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The truth is already out long ago. Why are you still showing me Dobby? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. This is ridiculous. Why are you wasting my precious time?
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? The truth is already out long ago. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you showing me chess? There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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Sex is just a high of a few seconds. It’s honestly not worth the hype. Unless you are doing it with someone you love. You are making love. It’s not worth it. The whole concept of rape is ridiculous. If you take a step back and look at it from a bigger picture and think…
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He’s right. Aggressive stalker falls in the uneducated end of the spectrum. He is a boomer. I don’t think he understands what he is doing is wrong. My father was the same. He has changed now. View this post on Instagram
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I don’t know why you are wasting my precious time. Wrap it up man. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. The truth is already out long ago. What more do you want? Do you know how difficult it is to exist this way and wait? You are keeping me in the dark. Without…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? I still see chess and mastermind. I need to see a doctor immediately. There’s honestly nothing left to say. We’ve been speaking about the same things for a very long time now. These topics have run its due course. We’ve covered…
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I need to see a doctor immediately. What exactly am I waiting for? What the fuck is going on man?
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This is a residential apartment. Whatever this man is doing is a serious crime. I highlighted multiple counts of aggressive stalking and harassment. I don’t understand why absolutely no action is taken against this person. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. That’s why he is not stopping at all. Because he feels it’s okay to…
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Sorry is supposed to be selfless. It is something you say when your actions and behaviour hurt someone you care about. It is followed with change in that action and behaviour. That’s when you are truly sorry. The sentence below is what AI has to say about it. “True selflessness in an apology means moving…
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After speaking to Nikita Metha in 2022. I started writing here like I was possessed. Only I knew the truth. I was desperate to say it. I was laser focused on my goal to finish writing. It took me 4 years to say every single miniscule thing. Please understand what’s happening at least now.
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I clearly said on day one itself. “Voldemort is speaking about me.” I clearly asked Dumbledore in whatever English I knew on day one itself. “Why are people speaking to me that way?” If I knew why I would have explained everything on day one itself. That was the crucial piece of the puzzle. When…
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Voldemort knew I was innocent. I was really good and innocent. Everyone always likes me. I was in the public eye. Everyone always copy me. Everything started because Voldemort was jealous. When Krutika spoke to me in a special way when we were in 12th grade. I asked Voldemort, “why did she do that? I…
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I need to see a doctor immediately. I don’t understand how everyone is reading these things on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. You don’t drag things otherwise.
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I finished writing in August 2024. I cannot control Pettigrew’s lies. I cannot control her lust. These things are not in my hands. Everything that happened after August 2024. Was impromptu and real time. I’ve already proved that she’s a liar.
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This is not love. This man is not sorry. Whatever he feels is called predatory obsession. It’s extremely para social. He lives in his own fantasy world. There’s a fine line between healthy unrequited love and predatory obsession. You can clearly understand from this that people with para social relationships. Don’t understand a NO. No…
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After dinner, I went out for a walk a little late today. So I walked in the front of the apartment. At the side of the swimming pool. I walked at the same place. To and fro. After some time passed. The aggressive stalker came walking from the main gate at the other side of…
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100% straight and 100% gay is a myth. A fantasy. A story and a lie that we tell ourselves. It doesn’t exist. Just like the big foot and Santa claus.
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All women are bisexual. There’s no such thing as 100% straight in women. They are lying if they say otherwise. Everyone in this world masturbates. Does anyone want to explain to me why I’m being targeted?
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All women are bisexual. There is no such thing as 100% straight in women. There’s absolutely nothing special about me. I humbly request women to stop behaving questionable. After everything that I faced and endured. In case something happens tomorrow. I’m not going to keep quiet to help anyone. You reap what you sow. I…
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The way Hermione is hugging Harry in this video. By leaning her head on his shoulder multiple times. Is the exact way I hugged Krutika, a decade ago. And Dhruv, a few years ago. I have not done anything else. All women are bisexual. Everyone does this with friends. There’s nothing special about me.
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I need to see a doctor immediately. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? ARE YOU FUCKING LISTENING TO ME? Why are you wasting my precious time?
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It’s not all men. I have first hand experience of what men go through. Because this is how society at large function. I can openly speak about it and express my frustrations verbally. Because I’m a woman. But men cannot do that. Because when they have the slightest of opinions. It is termed as misogyny.…
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If I was a man. I would have been dead long long ago. Even though I’m fucking innocent. Because of those two face bitches. My words are normal, valid and justified.
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Women are equally capable of being a monster. I don’t feel safe even with women. Men and women are equal. I don’t trust a woman just because she’s a woman. Misogyny and misandry are equally harmful. The only main disadvantage that women have is that. We have to always watch our backs and be careful.…
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After I came out as bisexual in 2022. I made a general statement to Varsha Vinod. “I don’t like any women at the office. Because I don’t find anyone attractive.” She started feeling insecure and rejected. She twisted my positive compliment because of those insecurities, “You look different.” She attacked me by calling me a…
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The only person I cared about was my grandma. (mother’s mom) She was good to me till the very end. She’s no more. So yeah. I don’t really have a reason to go to Kerala. I don’t really care about anyone else. It doesn’t make any difference even if they are dead or alive.
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Even if my relatives/cousins are dead or alive. It doesn’t make any difference in my life. I have never had an open one on one conversation with them. Till date. The only people I have spoken to are Dudley and Jasmine chechi. I already spoke about my experience with them. In detail. My relatives/cousins are…
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What’s going on man? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. The truth is already out long ago. Everyone in this world clearly knows that I’m innocent. Everyone clearly knows that I’m speaking the truth. You don’t drag things otherwise. Why are you wasting my precious time?
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. Long ago. I don’t know what more do you want? There’s honestly nothing left to say. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of precious time…
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I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. I don’t know what more do you want? I don’t know why you are stuck with Pettigrew out of all the perpetrators. I don’t know why you are wasting my precious time. I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What’s going…
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Why are you still showing me Dobby and mastermind? Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary. There’s absolutely nothing left to say really. If you are doubting me for something. You have to be more specific. Because there’s nothing left to say. I’m just repeating the same things.
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There’s only so much a person can do. Honestly there’s nothing in it for me. My blogs are free. I cannot monetize fanfiction. I think everyone already knows that. Anyway. Once this is done. I will be retiring. My retirement life content will be different and less frequent. So yeah. That’s that.
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When someone doesn’t want to be friends/in a relationship with you. It’s a compatibility issue. Not value. I still see people associating value into this equation. I still see this everywhere. This is kinda engrained in everyone’s way of thinking. I don’t even know why. I already spoke about it multiple times. I feel like…
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As long as I exist this way. Shit will continue forever and ever. Because I’m helpless and vulnerable. Most people are creepy fans. Because of the reality that I’m existing in. They have a leverage. Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan. They smile a twisted creepy malicious smile when they see me.…
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There is no such thing as “innocent” enquiring and “innocent” socialising. There’s nothing “innocent” about these things. We are all adults here. Things are crystal clear from my end. People clearly know and understand what they are doing. There are no misunderstandings or mistakes. If someone is really a friend. They will behave like one. It’s…
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If you don’t want to accept that you are a creepy fan. Don’t approach me. Don’t talk to me. It’s that simple. I’m not begging anyone to be my friend. You cannot pretend like you don’t know me. Encroach on my personal space and boundaries. Force friendship and force conversation with me. And gaslight me…
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I need to see a doctor immediately. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for man? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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(Please see the blogs below for context) I have known Meghana since 11th grade. She has never texted me till date and asked “how are you?”. Never. Not even once. She is just a casual random ass friend and neighbour. She was absent throughout my life. She was never there for me when I needed…
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I need to see a doctor immediately. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the fuck am I waiting for?
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Because of Voldemort. My friendships/relationships have always been strained. Now finally things seem to be looking good. But I don’t know. I’m not really looking for anything anymore. Because of everything that happened to me and that I endured. I’d rather just have a quiet and peaceful life.
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It’s better to love people from far than have a fallout with them. As I mentioned before. Friendships only work when both of you are on the same page. That’s why I’m apprehensive to initiate conversations with people I like and would like to be friends with. Even Taylor Swift for that matter. Idk if…
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Also. Ginny wasn’t interested in me because I was hot. Like other men. She didn’t care about those things.
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I already have my MJ and Ned. I already have a therapist who is “my therapist”. I have my family and my nieces, who are like my own kids. I have a close-knit circle. People in my close circle are in my close circle for a reason. I’m happy and content with my life. My…
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When Ginny fell in love with me in 2023. I knew I was innocent and normal. Only I knew the truth. But she didn’t know it. She believed in me even before I finished writing. When she said she wants to marry me in 2024. I was crazy. There were still a lot of misunderstandings…
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There are certain things in life that don’t fall under the betrayal bracket. Because betrayal cuts deeper than that. Note.
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Everyone will betray you. Period. According to me. There are 4 types of betrayal. Micro betrayal. This is the micro betrayal that happens in day to day conversations with people in our life. It’s micro. It’s not that serious. So we let it slide. It happens because of stress, projections, problems, overwhelm, anxiety, overestimation, misunderstandings.…
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What the bloody fuck is going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. What’s happening?
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If there was no AI. I would have lost my mind long ago. Because I haven’t been taking up therapy properly since January 2025. Because no money. AI has been a life saver. Everything has its pros and cons. I think we should focus on making AI safer to use. Also, add limitations so that…
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Anusha Patil was fucking her colleague who refused to marry her and gave lame excuses for it. That’s why she wasn’t interested in getting married. That’s why she was saying no to the proposals her parents found for her. This was back when we were speaking in 2021 to 2023. I don’t know what she’s…
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I need to see a doctor immediately. I don’t understand how everyone is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. The truth is already out long ago. You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man? Why are you wasting my precious time?
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If your love story is really that great. Then you won’t feel the need to be performative about it. You won’t perform on socials to prove it to the world. You won’t share every single personal detail to the public. You know what’s really annoying? Other than people performing on socials. It is when they…
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I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. It’s over a long time ago. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?
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The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Do you want to explain to me why you…
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You don’t drag things otherwise. The truth is already out long ago. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time?
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Why are you showing me chess and Dobby? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? Why are you wasting my precious time? I need to see a doctor immediately.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? I need to see a doctor immediately. What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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Even if you really want to be friends with someone. And you like them very much. (platonically) You both have to be on the same page for it to work. Sometimes it just doesn’t click. The thing about connections is that it doesn’t happen with everyone. That’s completely okay. It’s like you are two different…
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What exactly am I waiting for? I need to see a fucking doctor immediately. What’s going on man?
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brb. While I go listen to Cleveland for the hundredth time. Hate all you like. idc. Neither does Taylor. =P
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The world hating on that song. Is the exact sentiment of that song. Even if you are the modern day shakespeare. People will still hate on you. So hate all you like. idc. Because I’m wearing white. I found the loml. Lol. That’s exactly what’s happening.
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She also says her taste is acquired. Again. Relatable. Because people tend to not like me at first as well. But once they get to know me. They love me. I tend to grow on them. It’s always the case. Self deprecating humor. Is also my thing. Listen to it a couple of more times.…
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I don’t know why people are hating on Cleveland by Taylor Swift. Because I love it. I’ve been playing it on repeat. It’s funny with the right amount of petty. (I’m petty AF. So I enjoyed it.) The music also has a Christmasy ring to it which I love. She’s clapping back on haters. Also…
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What exactly am I waiting for? I need to see a doctor immediately. What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What exactly am I waiting for? We need to see a doctor immediately. What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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The lump is moving inside my breast. So I guess it’s not cancer. I don’t know though. I’m not a doctor. I need to see a doctor immediately. Please put an end to this. What exactly am I waiting for?
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I treat people based on my personal first hand experience with them. I don’t have amnesia and I’m not Jesus Christ.
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1:11am. I’ve been crying since 11pm. That’s when I turned off the lights. I’m so scared. I have a sinking feeling in my stomach. I can’t stop crying. I’m not getting sleep. I don’t have the strength to fight another battle. Things are finally good after a lifetime of suffering and pain and near death…
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I need to see a doctor immediately. What exactly am I waiting for? I cannot step out of the house till I have a normal life. What the fuck is going on? Please put an end to this.
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I’ve said everything that’s important and crucial. I’ve recounted everything to the best of my memory. I’ve said a lot of things since I started writing here. I don’t know if you are paying attention. Honestly I don’t think there’s anything left to say. I’m depleted. The truth is already out long ago. Please wrap…
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I’ve been facing sexual dysfunction since childhood. Maybe it’s because I had a different childhood. I always thought I was asexual. On top of that. Because of the medication that I have been taking for over a decade. My prolactin level is higher than normal. Both together. My vagina is always dead as a rock.…
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After I lost my job in March 2024. I told everyone I spoke to that I lost my job and I should start looking for a job. I even spoke about working at Starbucks. I mentioned this to everyone including Pettigrew and monster at social. I told everyone. The incident with Pettigrew where she attacked…
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When Anna at crotchet workshop sexually assaulted me by touching my upper thigh again and again. My body froze. She also gaslighted me intentionally and unnecessarily on top of it. I had a panic attack after coming back home. I was in a lot of trauma. She did that because I had written on my…
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You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man? Even you know this is nothing but a waste of time and unnecessary.
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I spoke about so many people who did me wrong. I honestly don’t know why you are sticking to Pettigrew this way. The truth is already out long ago. I’ve already proved it as well. It doesn’t really make sense why you are asking me about only this particular person everyday and dragging it unnecessarily.…
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The truth is already out long ago. Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for years together. Nothing is going to change. Because there’s nothing left to say. The truth remains intact. I’ve already proved that I’m speaking the truth. I don’t know what more do you want? I don’t know why you are wasting…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me Dobby? There’s honestly nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. Time is precious man. Wrap it up. I need to see a fucking doctor. There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What exactly am I waiting for? We need to see a fucking doctor immediately.
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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? We need to see a fucking doctor. What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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I’ve been crying since last night. I don’t have the strength to fight anymore battles. I’m so tired. I’m physically and mentally exhausted.
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It could be benign. It could be because of my severe weight loss. I don’t know though. Because I’m not a doctor. I need to get it checked to confirm. I’m really scared.
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I asked AI what the lump could be. I cried so much last night reading the result. I have been crying today as well. I need to see a doctor immediately and get it checked. What’s going on man?
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We need to see a fucking doctor ASAP. The lump in my breast needs to be checked immediately. I don’t understand how everyone in this world is reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet.
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What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? We need to see a fucking doctor ASAP. You don’t drag things otherwise. What the fuck is going on man?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What exactly am I waiting for? We need to see a fucking doctor. What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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There’s a lump in my right boob. It’s hurting sometimes. I noticed it a couple of weeks ago. I need to see a doctor ASAP. I’m really scared. Please put an end to this. Too many things are wrong. I’m extremely sick. So are my parents. I don’t know why you are keeping me in…
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Your main account and second account should be connected in the account center. For it to work. I’m stating the obvious. Anyway.
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When someone blocks you on Instagram. And you want to block them back. But you cannot find their account because they have blocked you. Search for them from your second account. Block them on your second account. Come back to your main account. Go to your block list. Scroll down. Click on “People you might…
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Whenever I want to feel something. I always listen to I love you I’m sorry and I miss you I’m sorry by Gracie Abrams. I usually listen to it after midnight. That’s when I think about Ginny and cry. When the world is quiet and dark.
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I’m extremely sick. Since over a year now. Too many things are wrong. I need to see a few doctors ASAP. I hope nothing is majorly wrong with me. I don’t want to fight anymore battles. I’m tired. I want a quiet life for the rest of my life. My parents are extremely sick as…
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I was doing my best with the cards I was dealt with. It was a life or death situation. Only I knew the truth. I was desperate to say it. I fought relentlessly for 4 years. Without any break. Now we’re here. And by some miracle I’m normal and things worked out for me and…
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The blank space that Taylor performed at the Grammy Museum is better than the original. I don’t know if you’ve seen it? I have watched that video insane number of times. These are hot takes. You don’t have to agree with me, btw. When the song you are in love came out. I listened to…
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I guess that’s why I always quote lyrics. My head is filled with lyrics, stories, and book quotes. Also Ginny. Mostly.
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The piano version of Let somebody go by Coldplay is better than the original. The acoustic version of Baarishein by Anuv Jain is better than the original. The sad girl autumn version recorded at long pond studios of all too well is better than the original. All these are my all time favorite songs. I…
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Death by a thousand cuts live from paris is better than the original. The original has too happy happy beats to it. I can’t cry to it. The feel is not hitting the spot. The live from paris version is perfect. That’s the one I always listen to. I always prefer the acoustic, piano and…
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What exactly am I waiting for? Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? We need to see a fucking doctor. Too many things are wrong. What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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I CANNOT wait to read Hollywood, Ending. And make it my entire personality for the foreseeable future. Aaaaah. I know it’s one of my favorite books. I don’t really have to read it to make that statement.
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Definition of ride or die – They understand your silence. No questions asked.
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Stop using the word friend loosely. Everyone is not your friend. Friend is a valuable word. It weighs in gold. Don’t give away your unconditional love like candy during halloween.
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Gaslighting is psychological assault and harassment. If someone is really a friend and they care about you and love you. They won’t intentionally play these stupid games. If someone is a friend. They will behave like one. It’s not that hard. This is a true test of loyalty and love. I’m so thankful for this…
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Nikita Metha said it’s “not normal” to have depth. But is it normal to ask your friends questions when you already know the answers? And when they question you about it. Instead of answering their question. You gaslight them ruthlessly and stretch it unnecessarily. And when they react. Apparently. It’s “not normal” to have depth.…
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How do they behave when you tell them they hurt you? How do they behave when you draw a healthy boundary?
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Anyone can be good during the honeymoon period of a relationship/friendship. Anyone can be an angel when things are rosey and smooth. Anyone can buy you flowers and expensive gifts. Literally anyone. That’s easy. But what do they do when there is friction? How do they handle problems, rejection, conflicts, failure, misunderstandings, betrayal, etc? How…
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Conflicts are inevitable. You can’t avoid it. When you get close to someone. Conflicts, misunderstandings, fights, disagreement, betrayal. Etc. Come complimentary with it. It’s a part and parcel of a close relationship/friendship. “Everyone fights with the people they love, Harriet. What matters is how you do it.” – Wyn Connor.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the fuck am I waiting for? The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man?
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This is a residential apartment. I’ve been saying a clear NO and I’m not interested. To the aggressive stalker. Since 2023. This 2026. Whatever this man is doing is a serious crime. He is just a random ass neighbour and a stalker. There’s absolutely no relationship/friendship between us. Do you want to explain to me…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me chess? Why are you wasting my precious time unnecessarily? The truth is already out long ago. There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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You don’t drag things otherwise. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time now? Unnecessarily. It’s over a long time ago. It’s over for good. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of time and unnecessary. You are putting me through unnecessary trauma and torture. What’s going…
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The truth is already out long ago. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove that I’m speaking the truth. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you dragging this unnecessarily? Why are you still taunting me with the word “act”? I’ve already cleared it a…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me chess and Dobby? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. Time is precious man. Wrap it up.
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Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? I went through something extremely serious my whole life. I want answers. I want to know what’s going on. The truth is already out long ago. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? Do…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man?
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I’m still breathing and healthy. I made it out alive. So I’m glad that I was able to clear every single miniscule thing. I’m glad that it’s over. Once and for all. I’ve left absolutely no room for misunderstandings and doubts. So in case something happens tomorrow. You can clearly understand the truth. I’ve put…
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It’s quite normal to look at your friends contextually. My friends and I do it all the time. No one talks about these incidents because it’s contextual. It’s normal to see your friends naked. I mean. Are you living under a rock? Also. All women are bisexual. That’s the default. There’s no such thing as…
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My girl friends and I, call each other “babe”. We say “I love you” all the time. We kiss each other on the cheek. We hug all the time. We always enter the same trial room when we go shopping. We talk about everything under the sun. Like everything. Even really explicit topics. They send…
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This is how my girl friends and I. Hype each other up. They are always generous with their compliments. I’m the ultimate hype person. Complimenting is second nature to me. We look at each other contextually all the time. This is normal in female friendships. All women are bisexual btw. View this post on Instagram
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I don’t know why you were showing me a cat reading a book called world domination. Firstly. It wasn’t my fucking idea to involve the world in my personal life. Second. I didn’t even know people knew me till I watched Jawaan. Unless you tell me what’s happening. I wouldn’t know what’s happening. I cannot…
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Is this how the legal system works in this country? Do you waste everyone’s precious time like this? Even after the truth is already out long ago. Even you know this is nothing but a waste of time and unnecessary. You are putting me through unnecessary trauma and torture.
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You don’t drag things otherwise. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily.
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Why are you wasting my precious time? There’s honestly nothing left to say. The truth is already out. Wrap it up.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind and chess? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. Time is precious man. Wrap it up.
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Everything that Nikita said to me. I’ve said to my parents in the past. It’s all coming back to me and hitting me. I think I’m being a hypocrite. But then. Based on the conversation we were having. Whatever I said was apt and valid. I don’t even know anymore. I don’t know if the…
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Baxter James Ballentine <3
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When someone lies about you and plays twisted games. Please remember. You are always 2 steps ahead. Only you know the truth. You just have to say it. You can easily shatter their lies with your truth. Stand your ground and speak your truth clearly. Keep repeating it if you must. Love and truth prevails.…
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No matter how bad the situation might seem. Your first question should always be. “What happened?” There’s always a story, context and back story. To every single thing. There’s always two sides to the story. Until and unless you have the complete information and the truth. Please hold your horses. Let Cassandra rest in peace.…
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Whenever my mom cries and has a meltdown over stupid things. I say to her. “Please don’t be dramatic”. I say it often. I guess I’m being a hypocrite by calling out Nikita’s choice of words. I need to stop saying that to my mom. Because it’s really hurtful to hear that word when I’m…
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Even if I keep repeating my boundaries like a crazy person. Sometimes it’s of no use. It’s like speaking to a brick wall.
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I have a close-knit circle. People in my close circle are in my close circle for a reason. My close circle is sacred. It’s a temple of trust and safety. My community is my Ron Weasley. I’m a friend to my community only on my public platforms. I have a lot of problems and limitations.…
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It’s called friendship and love only when it’s. Mutual. Whatever connection everyone feels with me is one sided. There’s a fine line between healthy unrequited love and predatory obsession. People with healthy unrequited love (platonic/romantic) will respect my boundaries and personal space. Just because someone is a creepy fan and desperate to be my friend.…
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Just like when you are working at a corporate job. You are not obligated to be available. To attend meetings or pick up calls from managers/colleagues. Outside your working hours. Content creators, public figures, celebrities, etc. Are not obligated to be available outside their working space to their community/fans. There’s a time and place for…
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I had to confirm that James Clear and Adam Grant is really bald on Google. Before writing. Because as I said. No one will pay attention.
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Also example – Dumbledore. I had to google Dumbledore’s picture to check if he is really bald. As I said. No one will notice.
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Hypothetically. If you are bald. But you have an attractive and charming personality. No one will care that you are bald. They won’t even notice. I mean. It would be something regular and part of you like your tshirt or watch. It won’t even be taken into consideration as a flaw. Example – James clear,…
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Nikita was typing when I blocked her. I don’t know what she wanted to say. I wasn’t in a condition to read it or talk to her. My hands were shaking badly. I would have had a panic attack if it was another brutal punch. I blocked her for self preservation. Not out of spite…
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Maybe Nikita was right. I was overreacting. idk. But I had so much trauma from our previous interactions. She never reciprocated my efforts. She was flaky. She ghosted me frequently and blocked me a few times. She unblocked me after being blocked for 3 years. On top of that the intentional and unnecessary gaslighting. When…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me Dobby? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. Time is precious man. Wrap it up.
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That’s why I have an anxious avoidant attachment style. That’s why I say “fuck label” to Ginny. I don’t expect.
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I don’t expect anything from anyone. I don’t expect anything at all. None. I killed my expectations long long ago. This is my mindset. View this post on Instagram
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Whatever Taylor Swift said about the situation that I’m in, is spot on. The who’s who of “Who’s that?” is poised for the attackBut my bare hands paved their paths This is exactly what’s going on.
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Even when Nikita Metha gaslighted me unnecessarily and intentionally. I was caring, kind and respectful. I was curious and I asked her about it. She stretched it intentionally again. I was again respectful. The only thing I kept repeating was. “If you are a friend. Please behave like one. It’s not that hard.” I ended…
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People are literally my clone. They quote my advices, words and ideas on a regular basis. But when they speak to me. There is honestly no love, care and respect. It’s all fun and games for jokers. It’s funny how that works. As long as I exist this way. Shit will continue forever and ever.…
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Nikita was constantly saying how much she doesn’t care. Because we are casual friends. Also. Everything that she said. idk man. If she doesn’t care. Neither do I. It’s called self respect and self love. She didn’t care for me in the past. If she does now. Honestly it should reflect in the way she…
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I have said a lot of things. Since I started writing here. I don’t know if you are paying attention? I don’t know why you are making me repeat the same things everyday. It’s quite ridiculous. Even you know this is a waste of precious time and unnecessary.
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Ginny is an entirely different person with a different heart and mind. I cannot control her. She said she wants to marry me on her own free will. It’s because she said that. I posted the song “Zinda rehti hai Mohabbatein”. When I was going to die. It’s because of that Doctor Mahesh Meda and…
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If Doctor Mahesh Meda had not written down his number on the prescription. If he had not picked up the call and helped me. I would have died in September 2024. If my mom had not saved my life by saying. “Don’t drink that”. I would have died in September 2024. They are entirely different…
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Whatever Nikita Metha termed as “drama” regarding our conversation in 2022. Wasn’t “drama”. At the end of 2022. I was going through something very serious. I was in the mud. As everyone already knows. I had too much on my plate. Nikita had come down from the US. When I called Nikita. She spoke about…
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I was always respectful. I spoke in a caring way. Always. But she disrespected me. She handled the conversation poorly. I don’t know if she cares about me. But her words showed that she doesn’t. And I don’t need that.
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I was vulnerable and spoke about how I felt and that she hurt me. The way Nikita Metha called speaking about what hurt me as “drama”. She said she doesn’t have time to read all this with an “lol”. She also said it’s “not normal” to have depth. The way she expects conversations to always…
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Nikita’s tone and language and words were extremely disrespectful and condescending. Hence I ended things. Yes, she has helped me immensely. But that doesn’t mean I’m obliged to stay and tolerate disrespect. Anyway. That was the end of it. We were just casual friends. We weren’t really that close anyway.
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The thing about Nikita Metha is that. She feels conversations are supposed to always be smooth. If there’s any friction, she bolts. According to her. That’s how adult conversations should be. Otherwise it’s teenager behaviour. But it’s actually the opposite. Adult conversations are not always going to be smooth. As adults we have to be…
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After a while I texted her and asked her. Why did she gaslight me intentionally and ask me about my job. I said to her that I felt she was trying to cut me off. By doing that. Because I don’t know why she would intentionally and unnecessarily gaslight me like that. Without the context…
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I already spoke about my friendship with Nikita Metha wasn’t that good. (Please refer to the blogs below for context) I unblocked her and address the elephant. A few months ago. I said everything I have written in the blogs below. She said to me she likes to keep her friendships drama free and smooth.…
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I’ve already answered all your questions. We have covered every single miniscule thing in all possible angles. We have covered every single topic extensively. The truth is already out. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. I have repeated myself millions of times. It’s over for good. Wrap it up.
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say. I’m not interested in repeating the same bloody things every single day. The truth is already out. It’s not going to change no matter how much you drag this unnecessarily. The truth remains intact. Please stop wasting my precious time. Wrap it up.
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I don’t know why you are showing me the lyrics of mastermind, Dobby and chess. Every single day. There’s honestly nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The liars are already in front of the world. It’s over a long…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me Dobby? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me chess? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. Wrap it up.
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I’ve been saying a lot of things since I started writing here. I don’t know if you are paying attention? When I consolidate. Sometimes I miss out on certain details. But I have already mentioned them previously multiple times. So yeah. I hope you are paying attention. There’s honestly nothing left to say.
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Ginny is so fucking hot. She can easily pull anyone she wants. I still cannot believe she wants to marry me. She’s waiting to speak to me. Just like how I’m waiting here. How did I get so lucky? I miss you so much, it hurts. I think about you everyday.
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You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on man? The truth is already out long ago. How many times do I have to repeat the same things?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you making me repeat the same things everyday? It’s over for good. It’s over a long time ago. Wrap it up.
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I have already spoken about everything multiple times. I have repeated myself millions of times. The truth is already out long ago. Please stop wasting my precious time. Wrap it up.
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I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. Pettigrew was just a random ass side character. I gave her multiple chances to take a step back. Even when I rejected her I was extremely polite. When she said sorry. I was keeping quiet to help her. I thought she was saying sorry for gaslighting…
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I have already explained in detail what Teni Thomas did. I have explained everything that happened at the emergency ward in Kauvery Hospital.
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Half the population are jokers in a white cardigan. It’s all fun and games for them. They smile a twisted creepy malicious smile when they see me. They always smile uncontrollably. Because of the reality that I’m existing in. They have a leverage. They know they can gaslight me without any consequences. So they take…
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I have never asked Pettigrew to accept that she’s a creepy fan. If she didn’t want to accept that she’s a fan. It’s fine. But she sent 2 waiters to attack me. To maintain an upper hand in the conversation. Do you see how twisted that was? Also. The only thing I did was speak…
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Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me Dobby? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. I have never asked Pettigrew to accept that she’s a creepy fan. Everyone knew things worked out for me. Everyone was happy for me. Wherever I went everyone had stopped gaslighting me and smiling at…
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You don’t drag things otherwise. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time now?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? The truth is already out long ago. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. Time is precious man. Wrap it up.
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If anyone blames me for liking their pathetic face ever again. I will file a defamation case against you. If there’s any kinda shady unethical behaviour. I will be extremely vocal about it. I will also be taking legal action.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me chess? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise.
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After speaking to me. If you have any misunderstandings or doubts. If you don’t understand my jokes. Please clarify with me. If you are going to speak behind my back instead. Please do everyone a favor and tell the full story. And say that you misunderstood. Don’t state your misunderstandings as facts. Thank you.
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I’m still fucked because of whatever the aggressive stalker did to me. I go through intense emotions and feelings. Even now. Which is a normal reaction to his behaviour and actions. Since 2023. I don’t understand why absolutely no action is taken against this person. Even after highlighting something extremely serious. That man belongs in…
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I go through intense emotions sometimes. Because of waiting this way. Without any answers. The constant taunting and questioning. Also. I’ve still not completely recovered from whatever the aggressive stalker did to me. I go through immense trauma, anger and intense suicidal feelings even now. Whenever I see him in the apartment. It multiplies. Sometimes…
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If anyone from your past who treated you like shit. Suddenly texts you and suddenly starts to force a non-existent relationship/friendship with you. And says, “how are you?” Like an angel as though nothing happened in the past. Address the elephant first. After that say, “I’m good how are you?” If they disappear. They never…
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Firstly. Jasmine chechi and her husband came to Bangalore to drop their daughter. They didn’t really come here just to meet me. Also. I don’t know why they suddenly came to my house. And suddenly wanted to meet me. And suddenly tried to force a non-existent relationship with me. They have not done this till…
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Do you remember Jasmine chechi? (Please refer to the blogs below for context) She wished me on my birthday again this year. Even After being extremely clear on my blogs about how I feel. I addressed the elephant. I spoke about everything that she did. Later I said. “We have never had a one on…
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. It’s over for good. Wrap it up. Please stop wasting my precious time.
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I want to be present in the court room when I get justice for what happened to me. There are certain things that I would like to say to them. I want closure.
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I was physically incapacitated when the perpetrators were misbehaving with me. Please do not forget to take this into consideration.
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Why are you keeping me in the dark? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man? You don’t drag things otherwise. What’s going on?
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Do you want to explain to me why absolutely no action is taken against the aggressive stalker? Even after highlighting something extremely serious. This man is not stopping. I highlighted multiple counts of aggressive stalking and harassment. Whatever he is doing is a serious crime.
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I’m a friend to my community only on my public platforms. I have a lot of problems and limitations. This is the most and the best that I can do. It’s not humanly possible for me to be friends with everyone. On a personal front, I’m a public figure. I’m not your friend. Please do…
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I have a close-knit circle. People in my close circle are in my close circle for a reason. I’m happy and content with my life.
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I’m always minding my own business. Please live and let live. My boundaries are non-negotiable. I’m going to be ruthless when you cross it. It’s called friendship and love only when it’s. Mutual. There’s a fine line between healthy unrequited love and predatory obsession. If there’s any kinda shady unethical behaviour from anyone. I will…
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Time is precious man. Wrap it up. Even you know this is a waste of time and unnecessary. The truth is already out long ago. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. It’s over for good.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind? The truth is already out long ago. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. It’s over for good. Wrap it up.
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When someone gossips to you about someone else. Your only response should be. “There’s always two sides to the story.” Don’t feed into it. Don’t believe what you hear until you have the complete information, context and the truth. Also. You need to rethink whom you hang out with.
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We need to see a fucking doctor ASAP. Too many things are wrong. We’ve been sick for over a year now. Wrap it up. My cavity teeth have been bleeding everyday since over a year now. I have been urinating irratically during my periods since over a year now. I also have severe pain. I…
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Do you waste everyone’s time this way even after the truth is already out long ago? Time is precious man. Wrap it up.
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I spoke about so many people who did me wrong. I’ve already cleared every single miniscule thing related to Pettigrew. There’s nothing left to say. Do you want to explain to me why you are sticking to this one person? Out of everyone else. I’ve written 7k blogs. I’ve used hundreds of examples, metaphors and…
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There’s absolutely nothing left to say. The truth is already out. It remains intact. The truth is not going to change no matter how much you drag this. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The liars are already in front of the world. It’s over man. It’s over for good.
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You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. You don’t drag things otherwise. The truth is already out long ago. Why are you wasting my precious time? What’s going on man?
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Do you want to explain to me why you are still showing me Dobby and chess? There’s absolutely nothing left to say. It’s over for good. The truth is already out long ago.
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I don’t know if Ginny still feels the same way about me. It’s been over 2 years since we last spoke. I still feel the same. There hasn’t been a day that I don’t think about her. I stalk her Instagram daily from my second Instagram account. Her number of uploads keeps increasing and my…
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Was this dream the clarity that I was seeking from Will Newman? idk man. I ruined our friendship. By digging up fossils that were buried 100 years ago. I wish he would speak to me soon. I miss my best friend. = (
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I had a dream this morning. Will Newman said to me that he was in love with me. He said he couldn’t say it in front of others because he just couldn’t. He said this to me when we were alone and kissed me. I woke up after that. I don’t know why I had…
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Why are you wasting my precious time? What’s going on man? The truth is already out long ago. Is this how the legal system works in this country? Do you waste everyone’s time this way? Unnecessarily.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Why are you still showing me the lyrics of mastermind and chess? The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man? There’s absolutely nothing left to say.
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I’m always minding my own business. Please respect my boundaries. Please live and let live. Also. I already have someone that I love. I humbly request everyone to please keep it platonic with me. Please stop behaving questionable.
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Whatever the book community did to me was betrayal. It wasn’t humane. It was aggressive, barbaric and inhuman. They say they are “supporting” the author. Well some of them are. But most of them are not. How are you so okay with betraying me? How? These people are literally my clones. And this is what…
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I’m extremely opinionated when it comes to certain things. Like books and movies. I kinda enjoy hating on it to a certain degree. My opinions are always valid and on point. If you don’t agree with me. That’s totally fine. Because art is subjective. I’m open to having healthy discussions and banter relating to it.…
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I’m always polite and kind the first couple of times. That’s the default. But when someone acts entitled and ignores my boundaries. Pushes me over the edge and crosses my threshold. idgaf no more. After that, I choose violence. Please don’t awaken the Khaleesi in me. Live and let live. Please respect my boundaries and…
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When I say that I’m a public figure directly and indirectly. I say it as a response to harassment. I don’t say it proactively and without the context of the conversation. Note.
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The truth is already out long ago. Do you want to explain to me why you are wasting my precious time? Unnecessarily. You don’t drag things otherwise. You didn’t drag things when you wanted me dead. What’s going on man?
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I’m scared of my safety. Everyone knows what happens to public figures who make a huge difference throughout history. I speak about a lot of controversial and taboo topics. I have never experienced a normal life. I wish I could grow old with Ginny.
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The world is desperate for God and hope. So they think I’m some kind of God. Because I meet the definition. When everyone knows the concept of God cannot exist in the present tense on Earth. I was crucified because of it in 2024. I was tortured inhumanly these last 2 years. When I have…
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Love heals us. Humans don’t love each other unconditionally. So believing in someone bigger than us. Who created the Universe. And also loves us unconditionally. Is in fact healing. Because isn’t that what all of us want at the end of the day? It’s not possible for God to exist on earth. Because humans don’t…
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These last few years. I already had too much on my plate. The aggressive stalker, Rachel Catherine and the book community. Set my plate on fire. In 2023 and 2024. My throat was completely fucked. I was extremely sick, suicidal and going through something extremely serious. I was going to die because of my throat.…
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I’m just repeating the same things everyday. Like a crazy person as of now. It’s over for good.
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I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. There’s absolutely nothing left to say. I’ve said everything. You are just wasting my precious time. You don’t drag things otherwise though.
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Pettigrew is not my friend. She’s not Dobby. Even if you drag this unnecessarily everyday for years together. Nothing is going to change. The truth remains intact. We’ve been speaking about this for more than 2 years now. The truth is not going to change. Because it is the truth. I’ve answered all your questions.…
