taken against the aggressive stalker. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. That man is an overgrown predator. Whatever he did to me is a serious crime. He is not stopping at all.

The truth is already out. I don’t understand why you are wasting my time. Unnecessarily. And making me repeat the same bloody things every single day. It’s over man.

When I was going through severe health conditions and other serious problems. Monsters like. Rahuul Rishav, Dhruv, Anna, monster at social, monster at crochet class, aggressive stalker. Were also sexually assaulting me, harassing and assaulting me. They lack empathy and remorse as well. Even they are predators.

In 2023 and 2024. My throat was completely fucked. I was extremely sick, suicidal and going through something very serious. I was going to die because of my throat. Everyone in this world knew about it. It wasn’t a secret. That’s when this predator was lusting at me. And constantly forcing me. When I didn’t…

It’s called friendship only when it’s. mutual. It’s not called friendship when one person is constantly forcing it. It’s not called friendship when it’s. one sided, para social and unrequited. Just because someone is a creepy fan and desperate to be my friend. I cannot comply. When someone is clearly saying they are not interested…

I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. I’ve repeated myself millions of times since. August 2024. I’m not interested in speaking about this anymore. I cannot repeat the same bloody things every single day. Forever and ever. Please stop wasting my precious time.

I also said to her clearly. “I don’t make friends easily that’s why I deleted your number and unfollowed you on Instagram.” After that I said, “Don’t feel bad.” I patted her shoulder lightly. She didn’t show any issues on her face. If she had any misunderstandings. She should have brought it up. But she…

I’ve had an extremely social life. I’ve spoken to and texted countless people. I’ve spoken to a lot of people casually. Like a lot. My conversations have always been surface level with these people. Everyone I speak to casually are not my fucking friends. I don’t use the word friend loosely. I have spoken to…

This person is not even worth my time and energy. She was just a random ass side character. An extra in my story. Honestly I don’t even think about her. She’s not worth even a second thought. I wasted two years of my life speaking about this person. She turned out to be one of…

When I rejected Pettigrew verbally. I said to her, “I’m sorry, I don’t make friends easily. I don’t trust anyone easily.” She accepted herself. “I approach people and just start talking and call them friends. I guess you don’t do that.” I said, “Yes, don’t feel bad”. I lightly patted her shoulder. I ended it…

Even if you drag this unnecessarily for a year. And waste my time. Nothing is going to change. There’s nothing left to say. I’ve recounted everything to the best of my memory. I’ve repeated it millions of times. It’s over.

No matter how much you show me the lyrics of mastermind and chess or whatever. Nothing is going to change. There’s nothing left to say. I’ve repeated myself millions of times. I’m not interested in speaking about this anymore.

There’s nothing left to say. I’m not interested in repeating the same things everyday.

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

The truth is already out. Long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. Long ago. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. Long ago. And you are still not satisfied. You are making me repeat the same bloody things every single day. You are wasting my precious time.…

I’ve already cleared why I used the analogy of chess. I’ve repeated it millions of times. Since August 2024. I have written more than 6k blogs. I have used more than 100 analogies and examples. I used the word chess positively. All sentences are positive in that blog. You are cherry picking it, taking it…

There’s honestly nothing left to say. I’m not interested in repeating the same bloody things every single day. This is such a waste of precious time. Please stop wasting my time. I’m not interested.

I’ve already cleared why Pettigrew is using the word friend. As I explained multiple times before. Her definition of friendship is different from my definition of friendship. More than one truth can exist at the same time. The word friend is a noun. The definition differs from person to person. It depends on their age,…

Do you want to explain to me why you are showing me GoT chess with the words “be honest”? There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out. I’ve already cleared every single miniscule thing. There’s nothing left to say. Everything that I have said here and my youtube is the truth. I’ve given…

You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?

You didn’t drag things when it came to me. Was my life not as important?

You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. When you ganged up and tortured me without mercy. I clearly said on day one itself. “I’m not interested in women IRL please ask me what happened.” But no one listened. No. Everything happened so damn quickly. Why are you wasting my time unnecessarily now? Why…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? unnecessarily. Why are you still showing me Dobby? Pettigrew is not Dobby. There was no friendship. This is not friendship. She was not interested in being friends. She just wanted to fuck me. We barely spoke. You can clearly understand from her…

It’s 1.25am. My heart is still warm. I miss you so much Maanas. I can’t live without you. I miss you. I think about you every day. There hasn’t been a day I haven’t thought about you. Since we started speaking. I love you more than anything else in this world. I’m waiting to meet…

It’s 12:35 am. Time to listen to Anjali Anjali and cry. Time for my heart to go all warm in agony. How does it happen though? Like how does thinking about someone I love turn my heart all warm and gooey? It was solid and intact two seconds ago. There might be a scientific explanation…

In my story I’m obviously Peter Parker. Ginny is MJ. Will Newman is Ned.

Will please respond to my message on telegram. I’m sorry for hurting you. Please don’t leave me hanging in this radio silence. I didn’t mean what I said. I didn’t mean to hurt you. That wasn’t my intention. I’m sorry I projected and got emotional and carried away. I’m sorry about being a mess. This…

I hope I don’t die.

I don’t understand the yes, no and maybe book trend. I cannot possibly contain my thoughts, feelings, emotions and excitement after reading a book in a single word. No this is stupid. You lack depth. The book community seriously needs a revamp. I have already given my constructive feedback. You are still grounded.

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I hope I don’t die. I want to marry her and grow old with her. Even if this illness doesn’t kill me. Her eyes definitely will. I’m sure I will definitely faint when I see her again. No. I’m positive. Rest in peace me. RIP me. I died DEAD. (Taylor’s voice) Those eyes are gonna…

If that even makes sense. I downloaded telegram last night at 1am. To text Will. I saw Ginny’s display picture on telegram and I almost fainted. My heart started beating fast. I started listening to Anjali Anjali and was crying because I missed her like crazy. I still cannot believe she likes me back. I…

We need to see a doctor ASAP. Too many things are wrong. Please put an end to this. I hope I don’t die. I’ve barely been holding on for a year. I hope there’s nothing majorly wrong with me. I’ve been on the verge of dying for more than a decade. So this isn’t my…

Wanting credit, convention, recognition and respect for my hard earned work is not wrong. I deserve it. But jokers see it as a power play. Because of the reality that I’m existing in. They have a leverage. They smile a twisted creepy malicious smile when they see me. It’s all fun and games for them.

Jokers take things one step further and do it intentionally and unnecessarily. They say things without the context of the conversation. They are doing it intentionally to undermine me. They are doing it for false superiority, sadistic pleasure and as a weapon to provoke and rage bait. Whatever I say is a response to their…

I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. I finished writing in August 2024. Pettigrew was just a random ass side character. Honestly I don’t even think about her. I cannot control her lies. I cannot control her lust. Everything that happened after August 2024. Was impromptu and real time. Because I didn’t see…

After everything that we went through together since 2022. A random fucking stranger lied. And people went berserk like cavemen. They ganged up and started torturing me and sexually assaulting me and gaslighting me. Ruthlessly without mercy. I couldn’t understand what was happening between August 2024 and October 2024. Unless you tell me what’s happening.…

Even after everything that she did. When she said “sorry I’ll lose my job”. I was keeping quiet to help her. I complained because I was sexually assaulted. I couldn’t understand why I was being sexually assaulted. I was keeping quiet to help. She was digging a grave for me. When I realised that she…

I already explained in detail what Teni Thomas did. As long as I exist this way. Shit will continue forever and ever. Tomorrow there can be another Pettigrew.

Pettigrew asked me to look for a job. Intentionally. I said I’m waiting for my youtube money. Whatever I said was within the context of the conversation. I didn’t bring it up out of the blue. The only thing I did was speak about my youtube. She lied to everyone and exaggerated it. Saying that…

As long as I exist this way. Shit will continue forever and ever. Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan. They see giving me credit, convention, recognition and respect for my hard earned work as a power play. They smile a twisted creepy malicious smile when they see me. Because of the reality…

If Pettigrew didn’t want to accept that she’s a creepy fan, it’s fine. But she sent 2 waiters to attack me. To maintain an upper hand in the conversation. Do you see how twisted it was? Also. I never asked her to accept that she’s my fan. I told her I fought with my mom.…

MJ and Ned.

Please don’t believe anything. Everything is theatrics. People are performing in front of the world. They want to keep their good name in front of the world at all costs. I have written the actual truth here. Everything that I have said here is the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it.

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time?

People with para social relationships don’t feel love. Whatever they feel is a predatory obsession. It’s not love.

Whatever the aggressive stalker feels is not love. This isn’t love. Also. He is not sorry. Even if he is constantly saying it by forcing conversation. No. He is not sorry. Note. Note.

You can clearly understand from his behaviour that. People with para social relationships don’t understand a NO. No matter how many times I say it. I’ve been telling this man NO and I’m not interested. Since 2023. People with para social relationships act like they are entitled to cross my boundaries and personal space.

Whatever the aggressive stalker feels is extremely para social. We don’t have that kind of friendship/relationship. For him to behave this way. He is just a random ass neighbour and a stalker. We only spoke for 3 minutes in 2023. We spoke for 3 minutes because he constantly stalked me and forced that conversation. I…

There’s nothing left to say. Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary. What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

Why are you wasting my precious time? The truth is already out. There’s nothing left to say.

Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me Dobby and chess? Why are you wasting my time? Unnecessarily.

Please don’t project your feelings.

It’s always platonic. Unless I say otherwise. I don’t beat around the bush.

I don’t speak against innocent people. Please don’t put me in a position to reject you. Please stop behaving questionable.

I have already given you the list of people whom I have liked. There’s honestly nothing left to say. I have said everything that’s important. I have texted and spoken to countless people. I have had an extremely social life. Most of it was incospicuous. It’s not important and significant to the story. I don’t…

Taylor Swift is really beautiful as well. She is a real life barbie. But I have not been attracted to her. Same reason. Also. I was tortured inhumanly my whole life. So my feelings were very distorted. I had too much going on to concentrate on whom I like. I was on the verge of…

Steph Bohrer is really beautiful. Like drop dead gorgeous. But I’ve never been attracted to her. I’m bisexual only 5% of the time and it’s only online. It’s very rare and temporary. I cannot control my feelings and how my body functions. I cannot control whom I like. Also. Dumbledore stopped my additional medicine that…

I humbly request women to stop behaving questionable. Please don’t put me in a position to reject you. You aren’t going to like it. Please don’t make it weird. Please behave.

The way Sanghamitra expressed interest in me after I came out was disgusting and creepy and cheap. That woman is not my type. She looks ugly and vulgar and repulsive. She is so fucking disgusting and filthy. She is beneath my standards.

I don’t know why Nisha S tried to lure me. I haven’t expressed any kind of interest in her. She was just a casual random ass friend and colleague. I don’t find her attractive. She is not my type. She is beneath my standards. The way Anusha Patil said “You get to know right” about…

Do you want to explain to me why absolutely no action is taken against the aggressive stalker? Even after highlighting something extremely serious.

Accounts of harassment and stalking by aggressive stalker. Note.

These are the continuation of the accounts of harassment and stalking of the aggressive stalker. Note.

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time?

You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?

Do you want to explain to me why you are showing me the lyrics of mastermind? Why are you wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily.

You need to stop reading my messages to random casual men from bumble and matrimony. And believing what you read. Because I’m not honest with them. I don’t trust them. They are casual temporary people. Also. I say white lies sometimes. Because sometimes it’s needed. They are harmless. Everyone does it. If you want to…

Since multiple people did it all at once. I got triggered badly. I remember rejecting them on my blog. It’s after that incident Rachel Catherine started calling me ugly. Even Steph Bohrer suddenly started saying mean things. Honestly I didn’t express any interest in them. I didn’t ask them to do whatever they did. It…

I remember this is around the same time that I was texting Ashwin. The guy from shaadi.com. (I already told you about him.) I wasn’t really interested in him. I was casually texting him. I vaguely remember, he asked me what turns me on. I gave him a random list. Little context. The thing with…

There’s a colleague whom I started speaking to in my cab in 2019. Her name is Nisha S. She works at the HR department. We exchanged numbers. We would text casually sometimes. She gave me something to eat in the cab once because I was really hungry that day. We weren’t really close. We never…

This man is not sorry. No. Because if he was really sorry. He would stay away. He would have stopped long ago. I have been extremely clear that I’m not interested. I have been extremely clear that if he’s sorry, it’s acknowledged. Please stay away. (Please read below. I wrote this in January.) I have…

Do you want to explain to me what the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? Why are you keeping me in the dark? You don’t drag things otherwise.

I don’t understand why no one in the apartment is speaking to this man and asking him to stop. The whole world is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. What the fuck is going on man? Are you even fucking listening to me?

These are the multiple counts of aggressive stalking and harassment done by that man. I don’t understand why no action is taken against him. This is a serious crime. Note. Note. Note. Note. Note. Note. Note. Note. Note.

If the same things had happened to Taylor Swift or any other public figures. He would be in jail. People would have been ruthless. But because it’s me. Nothing is being done about it. Do you want to explain to me why absolutely no action is taken against this person? Even after highlighting something extremely…

Absolutely no action is taken against the aggressive stalker. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. That’s why he is not stopping. Whatever he is doing to me is a serious crime. I’ve been saying NO and I’m not interested. Since 2023. This 2026 man. Why is absolutely no action taken against this person? What’s going…

When you support them and normalise their behaviour. You are teaching people that. When they cross my boundaries and misbehave. They will get public support. This is the mentality that I’m trying to break. I want people to clearly understand that they cannot cross my boundaries and misbehave. There’s going to be severe consequences even…

Please don’t support the perpetrators. They just care about keeping their good name in front of the world at all costs. The reality is totally different. The perpetrators just want the attention, glory and perks that come attached to me. They don’t give a fuck about me. Please don’t give them what they want. They…

We need to see a fucking doctor. Too many things are wrong. What the fuck am I waiting for? Why are you wasting my time?

I’m going to be insufferable when I continue reading the hunger games series.

Do not act on misunderstandings. Do not start the cycle. But if incase you did. Tell the full story and say that you misunderstood. The casualties will always be less. Don’t state your misunderstandings as facts. And exaggerate it in a way to make your actions justifiable. Don’t take things out of context and lie.…

There are a certain percentage of people who are not good. Men and women included. But most people are actually good. Most of the people who are in prison are in prison because. In the heat of the moment, they acted on their impulses. They acted on misunderstandings. Which left casualties and now they are…

When one person acts on a misunderstanding. The other person will retaliate. Because humans are combative. And the cycle continues. Eventually it explodes and leaves casualties. That’s why don’t start the cycle. Ask the magic question.

I’ve said it before saying it again. Most of the problems in this world are caused because of misunderstandings. Misunderstandings are seen through the lens of insecurities and assumptions. When you act on it. You are projecting your insecurities and assumptions. Don’t act on misunderstandings. That’s why you should always ask questions. Magic questions like.…

Lots of love, Augustine <3

Why are you keeping me in the dark? What’s going on man? What the fuck am I waiting for?

Does anyone want to explain to me why absolutely no action is taken against the aggressive stalker. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. What’s going on man?

Aggressively stalking someone and harassing them. When they have been consistently saying a clear NO and I’m not interested. Since last 3 years. Is not love. It’s a predatory psychopathic behaviour and a serious crime. This is not love man. That too when that person has been extremely clear that they have been feeling extremely…

Another incident that happened with Anusha is that. She was speaking about dating and how she is not finding anyone whom she likes. So I said. Don’t you have a huge friend group why don’t you date a friend of yours whom you like. She said she doesn’t really like anyone. When I was speaking…

I had a casual friend in the US. Her name is Anusha Patil. She was my colleague in Askaban. We started texting on Instagram when she was in the US and became friends. We would text every now and then. During Covid we started getting kind of close. I don’t really open up much to…

She even suddenly started saying we were “good friends” etc. We weren’t. She was just a casual random relative.

There was a random relative whom I was texting in 2021 and 2022. Her name is Sanghamitra. She is a relative from my brother-in-law’s side. We would text casually sometimes. We were not close. Our conversations were always surface level. We have never had an open one on one conversation. When I came out as…

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Rachel Catherine is an educated illiterate. English is her first language. But she doesn’t even know the meaning of the word platonic. She is a booktuber. But she doesn’t have the ability to handle differences in opinion. She doesn’t understand DNF and trigger warnings. These are the basic things that people in the book community…

When Vignesh, Draco and I met. Vignesh told Draco that he is always busy and he doesn’t respond to my messages sometimes. After that incident I stopped texting him. Because I realised we were never really friends. I was invisible to him. (Even when we met. He was staring at the TV the whole time.)…

There’s always a story, context and back story to every single thing. Stop assuming things by watching me without my consent and knowledge. Stop forming judgements based on one sided stories. Also. Lies and manipulations of the perpetrators. There’s always two sides to the story. If you were so interested in my personal life. You…

Don’t believe anything you hear about me. People are bullshitting in front of the world. Everything is theatrics. When you hear something. Please clarify it with me. Before going berserk and reacting to it. Before ganging up and torturing me. Before normalising it. There’s always two sides to the story.

I have never fought with anyone to split the bill. If the perfect man said that. It’s a lie and exaggeration. I just asked to split the bill in front of the waiter. That triggered him. Because he is a show off. Also. I never ask the price of things. I don’t have that habit.…

Why is absolutely no action taken against the aggressive stalker? Even after highlighting something extremely serious. Whatever he did to me is a serious crime. I feel extremely traumatized, suicidal and angry whenever I see him. Which is a normal reaction to his actions and behaviour. What’s going on man?

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time?

If I was an author. And jokers in a white cardigan like Rachel Catherine and Destiny Sidewall. Were using my books as a weapon to satisfy their demons. In the name of “supporting me”. I’m not going to be very happy about it. I would prefer being left out of these stupid games and cheap…

Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? Why are you wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily.

Honestly. I don’t know what exactly happened even now. I don’t know who betrayed me and who didn’t. Because Voldemort is posting regularly on her therapy account. I still see the aggressive stalker in my apartment. I still see the perpetrators changing their display picture on Instagram. I still see the “open and green circle”…

She was my first friend. We were best friends since High school. I just didn’t function without her. We were really close. I loved her a lot as my best friend. That’s why when the conflict happened during engineering second semester exams. I couldn’t handle it. I broke. I didn’t know how to speak. I…

Pooja Saunshimath was also a sex addict. She was addicted to reading explicit smutty fanfiction. She used to make everyone read it. It’s because of her I read a few during my 11th and 12th. After that. I stopped and moved on. Pooja used to describe in detail the reactions of people whom she made…

Draco is a sex addict. She keeps talking about sex. She has a WhatsApp group with her male colleagues where they discuss sex and explicit topics and send each other porn videos. Her favorite pass time in the office with her friends is. Going behind women who wear short clothes to ogle at them.

Stop throwing around the word “trauma bonding” and using it for every single situation. It’s not always trauma bonding. Some people lack social skills. Like social experiences and interactions. They have behavioural issues. Some people are lonely sex addicts. They are just using the word trauma bonding to cover up their tracks. As a “get…

If you see a woman getting offended when someone says “all women are bisexual” and “there’s no such thing as 100% straight in women” and “everyone’s a little bit gay”. If she feels the need to be overly explicit about liking men. When these topics come up. That means. She has definitely had bisexual thoughts.…

I’m sure even men aren’t attracted to every single Tom, Dick and Harry. There are a certain percentage of men who aren’t good. But I’m sure most men have standards. Having said that. There are a certain percentage of women who aren’t good either. Women are equally capable of being a monster. All women are…

I have already spoken about Draco in detail multiple times. (Below is more context) Now you understand my retaliation. She must have changed now, idk. But back then. She was a shitty person. Note.

It’s funny how every single time I introduce a new concept or give my opinion on things. The first reaction I get is rejection. Heavy backlash. After that. Everyone copies. Then they are my clones. I don’t understand how I’m supposed to react to this, tbh.

Because I spoke about therapy in 2022. Also that multiple people whom I knew, badly needed it. Also that everyone needs therapy. I was tortured inhumanly for many months and attacked by everyone I was speaking to. Later people kept saying that, “you need therapy”. It was so barbaric and inhuman. There was so much…

Dudley read a book for the first time in the end of 2022. It was “It ends with us by Colleen Hoover”. She was excited and she told me about it. I don’t prefer reading that author because her genre is drama. I said the same thing to her. She got offended because. Firstly. She…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?

There are actually so many instances and so many random people. It’s difficult to speak about everything. I’ve said everything that’s important.

She had extreme anger issues. She also had too much ego. Her ego was bigger than her head. She kept dominating me and kept me under her foot like a doormat. She told me herself that she likes to dominate people. When Vignesh, Draco and I met once. Draco again brought up my personal life.…

She was interested in my friends and their personal life. More than me. When Keerthana, Gangotri, Draco and I met on my birthday in 2019. Draco started speaking about my personal life with them. That’s her favorite topic to discuss whenever we meet other people. After going home. She started shit talking about Gangotri to…

Draco was also obsessed with Keerthana. She would keep calling her ugly all the time. She would shit talk about her. Her favourite hobby is calling my friends ugly and asking about their personal life. She asked me to send Keerthana’s bikini pics. She showed it to her male colleagues. Later she told me how…

Draco did the same thing with my friend Rosy Gaho. When she got to know we are friends. She immediately asked to show me her Instagram. After that she started calling her ugly. That’s her favourite hobby. Calling my friends ugly and asking about their personal life. She keeps talking about Rosy and calling her…

When I spoke about Nikita Metha to Draco. Draco constantly started calling her ugly. Again and again and again. She was extremely interested in her personal life. Draco would check Nikita Metha’s profile in the Phone tool (it’s a company tool at the Ministry) She found someone whom she knows in Nikita’s team. She immediately…

Unless you tell me what’s happening. I wouldn’t know what’s happening. I cannot read your mind. Please remember this.

People are bullshittng in front of the world. Everything is theatrics. Please don’t believe anything you hear about me. Good or bad. Yes, even the good. Unless I say it.

Now because of doing YouTube and blogging. Some people have extreme cases of para social relationships with me. They have been misbehaving with me. I have already explained everything. Also. Random ass side characters from the past. And random ass relatives. Are forcing a non-existent relationship/friendship with me. I’m not fucking interested.

Will Newman, my therapist Kruti and Ginny. Are the only people who saw me. For me. Who actually saw me. Whom I connected with and who cared about me. With them respect was/is always on the table. There has been no one else in my 35 years of life. No one else. I’ve had an…

Because of whatever Voldemort did. The preconceived notions. My relationship/friendships were always strained. Also. I was barely holding on. I was on the verge of dying for more than a decade. I was invisible to men. My so called friends kept me under their foot like a doormat. I was used and betrayed constantly.

Vignesh was just a random person from my college. I know him through mutual friends. We started texting after I quit Askaban. We were casual friends. We weren’t really close. I was friends with Draco and Keerthana. Since we all are from the same college, I spoke about them a few times to him. He…

I have already spoken about Draco in detail. She wasn’t really interested in me. She was interested in my friends and their personal lives more. Her favourite hobby was calling my friends ugly. Asking about their personal life details. Later talking to her friends about my friends. She has done so much shit. So much.…

Draco kept me under her foot and traumatized me for a decade. After we stopped speaking in 2019. I tried to communicate to Keerthana about how I was feeling. I already told you her texting style. So I couldn’t finish the conversation. I tried saying she’s rude. She said yeah stop speaking to her. After…

I spoke about his infidelity openly. Because it was the right thing to do. I would have done the same thing even if it was my brother in law. I don’t support infidelity. No matter who it is. Incase hypothetically. Ginny cheats on me tomorrow. I want people to do the same if they get…

Another thing about Teni Thomas is that. He is in terrible need of therapy. He needs to work on himself a lot. But his ego doesn’t allow him to take advice from anyone. Even if he badly needs it and he needs to fix his life. That’s the reason therapy wasn’t working for him. Because…

Draco and Lucius Malfoy would use my conversation as a dumping ground and dairy. They would constantly trauma dump. And talk about every shit possible. Lucius said she used to do that because I was the only one who would reply to her. I used to be so fucked up speaking to them.

Texting Keerthana was a nightmare. Because she’s compulsive. When I try to communicate something. I would have just started speaking and sent a single message. I would not have finished saying whatever I wanted to say. This woman immediately comes online and starts reacting instantly to the first message. And let’s her thoughts loose and…

Teni Thomas sees texting as the OG chatting on messenger that we used to do on the initial days of the internet. He views texting as an ongoing instant exchange of messages and then he says bye when he is done. When he is available again the exchange continues. Honestly I find this exhausting. Because…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? Unnecessarily. And putting me through unnecessary trauma? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? Why are you keeping me in the dark? What’s going on man?

Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?

Make sure she’s not doing it for fun and games. Make sure she’s not doing it for attention, glory and perks. Note.

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?

I have repeated my boundaries. Millions of times. Like a crazy person. I expect my boundaries, personal space and privacy to be respected strictly.

After what happened to me and everything that I went through. I’m not going to keep quiet to help anyone ever again. You reap what you sow. If there’s any kinda shady unethical behaviour from anyone. I’m going to be extremely vocal about it. I will also be taking legal action.

I never start anything. I give people multiple chances to take a step back. After whatever the monster at social did. I kept quiet and didn’t complain to the manager. I texted “you crossed the line” and blocked her. She stalked me, attempted to murder me and pounced on me and stuck her body to…

I’m not interested in engaging with people who lack. Comprehension and social skills. Like social experiences and interactions. Ever again. I value my life more than socialising with stupidity.

People need to introspect and reflect upon their behaviour and actions. Because my reactions and retaliations are. Normal, valid and justified. I take absolutely no responsibility to regulate someone else’s emotions. I’m not their therapist, mother or behaviour coach. To teach them manners, code of conduct and basic etiquette. You reap what you sow.

You are not signing a contract with anyone to be best friends forever.

Just because I’m not interested in engaging with. Predators, piranhas, flesh eating vultures, parasites, leeches, monsters, lonely sex addicts, mentally unstable psychopaths. Etc. It doesn’t make me a lone wolf. I don’t have social anxiety. Everyone knows everything about me. People are creepy fans and they behave extremely questionable. Hence I maintain my distance. Just…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary. You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?

When I said my life was going down the rabbit hole in 2023. And I was on the verge of dying and giving up. I meant by natural causes. Not suicide. My body, throat and mind were in immense unimaginable pain. I couldn’t handle it. My throat was completely fucked. I was extremely sick and…

The word act and behave are interchangeable in the English language. You do know that right? Speaking is not my forte. I’m always confused between. “Act” and “behave”. “In” and “on”. “Waist” and “wrist”. “From” and “since”. “In”, “on” and “at”. Note.

The truth is already out. Many months ago. Why are you wasting my precious time? What’s going on man?

Do you want to explain to me why you are showing me chess and the lyrics of mastermind? Why are you wasting my time unnecessarily? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.

There’s always two sides to the story.

When a woman files a sexual assault case. Make sure she’s not a two face bitch. Make sure she’s not projecting. Make sure she wasn’t rejected. Until and unless you have the complete information and the truth. Hold your horses.

What exactly am I waiting for?

No matter how many times I repeat my boundaries. Like a crazy person. It’s of no use. People still cross my boundaries. Sometimes I feel like I’m speaking to a brick wall.

I’m always minding my own business. Live and let live. I’m telling you for your own good. Note.

When I say NO. It has to be respected. If you do not respect my NO. I will be extremely vocal about it. I will also be taking legal action.

It’s called friendship only when it’s. Mutual. It’s not called friendship when it’s. One sided, para social and unrequited. It’s not called friendship when one person is constantly forcing it. You should fight for a friendship/relationship. Only when it’s mutual and meets the definition of friendship. Only when there’s a connection and rapport. If you…

I have a close-knit circle. My close circle is sacred. It’s a temple of trust and safety. People in my close circle are in my close circle for a reason. I’m happy and content with my life. Whom I want to be friends with is my choice. My choice only. Based on my personal first…

Just because someone is a creepy fan and desperate to be my friend. I cannot comply. I do not trust anyone. Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan. Some people have extreme cases of para social relationships with me. I’m not interested. NO. I’m not interested even if it is. The prince of…

I’m a friend to my community only on my public platforms. On a personal front, I’m a public figure. I’m not your friend. Whatever connection you feel with me is one sided. Please be mindful about that. Please do not develop a para social relationship with me. It’s not humanly possible for me to be…

I humbly request women to stop behaving questionable. If a woman is attracted to me. There’s nothing wrong with it. This is a free country. You can like whomever you want. But do not automatically assume that I will like you back. Just because you are a woman. Do not project your feelings. I’m a…

What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise. Why are you keeping me in the dark?

I want justice for every single miniscule thing that happened to me. Starting from prison school up until the aggressive stalker. I have spoken about every single thing. I want justice.

You cannot attack me if you feel rejected because of insecurity. When I make a general statement. “I don’t like anyone in office”. Like how Varsha Vinod did. Any kinda shady unethical behaviour. I’m going to be extremely vocal about it. I will also be taking legal action. I want Varsha Vinod to face charges…

You are not going to like it when I reject you. Please don’t put me in a position where I have to reject you. Please don’t make it weird. Please behave.

I don’t speak against innocent people. But if you fuck with me. If you blame me for liking your pathetic face. I will show you a mirror and bring you back to earth. I will also be filing a defamation case. And taking legal action accordingly.

I’m just like every other woman. There’s nothing special about me. All women are bisexual. There’s no such thing as 100% straight in women. They are lying if they say otherwise. Everyone in this world masturbates. There’s nothing special about me.

I already have someone that I love. I humbly request everyone to please keep it platonic with me. I humbly request women to stop behaving questionable. If there’s any kinda shady unethical behaviour. I’m going to be extremely vocal about it. I will also be taking legal action.

My boundaries are non-negotiable. I’m going to be ruthless if you cross my boundaries. Because as I said, it’s non-negotiable. If there’s any kinda shady unethical behaviour. I’m going to be extremely vocal about it. I will also be taking legal action.

This is such a waste of time. What the fuck are you doing man?

Why are you still showing me chess and mastermind? Why are you wasting my time? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man? How much will you drag this unnecessarily?

What exactly am I waiting for? Why are you keeping me in the dark? What’s going on man?

Do you want to explain to me why absolutely no action is taken against the aggressive stalker. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. Whatever he has been doing to me is a serious crime. What’s going on man?

What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? Why are you keeping me in the dark?

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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.

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Friends don’t spread lies that you sexually assaulted them. When you reject their sexual advances. This is not friendship. Pettigrew’s energy was off since day one. I was constantly pushing her since day one. My intuition saved my life. I was right about her energy.

What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise. Why are you keeping me in the dark?

My cavity teeth have been bleeding since last year. I had to do a root canal ASAP last year. It’s been a year. I don’t know what condition my teeth are in. It keeps bleeding every single day. We need to see a fucking doctor. Too many things are wrong. Do you want to explain…

I don’t know why I’m not attracted to women IRL. But I just don’t find them attractive. I don’t know if it’s because my prolactin level is higher than normal. Or it’s because I’m demisexual. I don’t know. But I’m bisexual only 5% of the time. And it’s only online. I’m a woman not a…

I viewed Kika’s story yesterday. I also viewed Tate’s display picture on Instagram because she had changed it. I was speaking about Will Newman’s Instagram last night. I think that’s why I had the dream. In the end of 2022 and starting of 2023. I was shouting at my parents continuously. One day I begged…

I had a dream this morning that I was dating Pierre Gasly. We were sitting in a college classroom. He didn’t call me on the weekend. I ask him why. He said he was busy. After that he breaks up with me. Tate McRae was in the same classroom. She is his ex-girlfriend in my…

I’m not going to date again. That’s why I gave you all my secrets. You should put people through tests silently. That’s how you study, observe and notice. If you say it out loud. They can fake it to impress you. That’s a facade and it will eventually drop. Sometimes after it’s too late. That’s…

I moved on from Will in the beginning of 2022. After that I have not cried seeing his Instagram. I can look at his Instagram without crying.

Everyone in my family. All four of us. We don’t care about social media. We value and care about people IRL more than petty social media stuff.

I put people through multiple tests. I do it silently. I have shared all my secrets.

I have removed and added Will Newman from my Instagram more than 10 times since 2020. After he got engaged. Every single time I would see his Instagram. I started crying. So I would remove because I couldn’t handle it. But then I wanted to see his posts. So I would send a request again…

This is how you study people and their character. I’m not going to date again. So I’m giving you all my secrets. My close circle is sacred. It’s a temple of trust and safety. It’s a privilege to be in my life. It is important that our values, morals, way of thinking, character. etc. Aligns.…

When I removed Ginny from my Instagram a few times. She continued speaking to me as though nothing happened. She laughed it off. We continued speaking on my second Instagram account after she ended things with me. After she blocked my main account and WhatsApp. There was no beef or bad blood. She values me…

Before you marry someone. Remove them from Instagram a few times. Observe how they react. Do they make a big deal out of petty social media stuff? Do they prioritize social media over an actual living human being whom they love? These things say a lot about a person. And how much they care about…

I have not read the book Mockingjay. I have read only the first book of the series for the first time at the end of 2024.

Since everyone was so interested in my personal life. I spoke openly and in detail about every single character involved in the story.

I wish Tik tok was allowed in India. I see all these creators online speak about Tik tok. I feel like using it too. I’ve never used it till now. I was so lost in my own problems and in my own world all these years. I missed out on life. I have no idea…

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

I don’t know why you are still showing me chess and the lyrics of mastermind. I don’t know why you are wasting my precious time. What’s going on man?

When someone accuses you of something. Pay close attention. Because it is a confession. They are projecting their insecurities and inner thought process.

I don’t need to relate to music to enjoy it. I enjoy all kinds of music whether I relate to it or not. Because I LOVE MUSIC. I listen to music all the time. It’s always playing in the background. I cannot live without it. It’s one of the main reasons why I’m still alive…

Taylor Swift is literally the only artist I relate to. We are not the same. But similar. Other artists, it’s kinda like. I relate to a few songs or a few lines here and there. But Taylor and I think along the same lines. That’s one of the reasons why I love her so much.

I hate it when random ass side characters have one sided beef with me. They are jealous and insecure. And then they project. They overestimate their place in my life and my mind. Honestly, I don’t even give them a second thought. I don’t even think about them. I hate it so much. Example :…

Now that the truth is out and the real culprits are out. Where are all the barbaric cavemen who created riots on the road? You don’t want anyone dead now? Tell me. Where the fuck are you? Show me your faces. Where are you?

Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan. They are burning behind their facade. They desperately want something against me to satisfy their demons. They desperately want to pull me down. Because I shine too bright for their liking. So when someone throws mud on my name. It’s a field trip for jokers. They…

After everything that we went through together since 2022. A random fucking stranger lied and this is what you do man? If Doctor Mahesh Meda and my mom had not saved my life. I would have fucking died in September 2024. This is what you do man? Really?

Every single time something happens. People gang up and start torturing me without mercy and they call it “Karma”. No one asks me what happened and my side of the story. It’s like people don’t care. People just need an excuse to go berserk like cavemen. People thrive in constant drama and chaos. It’s all…

Shah Rukh Khan keeps calling himself “king”. I don’t see anyone calling him Joffrey and cancelling him. I have never said that I’m king or God. Those aren’t my words. I uploaded 20 seconds of a random song. The world started taking the literal meaning of that song. And ganged up and tortured me and…

My favourite color keeps changing. During childhood my favorite color was pink. After I started listening to Avril Lavigne and I got into punk rock music. My favorite color changed to black. After that there was a period when I stopped looking in the mirror. Because Ashwin Srinivas and the other boys were calling me…

I don’t know where is Canada. I have never travelled by plane. I don’t know how to go to the airport. I don’t know where is the Bangalore airport. OMG! What should I do? I want to buy flowers and a blue french horn. Do girls give flowers to boys? I should ask AI. Blue…

I miss Ginny so damn much. I saw a video of the movie Notebook on Pinterest. My heart aches in gut wrenching pain. I miss her. I want to sit on her lap and hug her tight. And never let go. I love you maanas. I don’t know where you are right now. I have…

Anyway. You get the point I’m trying to make. The number of followers doesn’t determine value. Fame and the whole world knowing your name isn’t all that great as it appears to be from a third person POV. It’s all transient. It passes. My priorities are still the same. I have seen death face to…

Instagram is apparently blocked in China. I got to know 2 minutes ago. Sorry I didn’t do my homework properly. I was just saying what I observed. Anyway.

I believe the number of followers on Instagram doesn’t mean much. In countries like India and China. The population is more. Hence the followers on Instagram for celebrities/creators are more in number. Even if the content of the said public figure is not very good. I’m not going to take names. But seriously, some of…

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The same things apply to platonic relationships as well.

Before you judge someone else. Make sure you are holding up your end of the bargain. You should do the work first. Only then do you have the right to judge others.

If you want to know a person’s true character. Tell them NO. Tell them NO multiple times. And watch like a hawk. Anyone can pretend to be good when things are going smoothly. But when there is friction. The facade will drop. That’s how you know who that person truly is. Before you marry someone.…

In 2023. I saw a news on Instagram about a 20 year old girl who stabbed her mother to death. The psychiatrist diagnosed her with schizophrenia. I have a habit of telling mother about whatever I see online. I said this to mother and she went cold. She said the doctor falsely diagnosed her to…

Mother is perfect the way she is. Mom doesn’t really have any major flaws. Our family went through a lot because of whatever happened with Voldemort and the Truman Show thing. But yeah. Now that the battle is over and the misunderstandings have cleared. Now things are good.

He doesn’t have an ego.

Father’s biggest flaw is his anger issue. Apart from that. He is actually a good person. He is always minding his own business. He cares about us and takes care of everything at home. He silently watches TV, looks at his phone, waters the plants, buys things for home, plays with nieces, and takes them…

Why are you wasting my time unnecessarily?

What’s going on man?

Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my time? Why are you showing me chess? The truth is already out long ago. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?

I hope I don’t die. I hope nothing happens to my parents. I hope we can see a doctor soon.

I’m losing all my patience. Because I’m being kept in the dark and made to wait. Also. My parents and I have been sick since last year. I get angry, I spiral, I get fucked. Most of the time. I feel bitter. I feel like shit. I’m hanging on by a thread. I wish this…

When you want to benefit out of me and create content out of my content. You don’t think twice. Everything happens so damn quickly. Why are you dragging it unnecessarily. When it comes to giving me the credit for it? Even though you and everyone in this world clearly knows that I’m innocent. What’s going…

I’ve lost so much weight. The bones on my chest are visible. I look like shit. I feel like shit. I’m physically, mentally and psychologically exhausted. We need to see a doctor ASAP. Too many things are wrong. Please put an end to this.

After we met. Will told me indirectly that he likes me and that I’m hot. I honestly don’t know if he was in love with me too all those years ago. I don’t know what exactly it was for him. He is married and has a kid now. So talking about it feels wrong. I…