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Also. When I was trying to be friends with her. I complimented her display picture one time. I do this with everyone. All my friends do this too. This is basic texting etiquette. I texted her on Instagram once asking about what happened with her promotion. Also. When I asked her to join me on…
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Also. When I was trying to be friends with her. I complimented her display picture one time. I do this with everyone. All my friends do this too. This is basic texting etiquette. I texted her on Instagram once asking about what happened with her promotion. Also. When I asked her to join me on…
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I have not expressed any kind of interest in her. She was lusting and forcing because I’m openly bisexual. She was lusting, projecting, forcing and seeing everything in that light. She was lusting, projecting and placing sexual meaning to everything. She has a para social relationship with me. People with para social relationships don’t understand…
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In 2024. My throat was completely fucked. I was extremely sick, suicidal and going through something very serious. I was going to die because of my throat. Everyone in this world knew about it. It wasn’t a secret. That’s when Pettigrew was lusting on me and forcing me to go to her house. I have…
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Pettigrew is just a random ass side character. Honestly I don’t even think about her. She is just a random ass waiter in a random ass restaurant. The only thing I asked her to do was take my picture. She stuck to me like a parasite and leech. She started lusting on me and called…
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After that it was chaos. Between August 2024 and October 2024. People were suddenly ganging up and torturing me. They were ruthlessly gaslighting me without mercy. They were continuously gaslighting me. They were giving me manipulated food all the time. People were trying to kill me. I was going to die multiple times. My throat…
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The next time I went there. I ordered hot chocolate again. But it was bitter. I went up to the ops manager. I asked him, “what is going on? You promised you will treat me better” He smiled and said, “What did I do.” I said, “The hot chocolate is bitter.” He said, “The hot…
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The next time I went there, I had a bad fight with mom. I wanted to be alone. Everyone knew things worked out for me. It wasn’t a secret. Everyone knew I was waiting for my youtube money. Everyone had stopped gaslighting me. Everyone was happy for me. Wherever I went people were smiling and…
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The next time I went there during lunch time. Everyone was having lunch. There was no matcha on the menu. I couldn’t understand what happened. She approached me and said. “The pasta here is really good. You should try it. But it’s really expensive.” I asked her, “where is the matcha?” She said, “They removed…
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I called her once more. It was a very short call. She asked me where I live and I said my apartment name. After that I deleted her number. Because I wasn’t interested in being friends. Her energy was completely off. She approached me again. Even after I deleted her number. She asked my Instagram…
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It wasn’t written on her forehead that she’s bisexual. I thought she was desperate to be my friend. She was desperate to meet me. When she gave me something to eat forcefully when I was hungry. I returned the favor. So I asked her to join me on the phone when I was stepping out…
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The next time I went there after a few weeks. When I ordered my food. She came with the order. I said thank you and continued reading. She stood there waiting. I looked up and said hi. She asked if I go out often. I said, yes. She said, “text me on my number and…
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I have already spoken about Pettigrew millions of times since August 2024. The only thing I asked Pettigrew to do was take my picture. She stuck to me like a parasite and leech. She started lusting at me and called me “really hot”. She followed me to my place and dumped her trauma and trash…
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No means No. No is a full sentence. NO. I take absolutely no responsibility for someone else’s insecurities and projections.
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The truth is already out. Please stop making me repeat the same bloody things every single day. Forever and ever. Please stop wasting my precious time. It’s over. Please put an end to this. There’s nothing left to say.
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My boundaries are non-negotiable. Please do not approach me. No. My boundaries are non-negotiable.
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Now that I’m successful, normal and in a good place. People from the past are suddenly forcing a non-existent friendship/relationship with me. I don’t have amnesia. I’m not Jesus Christ to forgive endlessly. I have not forgotten anything that anyone said and did. Stay the fuck away.
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I want to be present in the court room in front of the perpetrators. When I get justice for what happened to me. I want the satisfaction of looking at them when I get justice. I want closure.
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I want every single person who spread slander to face charges for defamation. I want every single person who spread false accusations to face charges for false accusations and defamation. I have taken names of every single person who sexually assaulted me. I want justice for it. I want justice for every single unethical behaviour,…
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I have spoken about every single miniscule thing. I want justice for every single miniscule thing that happened to me. Starting from prison school up until unethical monsters at kauvery hospital. I want justice. This is the only way I will find peace. Also. I’m setting an example to the world. I’m teaching people how…
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Please don’t support the perpetrators. Please don’t normalise their behaviour. When you support them. You are enabling it. When you enable it. People will have the mentality that. When they cross my boundaries and misbehave. They will get public support. Hence they will continue to cross my boundaries and misbehave. This is the mentality that…
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I know how my mind and thoughts work. I know how to make my mind and thoughts work in my favour. I’ve been doing it since childhood. My words are helping everyone. So you can clearly understand from this. Why I’m still alive. Also. Ginny played a really important role in all this. Even if…
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In 2022 when I spoke to Nikita Metha and my therapist Rahul. Everything clicked. Only I knew the truth. I was desperate to say it. I had to fight through death and thunderstorms to say it. After I proved it. Everything got sorted. I was 2 steps ahead when I started. Because only I knew…
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The word friend is a noun. The definition of the word friend varies from person to person. More than one truth can exist at the same time. Based on the person who is using it. And their definition of the word. It is dependent on. Their age, social skills, knowledge, life experiences, understanding, maturity. Etc.…
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My life was going down the rabbit hole in 2023. I was on the verge of dying. I had almost given up. That’s when Ginny fell in love with me. And my life took a U-turn. I started talking to my therapist kruti around the same time. My life started improving after that. I got…
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The truth is already out man. Why are you still not satisfied? When people wanted me dead and tortured me. Based on lies and manipulations. Everything happened so damn quickly. I kept screaming “please ask me what happened”. At that time no one dragged shit. Everyone was going berserk and jumping like cavemen. When people…
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Just because I was able to clear my name and prove my innocence and sanity. And I’m still alive. You cannot doubt me. I’ve already explained how I reached here. I’ve already explained what I had to go through to reach here. I already spoke about the number of times I was going to die.…
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It wasn’t my idea to involve the world in my life. I didn’t even know people knew me. Till I watched Jawaan. So you can’t doubt me for this. My only intention was to tell my side of the story. I wasn’t really chasing success. I’m good at what I do. I have a never…
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The truth is already out. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. The truth is out. It’s over. Please stop wasting my time. Unnecessarily.
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I didn’t speak to anyone during my formative years. Hence I don’t have certain human emotions. I’m always minding my own business. I don’t proactively think anything negative about anyone. I have basic platonic love and respect for everyone as a part of my community and society. You can be rest assured that I will…
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The devil is playing chess. Everything started because of Voldemort. She used horcruxes because of jealousy. Because of her guilt she thought I was doing it too. Voldemort created the vicious cycle of horcruxes. Voldemort threw mud on my name. Voldemort created preconceived notions. She sabotaged my life and disappeared. Like a hit and run…
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It was Dumbledore’s decision to give me the medicine that increased the prolactin level in my blood. It was his decision. Not mine. I have no hand in it. After I started dating in 2019. I wasn’t getting turned on. Even when I had sex with Psycho divorcee in 2021. So he started giving me…
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Exhibit A. Hotness level of men and women whom I have rejected. Their luxury cars and bank balance. Exhibit B. Face of Dhruv chutiya Jain. Aunties and uncles who are jumping.
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Dhruv’s face looks like an insect. Also like an insect pooped on it. He looks like a deranged hyena. He is beneath my standards. Pettigrew is an aunty. She looks like garbage and smells like rotten eggs. She looks vulgar and repulsive. She is beneath my standards. The woman who switched seats in my presence…
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Also. Just to be clear. I’m not attracted to anyone. I’m not interested. I’ve been extremely clear about whom I like. People are attracted to me. Everyone always likes me. I’m not interested.
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Some people have extreme cases of para social relationship with me. They don’t understand a NO. No matter how many times I say it. They act like they are entitled to cross my boundaries and personal space.
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My whole life people were using “special way” of speaking as a weapon against me. Because there were no consequences. Now they use gaslighting. Because again. No consequences. They are doing it intentionally and unnecessarily. For sadistic pleasure, false superiority and as a weapon to provoke and rage bait. We are all adults here. People…
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Women have this mentality that just because they are women everyone will like them. So they cross my boundaries and. Sexually assault me, try to lure me, make a move on me, force me to go to their house. Etc. Why? Because I’m openly bisexual. Just because I’m bisexual doesn’t mean I will like every…
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The aggressive stalker won’t aggressively stalk and pounce on any other women in the apartment. But he feels it’s okay to do it with me. The waiters won’t misbehave with any other customers. But they feel it’s okay to do it with me. Because with me? There’s absolutely no consequences. Most people are creepy fans.…
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Everything started because of Voldemort. Voldemort paved the way. The death eaters effortlessly followed. Perpetrators have this mentality that they can cross my boundaries and do whatever fuck they want. Because with me they don’t have to face any consequences. They wouldn’t dare do these things with anyone else. But with me? There’s absolutely no…
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I’m speaking the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. To prove it. Even you know that I’m speaking the truth. Everyone in this world clearly knows that I’m innocent and I’m speaking the truth. The truth is already out. It’s over. You are just wasting my time. Unnecessarily.
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I don’t understand why you are dragging this unnecessarily. And making me repeat the same bloody things every single day. The truth is already out. I’ve repeated myself millions of times since August 2024. It’s over. There’s nothing left to say.
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I have already cleared why I used the word chess. More than enough and necessary. I’ve already cleared I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. And it has nothing to do with Pettigrew. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out a long time ago.…
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I’ve already cleared why I used the analogy of chess. The devil is playing chess. Voldemort paved the way. She threw mud on my name. The death eaters effortlessly followed. They dragged my name through the mud. I’m ending the game. Because God is always with me. My consciousness is always clear. I always think…
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In 2023 and 2024. My throat was completely fucked. I was extremely sick, suicidal and going through something very serious. I was going to die because of my throat. Everyone in this world knew about it. It wasn’t a secret. That’s when monsters like. Pettigrew, monster at social, Anna, monster at crochet class, Rahuul Rishav,…
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That person was also enabling the behaviour of perpetrators. Every single time something happens. People gang up and start torturing me and silence me. Based on lies and manipulations. And they would call it karma. They also glorify the perpetrators. They are given attention, glory and perks. Hence people have this mentality that they can…
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The person who was controlling my surroundings and content was the real demon. That person was constantly creating intentional typos. Whenever I was speaking about something important. That person was constantly trying to kill me. That person was desperately trying to bury the truth and silence me. That person was causing psychological pain for entertainment…
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Then shit happened in August 2024. I started writing once again. Everything that happened after that was impromptu and real time. Because I didn’t see it coming. So you can clearly understand that I’m good at what I do. I’ve given you solid proof that it’s impromptu and real time. Note.
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My life was going down the rabbit hole. I was going to die. I was on the verge of giving up. That’s when Ginny fell in love with me in June 2023. She fell in love with me on her own free will. I cannot control her. That’s why I didn’t die. Otherwise I would…
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When Nikita Metha told me why people are speaking to me in a special way at the end of 2022. Everything clicked. I immediately spoke to my therapist Rahul. He confirmed the truth. Only I knew the truth. I was desperate to say it. I knew something was happening. I didn’t know what it was.…
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I said to Dumbledore on day one itself. “Voldemort is speaking about me. Why are people speaking to me that way?” But people ganged up and tortured me and silenced me. Dumbledore said that. No one is speaking about me. I’m sick that’s why I’m asking that question. I was on the verge of dying…
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I don’t understand why you keep showing me the lyrics of mastermind and Dobby. How can it be a design? Pettigrew is an entirely different person with a different heart and mind. I cannot control her. I cannot control her lies. I didn’t even know that she lied. Unless you tell me what’s happening. I…
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I feel extremely suicidal, angry and fucked. Whenever I see something online that’s meant to question me. I start spiralling. There are storms raging inside my head. That’s why I shout here. I’m hanging on by a thread and waiting. My mind and body is fucked. I’m mentally, physically and psychologically exhausted. If this continues.…
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There’s nothing left to say. I’m not interested in repeating the same bloody things every single day. Forever and ever. I’ve repeated it millions of times since August 2024. It’s over. I’m done.
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This is such a waste of time. Understand when things have reached its due course and put an end to it. Time is precious man. Stop wasting my time unnecessarily. It’s over.
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The truth is already out long ago. Please give me an ETA as to how many months more you are going to drag the same shit. Unnecessarily. And waste my time. So that I can mentally prepare myself.
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The truth is already out. There’s nothing left to say. Please stop wasting my time unnecessarily.
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I don’t understand how everyone in this world are reading this on a regular basis and choosing to stay quiet. And watching this cruelty unfold. Why are you keeping me in the dark? How much will you drag this unnecessarily? The truth is already out a long time ago. What exactly am I waiting for?…
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One of the nurses held me tight and squeezed me to her body. When the head doctor was harassing me. Even though she clearly knew that I had severe back pain. I want justice. Note.
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My life is on a stand still and I’m waiting. I’ve already cleared my name. The truth is already out. But they are still not satisfied. They are dragging this unnecessarily every single day. And making me repeat the same bloody things. What the bloody fuck is going on man? What the fuck am I…
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The whole world is benefitting out of me and I’m suffering. My money got over in January 2025. I don’t have money to take care of my basic expenses and to speak to my therapist. I’ve been dealing with this alone. I’ve lost a lot of weight. I’ve been extremely sick since August 2025. So…
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The doctors treated me like an animal. When I was suffering and dying with pain. They were doctors in the emergency ward. I haven’t done anything to them for them to behave this way. Everyone I’m speaking to is playing twisted games. Everyone who is speaking to my family is playing twisted games. This is…
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This happened at the end of last year. I couldn’t get out of bed for 2 days. My back was hurting badly. I thought I was going to die. I didn’t have money to go to the hospital. So I called my sister in law to ask for money. She spoke to my mom and…
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The people at the emergency ward of kauvery hospital were intentionally asking me gaslighting questions to provoke me. When I reacted. The head doctor suddenly came. He was smiling a twisted creepy malicious smile. He started smiling uncontrollably and shouted. “This is my fucking hospital get out of my hospital.” I started saying. “Stop harassing…
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I don’t understand why I’m being targeted? I was kept in the dark, silenced and tortured my whole life. I was made to question my own reality. My life was sabotaged in the name of help. I was tortured in the name of empathy. I was tortured inhumanly. Sexually, physically, mentally and psychologically. I went…
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I’ve already proved that I cannot see without my glasses. I’ve already explained that I was silenced in my childhood. I’ve already explained what Voldemort did. She created the preconceived notions. She created the vicious cycle of horcruxes. She threw mud on my name. And paved the way. The death eaters effortlessly followed. And dragged…
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Please ask Draco why she calls me inside the trial room whenever we go shopping. And why she looks at my bra. She’s bisexual. Ask her why she does that. Go on ask her. This is an out of context statement. Torture her every single day till she breaks. Please ask sex addict Shushma GR…
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As long as I exist in this reality and double life. Shit will continue forever and ever. I’ve explained every single thing. In case something happens tomorrow. Please don’t blame me. Next time I expect maturity though. Unless you tell me what’s happening. I wouldn’t know what’s happening. I cannot read minds. Please remember this.…
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I’m speaking the truth. Everything that I have said here is the truth. I’ve given you irrefutable solid proofs. I’ve done everything in my power to show you the truth. I’ve already cleared my name. I cannot do anything more than this.
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I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve cleared every single miniscule thing. More than enough and necessary. I’ve given irrefutable solid proofs. I don’t think anything more than this is required. I don’t think I’m answerable…
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Even you know dragging this is unnecessary and a waste of time. I don’t understand why you are doing it. When people wanted me dead and tortured me. Based on lies and manipulations. You didn’t drag shit. Everything happened so damn quickly. Why are dragging shit unnecessarily now? The truth is already out long ago.…
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I don’t understand why you are wasting my time like this? Unnecessarily. Every single day. There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out. It’s over man.
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Do you want to explain to me why you are showing me Dobby and the lyrics of mastermind even now? Why are you wasting my time unnecessarily? What’s going on man?
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When someone betrays me I have negative thoughts too. The difference between me and the person who commits crime is that. I don’t act on my impulses. In the heat of the moment, I know how to stand my ground. I know how my mind and thoughts work. As I said, your mind can work…
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If you are doubting me for something. You have to tell me what exactly you want to know. Because I don’t know. I’ve already said everything. There’s nothing left to say.
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The truth is already out. There’s nothing left to say. Do you want to explain to me why you are dragging this unnecessarily?
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I’ve said all these things already. I don’t know why I’m repeating it. I’m just so fucking tired. I just want this to end.
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There are people who don’t value their life. They feel life is worthless and think along those lines. When something unfair happens to them. They don’t have the emotional maturity to handle it. They make everyone around them suffer just because they are suffering. Because they feel the world revolves around them. It’s always me,…
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Everything in life is just mind over matter. Your mind can work beautifully if you know how to.
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Before pointing your finger at someone please check if your own plates are clean. Everyone has bodies in the attic. Don’t start shit. Live and let live.
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Also. When I say NO. I expect it to be respected. I will be taking legal actions if there is any kind of harassment and shady behaviour.
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Also. Please keep it platonic with me. I already have someone that I love. I’m not interested. Do not make it weird. I humbly request women to stop behaving questionable. You are not going to like it when I reject you. Please don’t make it weird. Please behave.
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My boundaries are non-negotiable. Whatever connection you feel with me is one sided. Please be mindful about that. Please do not develop a para social relationship with me. Please don’t act like you are entitled to cross my personal space and boundaries. If there’s any kinda shady unethical behaviour from anyone or any funny business.…
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My mom keeps making noises all the time. She is in a lot of pain. Whenever she’s washing the clothes, cooking, sleeping etc. She makes noises. This has been going on for almost a year. But she’s been extremely sick since last couple of weeks. Father and I are sick too. We need to see…
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My mom is extremely sick. So am I. And father too. We need to see a doctor. Also. (See below) This is how I feel. Please stop wasting my precious time. View this post on Instagram
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I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. I had nothing against Pettigrew. I was trying to help her. But after what she did to me. I don’t fucking care. I don’t care even if she dies. I have already spoken the truth and proved it. Please put an end to this.
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I can die peacefully now. I’m okay with dying whenever it happens. But not yet. I want normal. Normal with Ginny. I want to give my parents a comfortable life in their old age.
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I’m still alive and I didn’t die. My community stepped in and helped me. I know I’m innocent. So I faced whatever happened head on. I’m glad in a way that I was able to clear every single miniscule thing. I’ve destroyed all the horcruxes. I’ve left absolutely no room for misunderstandings and doubts. It’s…
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I’ve already cleared why I used the analogy of chess. I’ve already cleared it has nothing to do with Pettigrew. I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. Pettigrew is just a random ass side character. She is a random ass waiter in a random ass restaurant. Honestly, I don’t even give her a…
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I’ve had an extremely social life. I’ve spoken to and texted countless people. But very few people whom I’ve connected with. Very few friends. I don’t use the word friend loosely. I have a close-knit circle. People in my close circle are in my close circle for a reason. I’m happy and content with my…
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She has a para social relationship with me. I’ve already proved it. Some people have extreme cases of para social relationships with me. They don’t understand a NO. No matter how many times I say it. Verbally and non verbally. Aggressive stalker and Dudley’s father has a para social relationship. They were not respecting my…
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The truth is already out many months ago. You are just wasting my precious time. There’s nothing left to say. I’ve repeated myself millions of times since August 2024. It’s over man. When people wanted me dead and tortured me. Based on lies and manipulations. Everything happened so damn quickly. At that time no one…
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Friends don’t send a fully grown man to sexually assault you and attack you. To maintain an upper hand in the conversation because of jealousy. When you say a good news. Friends don’t behave sadistic and punish you when you don’t comply with their pathological force. Friends don’t shit talk about you behind your back.…
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There’s nothing left to say. This is just a waste of time. You are dragging this unnecessarily.
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I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve given irrefutable solid proofs. It’s over man. What more do you want?
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The truth is already out a long time ago. Why are you showing me lyrics of mastermind? How much will you drag this unnecessarily? Why are you wasting my precious time?
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There are too many typos in my blogs. I cannot do anything about it. Kindly bear with me. As you are already aware, I was being tortured inhumanly. I did my best. Even authors mess up their first few drafts. You can ask them. Writing the way I did these last 4 years was really…
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*complained that I’m NOT getting turned on. Sorry. I’m just too stressed out. I’m unable to focus. I’m mentally, physically and psychologically fucked. Note.
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Below are the names of people who have turned me on. (In order) My crushes on them were feeble and temporary and only online. I have felt like having sex with and had strong feelings only for Will and Ginny. Because I’m demisexual. I got turned on while kissing Chinthu, Abhit and Lesli. Because I…
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My whole life I thought something was wrong with me. Because I wasn’t getting turned on IRL. I thought I’m asexual. Will is the first person I wanted to have sex with. I had feelings for Will. But we never met. Ginny is like the first person whom I had feelings for IRL. That’s when…
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It was Dumbledore’s decision to give me the medicine that increased the prolactin level in my blood. It was his decision. Not mine. I have no hand in it. This played a crucial role in destroying the horcruxes. When I started dating in 2019. I kept calling Dumbledore and complained that I’m getting turned on.…
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There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out a long time ago. Why are you wasting my precious time? Why are you keeping me in the dark? What’s going on man? When people wanted me dead and tortured me. Based on lies and manipulations. Everything happened so damn quickly. When people want to…
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What’s going on man? The truth is already out a long time ago. There’s nothing left to say. It’s over. Why are you showing me lyrics of mastermind and Dobby even now? How much will you drag this unnecessarily?
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Mother kept shouting in the morning till afternoon. Also throughout the day, every now and then. Asking father to die and verbally abused him. Which is a normal reaction to what he did. She is completely depleted. I’m shaken up. Father has been quiet the whole day. She started crying in the night wishing she…
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He has done a lot of shit to my sister and I as well. But my mother faced the most hell for 40 years. He has done so much damage. I have no words anymore. I thought he had changed.
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This morning when I went for my morning walk. Father was shouting at mother. I didn’t take it seriously because they bicker all the time. When I came back from my walk. Mother’s eyes and face were red. She was angry and crying hysterically. Father had attacked mother over something silly. I started questioning him.…
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I had a dream last night. I met the author V. E. Schwab at a book signing. I told her her book the invisible life of Addie saved my life. I felt seen and it helped me navigate this weird reality that I’m existing in. I don’t know what this dream means. There are so…
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I need to speak to my therapist and see a doctor and a dentist. Before meeting Ginny and speaking to her. My mind, body and teeth is fucked. Also. Take my parents to the doctor. Once this is done. I will be retiring. I will be creating retirement life content. It’s going to be a…
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I’m glad I was not kidnapped when I was crazy. So many things happened to me. I’m glad I’m safe and in my house right now. It’s a miracle that I’m normal now and I’m still alive.
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I can’t believe Ginny is in love with me and she is waiting to speak to me. Just like how I’m waiting here. How did I get so lucky? My heart! It’s all gooey and warm like the inside of a roasted marshmallow. I miss her so damn much. I love you maanas. All I…
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I want to be present in the court room in front of the perpetrators. I want the satisfaction of looking at them when I get justice. I want closure.
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If this is how the legal system works in India. You need to do some rethinking and restructuring. It sucks man. Time is precious. Stop wasting it.
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Time is precious man. Stop wasting my time unnecessarily. The truth is already out long ago. It’s over man. Are you slow? Do you have any medical condition? Do you have trouble comprehending? How many times do you want me to repeat the same bloody things for the message to get through? Why are you…
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The truth is already out many months ago. It’s over. Stop wasting my precious time. Is this how the legal system works man? It sucks. How much will you sit on the same shit unnecessarily? Understand when things have reached its due course and put an end to it. Stop wasting everyone’s time like this.
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The truth is already out many months ago. Do you want to explain to me why the bloody fuck are you dragging this unnecessarily? There’s nothing left to say. I’ve already explained everything and repeated it millions of times since August 2024. You are just wasting my precious time. I’m not interested in repeating the…
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My life is on a stand still waiting this way. The truth is already out a long time ago. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? I’ve been extremely sick since last August. So are my parents. We need to see a fucking doctor. Stop wasting my precious time unnecessarily. Please put an end to…
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This is the lyrics of “Gold Rush” by Taylor Swift. “What must it be like to grow up that beautiful? With your hair falling into place like dominoes” She is using the example of dominoes to describe his hair. It’s a game. But she isn’t talking about playing the game. It’s an analogy and play…
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I’m not going to fall for the BS that you are showing me online. I know that the truth is out. I know everyone knows that I’m speaking the truth and I’m innocent. Please cut the crap. And put an end to this. This is just a waste of precious time. It’s over. Thank you.
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The truth is already out a long time ago. Does anyone want to explain to me why this is being dragged unnecessarily? Why are you wasting my precious time?
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Good Morning x
A meteor might hit Earth tomorrow and we might go extinct like the dinosaurs. It might happen. Anything can happen at any given moment. No one knows. Life on Earth is unpredictable. Are you really going to waste your precious day fretting about that middle school first world problem? Are you really going to keep…
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You can talk to Ashwin Srinivas. He used to keep calling me ugly. I had absolutely no interest in that man. I lowkey hated him. I liked him platonically as my friend. That’s it. I didn’t know to hate back then. I didn’t know anything much about the world. I thought everyone was good.
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ICYMI
You can clearly understand from this that I didn’t know I was framed and the law is involved. This is solid proof. I got to know this at the end of 2024 when I saw it online. Note.
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I feel like I’m speaking to a brick wall sometimes. I keep spiralling. Because of this reality and double life. That’s why I repeat the same things sometimes. Also. I’m being questioned about the same things everyday. By showing me Dobby and the lyrics of mastermind and chess. I’m literally losing it. The truth is…
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No one in their right mind will reject the men I’ve rejected. Some of them were really really good. They were affluent, successful, really hot and amazing men. They even had luxury cars. But it never felt right with them. Because I was in love with her. I didn’t know she was going to come…
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I was going on dates back to back between October 2022 and June 2023. But I was not interested in dating anyone. When I was rejecting them. Ginny said that she doesn’t love me and she will never love me in the future as well. It was a clear no. I was rejecting them because…
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Ginny is an entirely different person with a different heart and mind. I cannot control her. She fell in love with me on her own free will. That’s why I didn’t die in 2023. She said she wants to marry me on her own free will in August 2024. I cannot control her. That’s why…
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Doctor Mahesh Meda and my mom are entirely different people with a different heart and mind. I cannot control them. They saved my life on their own free will. Otherwise, I would have died in September 2024.
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In August 2024. I had finished writing and things worked out for me. When Pettigrew said “sorry I will lose my job”. I was keeping quiet to help her. I was going to die multiple times between August 2024 and October 2024. If Doctor Mahesh Meda and my mom had not saved my life. I…
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Contextual eye gesture. He looks at her ring and looks down at the table and looks up at her face. If you take this out of context. It becomes, he looks at her up and down. View this post on Instagram
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The truth is already out a long time ago. I don’t understand why you are dragging this unnecessarily and wasting time like this. There’s nothing left to say. It’s over. I’ve repeated myself millions of times since August 2024. I’m not interested in repeating the same bloody things everyday forever and ever. It’s over.
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There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out a long time ago. Please stop wasting my precious time. Please stop dragging this unnecessarily.
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There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out a long time ago. Please stop wasting my precious time.
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Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? The truth is already out. It’s over. What exactly am I waiting for? What’s going on man?
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I want a normal life.
I want a normal and conventional life. I want credit, convention, recognition and respect for my work. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I’ve cleared, proved, clarified and explained every single miniscule thing. I’ve gone to the root of the problem and explained it. I’ve repeated myself millions of times…
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My boundaries are non-negotiable.
I’m a friend to my community only on my public platforms. I have my problems and limitations. I’m not like everyone else. This is the most and the best that I can do. On a personal front, I’m not your friend. I’m a public figure. It’s not humanly possible for me to be friends with…
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I want justice.
I want injustice to be answered with justice. I want justice for every single miniscule thing that happened to me. Starting from prison school up until unethical monsters at kauvery hospital. I want justice. That is the only way I will find peace. Also. I’m setting an example to the world. I’m teaching people how…
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Author’s note.
I’ve said it multiple times before. I’m saying it again so that the message sinks in. I humbly request the world to stop dehumanising me. Based on my reaction to inhuman abnormal torture. Stop referring to me as a cat. I’m not your fucking pet. If you are taking pictures of cats or adopting cats…
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I won’t be keeping quiet to help anyone ever again. You reap what you sow. If there’s any shady unethical behaviour from anyone. I will be extremely vocal about it. I will also be taking legal action. I expect my personal space, boundaries and privacy to be respected strictly.
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The truth is out. It’s over. There’s nothing left to say. I’ve repeated myself millions of times since August 2024. It’s over. I’m not interested in repeating the same bloody things every single day forever and ever.
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There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out long long ago. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? How much will you waste my precious time? Is this how the legal system works? You need to do some rethinking and restructuring. Because it sucks. What a fucking waste of precious time.
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The truth is already out long long ago. There’s nothing left to say. Do you want to explain to me why you are dragging shit unnecessarily? Why are you wasting my precious time? Why are you showing me Dobby and the lyrics of mastermind every single day. The truth is already out man. When people…
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I want justice for turning my life into a Truman Show. I have spoken about everything that the person who was controlling my surroundings and content did to me. I want justice.
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There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. Please stop wasting my precious time.
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The truth is already out long long ago. Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind? How much will you drag this unnecessarily?
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There’s nothing left to say. What the fuck am I waiting for? How much will you drag this unnecessarily? What’s going on man?
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There’s nothing left to say. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. I’ve already cleared my name and proved my innocence and sanity. I’ve given irrefutable solid proofs. It’s over a long time ago. Please stop wasting everyone’s time, efforts and energy. Please stop wasting my…
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I’ve already proved that Pettigrew is a liar and her words cannot be trusted. She has lied about so many things since this started. She is just trying to save her ass by using the word friend. I’ve already cleared why she’s using the word friend. I’ve repeated it millions of times since August 2024.…
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Does anyone want to explain to me what exactly am I waiting for? Why is this being dragged unnecessarily? What’s going on man? The truth is already out long ago. What the fuck is going on? Why are you wasting my precious time?
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If a certain way of speaking wasn’t working out. Why was it continued? And why the fuck was the whole world made to speak that way? I was kept in the dark, silenced and tortured inhumanly my whole life. I was made to question my own reality. My life was sabotaged in the name of…
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I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. Honestly. I had nothing against Pettigrew. I was keeping quiet to help her. I don’t speak against people from the weaker sections of society. When she said “sorry I will lose my job”. I felt sorry for her. She had just gotten a promotion. I was…
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“I’m about to play my ace” is from the song new romantics by Taylor Swift. I was doing the same with the word checkmate. It’s just an analogy and play with words. You can check the date of this blog. I was using it for Voldemort and the death eaters. Author’s Note. (edited)
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I’ve been using the analogy of chess even before the incident with Pettigrew. I was fighting against Voldemort and the death eaters. Please refer to below. Author’s Note. (edited)
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The truth is already out long ago. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? What the fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?
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I want to be present in front of the perpetrators in the court room. When I get justice for what happened to me. I want the satisfaction of looking at them when I get justice. I want the closure.
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I don’t understand why people personalize everything that I say. Why are people hooking on to every single word and desperately trying to relate to it? I mean. Everyone has their own individuality and uniqueness. Everyone is different. Everyone cannot possibly be the same. Where’s the fun in that? Stop being a fucking clone. Stop…
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I was watching Eli Rallo’s reel the other day. She was speaking about how her mother doesn’t wear makeup. Which had me thinking. That’s just how it is. Some people don’t wear make up. That doesn’t make them a pick me. Also. That doesn’t mean I hate women who wear makeup. No. I love it…
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Your time on earth is precious and limited. So if you are deciding to spend that time with someone. It has to be a fuck yes. Otherwise, it’s a no. This applies even to platonic love. I’m not interested in wasting my precious time. I value my peace of mind more than anything else. I…
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I’ve spoken about this and repeated myself millions of times since August 2024. I’m not interested in speaking about the same bloody things every single day. It’s over man. I’m not interested.
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Also. Please stop disgracing Dobby’s name. Dobby is one of the best friends of history. You are giving me trauma. Please stop dragging this unnecessarily. Stop wasting my precious time.
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I’ve had an extremely social life. I’ve spoken to and texted countless people. When I don’t want to speak to someone. I delete their number and unfollow/block. And they get the message. They stop speaking after that. This is an extremely clear non verbal boundary. When someone calls you home. And you ignore their words…
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I was pushing her from day one. I was constantly drawing non verbal boundaries. I don’t know if she did not understand it. Or she did not want to understand it. She lacks comprehension and social skills. She has behavioural issues. She was constantly approaching me. Honestly I don’t know how to dismiss a person…
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Also. When she gave me something to eat when I was hungry. I tried being friends. But she wasn’t interested in being friends. She just wanted to fuck me. She was constantly forcing me to go to her house. She would force and moan. No matter how many times I declined her invitation. She kept…
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I’ve already cleared why she is using the word friend. She has a para social relationship with me. I’ve explained every single thing. I’ve repeated it millions of times. Some people have extreme cases of para social relationships with me. You can clearly understand this from the behaviour of. Aggressive stalker and Dudley’s father. People…
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When people wanted me dead and tortured me based on lies and manipulations. Everything happened so damn quickly. At that time no one dragged shit. Why the fuck are you dragging shit now? Unnecessarily. The truth is already out long ago. What the bloody fuck is going on man?
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The truth is already out. There’s nothing left to say. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? Please stop wasting my precious time. I’m not interested.
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There’s nothing left to say. Please stop wasting my precious time. I’m not interested in repeating the same bloody things. I’ve repeated it millions of times since August 2024. It’s over. I’m not interested.
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The truth is already out long long ago. Does anyone want to explain to me why this is dragging unnecessarily? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? Why are you wasting my bloody time?
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Please ask Varsha Vinod why does she care if I don’t like any women at the office. If she is “straight” it shouldn’t bother her.
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When I complimented the barista at Starbucks. She said “thank you” like a normal person. Whenever I compliment strangers. They say “thank you” like a normal person. Whenever I compliment my family and friends. They say “thank you” like a normal person. “Thank you” is the normal response to compliments and helpful statements. Not “come…
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I just discovered this new word. So turns out I’m a flexitarian. I’m a vegetarian who eats meat occasionally, sometimes, rarely. I stopped eating meat drastically in 2023. I’ve been sober since December 2022. I feel great. My body and stomach feel so good and lighter. I’m happy with my decision. I’m waiting to continue…
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This is so stupid. I’ve been downloading reels/shorts and uploading here. I realised yesterday that I can just copy paste the link and it becomes a video format. Gosh! I was so busy fighting and consumed by what was going on. I didn’t think of it till now. So stupid. I’m a grandma when it…
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The truth is already out long ago. What the fuck am I waiting for? Why are you dragging this unnecessarily? There’s nothing left to say. The truth is out. It’s over. What’s going on man?
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Some days are really bad. I’m unable to hold on. I need to see a doctor. My parents are also sick. What’s going on?
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When I went out for a walk last night. I saw two couples walking in front of me holding hands. My heart ached with nostalgia and melancholy. Thinking about the time when Ginny and I held hands while walking in the Koramangala street at night. Was it really four years ago? Why does it feel…
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The truth is already out long ago. You don’t need to show me what exactly happened. Stop dragging it unnecessarily. I’m not interested in speaking about this topic anymore. I’m done. It’s over. Move on please.
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I need to see a doctor. I don’t know how I’m holding on. Most days are okay. But some days are really hard. I’m mentally and physically and psychologically exhausted and fucked.
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I’m really sick. So are my parents. Since last August. I’m so fucking tired. What’s going on man? What the fuck am I waiting for?
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Taylor Swift says in the song vigilante shit. “I don’t start shit. But I can tell you how it ends.” This is what I meant. I’m not playing games. I’m ending the game. There’s a difference. The devil is playing chess. Voldemort threw mud on my name. She paved the way. The Death eaters effortlessly…
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The truth is already out long ago. There’s nothing left to say. It’s over. What’s going on man? Is this how the legal system works? What a fucking waste of precious time.
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I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. The truth is already out long ago. The liars are already in front of the world. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind and Dobby? Why are you wasting everyone’s time, efforts and energy? Why…
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Taylor Swift talks about playing solitaire in the song “Dear Reader”. She talks about playing poker in the song “New Romantics”. She’s not actually playing games. It’s just an analogy and play with words. Literally all writers do it.
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Why is the aggressive stalker and Dudley’s father not given a restraining order? If the same things had happened to Taylor Swift or any other public figures. They would be in jail. Why is no action taken till now? What’s going on man?
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I have to start taking the additional medicine before meeting Ginny. I don’t get turned on without the help of those medicines. I will have a hard time dating her if I don’t take those medicines. I have to speak to Dumbledore. I honestly don’t know what’s going on. I don’t feel good. My mind…
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Tomorrow is my birthday. I don’t celebrate my birthday. It’s just another regular day. But I wanted this to be over before my birthday. I’m so fucking tired. Anyway. Good Night. x
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I want to give my parents a comfortable life in their old age. Where they don’t have to worry about money. We’ve struggled our whole life because of money. I hope this gets over soon. They are really old and also sick. If something happens to them before that. I’m not going to be happy…
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I don’t accept people in my life easily. I don’t trust anyone easily. I learnt the hard way that people can’t be trusted. I have basic platonic love and respect for everyone as a part of my community and society. But from a distance. I put people through multiple tests before accepting them in my…
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I never forget betrayal too. Some betrayals I take to my grave. I hold grudges like a fucking crow. I’m petty AF. Forgiveness is subjective and overrated. I’m at peace even without forgiving. You don’t have to forgive to find inner peace. I have forgotten about their existence. When I do remember them sometimes I…
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I will never forget help. I don’t value people who help me with the intention of gaining my love, respect and affection. You know “the performative help” that comes with ulterior motives. No. That’s not the boy with the bread. I study, observe, notice every single thing. I value people who help me unconditionally. Without…
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I miss Ginny so much. I keep crying. I don’t feel good. Sometimes I miss Will, Draco and Rohit too. I don’t know. I’m so fucked.
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I don’t feel good anymore. My mind and body is fucked. I need to speak to my therapist. I need to see a doctor and a dentist. I’m feeling really bitter and salty. Sometimes when I open Instagram, I start projecting. So I close it. I don’t know. I’m just a lump. An unattractive and…
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The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man? What the bloody fuck am I waiting for?
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The truth is already out long ago. What the fuck am I waiting for? I hope this gets over before my birthday.
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I’m not interested in socialising till I have a normal life. I’m not interested in speaking to anyone. Other than my close circle. Once I have a normal life. I will consider making new friends. If the need be. I’m not sure. Depends on how I feel at that point.
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I have a close-knit circle. My close circle is sacred. It’s a temple of trust and safety. Note.
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My boundaries are non-negotiable. No means No. No is a full sentence. I take absolutely no responsibility for someone else’s insecurities and projections.
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I treat people based on my personal first hand experience with them. I have not forgotten anything that anyone said and did. I don’t have amnesia. And I’m not Jesus Christ to forgive endlessly. Stop trying to force a non-existent relationship/friendship with me. I’m not interested. Stay the fuck away.
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I have known Meghana since 11th grade. She has never texted me and asked “how are you?” Till now. Never. She was absent throughout my life. She was never there for me when I needed her. She treated me like shit so many times. (I’ve already explained everything.) Now that I’m successful, normal and in…
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We are all adults here. People clearly know and understand what they are doing. There’s no misunderstandings and doubts. They are doing it for sadistic pleasure, false superiority and as a weapon to provoke and rage bait. Because if someone was a good person and a friend. They will behave like one. They won’t take…
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As long as I exist in this reality and double life. Shit will continue forever and ever. Because I’m helpless and vulnerable. I have explained every single thing. People take advantage of my situation and play twisted games. Most people are creepy fans with a leverage. They suck. They lack empathy and remorse. Half the…
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I want injustice to be answered with justice. I want justice for every single thing that happened to me. Starting from prison school up until unethical monsters at kauvery hospital. I want justice. I’m setting an example to the world. I’m teaching people how to treat me. I want the world to clearly understand that.…
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But for me. It’s always a double edged sword. Whenever something happens. The world gangs up and starts to torture me and silence me. They even try to kill me. I’m not only faced with the problem. But also public scrutiny. No one asks me what happened and my side of the story. No one…
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Perpetrators have this mentality that they can cross my boundaries and do whatever fuck they want. Because with me they don’t have to face any consequences. They wouldn’t dare to do it with anyone else. They do whatever fuck and conveniently turn the table. And the world conveniently believes them. The world also supports and…
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These people wouldn’t dare do these things to anyone else. But with me? They don’t have to face any consequences. They cross my boundaries and do whatever fuck they want. And conveniently turn the table. And the world conveniently believes them. Voldemort paved the way. The death eaters effortlessly followed.
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The truth is already out long long ago. What the bloody fuck am I waiting for? What’s going on man?
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Why is the aggressive stalker and Dudley’s father not given a restraining order? I highlighted something extremely serious. What’s going on man? The aggressive stalker belongs in jail. He is just a random neighbour and a stalker. In August 2024. One day suddenly he started aggressively stalking me and pouncing on me. Violently and vigorously.…
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Not only does Dhruv’s face look like a lizard. But it also looks like an insect pooped on it. He looks like a fucking deranged hyena. The way he keeps looking at my body with his mouth open and eyes bulging out of the sockets and psychotic expression. He is beneath my standards. I know…
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Not just her. But other monsters like. Dhruv, Rahuul Rishav, monster at social, Anna, monster at crochet class, aggressive stalker. Etc. Were also lusting at me and harassing and assaulting me. They are monsters who lack empathy and remorse. They have a dark triad personality type.
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Just because I was regular to that restaurant. It is not an invitation for the staff to encroach on my personal space and boundaries. And force friendship and force conversation with me. This is not a college party for her to approach me because I’m a familiar face. When someone is saying NO and drawing…
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I was tortured inhumanly for more than a year because of this. Do you see how ridiculous this whole thing is? Pettigrew is a lonely sex addict. The only thing I asked her to do was take my picture. She stuck to me like a parasite and leech. She was lusting on me since day…
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Do you see how he’s looking at her dress contextually? Everyone in this world does it contextually. When you are talking about something and draw attention to it. It’s normal to look at it. No one talks about these incidents because it’s contextual.
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The truth is already out long ago. What’s going on man? Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind?
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The truth is already out long ago. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? What’s going on man? When you wanted me dead and tortured me. Based on lies and manipulations. You didn’t drag shit. Everything happened so damn quickly. Why the fuck are you dragging unnecessarily now?
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I think everyone in this world clearly knows why I’m still alive. I’ve already shared everything that I do and the way I think and see things. It’s helping everyone. So you can clearly understand why. There’s literally nothing left to say. You’ve squeezed the life out of me. I’m barely alive. I keep spiralling.…
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I didn’t speak to anyone during my formative years. I was lost in my own world speaking to God. Hence I don’t have certain human emotions. Everyone else are the same. I’ve noticed a pattern. I’m good at reading people to a certain extent. I’m not like others. Also. I don’t play any games like…
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I’m speaking the truth. Everything that I have said here is the truth. There’s literally nothing left to say.
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I don’t think anyone in the history of the world had to prove themselves so much. There’s literally nothing left to say. I’m physically, mentally and psychologically exhausted. I’ve lost a lot of weight. My mind is constantly fucked. I’m going through immense psychological pressure. I need to speak to my therapist badly. I’m unable…
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The truth is already out. There’s nothing left to say. I’ve already proved my innocence and sanity and cleared my name. I’ve given irrefutable solid proofs. The liars are already in front of the world. What more do you want?
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The truth is already out long ago. How much will you drag this unnecessarily? Why are you showing me the lyrics of mastermind? What the fuck is going on man?
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PSA message to Instagram.
Please remove the feature where you show account suggestions on the story strip. It’s so fucking annoying. I cannot explain how annoying it is. Also. I’m unable to view my second and third Instagram account from my main account. And the other way around. I have no idea why. It’s not showing up at all.…
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Stop showing me Dobby. Everyone in this world clearly knows that she is not Dobby. It’s called friendship only when it’s mutual. It’s not called friendship when one person is constantly forcing it. You can clearly understand from her actions that there was no friendship. This is not how friends behave. This is not friendship.…
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Normalise using words like. Acquaintances, colleagues, neighbours, classmates, casual friends, gym partners, relatives, team mates. Etc. Don’t use the word friend loosely. A friend is a valuable and precious word. It weighs in gold. Not everyone is your friend. A friend to all is a friend to none.
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How much will you drag shit unnecessarily? When you wanted me dead and tortured me. Based on lies and manipulations. You didn’t drag shit. The truth is already out long ago. Why the fuck are you dragging shit now?
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Stop showing me Dobby. Pettigrew is not Dobby. The truth is already out long ago. Why are you dragging this unnecessarily?
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I humbly request the world to stop dehumanising me. Based on my reaction to inhuman abnormal torture. Stop referring to me as a cat.
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The biggest irony of my life is that people thought I liked them because of my childhood. When in reality I rarely like people romantically. FML.
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Not just Indian women. But most women in general are vulgar and repulsive. Also. Men. Idk. I hardly like people romantically. It’s very rare. Ginny doesn’t really have to worry about me cheating. Because I don’t really like anyone easily. So I will never cheat. Perks of dating me.
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Dating was a nightmare. I’m so glad that I didn’t give up. Because I met Ginny. Meeting her is worth the pain and BS.
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Will got married. So I gave up and lowered my standards. That’s why I dated those disgusting creatures. I wasn’t interested in them to the very least. There were no feelings. Also. Guy with an ugly dick doesn’t really have a dick. It’s just a matchstick covered with cobwebs. At least a matchstick is hard…
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When Psycho divorcee invited me home to meet his mother. I asked him if I should bring flowers. And he looked at me like I was crazy. People here don’t really have that custom. I honestly hate all the men I’ve dated. They are trash.
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Ginny is not like those typical Indian men. She is different. She has the rebel bad boy vibes. That I really like.
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Indian men aren’t really my type. Most of them are extremely closed minded. I rarely like someone. I’m extremely picky with my romantic liking. After I started dating, I spoke to around 250 men. I fell in love just 2 times. So you can imagine. I like men who are kinda like a rebel and…
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People here also lack empathy. They aren’t really expressive. You can clearly understand this from the way I was tortured my whole life because of false empathy. The shit that I went through my whole life because of my bisexuality was also crazy and barbaric. People are extremely narrow minded. Things are changing now. So…
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Everything online and everywhere else is just a copy of me and my words. Everyone seem to be my clone. Honestly, it’s no longer flattering. It crossed that line long ago. I don’t enjoy it anymore.
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In India, people don’t really give each other flowers. On a date or to friends or anything else for that matter. It’s very rare. Flowers are mostly used for worship, welcoming people as a garland, worn in the hair as an accessory. Etc. Since I grew up watching/reading and being exposed to the western culture.…
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Continued. She asked me if I wanted her daughter’s clothes. Because she said her daughter’s clothes would fit me. She was trying to demean me and body shame. Because I was really thin many years ago. She was doing exactly what Dudley’s mother was doing. They would shit talk about me in front of me…
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They have not changed. I’m 100% certain they haven’t. Don’t believe people’s facade and fake words. They are jokers in a white cardigan. I’m pretty sure they are burning behind their facade. I hope they burn forever. They are dead to me.
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I know Dudley is reading this. I want Dudley and her monstrous mother to know. I’m better than her and I’m always going to be better than her. This truth is engraved in the pages of history forever. My legacy is going to haunt them till their last breath. Because I know my words are…
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Jasmine chechi texted me in 2022. I told her how I felt and she apologized. I tried speaking to her. But honestly. There’s too much history of BS. So I let it go. I’m not interested anymore.
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I pray to God every single day. Dudley gets her karma. I want a restraining order against Dudley’s father. I want Dudley’s mother to get her karma as well. I hate them. Period. I have already explained everything that happened.
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Now that I’m successful, normal and in a good place. They are forcing a non-existent relationship with me. Honestly. I’m not fucking interested. Jasmine chechi is the one who came to my house yesterday. Now you understand why I didn’t meet her. Because. We have no relationship.
rachana rajan <3 